It was after ten o'clock, and Straker, who ought to have been in the drawing-room playing bridge, or in the billiard-room playing billiards1, or in the smoking-room talking to Brocklebank—Straker, who ought to have known better, had sneaked2 into the library to have a look at a brief he'd just got. He ought to have [Pg 131] known better, for he knew, everybody knew, that after ten o'clock the library at Amberley was set apart as a refuge for any two persons who desired uninterrupted communion with each other. He himself, in the library at Amberley—but that was more than two years ago, so far before Philippa's time that he did not associate her with the library at Amberley. He only knew that Furnival had spent a good deal of time in it with Nora Viveash, and poor Nora was gone. It was poor Nora's departure, in fact, that made him feel that the library was now open to him.
Now the library at Amberley was fitted, as a library should be, with a silent door, a door with an inaudible latch3 and pneumatic hinges. It shut itself behind Straker with a soft sigh.
The long room was dim and apparently4 deserted5. Drawn6 blinds obscured the lucid7 summer night behind the three windows opposite the door. One small electric globe hung lit under its opaline veil in the corner by the end window on the right.
Straker at the doorway8 turned on the full blaze of the great ring that hung above the central table where he meant to work. It revealed, seated on the lounge in the inner, the unilluminated corner on the right, Miss Tarrant and Laurence Furnival.
To his intense relief, Straker perceived that the whole length of the lounge was between the two. Miss Tarrant at her end was sitting bolt upright with her scarf gathered close about her; she was looking under her eyelids9 and down her beautiful nose at Furnival, who at his end was all huddled10 among the cushions as if she had flung him there. Their attitudes suggested that their interview had ended in distance and disaster. The effect was so marked that Straker seized it in an instant. [Pg 132]
He was about to withdraw as noiselessly as he had entered, but Miss Tarrant (not Furnival; Furnival had not so much as raised his head)—Miss Tarrant had seen him and signed to him to stay.
"You needn't go," she said. "I'm going."
She rose and passed her companion without looking at him, in a sort of averted11 and offended majesty12, and came slowly down the room. Straker waited by the door to open it for her.
On the threshold she turned to him and murmured: "Don't go away. Go in and talk to him—about—about anything."
It struck him as extraordinary that she should say this to him, that she should ask him to go in and see what she had done to the man.
The door swung on her with its soft sigh, shutting him in with Furnival. He hesitated a moment by the door.
"Come in if you want to," said Furnival. "I'm going, too."
He had risen, a little unsteadily. As he advanced, Straker saw that his face bore traces of violent emotion. His tie was a little crooked13 and his hair pushed from the forehead that had been hidden by his hands. His moustache no longer curled crisply upward; it hung limp over his troubled mouth. Furnival looked as if he had been drinking. But Furnival did not drink. Straker saw that he meant in his madness to follow Philippa.
He turned down the lights that beat on him.
"Don't," said Furnival. "I'm going all right."
Straker held the door to. "I wouldn't," he said, "if I were you. Not yet."
Furnival made the queer throat sound that came from him when words failed him. [Pg 133]
Straker put his hand on the young man's shoulder. He remembered how Mrs. Viveash had asked him to look after Furny, to stand by him if he had a bad time. She had foreseen, in the fierce clairvoyance14 of her passion, that he was going to have one. And, by Heaven! it had come.
Furnival struggled for utterance15. "All right," he said thickly.
He wasn't going after her. He had been trying to get away from Straker; but Straker had been too much for him. Besides, he had understood Straker's delicacy16 in turning down the lights, and he didn't want to show himself just yet to the others.
They strolled together amicably17 toward the lounge and sat there.
Straker had intended to say, "What's up?" but other words were given him.
"What's Philippa been up to?"
Furnival pulled himself together. "Nothing," he replied. "It was me."
"What did you do?"
Furnival was silent.
"Did you propose to her, or what?"
"I made," said Furnival, "a sort of p-proposal."
"That she should count the world well lost—was that it?"
"Well, she knew I wasn't going to marry anybody, and I knew she wasn't going to marry me. Now was she?"
"No. She most distinctly wasn't."
"Very well, then—how was I to know? I could have sworn——"
He hid his face in his hands again.
"The fact is, I made the devil of a mistake."
"Yes," said Straker. "I saw you making it." [Pg 134]
Furnival's face emerged angry.
"Then why on earth didn't you tell me? I asked you. Why couldn't you tell me what she was like?"
"You don't tell," said Straker.
Furnival groaned18. "I can't make it out now. It's not as if she hadn't got a t-t-temperament."
"But she hasn't. That was the mistake you made."
"You'd have made it yourself," said Furnival.
"I have. She's taken me in. She looks as if she had temperament—she behaves as if she had—oceans. And she hasn't, not a scrap19."
"Then what does she do it for? What does she do it for, Straker?"
"I don't know what she does it for. She doesn't know herself. There's a sort of innocence20 about her."
"I suppose," said Furnival pensively21, "it's innocence."
"Whatever it is, it's the quality of her defect. She can't let us alone. It amuses her to see us squirm. But she doesn't know, my dear fellow, what it feels like; because, you see, she doesn't feel. She couldn't tell, of course, the lengths you'd go to."
Straker was thinking how horrible it must have been for Philippa. Then he reflected that it must have been pretty horrible for Furny, too—so unexpected. At that point he remembered that for Philippa it had not been altogether unexpected; Fanny had warned her of this very thing.
"How—did she—take it?" he inquired tentatively.
"My dear fellow, she sat there—where you are now—and lammed into me. She made me feel as if I were a cad and a beast and a ruffian—as if I wanted k-kick-kicking. She said she wouldn't have seen that I existed if it hadn't been for Fanny Brocklebank—I was her friend's guest—and when I tried to defend myself [Pg 135] she turned and talked to me about things, Straker, till I blushed. I'm b-blushing now."
He was.
"And, of course, after that, I've got to go."
"Was that all?" said Straker.
"No, it wasn't. I can't tell you the other things she said."
For a moment Furny's eyes took on a marvelous solemnity, as if they were holding for a moment some sort of holy, supersensuous vision.
Then suddenly they grew reminiscent.
"How could I tell, Straker, how could I possibly tell?"
And Straker, remembering the dance that Philippa had led him, and her appearance, and the things, the uncommonly22 queer things she had done to him with her eyes, wondered how Furny could have told, how he could have avoided drawing the inferences, the uncommonly queer inferences, he drew. He'd have drawn them himself if he had not known Philippa so well.
"What I want to know," said Furnival, "is what she did it for?"
He rose, straightening himself.
"Anyhow, I've got to go."
"Did she say so?"
"No, she didn't. She said it wasn't necessary. That was innocent, Straker, if you like."
"Oh, jolly innocent," said Straker.
"But I'm going all the same. I'm going before breakfast, by the seven-fifty train."
And he went. Straker saw him off.
点击
收听单词发音
收听单词发音 |
1
billiards
|
|
| n.台球 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
2
sneaked
|
|
| v.潜行( sneak的过去式和过去分词 )；偷偷溜走；（儿童向成人）打小报告；告状 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
3
latch
|
|
| n.门闩，窗闩；弹簧锁 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
4
apparently
|
|
| adv.显然地；表面上，似乎 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
5
deserted
|
|
| adj.荒芜的，荒废的，无人的，被遗弃的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
6
drawn
|
|
| v.拖，拉，拔出；adj.憔悴的，紧张的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
7
lucid
|
|
| adj.明白易懂的，清晰的，头脑清楚的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
8
doorway
|
|
| n.门口，(喻)入门；门路，途径 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
9
eyelids
|
|
| n.眼睑( eyelid的名词复数 )；眼睛也不眨一下；不露声色；面不改色 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
10
huddled
|
|
| 挤在一起（huddle的过去式与过去分词形式） | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
11
averted
|
|
| 防止，避免( avert的过去式和过去分词 )； 转移 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
12
majesty
|
|
| n.雄伟，壮丽，庄严，威严；最高权威，王权 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
13
crooked
|
|
| adj.弯曲的；不诚实的，狡猾的，不正当的 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
14
clairvoyance
|
|
| n.超人的洞察力 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
15
utterance
|
|
| n.用言语表达，话语，言语 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
16
delicacy
|
|
| n.精致，细微，微妙，精良；美味，佳肴 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
17
amicably
|
|
| adv.友善地 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
18
groaned
|
|
| v.呻吟( groan的过去式和过去分词 )；发牢骚；抱怨；受苦 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
19
scrap
|
|
| n.碎片；废料；v.废弃，报废 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
20
innocence
|
|
| n.无罪；天真；无害 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
21
pensively
|
|
| adv.沉思地，焦虑地 | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
|
22
uncommonly
|
|
| adv. 稀罕(极，非常) | |
参考例句： |
|
|
|
| 欢迎访问英文小说网 |