"But I'm only in Lakewood for a fortnight," said Patty, smiling at her;
"I go back to New York soon."
"So do we. That is, we go in a few months. But we claim you. You shall return and visit us here, and we shall be much together in the city. Oh, we have adopted you, and now you are ours, isn't she, Sam?"
"Indeed, yes," returned Blaney, enthusiastically; "never was such a rare soul added to our circle. Priestess Patricia, our star soul!"
Patty was flattered at the attention she was receiving. She didn't quite understand what a star soul meant, but she knew she held an elevated position among these highly intellectual people, and it dazzled her.
"I have always had an ambition," she admitted, "for something bigger and better than my social butterfly life, and with you I hope to achieve it. But I am ignorant,—you must teach me."
"We will," promised Miss Norton, "I shall take you in hand as my special charge. May I call on you tomorrow, and bring you some books to study?"
Patty hesitated. When she was a house guest she never made engagements without consulting her hostess. But she wanted to see and know more of this new venture, so she said, "I can't promise. But if I find I can receive you, may I not telephone or send you some message?"
"Yes, indeed," acquiesced2 Miss Norton, gladly.
Then the conversation drifted to the tendencies of modern art, and the expression of one's ego3, and the influence of the aura, and a lot of subjects that were to Patty as so much Greek. But she was fascinated by the discourse4, and resolved to read and study the books that should be given her, until she, too, could discuss intelligently these great subjects.
The talk was deliberate. Each wise and weighty opinion advanced was thoughtfully considered and argued, and Patty listened, striving to comprehend the jargon5. Time passed rapidly, and, at last, she realised that most of the guests had gone, and there remained only about a half dozen of the most talkative ones.
Sam Blaney himself was the conversational6 leader. He went off on long tirades7, and though Patty strove to follow his theories, they seemed to her vague and incomprehensible. She found herself getting sleepy, though she would have indignantly repudiated8 such an idea.
Another man, Mr. Griscom, slightly differed in opinions with Blaney and the debates between the two were raptly listened to by the others.
A chiming clock struck two.
"Good gracious!" exclaimed Patty, "it can't be two o'clock! Where are the others? Where is Elise?"
"They've gone, long ago," said Blaney, smiling. "You know you said I might take you home, and so I told the Farringtons I would do so.
"But I didn't mean to stay as late as this! Why, I had no idea it was after twelve! Oh, please, Mr. Blaney, take me home at once. What will Mrs. Farrington think? I've never stayed anywhere so late before,—alone,—I mean."
"You're not alone, Patricia, dear," said Alla, surprised at Patty's evident alarm. "You're ours now, you know, and we will care for you and protect you. Sam will take you home, and if you fear Mrs. Farrington's reproaches, I will go with you and explain."
"Oh, not that," and Patty smiled. "I don't fear her, you know. I'm not a child, and I can do as I like. But it is not my custom to stay later than the people I came with."
"But all your customs will change now. We are a law unto ourselves. Bohemians are free of conventions and rules. Simply tell Mrs. Farrington that you have joined our circle and you will henceforth be governed by our ideas and customs. As you say, you are not a child, you can do as you like."
"Of course you can," said Mr. Griscom. "I'm going that way, I'll take you home, if you like."
"Thank you," said Patty, "but I have accepted Mr. Blaney's escort."
"That's right," said Blaney, heartily9. "Oh, there'll be no trouble,—no trouble at all. I'll take Miss Fairfield home, and if any comments are made, they'll be made to me."
Patty felt uneasy. She didn't know exactly why, for she had done nothing wrong, but it was so very late, and she wondered what the Farringtons would think of her.
She got her wraps and Alla kissed her good-bye.
"Dear little Patricia," she said, affectionately. "It is all right. It seems unaccustomed, I know, but you are ours now, and your friends must get used to it."
It was only a few blocks to walk over to Pine Laurel, and Patty started off with Sam Blaney.
"You're anxious, Miss Fairfield," he said, kindly10, "and I'm sorry. Can I help at all? I assure you I had no thought of your staying with us longer than you wished. Shall I go in and explain to your friends?"
"No, thank you, Mr. Blaney," Patty said, after an instant's thought. "I think, if you please, I would rather you would not come in. If I am 'scolded,' I'd rather stand it alone."
There were lights in the Farrington house when they arrived. At sound of their steps on the veranda11, the door opened, and Roger appeared. "That you, Patty?" he said, pleasantly; "Hello, Blaney, will you come in?"
"No, thanks; just brought Miss Fairfield home. She seemed to enjoy her evening."
"That's good," returned Roger. "Good night, then, if you won't come in."
Roger closed the door, and with his hand still on the knob, whispered to Patty: "You're going to catch it from Phil! But I'll stand by you."
Patty's eyes flashed. She resented the idea of Van Reypen's authority, and she was tired and bothered. But Roger's kindly attitude comforted her, and she smiled at him.
"Good night, Roger," she said, aloud. "Thank you for waiting up for me. I'm tired, and I'll go straight to my room. The girls have gone up, I suppose."
"Wait a moment, Patty," and Van Reypen appeared in the doorway12 from the sun-parlour, where the two men had been sitting, "wait a moment, I want to speak to you."
"Not tonight, Phil, please. I'm very tired."
"You ought to be tired! Staying till all hours with that bunch of trash! I'm ashamed of you!"
Patty was thoroughly13 angry. It took a good deal to make good-natured Patty angry, but when her temper was roused, it meant a tempest. Also, she was worn out mentally and physically14 and, more than all, she resented Philip's assumption of authority.
Her blue eyes flashed, and a spot of pink came into each cheek, as she replied: "It is not of the slightest interest to me whether you are ashamed of me or not! You are in no way responsible for my actions and you have no right to reprove or criticise15 me. I may have broken the conventions of hospitality, but that is between me and Mrs. Farrington. Your opinion of me means nothing to me whatever! Good night, Roger."
Patty held out her hand to Roger, who took it for a moment, with a smiling good night, and then, with the air of an offended queen, Patty swept upstairs and entered her own room.
There she found Mona and Elise, one asleep on the couch, the other rubbing her eyes as she sat up in a big easy-chair.
"Goodness, Patty!" said Mona, looking at the clock, "what have you been up to?"
Elise blinked and shook herself awake. "We had to wait up to see you," she said, "so we waited here."
"I see you did," returned Patty, lightly. "And now your wait is over, and you've seen me, shall us say good night?"
"Not much we won't!" declared Elise, now broad awake. "Tell us
everything about it! What did you do there all this time? What did
Phil say? Who brought you home? Do you like that crowd? How can you?
They bore me to death! Oh, Patty, you're going to cry!"
"I am," declared Patty, and the tears gathered thickly in her eyes. "I'm all in, and I'm down and out, and I'm mad as hops16, and I'm tired, and I am going to cry. Now, if you've any sense of common humanity, you'll know enough to go away and let me alone!"
"Can I help?" asked Mona, looking commiseratingly at Patty.
"No," and Patty smiled through the fast-flooding tears. "I never need help to cry!"
"Come on, then," and Mona took Elise by the arm and led her away, as they heard Patty's door locked behind them.
Now, most girls would have thrown themselves down on the pillows to have their cry out, but Patty was too methodical for that. "I can't cry comfortably in this rig," she said to herself, beginning to take off the chiffon gown.
And it was with tears still unshed that she finally sat at her dressing-table plaiting her hair for the night.
"And after all," she remarked to her reflection in the mirror, "I only want to cry 'cause I'm tired and worn out and—yes, and mad! I'm mad at Philip, and I'm going to stay mad! He has no right to talk to me like a Dutch uncle! My own father never spoke17 to me like that! The idea! I just simply, plain won't stand it, and that's all there is about that!"
And so, after Patty was snugly18 in bed, cuddled beneath the comforting down coverlet, she let herself go, and cried to her heart's content; great, soul-satisfying sobs19 that quieted her throbbing20 pulses and exhausted21 her strained nerves, until she fell asleep from sheer weariness.
And next morning she awoke, smiling. Everything looked bright and cheery. The sun shone in at her windows, and as she felt somebody pinching her toes through the blankets, she opened her eyes to see Mona sitting on the edge of the bed and Elise just coming in at the door. Mrs. Farrington followed, and Patty sat up in bed with a smiling welcome for all.
"Hello, you dear things!" she cried. "You first, Mrs. Farrington. I want to 'fess up to you. I was baddy girl last night, and I stayed at the party much later than I meant to, or than I knew, until I suddenly realised the time. Am I forguv? Oh, do say yes, and don't scold me!"
Pretty Patty possessed22 herself of the lady's hand and looked so penitent23 and so wheedlesome that Mrs. Farrington was disarmed24.
"Why, of course, dear; it was not really wrong, but young girls ought to be home by midnight at latest, I think,—and too, ought to come home with their own people."
"I know it, Mrs. Farrington, I do know it. I have been brought up right—honest, I have. But it was a special occasion, you see, and, too, my own people ran off and left me."
"Oh, now, Patty," began Elise, "Sam said you sent word for us to do so."
"Well, I didn't exactly do that, but I did want to stay longer. Oh, Mrs. Farrington, you've no idea how interesting those psychic25 souls are——"
"What!"
"Yes, they're psychic, you know——"
"And what are psychics26,—clearly, now, Patty, what are psychics?"
"Why, they're——they're——"
"Yes, go on."
"Well, they're—why, they're psychics! That's what they are."
"Patty, you're an irresistible27 little goose!" and Mrs. Farrington bent28 down to kiss the pretty, flushed face, and then laughingly declared she had no more time to waste on psychics, and trailed away.
"Now, tell us all about it, Patsy," said Elise. "I shan't let you get up till you do."
"There's not much to tell, Elise; but I liked to learn about the things they were talking about and so I stayed later than I should have. But since your mother is so lovely about it, I don't care what any one else says."
"Oh, pshaw,—your staying late,—that was nothing. But what did they do over there so interesting? I can't see any sense in their talk."
"I can't see much myself, and that's why I want to learn. I'm awfully29 ignorant of higher ethics30,—and—things like that."
"Higher ethics? H—m. Is it sort of Uplift ideas?"
"No, not that exactly."
"Fudge, you don't know what it is, 'exactly,' and between you and me, I don't think you have the glimmer31 of a ghost of an idea what it is all about! Now, have you?"
"If I had, I couldn't make you understand! You're antagonistic32. You have to be receptive and responsive and——"
"Patty, you're a goose! A silly idiot of a goose! But such a dear, pretty little goose, that with all your faults we love you still! Now, I'll scoot, and you get dressed, for we're going somewhere today."
"Where?"
"Never you mind, Miss Curiosity. Just put on a house dress and come down to breakfast, and you'll find out."
Elise ran away, but Mona lingered.
"Patty," she said, a little gravely, "Philip is terribly upset about last night."
"I don't care if he is, Mona. He has no right to be. He has no authority over me."
"What! When you've become engaged to him?"
"I'm not engaged to him at all."
"He says you are."
"Did he really say that, Mona?"
"Not in so many words, but he implied that there was an understanding between you."
"Understanding! I hate that word,—used that way! There's a misunderstanding between us, if there's anything!"
"But you're going to be engaged to him, aren't you, Patty?"
"No, I don't think so. Not after last night. Why, he was horrid33,
Mona, after I came home. He scolded me, and I wouldn't stay to listen.
I ran upstairs."
"Oh, Patty, I wish you'd make up with him, and be friends again, and be engaged to him, and announce it at my wedding."
"Did he say all that to you last night? Did he make those delightful plans, and talk them over with you and Roger?"
"Don't look so furious. It just came about, you see. We were sitting there, waiting for you to come home, and Phil was saying how he adores you, and how he wanted your promise, but he had to wait a certain time before you would say positively34. And, of course, we were talking about my wedding, and I said it would be nice to announce your engagement then, it's always so picturesque35 to announce one wedding at another——"
"I'm sorry I can't oblige you, Mona, but if you want an engagement announced at your wedding I'm afraid you'll have to get some other girl. You can keep the same man, if you like!"
"Oh, Patty, don't be cross with me! It wasn't my fault!"
"That's so, Mona,—I'm a pig! Forgive me, dear. Now, to make up, I'll tell you just how it is. I have told Philip that I'd give him my answer in about two weeks. And that will be your wedding day. But my answer is to be yes, only if he succeeds in teaching me to love him by that time. And I don't mind telling you, that the way he talked to me last night doesn't exactly further his cause!"
"But, Patty, he was angry, you know, and jealous of those foolish
Blaney people."
"They're not foolish,—and I can't bear men who are jealous. Now, Mona, girlie, you 'tend to your own suitor. You've quite enough to do in the next two weeks, without dipping your pretty little fingers in my pie."
"Yes," sighed Mona, "I have."
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