Restless as ever, he spent two years wandering the world, then shut himself up for three more in a little villa3 in the Apennines, and worked as he had never worked before, with the result that at the end of the five years, he found himself irresistibly4 drawn5 back to England again. Gradually—very gradually—England was waking to the fact that Maurice Durant was a clever painter; still more gradually it had dawned on Maurice that he was becoming famous. His name had traveled to London, as a name frequently does, via Paris and New York, and Fame had lured6 him to London by dint7 of taking it up and incessantly8 sounding it, not with a coarse and startling blast from her favorite instrument, the trumpet9, but with a delicate crescendo10, lyrically, subtly, insinuatingly11, like a young siren performing on a well-modulated flute12. The trumpet, no doubt, would have deafened13 or irritated him; but before he got sick of it the softer music was by no means disagreeable to his ear. [Pg 324]
It seemed that he had scored a double success, being equally happy in his landscapes and his portraits. The critics were divided. One evening it would appear that, within the limits of his art, Maurice Durant was the subtlest, the finest exponent14 of modern womanhood; the next morning he would be told that he had rendered the beauty of the divine visible world more imaginatively, more individually, than any living artist, but that as a portrait painter he had yet to find himself. These were the variations on the one familiar theme; for as to his modernity, which was obvious, they were all agreed. But at last he came across an account of himself which he acknowledged to be more or less consistent and correct. It was the final appreciation15, the summing up of a judge who was said to be the only man in England who had a right to his opinion. And this was his opinion of Maurice Durant:
"He stands in a unique and interesting position. On his right hand, the hand he paints with, are the heights unattainable by any but the great artists; on his left, the dizzy verge16 of popularity. As a matter of fact, he is neither popular nor great. His just horror of vulgarity will save him from the abyss; his equal fear of committing himself, of letting himself go, the fear, shall I say, of failure, of the fantastic or ridiculous attitudes a man necessarily assumes in falling from a height, will keep him forever from the loftier way. It is not that his temperament17 is naturally timorous18 and cold; if he is afraid of anything, he is afraid of his own rashness, his own heat. There are about him delicacies19 and repugnances, a certain carefully cultivated restraint, and a half-critical, half-imaginative caution which, we submit, is incompatible20 with greatness in his art. But he has imagination."
A little more praise or a little more blame, and he [Pg 325] would have suspected himself of genius; as it was, he was content to stand distinguished21 from the ruck of the popular and the respectable by virtue22 of that imagination which his critic had allowed to him. He was not a great painter, and he knew it; but he was a brilliantly clever one, and he knew that also, and in the fact and his intimate knowledge of it lay the secret of his success. He kept a cool head on his shoulders, and thus his position and the personal dignity depending on it were secure. He would never tumble from his height through the giddiness of vanity; and when the same high authority kept on assuring the world, on the word of a critic, that Maurice Durant was branded with the curse of cleverness, that he was the victim of his own versatility23, and that he had just missed greatness, Maurice merely remarked that he was glad to hear it, for he was sure that greatness would have bored him.
Whether it was the same ungovernable terror that restrained him from marrying, or whether he was the friend of too many women to be the lover of one, or whether he really was self-contained and self-sufficient, all this time he had remained single. His singleness had many advantages; it kept him free; it made it easy for him to get about from place to place and obtain an uninterrupted view of the world; it left an open way for his abrupt24 incalculable movements, his panic flights.
And as he had always fled from everything that disturbed and irritated him, so now, in the very middle of an English summer and a London season, he was flying from the sound of his own fame. Not far this time; only from the center to the verge, from Piccadilly pavement to the south coast. He had hired a small cutter for a month, and lived on board in much [Pg 326] physical discomfort25 and intellectual peace. He hardly knew it by sight, that beautiful full face of his own country; but he was learning to know it as he sailed from the white cliffs to the red, from the red to the gray and black, the iron slopes and precipices26 of the Land's End.
He had just returned from a fortnight's cruise, and was wondering what he would do with the weeks that remained to him—whether he would explore the west coast of England or set sail for the Channel Islands—when he found himself, very lazy and very happy, lying at anchor in a certain white-walled harbor in the south of Cornwall. A neighboring regatta had carried off, the fleet of yachts that had their moorings there, and the harbor was dotted with fishing-boats, pilot-boats, ocean steamers, steam tugs27, wherries, and such craft. The little Torch, rocking madly on miniature waves as she played with her chain, was almost alone in her lightness and frivolity28. About an hour before midnight Durant woke in his berth29, and felt this vivacity30 of hers increasing; larger waves lapped her and broke against her sides, but overhead, on deck, there was no sign of a wind. He got up, climbed the companion ladder, and put his head out over the hatch. A schooner31 yacht had come in, and lay straining at her cable in the narrow channel between the Torch and a Portsmouth pilot. She had only just put into harbor, for her crew were still busy taking down her sails. As if it were her own movement alone that made her visible, she swayed there, dimly discerned, while she slipped her white canvas like a beauty disrobing in the dark, sail by sail, till she stood naked under a veil of dusk, and the light went up above her bows.
A restless thing that schooner yacht; her canvas was hardly lowered before it was up again. She had not [Pg 327] long lain dreaming, passive to the will of the tide. At sunrise she awoke, and what with her own swinging and vibration32, and the voices and trampling33 of her joyous34, red-capped, blue-jerseyed crew, there was no sleep for anyone in her neighborhood after three o'clock. So Durant rolled out of his berth, dressed hastily, and went on deck, eager to see her in her beauty, robed for the morning and the wind. There she was, so near now that he could almost have tipped a rope-end down her skylight from the skylight of the Torch, every line of her exquisite35 body new-washed in gold and shivering under the touches of the dawn. She was awake, alive; the life that had still beaten through her dreams in the night, stirred by the drowsy36 fingering of the harbor tide, was throbbing37 and thrilling with many pulses as she shook out her streamers to the wind. And now her mainsail went slowly up, and she leapt and shuddered38 through all her being, passionate39 as though the will of the wind was her will.
Durant stared at her with undisguised admiration40. She was a fair size for her kind, and from the sounds that came up through her cabin skylight he judged that she had a party on board. Standing41 on the deck of the Torch in his light flannels42, Durant looked much too long for his own ridiculously tiny cutter. He was so deeply absorbed in spelling out the letters on the yacht's life-belts—Windward—that he was quite unaware43 that he himself was an object of considerable interest to a lady who had just come on deck. Literally44 flying as he was from the sound of his own name, he was unprepared to hear it sung out in cheerful greeting.
"Mr. Durant!"
He started and blinked, unable to recognize the lady of the voice. Assuming that he had once known, and [Pg 328] since forgotten her, he had raised his cap on the chance.
She was trying to say something to him now, but the noise of the struggling sail cut off her words. She turned, and seemed to be calling to somebody else. Another lady, whom the sail had hidden from his sight till now, came forward and leaned eagerly over the rail, steadying herself by the shrouds45. This lady did not shout his name; but, as her eyes met his across the narrow channel, she smiled—a smile he could not place or recognize or understand; he could only raise his cap to it blindly as before.
She was smiling still, while the first lady laughed, if possible in a more bewildering manner than before. "Don't you know us?" She seemed to be whispering across the gulf46.
He shook his head in desperation, whereupon the second lady gave orders to the men to stop hoisting47 the mainsail.
"If you are Mr. Durant, come on board!"
This time the voice was distinct in the silence that followed the hoisting of the sail. He knew that lady now.
And he knew the other also, though there was nothing but the turn of her head and the black accent over her eyes to remind him of Frida Tancred.
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incompatible
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