Seated opposite Marjorie on the comfortable observation platform of Peter Cairns’ luxurious2 private car “Speedwell,” Leslie cast a gloomy glance at her pretty companion out of remorseful3 eyes.
“That’s why I realized what a mistake it would be to have that Leila Harper Playhouse business announced in chapel4 with my father’s and my name attached,” Leslie continued. “Again if it were announced in chapel with us left out it might start a whole lot of wondering about whom I had sold the garage site to, et cetera. Every move Peter and I made afterward5 would be watched. Of course we’d be found out. Then someone might start a rumor6 that we were ashamed to come forward because of 34my misdeeds. It would be true, but not very pleasant. If we wait till the theatre is built and ready for Leila we’ll have a good chance of getting away with it, sub rosa.”
“I like the idea of waiting until the theatre is finished before honoring Leila in chapel,” Marjorie returned frankly7. “But, Leslie, by then you may feel differently about not wishing your name or your father’s given.”
“No; I shan’t. I’m very sure I shan’t.” Leslie moodily8 shook her head. “It can never be that way, Marjorie. I wish it could.”
It was the last afternoon of the journey across continent which Mr. and Mrs. Dean and Marjorie were completing in Peter Cairns’ private car. The next morning would see the travelers in New York City. From New York the Deans were going for two weeks to their favorite summer resort, Severn Beach.
Marjorie had not altogether relished9 the idea of the journey East in so much exclusive luxury. She had looked forward to the merry more democratic canopy10 of the Pullman car where from San Francisco to Chicago they might count upon finding plenty of pleasant traveling acquaintances in the same car with themselves. They had had great fun going West.
Yet it had seemed to her that an acceptance of Leslie’s invitation was the only true way of showing Peter Cairns’ daughter that she held nothing of the 35past against her. Leslie and her father motored to Mana?a there to extend their invitation to the Deans in person. Marjorie’s General and Captain had left the decision to her.
During the enjoyable trip East Leslie and Marjorie had had time to grow gradually acquainted with each other in a pleasant, half reserved fashion which promised someday to merge11 into a real friendship. Thrown in each other’s company the two girls had discussed little else except the subject of Hamilton College. Leslie was never tired of hearing of the funny sayings and doings of Leila, Jerry and Muriel Harding. She discussed her own troubles with the San Soucians as their ring-leader in a humorous fashion which Marjorie found vastly amusing. It had revealed in Leslie a keen sense of humor which Marjorie had often suspected her of possessing even in her lawless days.
While she talked freely of Hamilton College as she had known it when a student there Leslie had thus far pointedly13 avoided mention of the one thing she wished most to tell Marjorie. She and Marjorie had more than once discussed her determination to present Leila with the directorship of the theatre anonymously14 when the playhouse should be completed. Under the able management of Peter Graham work on the new theatre had been going forward steadily15 since the previous June.
On this last afternoon of the journey Mr. and Mrs. Dean, Peter Cairns and his confidential16 secretary, 36Wilkins, were deep in a game of whist in the small salon17 of the Speedwell. Marjorie and Leslie had the observation platform to themselves. Soberly glancing at Leslie’s clouded features Marjorie felt nothing but the deepest sympathy for the girl she had once been tempted18 to rank as an enemy. She was understanding only too clearly the difficulties which now beset19 Leslie’s proposed path of benevolence20.
“Never is such a long time, Leslie,” Marjorie’s tone was brightly comforting. “It’s two years, you know, since you left college. Most of the students you knew then, or who knew of you, have been graduated. There is a much better spirit abroad on the campus, too, than in the old days.” Marjorie stopped, flushing. “I didn’t mean to remind you—” she began contritely21.
“No harm done, Bean.” A faint lighting22 of Leslie’s dark features accompanied the ridiculous nickname she had once derisively23 given Marjorie. “Of course there’s a better spirit now on the campus. You won what you fought for. But there are a certain number of students there still who would love to pick me to pieces, given an opportunity. It would be said of me that I was trying to make money cover my flivvers.”
“But your motive24 is sincere,” Marjorie cried. “Besides the theatre is not to be built on the campus. I think you ought to brave matters out, Leslie. The Travelers will stand by you through thick and thin. 37We understand how generous you are, and in time we shall make others see it. That is, if there should be others. Sometimes one sweeping25 act of nobility such as you propose to do changes everything for the best.”
“It won’t for me,” was Leslie’s pessimistic prediction. “It’s not really about myself I care. To honor Leila, and help the dorms along. What more can one ask?” Leslie made an earnest gesture. “It’s like this, Marjorie. As an unknown donor26 I’ll be covered with glory. As a known one I’ll be buried under opprobrium27.”
“‘Alas for him who never sees the stars shine through his cypress28 trees,’” Marjorie quoted lightly with an effort toward bringing Leslie out of her somber29 mood. “I still advise you to go ahead and not hide your light under a bushel.”
“No, I can’t,” Leslie replied with a trace of her old-time gruffness. “I’m going to tell you a secret. I went to Prexy Matthews last spring and asked him if he would give me a chance to come back to Hamilton and do over my senior year. When I went there I intended to tell him how much it would mean to me on my father’s account and of how hard I would try to redeem30 my past flivvers. He was frosty as a January morning with the mercury way below zero. I had hardly mentioned what I came for when he set his jaws31 and said that under the circumstances of my expulsion from college he could not for a moment entertain such a request.”
38“Leslie Cairns!” Marjorie could not repress a sympathetic exclamation32.
“It’s a fact.” The blood rose to Leslie’s dark cheeks in a crimson33 wave. She went on with shamed reluctance34. “I thought he might say ‘no,’ but he made me feel as though he hated even to speak to me. I know I deserved it. I wasn’t in his office five minutes hardly. My nerve went back on me. I had to hurry away, or else cry. I didn’t have time to tell him anything but that I’d like to try my senior year over again.”
“Oh, that was too bad!” Marjorie reached over and laid a consoling hand on one of Leslie’s. “Did you go to Hamilton Hall to see him, or to his house?”
“To Hamilton Hall,” Leslie returned briefly35.
“I am sorry you didn’t go to his house instead. It might have made a difference. I can’t be sure that it would have,” she added honestly.
She was remembering President Matthews’ anger at the time of Leslie’s expulsion from Hamilton; not only because of the hazing36 affair in which she and Leslie had figured. There was also the recollection of the misunderstanding which Leslie had made between the president and his old friend, Miss Remson, the manager of Wayland Hall. Again there was the ugly fact of secret collusion between Leslie and Miss Sayres, the president’s secretary to be considered.
“Oh, it was too much to expect. I knew Prexy 39would frown me down without a hearing. But I’d promised myself, that, for my father’s sake, there’d be nothing I’d leave undone37 to make up for the disappointment I caused him,” Leslie said with regretful vehemence38.
“You were very brave to do it, Leslie.” Marjorie’s hand tightened39 its clasp on Leslie’s.
“I was glad to try to make amends40.” Leslie was silent for a moment. “You’ve never done anything to harm another person, Marjorie,” she burst forth41. “You can’t possibly understand how my heart went down when my father said to me last spring that he had hoped some day to live at Carden Hedge, but that—he’d changed his mind. He never said once: ‘It’s all your fault.’ I wish he had. And I am the one who cheated him of happiness. He’d love to live at the Hedge—if I hadn’t made such a mess of things at Hamilton. That’s what I did to my father, the person I love best in the world. And all the time I thought I was doing smart things, and getting even with you.”
Leslie looked drearily42 away across the green fleeing landscape, her face bleak43 and somber.
“Don’t feel so crushed, Leslie. You are anxious to please your father. After a while you will find a way. To be willing is half the battle. First thing you know some good will come of it.”
“I wish I could make myself believe it.” Leslie still kept her head turned away. “The one thing I’d like most to do, I can’t do. That’s to try over 40again my senior year at Hamilton. If only Prexy had softened44 and said I might! After I had been graduated from Hamilton, the way would have been smooth for my father and me to live at the Hedge and be happy. After Prexy turned me down so frigidly45 I knew he’d never permit my name to be announced at chapel as the giver of the theatre. I’ll never put foot on the campus again, not even to see Doris Monroe. Would you?”
“No; not in the present circumstances,” Marjorie made frank reply. “There is no reason why you shouldn’t come to the Arms to see Miss Susanna and Jerry and me. We’ll welcome you.”
“I’ll come.” Leslie brightened. “Mrs. Gaylord and I will have our old apartment at the Hamilton House. There’s really no place else for us in Hamilton. I want to stay on there to watch the building of the theatre. My father will be off and away. There is nothing to keep him in a small place like Hamilton. If we lived at the Hedge, he’d be keen on gardening, and beautifying the estate. He’d enjoy the Hamilton links, and probably get up a polo team. He’s a wonder at polo.”
Leslie clasped her hands behind her head in a quick, nervous motion. She closed her eyes, forcing back the tears which were gathering46 behind her tightly-shut eyelids47.
Marjorie stole a sympathetic, furtive48 glance at her. She thought the touches of vivid cherry color on Leslie’s sleeveless gray wash satin frock charmingly 41lightened her companion’s dark skin and irregular features. She guessed Leslie to be perilously49 near tears and noted50 that her subdued51 pensive52 expression had softened her face to a peculiar53 attractiveness.
While Leslie had given up all hope of a return to Hamilton campus as a student, Marjorie was just beginning to consider how such a miracle might be brought to pass. She wondered if an appeal on her part to President Matthews would help Leslie’s case. At least she could put forward to the president a generous side of Leslie of which he was not yet aware. She resolved to tell him of Leslie’s love for her father, of her deep regret at being unable to make the restitution54 she so greatly desired to make, of her anxiety to promote his happiness.
Recollection of Doctor Matthews’ stern face, on the fateful day when the San Soucians had been arraigned55 before him and the College Board, returned vividly56 to Marjorie. For an instant her impulsive57 determination to seek such an interview with him in behalf of Leslie wavered.
What argument could she present to the learned man of affairs which should be strong enough to justify58 her request for another trial for Leslie at Hamilton College? She could not but believe that no such request had ever been made to him before. Then, again, Leslie was rated by the Hamilton executive board as the most lawless student who had ever enrolled59 at that college.
42Leslie watched the fleeting60 scenery as the train rushed eastward61, her eyes misted and unseeing. She was not even aware of the shifting panorama62 of woods, meadows, streams and houses as the train steamed on its way. Instead she was seeing herself as she had been when she flaunted63 through college, unscrupulous, bullying64 and untruthful.
She was amazed to think that she had lasted until her senior year. Her one redeeming65 trait had been her ability to keep up in her classes. She had always been able to make fair recitations on a small amount of study. She wished with desperate fervor66 now that she had been a “dig” instead of a thorn to the faculty67. No; she had been foolish in imagining that she could live down her past unenviable reputation were she to return to the campus.
“Oh!” Marjorie straightened in her chair with a suddenness that made Leslie open her eyes.
“Is that all?” Leslie smiled faintly as she saw Marjorie carefully brush a large cinder68 from the skirt of her white frock. She folded her hands again behind her head and resumed her dark musing12.
Marjorie smiled, too, but said nothing. She might have told Leslie that it was not the appearance of the cinder which had brought forth the “Oh!” She had inadvertently stumbled upon a truth relative to a possible return to the campus of Leslie which she believed could not fail to impress President Matthews.
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pointedly
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beset
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gathering
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