Mrs Brandon’s was a genuine feeling of affection for the gentle motherless girl who strove so hard and not unsuccessfully to gain the love of her pupils. She had called herself a poor judge of human nature, and had doubtless erred1 with regard to Charley Vining; but her estimation of Ella Bedford’s worth, quickly as it was arrived at, was correct; and many an hour were her thoughts devoted2 to the best means of serving her protégée.
It need hardly be stated that Charley Vining too occupied no slight share of her thoughts—thoughts that now inclined in one, now in the other direction. They loved; that was evident. Both were young, true-hearted, handsome. They would make an admirable couple. Why should there not be an engagement? Then the balance was on the other side—of difference of position, the slighting treatment that might be met with from wealthy relations; and all at last ended with a sigh, as she told herself that the only way in which she could act was to be a watchful3 friend to her protégée, and to let matters shape themselves as they would, hoping always that the course they would take would be the best.
Meanwhile, during one of her walks with the children, Ella had a narrow escape from an encounter with Max Bray4; and after staying within doors for a couple of days, she again had to hurry back; but this time not without his company for a part of the distance—a fact which Ella was not slow in announcing to her protectress, who bit her lip with annoyance5, and tried to form some plan for putting a stop to these importunities; but, strangely enough, all Mrs Brandon’s plans ended with thoughts of Charley Vining—when she gave up.
The day at last came when, in accordance with the given consent, Charley was to call; and Mrs Brandon sat turning matters over in her mind as to what she should do—what plan she should adopt. The week had slipped away, and, in spite of her cogitation6, she was still undecided. “What should she do?” she asked herself for the hundredth time. She had not even acquainted Ella with the fact that he was coming again; and in a few hours he would certainly be there, beseeching7 her to stand his friend.
“What should she do?” she asked herself again; and she was just about to send to request Ella to come to the drawing-room when a carriage drove up to the door, there was a peal8 at the bell, and directly after Mrs Brandon felt that matters had indeed now come to a crisis; for the footman came in and announced Sir Philip Vining.
“To see Miss Bedford, Edward?” she asked eagerly.
“No, ma’am; to see you.”
And this time, with no slight feeling of trepidation9, Mrs Brandon requested that the visitor might be shown in there, and prepared herself for what she conceived would be an anxious scene.
The old baronet bowed with all a courtier’s grace, and then, taking the indicated seat, immediately opened the business upon which he had come.
“You are doubtless surprised at this call, Mrs Brandon,” he said, “for we are not acquaintances, and our homes are far removed; but I will be frank with you. You have a young lady here as governess—a Miss Bedford?”
“Yes,” said Mrs Brandon quietly, as she waited to see what course she ought to pursue.
“I come to ask your permission for an interview with that young lady,” said Sir Philip.
“It was unnecessary, Sir Philip Vining,” said Mrs Brandon, rising. “I will at once send Miss Bedford to you.”
“Stay, stay a little, I beg of you,” said Sir Philip; and Mrs Brandon resumed her seat. “I must tell you, in the first place, that my son—my only son—has formed a most unfortunate attachment10 in that quarter—an attachment which it seems to me will blight11 his prospects12 in life. Mind, madam,” he added hastily, “I make no attack upon the lady, who may be one of the most estimable of women; but it would grieve me sorely if such an alliance were to be formed. It may seem to be weak, but I have a certain pride in our old pedigree, and it is the earnest wish of my heart that my son should marry well.”
He paused for a moment.
“I was aware of this,” said Mrs Brandon quietly.
“Indeed!” said Sir Philip. “But I need not be surprised: Miss Bedford has, perhaps, confided13 to you my son’s offer.”
“Yes,” said Mrs Brandon, “and so did your son.”
“He was here a week ago,” said Sir Philip. “Has he been since?”
“I expect him this afternoon to ask my cooperation; and I confess I am much troubled thereby14.”
“Your cooperation,” said Sir Philip; “but I see, the lady is perhaps coy. Mrs Brandon, I must ask your aid on my side. This marriage is impossible—it would be an insane act, and can never take place. Will you ask that Miss Bedford may be sent here?”
“Will you see her alone?”
“No, no! I would rather you were present, Mrs Brandon. You know all; and perhaps, as a mother, you may be able to sympathise with another parent.”
“Sir Philip Vining, you are placing me in a most difficult position. How am I to divide sympathies that are with all of you? But I will ring. Let us have Ella here; and I tell you candidly15 that I am glad to be free from a responsibility that threatened to fix itself upon my shoulders.”
“Ask Miss Bedford to step this way,” said Mrs Brandon as the man appeared.
And five minutes after, very pale, but quite collected, Ella was ushered16 into the room.
Mrs Brandon advanced to meet her, and led her to Sir Philip, who saluted17 her gravely, and then placed for her a chair.
Then for a few minutes there was an embarrassed silence, broken at last by Sir Philip Vining.
“Miss Bedford,” he said, “I am an old and prejudiced man; proud of my wealth, proud of my estate, proud of my position in the county. I have, too, an only son, whose life and future are dearer to me than my own. For many years past my sole hope has been that he would form some attachment to a lady of his own rank in society; one who should be to him a loving wife—to me a daughter in whom I could feel pride.”
“Hear me out,” he continued, rising and standing18 before Ella, in almost a piteous and pleading attitude, while Mrs Brandon sank upon her knees by the fair girl’s side, and placing one hand around her, took Ella’s with the other.
“Hear me out,” said Sir Philip; “and forgive me if my words sound harsh and cruel. On an unfortunate day he beheld19 you—fair, beautiful, as was his sainted mother—a woman to be seen but to be loved; and though I came here hot and angered against you, I tell you frankly20 that I am weak and disarmed21. Had it been some proud scheming woman, I could have acted; but I find you sweet, gentle, pure-hearted, and one who gains the good word and love of all with whom you come in contact. He tells me boldly that he loves you. I do not ask you if you love him. No one could know his frank honest heart without giving him their love. But I ask you, hoping that any affection you may bear him may be slight, to make some sacrifice for his sake—for my sake—the sake of an old man who will give you his blessing22. You must esteem23 him, even if you do not love. Think, then, of his prospects—think of his position. You see I humble24 myself, for his sake, to plead to you—to implore25 that this may go no farther. I came as a last hope; for I find that he has sought you out—that he will be here again to-day.”
“He here to-day!” exclaimed Ella, starting, her wounds reopened by the cruel ordeal26 she was called upon to suffer. Then calmly rising, she stood before the old man, looking down at his feet, as, clearly and distinctly, she said, “Sir Philip Vining—his father!—I love him too well—with too pure a love—a love that I dare here avow27 to you—to wrong him either in thought or deed! I have told him it is impossible; I have avoided—I have fled from him. I have done all that woman can do to prove to him that we are separated by a gulf28 that cannot be crossed. I came here seeking rest and peace; but it was not to be: and in a few days I will go—go somewhere where he shall see me no more! You need not fear for me. I would not listen to him—I will not listen to him; and I thought that all that was at an end. It is nothing!” she said with a gasp29, turning with a smile to Mrs Brandon. “I think I am weak. I wish to be alone. Sir Philip Vining will excuse me perhaps; but I have had much trouble lately. Thanks; I am better now!”
She tried to withdraw her hand; but Sir Philip took it, and raised it to his lips.
“Heaven bless you, my child!” he said, his voice trembling as he spoke30. “I have wronged you bitterly in thought; but you must pardon me. I came, thinking to meet an ambitious aspiring31 woman; but I find an angel. Would to heaven that it could have been otherwise—or,” he muttered, “that this pride was humbled32! I feel,” he continued aloud, “that I am playing a hard part; but you will forgive me.”
Ella turned her face towards him with a sad and weary smile, and then one arm was thrown over Mrs Brandon’s shoulder, the little head drooped33 down as droops34 some storm-beaten flower, and, as it touched Mrs Brandon’s breast, there was a faint gasping35 sigh, and Sir Philip started forward.
“You had better leave us, Sir Philip Vining,” said Mrs Brandon gravely; “the poor child has fainted.”
And pale, trembling, and looking years older, Sir Philip walked with tottering36 steps to the door, paused, looked round, came back, and then kneeling, pressed his lips twice upon Ella’s glossy37 hair, before, with a sigh, he tore himself away, and was rapidly driven off.
At that self-same hour, light-hearted and hopeful, Charley Vining mounted his favourite mare38 to ride over to Laneton.
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