For two days after her talk with Miss Verney she saw little of Dick. He went early to his office and came back late. He seemed less tired, more self-possessed, than during the first days after Darrow’s death; but there was a new inscrutableness in his manner, a note of reserve, of resistance almost, as though he had barricaded6 himself against her conjectures7. She had been struck by Miss Verney’s reply to the anxious asseveration that she had done nothing to influence Dick — “Nothing,” the girl had answered, “except to read his thoughts.” Mrs. Peyton shrank from this detection of a tacit interference with her son’s liberty of action. She longed — how passionately8 he would never know — to stand apart from him in this struggle between his two destinies, and it was almost a relief that he on his side should hold aloof9, should, for the first time in their relation, seem to feel her tenderness as an intrusion.
Only four days remained before the date fixed10 for the sending in of the designs, and still Dick had not referred to his work. Of Darrow, also, he had made no mention. His mother longed to know if he had spoken to Clemence Verney — or rather if the girl had forced his confidence. Mrs. Peyton was almost certain that Miss Verney would not remain silent — there were times when Dick’s renewed application to his work seemed an earnest of her having spoken, and spoken convincingly. At the thought Kate’s heart grew chill. What if her experiment should succeed in a sense she had not intended? If the girl should reconcile Dick to his weakness, should pluck the sting from his temptation? In this round of uncertainties11 the mother revolved12 for two interminable days; but the second evening brought an answer to her question.
Dick, returning earlier than usual from the office, had found, on the hall-table, a note which, since morning, had been under his mother’s observation. The envelope, fashionable in tint13 and texture14, was addressed in a rapid staccato hand which seemed the very imprint15 of Miss Verney’s utterance16. Mrs. Peyton did not know the girl’s writing; but such notes had of late lain often enough on the hall-table to make their attribution easy. This communication Dick, as his mother poured his tea, looked over with a face of shifting lights; then he folded it into his note-case, and said, with a glance at his watch: “If you haven’t asked any one for this evening I think I’ll dine out.”
“Do, dear; the change will be good for you,” his mother assented17.
He made no answer, but sat leaning back, his hands clasped behind his head, his eyes fixed on the fire. Every line of his body expressed a profound physical lassitude, but the face remained alert and guarded. Mrs. Peyton, in silence, was busying herself with the details of the tea-making, when suddenly, inexplicably18, a question forced itself to her lips.
“And your work —?” she said, strangely hearing herself speak.
“My work —?” He sat up, on the defensive19 almost, but without a tremor20 of the guarded face.
“You’re getting on well? You’ve made up for lost time?”
“Oh, yes: things are going better.” He rose, with another glance at his watch. “Time to dress,” he said, nodding to her as he turned to the door.
It was an hour later, during her own solitary21 dinner, that a ring at the door was followed by the parlour-maid’s announcement that Mr. Gill was there from the office. In the hall, in fact, Kate found her son’s partner, who explained apologetically that he had understood Peyton was dining at home, and had come to consult him about a difficulty which had arisen since he had left the office. On hearing that Dick was out, and that his mother did not know where he had gone, Mr. Gill’s perplexity became so manifest that Mrs. Peyton, after a moment, said hesitatingly: “He may be at a friend’s house; I could give you the address.”
The architect caught up his hat. “Thank you; I’ll have a try for him.”
Mrs. Peyton hesitated again. “Perhaps,” she suggested, “it would be better to telephone.”
She led the way into the little study behind the drawing-room, where a telephone stood on the writing-table. The folding doors between the two rooms were open: should she close them as she passed back into the drawing-room? On the threshold she wavered an instant; then she walked on and took her usual seat by the fire.
Gill, meanwhile, at the telephone, had “rung up” the Verney house, and inquired if his partner were dining there. The reply was evidently affirmative; and a moment later Kate knew that he was in communication with her son. She sat motionless, her hands clasped on the arms of her chair, her head erect22, in an attitude of avowed23 attention. If she listened she would listen openly: there should be no suspicion of eavesdropping24. Gill, engrossed25 in his message, was probably hardly conscious of her presence; but if he turned his head he should at least have no difficulty in seeing her, and in being aware that she could hear what he said. Gill, however, as she was quick to remember, was doubtless ignorant of any need for secrecy26 in his communication to Dick. He had often heard the affairs of the office discussed openly before Mrs. Peyton, had been led to regard her as familiar with all the details of her son’s work. He talked on unconcernedly, and she listened.
Ten minutes later, when he rose to go, she knew all that she had wanted to find out. Long familiarity with the technicalities of her son’s profession made it easy for her to translate the stenographic27 jargon28 of the office. She could lengthen29 out all Gill’s abbreviations, interpret all his allusions30, and reconstruct Dick’s answers from the questions addressed to him. And when the door closed on the architect she was left face to face with the fact that her son, unknown to any one but herself, was using Darrow’s drawings to complete his work.
Mrs. Peyton, left alone, found it easier to continue her vigil by the drawing-room fire than to carry up to the darkness and silence of her own room the truth she had been at such pains to acquire. She had no thought of sitting up for Dick. Doubtless, his dinner over, he would rejoin Gill at the office, and prolong through, the night the task in which she now knew him to be engaged. But it was less lonely by the fire than in the wide-eyed darkness which awaited her upstairs. A mortal loneliness enveloped31 her. She felt as though she had fallen by the way, spent and broken in a struggle of which even its object had been unconscious. She had tried to deflect32 the natural course of events, she had sacrificed her personal happiness to a fantastic ideal of duty, and it was her punishment to be left alone with her failure, outside the normal current of human strivings and regrets.
She had no wish to see her son just then: she would have preferred to let the inner tumult33 subside, to repossess herself in this new adjustment to life, before meeting his eyes again. But as she sat there, far adrift on her misery34, she was aroused by the turning of his key in the latch35. She started up, her heart sounding a retreat, but her faculties36 too dispersed37 to obey it; and while she stood wavering, the door opened and he was in the room.
In the room, and with face illumined: a Dick she had not seen since the strain of the contest had cast its shade on him. Now he shone as in a sunrise of victory, holding out exultant38 hands from which she hung back instinctively39.
“Mother! I knew you’d be waiting for me!” He had her on his breast now, and his kisses were in her hair. “I’ve always said you knew everything that was happening to me, and now you’ve guessed that I wanted you to-night.”
She was struggling faintly against the dear endearments40. “What has happened?” she murmured, drawing back for a dazzled look at him.
He had drawn41 her to the sofa, had dropped beside her, regaining42 his hold of her in the boyish need that his happiness should be touched and handled.
“My engagement has happened!” he cried out to her. “You stupid dear, do you need to be told?”
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