There was a very long afternoon, I remember, hot and overcast2, with continual threats of rain, which never came to anything. The other boys were too excited about the morrow to care for present play. They sat instead along the edge of the broad platform-stoop in front of Delos Ingersoll’s grocery-store, their brown feet swinging at varying heights above the sidewalk, and bragged3 about the manner in which they contemplated4 celebrating the anniversary of their Independence. Most of the elder lads were very independent indeed; they were already secure in the parental5 permission to stay up all night, so that the Fourth might be ushered6 in with its full quota7 of ceremonial. The smaller urchins8 pretended that they also had this permission, or were sure of getting it. Little Denny Cregan attracted admiring attention by vowing9 that he should remain out, even if his father chased him with a policeman all around the ward1, and he had to go and live in a cave in the gulf11 until he was grown up.
My inferiority to these companions of mine depressed12 me. They were allowed to go without shoes and stockings; they wore loose and comfortable old clothes, and were under no responsibility to keep them dry or clean or whole; they had their pockets literally13 bulging14 now with all sorts of portentous15 engines of noise and racket—huge brown “double-enders,” bound with waxed cord; long, slim, vicious-looking “nigger-chasers;” big “union torpedoes16,” covered with clay, which made a report like a horse-pistol, and were invaluable17 for frightening farmers’ horses; and so on through an extended catalogue of recondite18 and sinister19 explosives upon which I looked with awe20, as their owners from time to time exhibited them with the proud simplicity21 of those accustomed to greatness. Several of these boys also possessed22 toy cannons23, which would be brought forth25 at twilight26. They spoke27 firmly of ramming28 them to the muzzle30 with grass, to produce a greater noise—even if it burst them and killed everybody.
By comparison, my lot was one of abasement31. I was a solitary32 child, and a victim to conventions. A blue necktie was daily pinned under my Byron collar, and there were gilt33 buttons on my zouave jacket. When we were away in the pasture playground near the gulf, and I ventured to take off my foot-gear, every dry old thistle-point in the whole territory seemed to arrange itself to be stepped upon by my whitened and tender soles. I could not swim; so, while my lithe34 bold comrades dived out of sight under the deep water, and darted35 about chasing one another far beyond their depth, I paddled ignobly36 around the “baby-hole” close to the bank, in the warm and muddy shallows.
Especially apparent was my state of humiliation38 on this July afternoon. I had no “double-enders,” nor might hope for any. The mere39 thought of a private cannon24 seemed monstrous40 and unnatural41 to me. By some unknown process of reasoning my mother had years before reached the theory that a good boy ought to have two ten-cent packs of small fire-crackers42 on the Fourth of July. Four or five succeeding anniversaries had hardened this theory into an orthodox tenet of faith, with all its observances rigidly44 fixed45. The fire-crackers were bought for me overnight, and placed on the hall table. Beside them lay a long rod of punk. When I hastened down and out in the morning, with these ceremonial implements46 in my hands, the hired girl would give me, in an old kettle, some embers from the wood-fire in the summer kitchen. Thus furnished, I went into the front yard, and in solemn solitude47 fired off these crackers one by one. Those which, by reason of having lost their tails, were only fit for “fizzes,” I saved till after breakfast. With the exhaustion48 of these, I fell reluctantly back upon the public for entertainment. I could see the soldiers, hear the band and the oration49, and in the evening, if it didn’t rain, enjoy the fireworks; but my own contribution to the patriotic50 noise was always over before the breakfast dishes had been washed.
My mother scorned the little paper torpedoes as flippant and wasteful51 things. You merely threw one of them, and it went off, she said, and there you were. I don’t know that I ever grasped this objection in its entirety, but it impressed my whole childhood with its unanswerableness. Years and years afterward52, when my own children asked for torpedoes, I found myself unconsciously advising against them on quite the maternal53 lines. Nor was it easy to budge54 the good lady from her position on the great two-packs issue. I seem to recall having successfully undermined it once or twice, but two was the rule. When I called her attention to the fact that our neighbor, Tom Hemingway, thought nothing of exploding a whole pack at a time inside their wash-boiler, she was not dazzled, but only replied: “Wilful waste makes woful want.”
Of course the idea of the Hemingways ever knowing what want meant was absurd. They lived a dozen doors or so from us, in a big white house with stately white columns rising from veranda56 to gable across the whole front, and a large garden, flowers and shrubs57 in front, fruit-trees and vegetables behind. Squire58 Hemingway was the most important man in our part of the town. I know now that he was never anything more than United States Commissioner59 of Deeds, but in those days, when he walked down the street with his gold-headed cane60, his blanket-shawl folded over his arm, and his severe, dignified61, close-shaven face held well up in the air, I seemed to behold62 a companion of Presidents.
This great man had two sons. The elder of them,
De Witt Hemingway, was a man grown, and was at the front. I had seen him march away, over a year before, with a bright drawn63 sword, at the side of his company. The other son, Tom, was my senior by only a twelvemonth. He was by nature proud, but often consented to consort64 with me when the selection of other available associates was at low ebb65.
It was to this Tom that I listened with most envious66 eagerness, in front of the grocery-store, on the afternoon of which I speak. He did not sit on the stoop with the others—no one expected quite that degree of condescension—but leaned nonchalantly against a post, whittling67 out a new ramrod for his cannon. He said that this year he was not going to have any ordinary fire-crackers at all; they, he added with a meaning glance at me, were only fit for girls. He might do a little in “double-enders,” but his real point would be in “ringers”—an incredible giant variety of cracker43, Turkey-red like the other, but in size almost a rolling-pin. Some of these he would fire off singly, between volleys from his cannon. But a good many he intended to explode, in bunches say of six, inside the tin wash-boiler, brought out into the middle of the road for that purpose. It would doubtless blow the old thing sky-high, but that didn’t matter. They could get a new one.
Even as he spoke, the big bell in the tower of the town-hall burst forth in a loud clangor of swift-repeated strokes. It was half a mile away, but the moist air brought the urgent, clamorous68 sounds to our ears as if the belfry had stood close above us.
We sprang off the stoop and stood poised69, waiting to hear the number of the ward struck, and ready to scamper70 off on the instant if the fire was anywhere in our part of the town. But the excited peal71 went on and on, without a pause. It became obvious that this meant something besides a fire. Perhaps some of us wondered vaguely72 what that something might be, but as a body our interest had lapsed73. Billy Norris, who was the son of poor parents, but could whip even Tom Hemingway, said he had been told that the German boys on the other side of the gulf were coming over to “rush” us on the following day, and that we ought all to collect nails to fire at them from our cannon. This we pledged ourselves to do—the bell keeping up its throbbing74 tumult75 ceaselessly.
Suddenly we saw the familiar figure of Johnson running up the street toward us. What his first name was I never knew. To every one, little or big, he was just Johnson. He and his family had moved into our town after the war began; I fancy they moved away again before it ended. I do not even know what he did for a living. But he seemed always drunk, always turbulently good-natured, and always shouting out the news at the top of his lungs. I cannot pretend to guess how he found out everything as he did, or why, having found it out, he straightway rushed homeward, scattering76 the intelligence as he ran. Most probably Johnson was moulded by Nature as a town-crier, but was born by accident some generations after the race of bellmen had disappeared. Our neighborhood did not like him; our mothers did not know Mrs. Johnson, and we boys behaved with snobbish77 roughness to his children. He seemed not to mind this at all, but came up unwearyingly to shout out the tidings of the day for our benefit.
“Vicksburg’s fell! Vicksburg’s fell!” was what we heard him yelling as he approached.
Delos Ingersoll and his hired boy ran out of the grocery. Doors opened along the street and heads were thrust inquiringly out.
“Vicksburg’s fell!” he kept hoarsely78 proclaiming, his arms waving in the air, as he staggered along at a dog-trot79 past us, and went into the saloon next to the grocery.
I cannot say how definite an idea these tidings conveyed to our boyish minds. I have a notion that at the time I assumed that Vicksburg had something to do with Gettysburg, where I knew, from the talk of my elders, that an awful fight had been proceeding80 since the middle of the week. Doubtless this confusion was aided by the fact that an hour or so later, on that same wonderful day, the wire brought us word that this terrible battle on Pennsylvanian soil had at last taken the form of a union victory. It is difficult now to see how we could have known both these things on the Third of July—that is to say, before the people actually concerned seemed to have been sure of them. Perhaps it was only inspired guesswork, but I know that my town went wild over the news, and that the clouds overhead cleared away as if by magic.
The sun did well to spread that summer sky at eventide with all the pageantry of color the spectrum81 knows. It would have been preposterous82 that such a day should slink off in dull, Quaker drabs. Men were shouting in the streets now. The old cannon left over from the Mexican war had been dragged out on to the rickety covered river-bridge, and was frightening the fishes, and shaking the dry, worm-eaten rafters, as fast as the swab and rammer83 could work. Our town bandsmen were playing as they had never played before, down in the square in front of the post-office. The management of the Universe could not hurl84 enough wild fireworks into the exultant85 sunset to fit our mood.
The very air was filled with the scent86 of triumph—the spirit of conquest. It seemed only natural that I should march off to my mother and quite collectedly tell her that I desired to stay out all night with the other boys. I had never dreamed of daring to prefer such a request in other years. Now I was scarcely conscious of surprise when she gave her permission, adding with a smile that I would be glad enough to come in and go to bed before half the night was over.
I steeled my heart after supper with the proud resolve that if the night turned out to be as protracted87 as one of those Lapland winter nights we read about in the geography, I still would not surrender.
The boys outside were not so excited over the tidings of my unlooked-for victory as I had expected them to be. They received the news, in fact, with a rather mortifying88 stoicism. Tom Hemingway, however, took enough interest in the affair to suggest that, instead of spending my twenty cents in paltry89 fire-crackers, I might go down town and buy another can of powder for his cannon. By doing so, he pointed90 out, I would be a part-proprietor, as it were, of the night’s performance, and would be entitled to occasionally touch the cannon off. This generosity91 affected92 me, and I hastened down the long hill-street to show myself worthy93 of it, repeating the instruction of “Kentucky Bear-Hunter-coarse-grain” over and over again to myself as I went.
Half-way on my journey I overtook a person whom, even in the gathering94 twilight, I recognized as Miss Stratford, the school-teacher. She also was walking down the hill and rapidly. It did not need the sight of a letter in her hand to tell me that she was going to the post-office. In those cruel war-days everybody went to the post-office. I myself went regularly to get our mail, and to exchange shin-plasters for one-cent stamps with which to buy yeast95 and other commodities that called for minute fractional currency.
Although I was very fond of Miss Stratford—I still recall her gentle eyes, and pretty, rounded, dark face, in its frame of long, black curls, with tender liking—I now coldly resolved to hurry past, pretending not to know her. It was a mean thing to do; Miss Stratford had always been good to me, shining in that respect in brilliant contrast to my other teachers, whom I hated bitterly. Still, the “Kentucky Bear-Hunter-coarse-grain” was too important a matter to wait upon any mere female friendships, and I quickened my pace into a trot, hoping to scurry96 by unrecognized.
“Oh, Andrew! is that you?” I heard her call out as I ran past. For the instant I thought of rushing on, quite as if I had not heard. Then I stopped and walked beside her.
“I am going to stay up all night: mother says I may; and I am going to fire off Tom Hemingway’s big cannon every fourth time, straight through till breakfast time,” I announced to her loftily.
“Dear me! I ought to be proud to be seen walking with such an important citizen,” she answered, with kindly97 playfulness. She added more gravely, after a moment’s pause: “Then Tom is out playing with the other boys, is he?”
“Why, of course!” I responded. “He always lets us stand around when he fires off his cannon. He’s got some ‘ringers’ this year too.”
I heard Miss Stratford murmur98 an impulsive99 “Thank God!” under her breath.
Full as the day had been of surprises, I could not help wondering that the fact of Tom’s ringers should stir up such profound emotions in the teacher’s breast. Since the subject so interested her, I went on with a long catalogue of Tom’s other pyrotechnic possessions, and from that to an account of his almost supernatural collection of postage-stamps. In a few minutes more I am sure I should have revealed to her the great secret of my life, which was my determination, in case I came to assume the victorious100 r么le and rank of Napoleon, to immediately make Tom a Marshal of the Empire.
But we had reached the post-office square. I had never before seen it so full of people.
Even to my boyish eyes the tragic101 line of division which cleft102 this crowd in twain was apparent. On one side, over by the Seminary, the youngsters had lighted a bonfire, and were running about it—some of the bolder ones jumping through it in frolicsome103 recklessness. Close by stood the band, now valiantly104 thumping105 out “John Brown’s Body” upon the noisy night air. It was quite dark by this time, but the musicians knew the tune106 by heart. So did the throng107 about them, and sang it with lusty fervor108. The doors of the saloon toward the corner of the square were flung wide open. Two black streams of men kept in motion under the radiance of the big reflector-lamp over these doors—one going in, one coming out. They slapped one another on the back as they passed, with exultant screams and shouts. Every once in a while, when movement was for the instant blocked, some voice lifted above the others would begin “Hip-hip-hip-hip—” and then would come a roar that fairly drowned the music.
On the post-office side of the square there was no bonfire. No one raised a cheer. A densely109 packed mass of men and women stood in front of the big square stone building, with its closed doors, and curtained windows upon which, from time to time, the shadow of some passing clerk, bareheaded and hurried, would be momentarily thrown. They waited in silence for the night mail to be sorted. If they spoke to one another, it was in whispers—as if they had been standing111 with uncovered heads at a funeral service in a graveyard112. The dim light reflected over from the bonfire, or down from the shaded windows of the post-office, showed solemn, hard-lined, anxious faces. Their lips scarcely moved when they muttered little low-toned remarks to their neighbors. They spoke from the side of the mouth, and only on one subject.
“He went all through Fredericksburg without a scratch—”
“He looks so much like me—General Palmer told my brother he’d have known his hide in a tan-yard—”
“He’s been gone—let’s see—it was a year some time last April—”
“He was counting on a furlough the first of this month. I suppose nobody got one as things turned out—‘’
“He said, ‘No; it ain’t my style. I’ll fight as much as you like, but I won’t be nigger-waiter for no man, captain or no captain ‘—”
Thus I heard the scattered113 murmurs114 among the grown-up heads above me, as we pushed into the outskirts115 of the throng, and stood there, waiting for the rest. There was no sentence without a “he” in it. A stranger might have fancied that they were all talking of one man. I knew better. They were the fathers and mothers, the sisters, brothers, wives of the men whose regiments116 had been in that horrible three days’ fight at Gettysburg. Each was thinking and speaking of his own, and took it for granted the others would understand. For that matter, they all did understand. The town knew the name and family of every one of the twelve-score sons she had in this battle.
It is not very clear to me now why people all went to the post-office to wait for the evening papers that came in from the nearest big city. Nowadays they would be brought in bulk and sold on the street before the mail-bags had reached the post-office. Apparently118 that had not yet been thought of in our slow old town.
The band across the square had started up afresh with “Annie Lisle”—the sweet old refrain of “Wave willows119, murmur waters,” comes back to me now after a quarter-century of forgetfulness—when all at once there was a sharp forward movement of the crowd. The doors had been thrown open, and the hallway was on the instant filled with a swarming120 multitude. The band had stopped as suddenly as it began, and no more cheering was heard. We could see whole troops of dark forms scudding121 toward us from the other side of the square.
“Run in for me—that’s a good boy—ask for Dr. Stratford’s mail,” the teacher whispered, bending over me.
It seemed an age before I finally got back to her, with the paper in its postmarked wrapper buttoned up inside my jacket. I had never been in so fierce and determined122 a crowd before, and I emerged from it at last, confused in wits and panting for breath.
I was still looking about through the gloom in a foolish way for Miss Stratford, when I felt her hand laid sharply on my shoulder.
“Well—where is it?—did nothing come?” she asked, her voice trembling with eagerness, and the eyes which I had thought so soft and dove-like flashing down upon me as if she were Miss Pritchard, and I had been caught chewing gum in school.
I drew the paper out from under my roundabout, and gave it to her. She grasped it, and thrust a finger under the cover to tear it off. Then she hesitated for a moment, and looked about her. “Come where there is some light,” she said, and started up the street. Although she seemed to have spoken more to herself than to me, I followed her in silence, close to her side.
For a long way the sidewalk in front of every lighted store-window was thronged123 with a group of people clustered tight about some one who had a paper, and was reading from it aloud. Beside broken snatches of this monologue124, we caught, now groans125 of sorrow and horror, now exclamations126 of proud approval, and even the beginnings of cheers, broken in upon by a general “’Sh-h!” as we hurried past outside the curb127.
It was under a lamp in the little park nearly halfway128 up the hill that Miss Stratford stopped, and spread the paper open. I see her still, white-faced, under the flickering129 gaslight, her black curls making a strange dark bar between the pale-straw hat and the white of her shoulder shawl and muslin dress, her hands trembling as they held up the extended sheet. She scanned the columns swiftly, skimmingly for a time, as I could see by the way she moved her round chin up and down. Then she came to a part which called for closer reading. The paper shook perceptibly now, as she bent130 her eyes upon it. Then all at once it fell from her hands, and without a sound she walked away.
I picked the paper up and followed her along the gravelled path. It was like pursuing a ghost, so weirdly131 white did her summer attire132 now look to my frightened eyes, with such a swift and deathly silence did she move. The path upon which we were described a circle touching133 the four sides of the square. She did not quit it when the intersection134 with our street was reached, but followed straight round again toward the point where we had entered the park. This, too, in turn, she passed, gliding135 noiselessly forward under the black arches of the overhanging elms. The suggestion that she did not know she was going round and round in a ring startled my brain. I would have run up to her now if I had dared.
Suddenly she turned, and saw that I was behind her. She sank slowly into one of the garden-seats, by the path, and held out for a moment a hesitating hand toward me. I went up at this and looked into her face. Shadowed as it was, the change I saw there chilled my blood. It was like the face of some one I had never seen before, with fixed, wide-open, staring eyes which seemed to look beyond me through the darkness, upon some terrible sight no other could see.
“Go—run and tell—Tom—to go home! His brother—his brother has been killed,” she said to me, choking over the words as if they hurt her throat, and still with the same strange dry-eyed, far-away gaze covering yet not seeing me.
I held out the paper for her to take, but she made no sign, and I gingerly laid it on the seat beside her. I hung about for a minute or two longer, imagining that she might have something else to say—but no word came. Then, with a feebly inopportune “Well, good-by,” I started off alone up the hill.
It was a distinct relief to find that my companions were congregated136 at the lower end of the common, instead of their accustomed haunt farther up near my home, for the walk had been a lonely one, and I was deeply depressed by what had happened. Tom, it seems, had been called away some quarter of an hour before. All the boys knew of the calamity137 which had befallen the Hemingways. We talked about it, from time to time, as we loaded and fired the cannon which Tom had obligingly turned over to my friends. It had been out of deference138 to the feelings of the stricken household that they had betaken themselves and their racket off to the remote corner of the common. The solemnity of the occasion silenced criticism upon my conduct in forgetting to buy the powder. “There would be enough as long as it lasted,” Billy Norris said, with philosophic139 decision.
We speculated upon the likelihood of De Witt Hemingway’s being given a military funeral. These mournful pageants140 had by this time become such familiar things to us that the prospect141 of one more had no element of excitement in it, save as it involved a gloomy sort of distinction for Tom. He would ride in the first mourning-carriage with his parents, and this would associate us, as we walked along ahead of the band, with the most intimate aspects of the demonstration142. We regretted now that the soldier company which we had so long projected remained still unorganized. Had it been otherwise we would probably have been awarded the right of the line in the procession. Some one suggested that it was not too late—and we promptly143 bound ourselves to meet after breakfast next day to organize and begin drilling. If we worked at this night and day, and our parents instantaneously provided us with uniforms and guns, we should be in time. It was also arranged that we should be called the De Witt C. Hemingway Fire Zouaves, and that Billy Norris should be side captain. The chief command would, of course, be reserved for Tom. We would specially37 salute144 him as he rode past in the closed carriage, and then fall in behind, forming his honorary escort.
None of us had known the dead officer closely, owing to his advanced age. He was seven or eight years older than even Tom. But the more elderly among our group had seen him play base-ball in the academy nine, and our neighborhood was still alive with legends of his early audacity145 and skill in collecting barrels and dry-goods boxes at night for election bonfires. It was remembered that once he carried away a whole front-stoop from the house of a little German tailor on one of the back streets. As we stood around the heated cannon, in the great black solitude of the common, our fancies pictured this redoubtable146 young man once more among us—not in his blue uniform, with crimson147 sash and sword laid by his side, and the gauntlets drawn over his lifeless hands, but as a taller and glorified148 Tom, in a roundabout jacket and copper-toed boots, giving the law on this his playground. The very cannon at our feet had once been his. The night air became peopled with ghosts of his contemporaries—handsome boys who had grown up before us, and had gone away to lay down their lives in far-off Virginia or Tennessee.
These heroic shades brought drowsiness149 in their train. We lapsed into long silences, punctuated150 by yawns, when it was not our turn to ram29 and touch off the cannon. Finally some of us stretched ourselves out on the grass, in the warm darkness, to wait comfortably for this turn to come.
What did come instead was daybreak—finding Billy Norris and myself alone constant to our all night vow10. We sat up and shivered as we rubbed our eyes. The morning air had a chilling freshness that went to my bones—and these, moreover, were filled with those novel aches and stiffnesses which beds were invented to prevent. We stood up, stretching out our arms, and gaping151 at the pearland-rose beginnings of the sunrise in the eastern sky. The other boys had all gone home, and taken the cannon with them. Only scraps152 of torn paper and tiny patches of burnt grass marked the site of our celebration.
My first weak impulse was to march home without delay, and get into bed as quickly as might be. But Billy Norris looked so finely resolute153 and resourceful that I hesitated to suggest this, and said nothing, leaving the initiative to him. One could see, by the most casual glance, that he was superior to mere considerations of unseasonableness in hours. I remembered now that he was one of that remarkable154 body of boys, the paper-carriers, who rose when all others were asleep in their warm nests, and trudged155 about long before breakfast distributing the Clarion156 among the well-to-do households. This fact had given him his position in our neighborhood as quite the next in leadership to Tom Hemingway.
He presently outlined his plans to me, after having tried the centre of light on the horizon, where soon the sun would be, by an old brass157 compass he had in his pocket—a process which enabled him, he said, to tell pretty well what time it was. The paper wouldn’t be out for nearly two hours yet—and if it were not for the fact of a great battle, there would have been no paper at all on this glorious anniversary—but he thought we would go downtown and see what was going on around about the newspaper office. Forthwith we started. He cheered my faint spirits by assuring me that I would soon cease to be sleepy, and would, in fact, feel better than usual. I dragged my feet along at his side, waiting for this revival158 to come, and meantime furtively159 yawning against my sleeve.
Billy seemed to have dreamed a good deal, during our nap on the common, about the De Witt C. Hemingway Fire Zouaves. At least he had now in his head a marvellously elaborated system of organization, which he unfolded as we went along. I felt that I had never before realized his greatness, his born genius for command. His scheme halted nowhere. He allotted160 offices with discriminating161 firmness; he treated the question of uniforms and guns as a trivial detail which would settle itself; he spoke with calm confidence of our offering our services to the Republic in the autumn; his clear vision saw even the materials for a fife-and-drum corps162 among the German boys in the back streets. It was true that I appeared personally to play a meagre part in these great projects; the most that was said about me was that I might make a fair third-corporal. But Fate had thrown in my way such a wonderful chance of becoming intimate with Billy that I made sure I should swiftly advance in rank—the more so as I discerned in the background of his thoughts, as it were, a grim determination to make short work of Tom Hemingway’s aristocratic pretensions163, once the funeral was over.
We were forced to make a detour164 of the park on our way down, because Billy observed some halfdozen Irish boys at play with a cannon inside, whom he knew to be hostile. If there had been only four, he said, he would have gone in and routed them. He could whip any two of them, he added, with one hand tied behind his back. I listened with admiration165. Billy was not tall, but he possessed great thickness of chest and length of arm. His skin was so dark that we canvassed166 the theory from time to time of his having Indian blood. He did not discourage this, and he admitted himself that he was double-jointed.
The streets of the business part of the town, into which we now made our way, were quite deserted167. We went around into the yard behind the printing-office, where the carrier-boys were wont168 to wait for the press to get to work; and Billy displayed some impatience169 at discovering that here too there was no one. It was now broad daylight, but through the windows of the composing-room we could see some of the printers still setting type by kerosene170 lamps.
We seated ourselves at the end of the yard on a big, flat, smooth-faced stone, and Billy produced from his pocket a number of “em” quads171, so he called them, and with which the carriers had learned from the printers’ boys to play a very beautiful game. You shook the pieces of metal in your hands and threw them on the stone; your score depended upon the number of nicked sides that were turned uppermost. We played this game in the interest of good-fellowship for a little. Then Billy told me that the carriers always played it for pennies, and that it was unmanly for us to do otherwise. He had no pennies at that precise moment, but would pay at the end of the week what he had lost; in the meantime there was my twenty cents to go on with. After this Billy threw so many nicks uppermost that my courage gave way, and I made an attempt to stop the game; but a single remark from him as to the military destiny which he was reserving for me, if I only displayed true soldierly nerve and grit172, sufficed to quiet me once more, and the play went on. I had now only five cents left.
Suddenly a shadow interposed itself between the sunlight and the stone. I looked up, to behold a small boy with bare arms and a blackened apron173 standing over me, watching our game. There was a great deal of ink on his face and hands, and a hardened, not to say rakish expression in his eye.
“Why don’t you ‘jeff’ with somebody of your own size?” he demanded of Billy after having looked me over critically.
He was not nearly so big as Billy, and I expected to see the latter instantly rise and crush him, but Billy only laughed and said we were playing for fun; he was going to give me all my money back. I was rejoiced to hear this, but still felt surprised at the propitiatory174 manner Billy adopted toward this diminutive175 inky boy. It was not the demeanor176 befitting a side-captain—and what made it worse was that the strange boy loftily declined to be cajoled by it. He sniffed177 when Billy told him about the military company we were forming; he coldly shook his head, with a curt110 “Nixie!” when invited to join it; and he laughed aloud at hearing the name our organization was to bear.
“He ain’t dead at all—that De Witt Hemingway,” he said, with jeering178 contempt.
“Hain’t he though!” exclaimed Billy. “The news come last night. Tom had to go home—his mother sent for him—on account of it!”
“I’ll bet you a quarter he ain’t dead,” responded the practical inky boy. “Money up, though!”
“I’ve only got fifteen cents. I’ll bet you that, though,” rejoined Billy, producing my torn and dishevelled shin-plasters.
“All right! Wait here!” said the boy, running off to the building and disappearing through the door. There was barely time for me to learn from my companion that this printer’s apprentice179 was called “the devil,” and could not only whistle between his teeth and crack his fingers, but chew tobacco, when he reappeared, with a long narrow strip of paper in his hand. This he held out for us to see, indicating with an ebon forefinger180 the special paragraph we were to read. Billy looked at it sharply, for several moments in silence. Then he said to me: “What does it say there? I must ’a’ got some powder in my eyes last night.”
I read this paragraph aloud, not without an unworthy feeling that the inky boy would now respect me deeply:
“Correction. Lieutenant181 De Witt C. Hemingway, of Company A, —th New York, reported in earlier despatches among the killed, is uninjured. The officer killed is Lieutenant Carl Heinninge, Company F, same regiment117.”
Billy’s face visibly lengthened182 as I read this out, and he felt us both looking at him. He made a pretence183 of examining the slip of paper again, but in a half-hearted way. Then he ruefully handed over the fifteen cents and, rising from the stone, shook himself.
“Them Dutchmen never was no good!” was what he said.
The inky boy had put the money in the pocket under his apron, and grinned now with as much enjoyment184 as dignity would permit him to show. He did not seem to mind any longer the original source of his winnings, and it was apparent that I could not with decency185 recall it to him. Some odd impulse prompted me, however, to ask him if I might have the paper he had in his hand. He was magnanimous enough to present me with the proof-sheet on the spot. Then with another grin he turned and left us.
Billy stood sullenly186 kicking with his bare toes into a sand-heap by the stone. He would not answer me when I spoke to him. It flashed across my perceptive187 faculties188 that he was not such a great man, after all, as I had imagined. In another instant or two it had become quite clear to me that I had no admiration for him whatever. Without a word I turned on my heel and walked determinedly189 out of the yard and into the street, homeward bent.
All at once I quickened my pace; something had occurred to me. The purpose thus conceived grew so swiftly that soon I found myself running. Up the hill I sped, and straight through the park. If the Irish boys shouted after me I knew it not, but dashed on heedless of all else save the one idea. I only halted, breathless and panting, when I stood on Dr. Stratford’s doorstep, and heard the night-bell inside jangling shrilly190 in response to my excited pull.
As I waited, I pictured to myself the old doctor as he would presently come down, half-dressed and pulling on his coat as he advanced. He would ask, eagerly, “Who is sick? Where am I to go?” and I would calmly reply that he unduly191 alarmed himself, and that I had a message for his daughter. He would, of course, ask me what it was, and I, politely but firmly, would decline to explain to any one but the lady in person. Just what might ensue was not clear—but I beheld192 myself throughout commanding the situation, at once benevolent193, polished, and inexorable.
The door opened with unlooked-for promptness, while my self-complacent vision still hung in midair. Instead of the bald and spectacled old doctor, there confronted me a white-faced, solemn-eyed lady in a black dress, whom I did not seem to know. I stared at her, tongue-tied, till she said, in a low, grave voice, “Well, Andrew, what is it?”
Then of course I saw that it was Miss Stratford, my teacher, the person whom I had come to see. Some vague sense of what the sleepless194 night had meant in this house came to me as I gazed confusedly at her mourning, and heard the echo of her sad tones in my ears.
“Is some one ill?” she asked again.
“No; some one—some one is very well!” I managed to reply, lifting my eyes again to her wan55 face. The spectacle of its drawn lines and pallor all at once assailed195 my wearied and overtaxed nerves with crushing weight. I felt myself beginning to whimper, and rushing tears scalded my eyes. Something inside my breast seemed to be dragging me down through the stoop.
I have now only the recollection of Miss Stratford’s kneeling by my side, with a supporting arm around me, and of her thus unrolling and reading the proof-paper I had in my hand. We were in the hall now, instead of on the stoop, and there was a long silence. Then she put her head on my shoulder and wept. I could hear and feel her sobs196 as if they were my own.
“I—I didn’t think you’d cry—that you’d be so sorry,” I heard myself saying, at last, in despondent197 self-defence.
Miss Stratford lifted her head and, still kneeling as she was, put a finger under my chin to make me look her in her face. Lo! the eyes were laughing through their tears; the whole countenance198 was radiant once more with the light of happy youth and with that other glory which youth knows only once.
“Why, Andrew, boy,” she said, trembling, smiling, sobbing199, beaming all at once, “didn’t you know that people cry for very joy sometimes?”
And as I shook my head she bent down and kissed me.
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157 brass | |
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159 furtively | |
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160 allotted | |
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161 discriminating | |
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162 corps | |
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169 impatience | |
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170 kerosene | |
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174 propitiatory | |
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175 diminutive | |
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176 demeanor | |
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177 sniffed | |
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179 apprentice | |
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181 lieutenant | |
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183 pretence | |
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184 enjoyment | |
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185 decency | |
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186 sullenly | |
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187 perceptive | |
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188 faculties | |
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189 determinedly | |
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190 shrilly | |
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191 unduly | |
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192 beheld | |
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193 benevolent | |
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194 sleepless | |
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195 assailed | |
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196 sobs | |
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