One thing, he said, was very evident—Ella must have been ill when they started, or this attack would never have come on so suddenly.
And all this while, burning with fever, Ella Bedford lay delirious3, and with a nurse at her bedside night and day. The doctor was unremitting in his attention, and was undoubtedly4 skilful5; but he soon found that all he could do was to palliate, for the disease would run its course. The place they were in was fortunately kept by a quiet old couple, whose sympathies were aroused by the sufferings of the gentle girl; and though, as a rule, sick visitors are not welcomed very warmly at hotels, here Ella met with almost motherly treatment.
Doctor, nurse, landlady6—all had their suspicions; but the ravings of a fever-stricken girl were not sufficient warranty7 for them to do more than patiently watch the progress of events, and at times they anticipated that the end would be one that they could not but deplore8.
For Ella indeed seemed sick unto death, and lay tossing her fevered head on the pillow, or struggled to get away to give the help that she said was needed of her.
“Hasten on, hasten on!” Those words were always ringing in her ears, and troubling her; and then she would start up in bed, press her long glorious hair back from her burning temples, and listen as if called.
Then would come a change, and she would be talking to an imaginary flower, as she plucked its petals10 out one by one, calling each petal9 a hope or aspiration11; whispering too, at times, in a voice so low that it was never heard by those who bent12 over her, what seemed to be a name, while a smile of ineffable13 joy swept over her lips as she spoke14.
Once more, though, those words, “Hasten on, hasten on!” repeated incessantly15 as she struggled to free herself from the hands that held her to her bed.
“Let me go to him,” she whispered softly once to her nurse. “He is dying, and he calls me. Let me see him once, only for a few minutes, that I may tell him how I loved him, before he goes. Please let me go!” she said pitifully, clasping her hands together; “just to see him once, and then I will go away—far away—and try to be at peace.”
“My poor child, yes,” sobbed16 the landlady. “I fear you will, and very soon too. But does she want him from downstairs? I’ll go and fetch him up.”
The landlady descended17, to find Max, as usual, smoking, and told him of what had passed.
“Bai Jove, no! I won’t come up, thanks. I’m nervous, and have a great dread18 of infection, and that sort of thing.”
“But ’tisn’t an infectious disorder19, sir,” said the landlady; “and I’m afraid, sir, that if you don’t come now—”
“Eh, what? I say, bai Jove, you don’t mean that it’s serious!” exclaimed Max excitedly. “There’s no danger of that, is there?”
The landlady smoothed down her apron20 with a solemn look in her face; then left the room, with genuine tears of sorrow stealing down her cheeks.
“Poor young creature!” she sighed. “Such a mere21 girl too!”
And then she hurried back to the sick-chamber, to find Ella lying back in a state of exhaustion22.
Another day, another, and another, with life seeming to hang as by a thread; while Max, strictly23 avoiding the sick-chamber, waited anxiously for the result; for this was an accident upon which, with all his foresight24, he had not calculated. But he could obtain no comfort from doctor or nurse. Their looks grew more and more ominous25, and at last he began to calculate upon what would be his position, should the worst come to the worst. Certainly, he had by deception—a stratagem26, he termed it—induced Ella Bedford to place herself under his protection, and if she died it would be in the doctor’s hands. There would be no coroner’s inquest, and the law could not touch him. And besides, she had no relatives to call him to account, while surely—he smiled gravely as he thought it—his brother-in-law would say nothing!
But all the same, in his heart of hearts Max Bray knew that, if Ella died, he would be morally guilty of her murder.
That last was an ugly word, but it insisted upon being spoken, to afterwards ring again and again in his ears as he restlessly moved in his seat.
But now a change had taken place in Ella’s state. From the soft appealing prayer for leave to go and answer the calls she fancied that she heard, she now became fiercely excited, moved by a dread of pursuit, and shrinking from every one who approached her. She would even wildly inveigh27 against the doctor, whom she accused of being in the pay of Max to drag her away.
No more soft appeals now, but frantic28 shrieks29 and fierce struggles for freedom.
Again and again those who watched found that she had taken advantage of a few minutes’ absence to dress hurriedly, when it was only by a gentle application of force that she could be overcome.
Then came the time when she seemed to have fallen into a weak and helpless state, lying day after day apparently30 devoid31 of sense and feeling.
Max was asked again and again whether he would see her; but he invariably refused with a coward’s shiver of dread, to the great disgust of all who had taken interest in the poor girl’s state.
“I declare, it’s scandalous!” said the landlady in confidence to her husband. “He seems to neither know nor care how she is. No relatives are sent to, he has no letters; and it’s my belief there’s more than we know hanging to this.”
“’Tisn’t our business to interfere,” said the landlord. “He pays like a gentleman, if he isn’t one; and if we get our living by visitors, it isn’t for us to be playing the spy upon them.”
The landlady did not say anything, but she evidently thought a great deal. The doctor, too, had his opinion upon the subject, but he was silent, and tended his patient to the best of his ability, shaking his head when questioned as to her recovery.
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1 bray | |
n.驴叫声, 喇叭声;v.驴叫 | |
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adj.温暖舒适的,合身的,安全的;v.使整洁干净,舒适地依靠,紧贴;n.(英)酒吧里的私房 | |
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