But, for very pride's sake, she concealed1 the deepest bitterness of her heart.
She could not accuse her gentle mother of wanton carelessness, for the tears stood in her deep-blue eyes as she told the story of her interview, concluding sadly:
"Do not think, my darling, that I did not do my best to bring him to reason, putting pride away, and telling him how devotedly2 you loved him, and that it would break your heart to lose him now. He was cold and unresponsive to all my pleadings, and as good as said he was glad to be free of you. I confess I lost my temper at the last, and told him I despised him, before I came away."
Roma did not speak, she only tapped the rich carpet with a restless foot, indicative of a white heat of repressed anger; but Mrs. Clarke did not read her mood aright; she thought she was bearing the blow with fortitude3.
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In her keen sympathy she exclaimed:
"It is a cruel blow to your pride and love, my daughter, and I only wish I knew how to comfort you."
Roma lifted her white face and glittering eyes to Mrs. Clarke's anxious scrutiny4, and actually laughed—a strange, mirthless laugh, that chilled her mother's blood. Then she said, with seeming coolness:
"You can comfort me right off, mamma, by begging papa to give me those rubies5 I've wanted so long! As for Jesse, he is only holding off from pride! I shall win him back, never fear!"
"You shall have your rubies, dear," her mother answered kindly6, though she thought: "What a strange girl? How can she think of rubies at such a moment?"
"Thank you, mamma, you are very good to me!" Roma answered prettily7, in her gratitude8 for the rubies; then, as Mrs. Clarke was going out, she added: "I wonder if Sophie is well enough to get up and wait on me. I am in need of her services."
Mrs. Clarke paused in some embarrassment9, and answered:
"I shall have to lend you my own maid till I[Pg 91] can get you another. Sophie Nutter10 left quite abruptly11 this morning."
"I'm glad of it. I disliked the girl, and I suspected her of telling tales of me to you!" cried Roma.
Mrs. Clarke neither affirmed nor denied the charge. She simply said:
"We should be kind to our servants, Roma, if we expect them to bear good witness for us."
"Kindness is wasted on the ungrateful things!" Roma answered impatiently. "I must have another maid immediately."
"But where shall we find her? Not in this little town, I fear. So we must send to Boston."
"Wait! I have an idea, mamma!"
"Well?"
"I should like to have that neat little sewing girl that altered my cape12 that night. She is so clever with her needle, she would be a real treasure to me, and save you many dressmaking bills."
"Would she be willing to come?"
"We can find out by asking the old woman she lives with—you know, mamma, that old tumble-down shanty13 at the end of town, coming out of Cliffdene? It is a little more than a mile from here. Liane Lester lives there with an old grandmother[Pg 92] that beats her every day, I've heard, and I've no doubt she would jump at the chance of a situation here!"
Mrs. Clarke forbore to remind her daughter that she, too, had been accused of beating her maid; she only said warningly:
"You would have to be kinder to her than you were to Sophie, or she would not be likely to stay, my dear."
"How could you believe Sophie's fibs on me?" cried Roma petulantly14; but Mrs. Clarke turned the exclamation15 aside by saying:
"Perhaps you had better go and see about the new maid at once."
"Oh, mamma, I think you might do it yourself! I—I am too nervous and unhappy to attend to it just now. Won't you just drive down into town again and see about the girl?" answered Roma.
Mrs. Clarke did not relish16 the task, but she was so used to bearing Roma's burdens that she assented17 without a murmur18, and went out again to see about the new maid, sadly troubled in her mind about what had happened last night, when the delirious19 maid had told such shocking stories on her daughter.
"It could not be true; of course not, but it is[Pg 93] shocking that Sophie should even have imagined such awful things! It all came of Roma being cross and impatient with her, and making a bad impression on her mind. Now, if this young sewing girl should consent to serve Roma, I shall make it a point to see that she is not ill-used," she thought, as her handsome carriage stopped at Liane's humble20 home, and the footman opened the door and helped her out.
She swept up the narrow walk to the door, an imposing21 figure, thinking compassionately22:
"What a wretched abode24! It will be a pleasing change to Liane Lester if the girl will consent to come to Cliffdene."
She tapped on the open door, but no one replied, though she saw the old woman's figure moving about in the room beyond.
"She is deaf and cannot hear me. I will just step in," she thought, suiting the action to the word.
Granny was sweeping25 up the floor, but she turned with a start, dropping her broom as a soft hand touched her shoulder, and, confronting the beautiful intruder, asked:
"Who are you? What do you want?"
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Mrs. Clarke smiled, as she replied:
"I am Mrs. Clarke, of Cliffdene. I wish to see Liane Lester."
"Liane's down to her work at Miss Bray26's, ma'am, but you can tell me your business with her. I'm her grandmother," snarled27 granny crossly.
"My daughter Roma has lost her maid; she wishes to offer Liane the vacant place, with your approval. She will have a pleasant home, and much better wages than are paid to her by Miss Bray for sewing."
Mrs. Clarke had never seen Liane Lester, but she felt a deep sympathy for her from what she had heard, and was strangely eager to have her come to Cliffdene.
So she waited impatiently for granny's reply, and as she studied the homely28 figure before her, a sudden light beamed in her eyes, and she exclaimed:
"How strange! I recognize you all at once as the woman who nursed me when my daughter Roma was born. You have changed, but yet your features are quite familiar. Oh, how you bring back that awful time to me! Do you remember how my child was stolen, and that I would have died of a broken heart, only that she was restored[Pg 95] to me almost at the last moment, when my life was so quickly ebbing29 away?"
The quick tears of memory started to the lady's eyes, but granny's fairly glared at her as she muttered:
"You are mistaken!"
"Oh, no, I cannot be! I recall you perfectly," declared Mrs. Clarke, who had an astonishing memory for faces.
"I never saw you before in my whole life! I never was a sick nurse!" declared the old woman, so positively30 and angrily that Mrs. Clarke thought that, after all, she might be mistaken.
"Really, it does not matter. I was misled by a resemblance, and I thought you would be glad to hear of your nurse child again," she said.
A strange eagerness appeared on the old woman's face as she muttered:
"It's my misfortune that I haven't such a claim on your kindness, ma'am. God knows I'd be glad to meet with rich friends that would pity my poverty-stricken old age!"
Mrs. Clarke's white hand slipped readily into her pocket, taking the hint, and granny was made richer by a dollar, which she acknowledged with profuse31 gratitude.
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"And as for Liane going as maid to your daughter, ma'am, I'd like to see this Miss Roma first, before I give my consent. I want to see if she looks like a kind young lady, that would not scold and slap my granddaughter," she declared cunningly.
Mrs. Clarke colored, wondering if Sophie's tales had reached the old woman's ears, but she said quickly:
"I would insure kind treatment to your grandchild if she came to serve my daughter."
"Thank you kindly, ma'am. I believe you, but will you humor an old woman's whim32 and persuade Miss Roma to come to me herself?" persisted granny, with veiled eagerness.
"I will do so if I can, but I cannot promise certainly," Mrs. Clarke replied, rather coldly, as she rustled33 through the door.
She was vexed34 and disappointed. Everything seemed to go against her that day. How angry Roma would be at the old woman's obstinacy35, and how insolently36 she would talk to her, looking down on her from her height of pride and position. It was as well to give up the thought of having Liane come at all.
And how strangely like the old woman was to[Pg 97] Mrs. Jenks, the nurse she had had with her when Roma was born. She was mistaken, of course, since the old creature said so; but she had such a good memory for faces, and she had never thought of two such faces alike in the world.
But if Mrs. Clarke went away perturbed37 from this rencontre, she left granny sadly flustrated also.
The old creature sat down in the doorway38, her chin in her hands, and gazed with starting eyes at the grand carriage from Cliffdene rolling away.
"Who would have dreamed such a thing?" she muttered. "Here I have lived two years neighbor to the Clarkes, and never suspected their identity, and never heard their girl's name spoken before! Well, well, well! And they want Liane to wait on Roma. Ha, ha, ha!"
She seemed to find the idea amusing, for she kept laughing at intervals39 in a grim, mocking fashion, while she watched the road to Cliffdene as if she had seen a ghost from the past.
"Will the girl come, as I wish? Will she condescend40 to cross old granny's humble threshold? I should like to see her in her pride and beauty. Perhaps she, too, might have a dollar to fling to a poor old wretch23 like me!" she muttered darkly.
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