On the last night of his visit, Alice and Sperry sat together in a corner of the veranda7. Thayor had gone over to Holcomb's cabin for a talk; Margaret had retired early.
Alice had been strangely silent since dinner. The doctor's figure in the wicker armchair drawn8 close to her own, showed dimly in the dusk. Tree toads9 croaked10 in the blackness beyond the veranda rail; the air smelled of rain. All growing things seemed to have ceased living; the air was heavy and laden11 with a resinous12, dreamy vapour—magnetic, intoxicating13. Such a night plays havoc14 with some women. Under these stifled15 conditions she is no longer normal; she becomes weak, pliable—she no longer reasons; she craves16 excitement, deceit, misadventure, confession—quarrels—jealousy—love—stringing their nerves to a tension and breeding a certain melancholy17; it tortures by its suppression; a flash of lightning or a drenching18 rain would have been a relief.
For some moments neither had spoken. The man close to her in the dusk was biding19 his time.
"Dear—" he whispered at length.
She did not answer.
He leaned toward her until the glow from his cigar illumined her eyes; he saw they were full of tears. His hand closed upon her own lying idle in her lap. She began to tremble as if seized with a nervous chill. It was the condition he had been waiting for. He watched her now with a thrill of satisfaction—with that suppressed exultance of a gambler holding a winning card.
"There—there," he said affectionately, smoothing with comforting little pats her trembling fingers. Being a born gambler he sat in this game easily; just as he had sat in many a game before when the stakes were high—yet he knew that never in his whole discreditable life had he played for as high stakes as this woman's heart.
Her silence irritated him. He threw his half-smoked cigar into the blackness beyond the veranda rail and leaned close to her white throat, framed in the soft filmy lace of her gown.
"Why are you so silent?" he asked. "Is it because—of to-morrow?"
"Sh-sh-sh! Do be careful," she cautioned him; "someone might hear you."
"We are quite alone, you and I," he returned curtly20. "You know he is with Holcomb and Margaret is in bed." His voice sunk to infinite tenderness. "You are very nervous, dear," he said, raising both her hands firmly to his lips.
"Don't," she moaned faintly. "Can't you see I'm trying to be brave; can't you see how hard it is? You must not!"
He bent21 closer with slow determination until she felt the warmth of his breath upon her lips.
"Kiss me," he pleaded tensely; "I love you."
Her breath came quick, her whole body trembling violently. There was a hushed moment in which he saw her dark eyes dilate22 and half close with a savage23 gleam.
He sprang toward her.
"For God's sake, don't!" she gasped24, as he tried to take her in his arms.
"I love you—I love you!" he repeated fiercely. "Don't you trust me? You will—you shall listen to me. I can't leave you like this; it may be months before we shall see each other again. It is your right to be happy—to be loved—every woman has—Why don't you take it?"
"What do you mean?" she stammered25, her blood running cold.
"I mean that neither he nor your daughter loves you—that you are mine—not theirs."
She lay back in the wicker chair, scarcely breathing.
"Yes, it's my fault," he continued pitilessly; "but it is because I love you—because you are dearest to me. I want you near me—close to me always. I've thought it all out. Come to New York; there we shall find an enchanted26 island, the paradise I have longed for—that we've both longed for."
Her eyes looked straight into his own. They were wide open—filled for the instant with a strange look of amazement27.
Her breath came in quick little gasps28; a subtle anger seemed to close her throat.
She sprang to her feet, steadied herself by the chair back, and without another word, her white hands clenched29 to her side, turned slowly into the opening leading to the hall.
Her astonishment30 and disgust were genuine.
At this instant the door of Holcomb's cabin swung back and a flow of light streamed out. Sperry halted and stood immovable in a protecting shadow. Thayor moved slowly across the compound. As his foot touched the lower step of the veranda a thin, dry laugh escaped the doctor's white lips.
"I've been waiting patiently for a nightcap with you," he said.
"Mental telepathy," returned his host. "I was just thinking of it myself. It's so late everybody has gone to bed, but I expect we can——No—here's Blakeman. Brandy and soda31, Blakeman, and some cracked ice."
"Very good, sir—anything else, sir," replied Blakeman, pulling his face into shape—he had heard every word that had passed.
"No, that will do."
"Thank you, sir."
Sperry studied the butler's impassible face for a moment, measured with his eye the distance from the pantry window to the corner of the veranda, then he drew a long breath—the first he had drawn in some minutes.
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