When he stepped from the car he was confused for a minute. In the mining camp at present substituted for the former terminal he was green as a tenderfoot. It took him a second to get his bearings, but as soon as he found himself fighting for his feet in the dear old stream of commuters he knew he was at home again. The heady jostle among familiar types made him feel that he hadn’t been gone five days, although the way the horde3 swept past him proved that he had lost some of his old-time skill and cunning in a crowd. But he didn’t mind; he was here on a holiday, and they were here on business and had their rights. He recognized every mother’s son of them. Neither p. 35the young ones nor the old ones were a day older.
They wore the same clothes, carried the same bundles and passed the same remarks. The solid business man weighted with the burden of a Long Island estate was there; the young man in a broker’s office who pushed his own lawn mower4 at New Rochelle was there; the man who got aboard at One Hundred and Twenty-eighth Street was there. There was the man with the Van Dyke5, the man with a mustache, and the fat, smooth-shaven man, and the wives, the sisters and the stenographers of all these. They were just as Galbraithe had left them—God bless ’em.
Swept out upon Forty-second Street, he took a long, full breath. The same fine New York sky was overhead (the same which roofed Kansas) and the same New York sun shone down upon him (even as in its gracious bounty6 it shone upon Kansas). The thrill of it made him realize as never before that, though the intervening years had been good to him, New York was in his blood. His eyes seized upon the raw, angular buildings as eagerly as an exiled hill man greets friendly mountain peaks. There are no buildings on earth which look so friendly, once a man gets to know them, as those about the Grand Central. Galbraithe noticed some new structures, but even these looked old. The total effect was exactly as he had left it. That was what he appreciated after his sojourn7 among the younger cities of the West. New York was permanent—as fixed8 as the pole star. It was unalterable.
Galbraithe scorned to take cab, car or bus this morning. He wanted to walk—to feel beneath his feet the dear old humpy pavement. It did his soul p. 36good to find men repairing the streets in the same old places—to find as ever new buildings going up and old buildings coming down, and the sidewalks blocked in the same old way. He was clumsy at his hurdling9, but he relished10 the exercise.
He saw again with the eyes of a cub11 reporter every tingling12 feature of the stirring street panorama13, from gutter14 to roof top, and thrilled with the magic and vibrant15 bigness of it all. Antlike, men were swarming16 everywhere bent17 upon changing, and yet they changed nothing. That was what amazed and comforted him. He knew that if he allowed five years to elapse before returning to his home town in Kansas he wouldn’t recognize the place, but here everything was as he had left it, even to the men on the corners, even to the passers-by, even to the articles in the store windows. Flowers at the florist’s, clothing at the haberdasher’s, jewels at the jeweler’s, were in their proper places, as though during the interval18 nothing had been sold. It made him feel as eternal as the Wandering Jew. The sight of the completed public library restored him to normal for a moment but, after all, the building looked as though it had been long finished. A public library always does. It is born a century old.
The old Fifth Avenue Hotel was gone, but he wondered if it had ever been. He didn’t miss it—hardly noticed any change. The new building fitted into its niche19 as perfectly20 as though it had been from the first ordained21 for that particular spot. It didn’t look at all the upstart that every new building in Kansas did.
He hurried on to Park Row, and found himself surrounded by the very newsboys he had left. Not p. 37one of them had grown a day older. The lanky22 one and the lame23 one and the little one were there. Perhaps it was because they had always been as old as it is possible for a boy to be, that they were now no older. They were crying the same news to the same indifferent horde scurrying24 past them. Their noisy shouting made Galbraithe feel more than ever like a cub reporter. It was only yesterday that his head was swirling25 with the first mad excitement of it.
Across the street the door stood open through which he had passed so many times. Above it he saw the weather-beaten sign which had always been weather-beaten. The little brick building greeted him as hospitably26 as an open fire at home. He knew every inch of it, from the outside sill to the city room, and every inch was associated in his mind with some big success or failure. If he came back as a vagrant27 spirit a thousand years from now he would expect to find it just as it was. A thousand years back this spot had been foreordained for it. Lord, the rooted stability of this old city! He had forgotten that he no longer had quarters in town, and must secure a room. He was still carrying his dress-suit case, but he couldn’t resist the temptation of first looking in on the old crowd and shaking hands. He hadn’t kept in touch with them except that he still read religiously every line of the old sheet, but he had recognized the work of this man and that, and knew from what he had already seen that nothing inside any more than outside could be changed. It was about nine o’clock, so he would find Hartson, the city editor, going over the morning papers, with his keen eyes alert to discover what had been missed during the p. 38night. As he hurried up the narrow stairs his heart was as much in his mouth as it had been the first day he was taken on the staff. Several new office boys eyed him suspiciously, but he walked with such an air of familiarity that they allowed him to pass unquestioned. At the entrance to the sacred precinct of the city editor’s room he paused with all his old-time hesitancy. After working five years under Hartson and then five years for himself as a managing editor, be found he had lost nothing of his wholesome28 respect for the man. Hartson’s back was turned when Galbraithe entered, and he waited at the rail until the man looked up. Then with a start Galbraithe saw that this wasn’t Hartson at all.
“I—I beg pardon,” he stammered29.
“Well?” demanded the stranger.
“I expected to find Mr. Hartson,” explained Galbraithe.
“Hartson?”
“I used to be on the staff and—”
“Guess you’re in the wrong office,” the stranger shut him off abruptly30.
For a moment Galbraithe believed this was possible, but every scarred bit of furniture was in its place and the dusty clutter31 of papers in the corner had not been disturbed. The new city editor glanced suspiciously toward Galbraithe’s dress-suit case and reached forward as though to press a button. With flushed cheeks Galbraithe retreated, and hurried down the corridor toward the reportorial rooms. He must find Billy Bertram and get the latter to square him with the new city editor. He made at once for Billy Bertram’s desk, with hand extended. Just beyond was the desk he himself p. 39had occupied for five years. Bertram looked up—and then Galbraithe saw that it wasn’t Bertram at all.
“What can I do for you, old man?” inquired the stranger. He was a man of about Bertram’s age, and a good deal of Bertram’s stamp.
“I was looking for Billy Bertram,” stammered Galbraithe. “Guess he must have shifted his desk.”
He glanced hopefully at the other desks in the room, but he didn’t recognize a face.
“Bertram?” inquired the man who occupied Bertram’s desk. He turned to the man next to him.
“Say, Green, any one here by the name of Bertram?”
Green lighted a fresh cigarette, and shook his head.
“Never heard of him,” he replied indifferently.
“He used to sit here,” explained Galbraithe.
“I’ve held down this chair for fifteen months, and before me a chump by the name of Watson had that honor. Can’t go back any farther than that.”
Galbraithe put down his suit case, and wiped his forehead. Every one in the room took a suspicious glance at the bag.
“Ever hear of Sanderson?” Galbraithe inquired of Green.
“Nope.”
“Ever hear of Wadlin or Jerry Donahue or Cartwright?”
Green kicked a chair toward him.
“Sit down, old man,” he suggested. “You’ll feel better in a minute.”
“Ever hear of Hartson? Ever hear of old Jim Hartson?”
p. 40“That’s all right,” Green encouraged him. “If you have a line in that bag you think will interest us, bring it out. It’s against office rules, but—”
Galbraithe tried to recall if, on his way downtown, he had inadvertently stopped anywhere for a cocktail32. He had no recollection of so doing. Perhaps he was a victim of a mental lapse—one of those freak blank spaces of which the alienists were talking so much lately. He made one more attempt to place himself. In his day he had been one of the star reporters of the staff.
“Ever hear of—of Galbraithe?” he inquired anxiously.
By this time several men had gathered around the two desks as interested spectators. Galbraithe scanned their faces, but he didn’t recognize one of them.
“Haven’t got a card about your person, have you?” inquired Green.
“Why, yes,” answered Galbraithe, fumbling33 for his case. The group watched him with some curiosity, and Harding, the youngest man, scenting34 a story, pushed to the front. With so many eyes upon him Galbraithe grew so confused that he couldn’t find his card case.
“I’m sure I had it with me,” he apologized. “Remember where you were last night?” inquired Green.
“Just got in this morning,” answered Galbraithe. “I—here it is.”
He drew out a card and handed it to Green. The group gathered closer and read it.
“Harvey L. Galbraithe, Moran County Courier.”
Green solemnly extended his hand.
p. 41“Glad to meet you, Mr. Galbraithe. Up here on business, or pleasure?”
“I used to work here,” explained Galbraithe. “I came up on a vacation to see the boys.”
“Used to work on this sheet?” exclaimed Green, as though doubting it.
“I left in nineteen seven,” answered Galbraithe.
“Nineteen seven,” exclaimed Green, with a low whistle. “You are sure some old-timer. Let’s see—that’s over fifteen hundred days ago. When did you come on?”
“Just before the Spanish War,” answered Galbraithe eagerly. “Hartson sent me to Cuba.”
Harding came closer, his eyes burning with new interest.
“Gee,” he exclaimed, “those must have been great days. Why in thunder can’t Taft stir up a little trouble like that? I ran across an old codger at the Press Club once who had been with Dewey at Manila.”
He spoke35 as Galbraithe might speak of the Crimean War. He pressed the latter for details, and Galbraithe, listening to the sound of his own voice, allowed himself to be led on. When he was through he felt toothless, and as though his hair had turned gray.
“Those were the happy days,” exclaimed Harding. “The game was worth playing then—eh, old man?”
“Yes,” mumbled36 Galbraithe. “But don’t any of you know what has become of Hartson?”
“Haydon would probably remember him—”
“Haydon?” broke in Galbraithe. “Is he here?”
He looked wistfully about the room to the corner where the exchange editor used to sit.
p. 42“He died last spring,” said Green. “Guess he was the last leaf on the tree.”
“He came on five years ahead of me,” said Galbraithe. “He and I did the barrel murders together.”
“What was that story?” inquired Harding.
Galbraithe looked at Harding to make sure this was not some fool joke. At the time nothing else had been talked of in New York for a month, and he and Haydon had made something of a name for themselves for the work they did on it. Harding was both serious and interested—there could be no doubt about that. That was eight years ago, and it stuck out in Galbraithe’s mind as fresh as though it were yesterday. But what he was just beginning to perceive was that this was so because he had been away from New York. To those living on here and still fighting the old game it had become buried, even as tradition, in the multiplicity of subsequent stories. These younger men who had superseded37 him and his fellows already had their own big stories. They came every day between the dawn and the dark, and then again between the dark and the dawn. Day after day they came unceasingly, at the end of a week dozens of them, at the end of the month hundreds, at the end of a year thousands. It was fifteen hundred days ago that he had been observing the manifold complications of these million people, and since that time a thousand volumes had been written about as many tragedies enacted38 in the same old setting. Time here was measured in hours, not years. Only the stage remained unchanged.
Galbraithe stood up, so dazed that he faltered39 as though with the palsy. Harding took his arm.
p. 43“Steady, old man,” he cautioned. “You’d better come out and have a drink.”
Galbraithe shook his head. He felt sudden resentment40 at the part they were forcing upon him.
“I’m going back home,” he announced.
“Come on,” Harding encouraged him. “We’ll drink to the old days, eh?”
“Sure,” chimed in Green. The others, too, rose and sought their hats.
“I won’t,” replied Galbraithe, stubbornly. “I’m going back home, I tell you. And in ten years I’ll be twenty-five years younger than any of you.”
He spoke with some heat. Harding laughed, but Green grew sober. He placed his hand on Galbraithe’s arm.
“Right,” he said. “Get out, and God bless you, old man.”
“If only Haydon had been here—” choked Galbraithe.
“I expect he’s younger than any of us,” replied Green, soberly. “He’s measuring time by eternities.”
Galbraithe picked up his bag.
“S’long,” he said.
He moved toward the door, and the entire group stood stock still and without a word saw him go out. He hurried along the narrow corridor and past the city editor’s room. He went down the old stairs, his shoulders bent and his legs weak. Fifteen hundred days were upon his shoulders. He went out upon the street, and for a moment stood there with his ears buzzing. About him swarmed41 the same newsboys he had left five years before, looking no older by a single day. Squinting42 his eyes, he studied them closely. There was Red p. 44Mick, but as he looked more carefully he saw that it wasn’t Red Mick at all. It was probably Red Mick’s younger brother. The tall one, the lanky one and the little lame one were there, but their names were different. The drama was the same, the setting the same, but fifteen hundred days had brought a new set of actors for the same old parts. It was like seeing Shakespeare with a new cast, but the play was older by centuries than any of Shakespeare’s.
Galbraithe hailed a taxi.
“Granderantal stash-un,” he ordered.
Peering out the window, he watched the interminable procession on street and sidewalks. He gazed at the raw, angular buildings—permanent and unalterable. Overhead a Kansas sun shone down upon him—the same which in its gracious bounty shone down upon New York.
Frederick Orin Bartlett.
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