These intervening days he spent as best he could — impatiently, a prey5 to quite opposite emotions. In the blazing sunshine he thought of it and laughed; but at night he lay often sleepless6, calculating chances of escape. He never did escape, however. The Desert that watched little Helouan with great, unwinking eyes watched also every turn and twist he made. Like this oasis7, he basked8 in the sun of older time, and dreamed beneath forgotten moons. The sand at last had crept into his inmost heart. It sifted9 over him.
Seeking a reaction from normal, everyday things, he made tourist trips; yet, while recognising the comedy in his attitude, he never could lose sight of the grandeur10 that banked it up so hauntingly. These two contrary emotions grafted11 themselves on all he did and saw. He crossed the Nile at Bedrashein, and went again to the Tomb–World of Sakkara; but through all the chatter12 of veiled and helmeted tourists, the bandar-log of our modern Jungle, ran this dark under-stream of awe13 their monkey methods could not turn aside. One world lay upon another, but this modern layer was a shallow crust that, like the phenomenon of the “desert-film,” a mere14 angle of falling light could instantly obliterate15. Beneath the sand, deep down, he passed along the Street of Tombs, as he had often passed before, moved then merely by historical curiosity and admiration16, but now by emotions for which he found no name. He saw the enormous sarcophagi of granite17 in their gloomy chambers18 where the sacred bulls once lay, swathed and embalmed19 like human beings, and, in the flickering20 candle light, the mood of ancient rites21 surged round him, menacing his doubts and laughter. The least human whisper in these subterraneans, dug out first four thousand years ago, revived ominous22 Powers that stalked beside him, forbidding and premonitive. He gazed at the spots where Mariette, unearthing23 them forty years ago, found fresh as of yesterday the marks of fingers and naked feet — of those who set the sixty-five ton slabs24 in position. And when he came up again into the sunshine he met the eternal questions of the pyramids, overtopping all his mental horizons. Sand blocked all the avenues of younger emotion, leaving the channels of something in him incalculably older, open and clean swept.
He slipped homewards, uncomfortable and followed, glad to be with a crowd — because he was otherwise alone with more than he could dare to think about. Keeping just ahead of his companions, he crossed the desert edge where the ghost of Memphis walks under rustling25 palm trees that screen no stone left upon another of all its mile-long populous26 splendours. For here was a vista27 his imagination could realise; here he could know the comfort of solid ground his feet could touch. Gigantic Ramases, lying on his back beneath their shade and staring at the sky, similarly helped to steady his swaying thoughts. Imagination could deal with these.
And daily thus he watched the busy world go to and fro to its scale of tips and bargaining, and gladly mingled28 with it, trying to laugh and study guidebooks, and listen to half-fledged explanations, but always seeing the comedy of his poor attempts. Not all those little donkeys, bells tinkling29, beads30 shining, trotting31 beneath their comical burdens to the tune32 of shouting and belabouring, could stem this tide of deeper things the woman had let loose in the subconscious33 part of him. Everywhere he saw the mysterious camels go slouching through the sand, gurgling the water in their skinny, extended throats. Centuries passed between the enormous knee-stroke of their stride. And, every night, the sunsets restored the forbidding, graver mood, with their crimson34, golden splendour, their strange green shafts35 of light, then — sudden twilight36 that brought the Past upon him with an awful leap. Upon the stage then stepped the figures of this pair of human beings, chanting their ancient plainsong of incantation in the moonlit desert, and working their rites of unholy evocation37 as the priests had worked them centuries before in the sands that now buried Sakkara fathoms38 deep.
Then one morning he woke with a question in his mind, as though it had been asked of him in sleep and he had waked just before the answer came. “Why do I spend my time sight-seeing, instead of going alone into the Desert as before? What has made me change?”
This latest mood now asked for explanation. And the answer, coming up automatically, startled him. It was so clear and sure — had been lying in the background all along. One word contained it:
Vance.
The sinister39 intentions of this man, forgotten in the rush of other emotions, asserted themselves again convincingly. The human horror, so easily comprehensible, had been smothered40 for the time by the hint of unearthly revelations. But it had operated all the time. Now it took the lead. He dreaded41 to be alone in the Desert with this dark picture in his mind of what Vance meant to bring there to completion. This abomination of a selfish human will returned to fix its terror in him. To be alone in the Desert meant to be alone with the imaginative picture of what Vance — he knew it with such strange certainty — hoped to bring about there.
There was absolutely no evidence to justify43 the grim suspicion. It seemed indeed far-fetched enough, this connection between the sand and the purpose of an evil-minded, violent man. But Henriot saw it true. He could argue it away in a few minutes — easily. Yet the instant thought ceased, it returned, led up by intuition. It possessed44 him, filled his mind with horrible possibilities. He feared the Desert as he might have feared the scene of some atrocious crime. And, for the time, this dread42 of a merely human thing corrected the big seduction of the other — the suggested “super-natural.”
Side by side with it, his desire to join himself to the purposes of the woman increased steadily45. They kept out of his way apparently46; the offer seemed withdrawn47; he grew restless, unable to settle to anything for long, and once he asked the porter casually48 if they were leaving the hotel. Lady Statham had been invisible for days, and Vance was somehow never within speaking distance. He heard with relief that they had not gone — but with dread as well. Keen excitement worked in him underground. He slept badly. Like a schoolboy, he waited for the summons to an important examination that involved portentous49 issues, and contradictory50 emotions disturbed his peace of mind abominably51.
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