"If only I had been there, perchance upon even me might a little of the blessing1 have fallen. And yet, was it not by the mercy of the all-seeing One that I was chained to the side of him who slew2 Jesus? We are one flesh, as it is written in the law; if he is accursed, I also am accursed."
"Knowest thou our Lord so little that thou dost believe what thou hast said?" said Stephen, a smile dawning in his dark eyes.
The wife of Caiaphas wiped away one or two slow tears. "How can I know him?" she asked bitterly.
"Once when Jesus was upon earth," said Stephen, looking away towards Calvary, which they could see plainly from their breezy nook on the terrace, "he said this--I did not hear it--but John, whom Jesus called the beloved; one of the disciples3, had asked the Master how they should pray, and he told them the very words they might use acceptably; but he also said, If thou hast desires bring them to the Father. He will give to thee even as an earthly father, and much more; if a child should come to his father and ask for bread will that father offer him a stone? or if he crave4 fish, will he thrust a deadly scorpion5 into his hand? How much more then will your heavenly Father give his spirit to them that ask him. It was because we asked that it was given. Thou also shalt ask and shalt receive."
"Wilt6 thou tell me about it?" said Anna, in a low voice, fixing her eyes wistfully upon the speaker.
He was no longer a lad, she could see it; the awful experiences through which his soul had passed had swept him suddenly and forever away from childhood. His child nature had been crucified with those whom he loved, and upon his face there had come a look such as the strong young angels wear who wait in the presence of the Almighty7 to do his pleasure.
"We were together in the upper room," said Stephen, after a little silence, "the disciples, the mother of Jesus, and all the others. After we had eaten of the bread and drunken of the wine--also he commanded to do in remembrance of his death--we continued in prayer, sometimes spoken, sometimes in silence--for there is no need to speak aloud to reach him who is 'with us alway even unto the end of the world.' He was there, though we could not see him. All of us knew it; and we asked him for the fulfilment of his last promise--the Spirit, that we being weak, might receive power to be his witnesses before men. John the beloved spoke8 to him, after that there was silence for a brief space, then on a sudden there came a sound, faint at first, but growing louder by degrees till it filled all the place. It was like nothing I have heard upon earth, and yet was it most like the sound of the viewless wind when it rushes through the thick forest. But it was not wind. I knelt at the side of the Lord's mother, my eyes were upon her at the moment, and the light tresses that fell about her forehead did not so much as stir."
"Was that all?" whispered Anna, leaning forward and clasping her hands.
"As I kept my eyes fixed9 upon Mary," continued Stephen--"for it seemed to me that she was looking at Him--I saw form in the air above her head a tremulous light, it wavered and brightened till it had the look of a cloven tongue of flame. As I feared and trembled greatly at the sight, on a sudden a voice cried out, 'The promise hath been fulfilled unto us!' Then did I see that upon every head hovered10 the heavenly fire."
"And then?"
"And then," cried the young man, a great joy in the solemn tones of his voice, "all things were made clear to us. We knew what the Lord meant when he said 'Ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost parts of the earth.' We were no longer filled with fear, thinking only how to escape the hands of them that had murdered our Lord--nay11, rather, that in the infinite and unsearchable knowledge and wisdom of the Father had lifted him up upon the cross to be a light unto the world. We rushed out into the street, and the Spirit also drew together out of all the city devout12 men from every nation under heaven. They gathered in a great multitude that they might hear of the Saviour13, not of the Jews only, but of the world."
"How, then, could they understand?" asked Anna, her worn face reflecting the glow upon the face of the young man, as the mountain top clad in its pallor of eternal snow reflects the radiance of the dawn.
"What is the weakness of mortal understanding when the eternal God sheds upon it his spirit of might? Did he not make the tongue of the Asiatic as well as the tongue of the Greek; the tongues of the Parthians, Medes, and Elamites also, as well as the tongue of the Hebrews? Are not all languages understood by him? He spake through us, and behold14, every man heard the message in his own language. After that did Peter speak unto the people, and he mightily15 convinced them, so that many cried out, 'What shall we do?' 'Repent16 and be baptized,' he answered them, 'every one of you, in the name of Jesus, the Christ, for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off."
"Said he this to the Gentiles?" asked Anna, in amaze.
Stephen looked troubled. "Nay," he said, "I know not if they were Gentiles, they had by inheritance a part in the blessing, even as I had through my mother; but of a surety God created all men. It will be made plain to us," he added, after a pause, a smile of heavenly sweetness touching17 his lips.
"And who is it that the wife of the High Priest honors thus with her hospitality?" broke in a sneering18 voice.
Anna started up with a faint cry, her eyes fixed with manifest terror on the gaunt figure that stood before them.
"Ah! thou dost not answer. Didst thou think, then, that I should remain chained to my couch forever? I am minded to see what is passing in my house. It is time."
"Do not stand," gasped19 Anna. "Thou art not strong. I thought that thou wast asleep."
"Time hasteneth with rapid foot when a lady entertains so comely20 a young man," said the High Priest with a terrible gentleness. "Once more I ask of thee, who is thy guest?"
Stephen had risen to his feet and was looking with troubled eyes into the face of her whom he had learned to love almost as a mother. He waited for her to speak. Her lips moved, but no sound came from them. He turned and fixed his eyes upon the man. "I know not who thou art," he said in a clear voice, "nor why thou dost question this beloved lady so harshly, but I can answer for myself. My name is Stephen."
The High Priest took a step forward; he did not speak, but death looked out from his eyes.
"Go! Go!" whispered Anna, turning her white face upon the young man. "Thou dost not understand, but go!--I beseech21 thee."
"Nay, I will not go till I am assured of thy safety. Who, and what manner of man is this?"
The smouldering fire in the eyes of Caiaphas leapt up into a lurid22 blaze. "Dost thou, the murderer of my son, defy me in mine own house?" he cried in a choked voice. "Because thou art in mine house, I will not kill thee, but--" and his voice died away into a silence more terrible than speech.
"Go!" repeated Anna imploringly23.
But Stephen did not appear to have heard. "What dost thou mean?" he said, his voice full of horror. "Thou hast called me a murderer!"
The High Priest looked at him contemptuously. "Son of a malefactor24, dost thou not know that upon thy head rests the blood-guilt of thy father?"
"No!" thundered Stephen, his eyes blazing. "The fire of God could not rest upon a head whereon is also blood-guilt. I am innocent; God hath witnessed it."
"Accursed murderer and blasphemer!" hissed25 Caiaphas. "Get thee hence, or not even the sacred law of hospitality shall refrain my hand from thy throat." Then he sank trembling onto a bench.
True to her wifely instincts, Anna sprang to help him, but he put her away roughly. "Stand before me, woman," he said, fixing his savage26 eyes upon her. "Thou shalt answer me somewhat that I shall ask of thee. Now that the murderer of thy son hath rid us of his presence thou canst perhaps attend to what I shall say." Anna stood before him, motionless and rigid27, her eyes wide with an unnatural28 calm fixed upon his face. "Hast thou known who and what this young man is before to-day?"
"Yes."
"Hast thou before received him into my house?"
"Yes."
"Is he a follower29 of the accursed Nazarene?"
"Yes."
"Art--thou--also one of his believers?"
A change swept over the marble features of the woman, she lifted her face, a mysterious light from above seemed to shine upon it.
"I am," she said simply, but in those two words there sounded a very pean of triumph.
"Flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone," said Caiaphas in a low measured voice, "thou art anathema30. As I would cut off my right hand should it become polluted beyond cleansing31, so also will I sever32 thee from my life. Get thee hence unto thine own; thou hast no longer part nor lot with me from henceforth and even forever. And so let it be."
The woman looked dumbly into the pitiless face of the man before her; her slight figure swayed a little, then noiselessly as a snow wreath she fell forward and lay prone33 upon the marble pavement at his feet.
The man stared at the silent figure; he did not touch it. After a time he arose and walked heavily away without once looking behind him.
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disciples
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scorpion
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hovered
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saviour
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behold
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repent
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sneering
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gasped
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malefactor
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unnatural
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follower
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