"Jehovah is thy keeper,
Jehovah thy abode8 on thy right hand;
The sun shall not hurt thee by day,
Neither the moon by night."
She paused. What was that deep, dull roar? Her face paled a little.
"Sing!" cried the boy imperatively9, pulling at her robe.
"Sing!" echoed the baby, looking up at her with his soft, starry10 eyes.
As for the little maiden11, she contented12 herself with softly stroking the girl's sandaled foot.
"Jehovah keep thee from all evil."
Yes, she could surely hear a sound of tumult--what could it be?
"He will keep thy life,
--"O my God! Keep him--keep him!--
"Jehovah keep thy coming and thy going
Henceforth and forever!"
The singer started to her feet with a cry. The street door had burst open violently, a man rushed in, ghastly, breathless, with wild staring eyes; she at first failed to recognize Ben Obed.
"My God! they are killing14 him!"
"Where?"
"Outside the Damascus Gate--they are stoning him!"
Anat stood for an instant like some beautiful soulless statue of despair. Then a wild fire leapt to her eyes.
"Tell them!" she said, and fled away out of the open door, away--away toward the Damascus Gate.
Women stared after her, men stretched forth13 their hands to grasp her, but she heeded15 them not; her feet seemed leaden, the minutes hours. The Damascus Gate--would she ever reach it? Again and again Ben Obed's awful cry sounded in her ears:
"My God! they are killing him!"
The gate--the gate at last; but it is choked with people coming in. Men, she dimly saw, men with long robes and broad phylacteries; men to whom the gate-keepers did reverence16 while they shrank back with involuntary fear. Men who drew away from her white robe and whiter face muttering, "A mad woman--a mad dog!"
At last she has struggled through them, outside the Damascus Gate at last. Where--where? Yes, yonder is a crowd, it must be there.
"Let me through, for God's sake! Let me through!"
Staring stupidly at her, the crowd separated. There upon the ground, half-hidden under a pile of stones, lay--something. She threw herself upon her knees, pulling madly at the rough, broken rock with her delicate fingers. Then she gave a long, heart-broken scream and fell forward in merciful unconsciousness.
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"My daughter." There was no answer, though the black eyes were wide open. Mary hesitated an instant, her sad lips moved in prayer. "Anat, my child," she said, softly. "Wilt17 thou not look once more upon his face before they bear him hence. I would that thou see for thy comfort that God hath set upon him the visible seal of his love, in that the peace that passeth understanding is writ18 thereon."
The girl rose feebly. "Take me to him," she said, putting out her hand.
And Mary led her into the peaceful chamber19 where they had laid him. The afternoon sun shot long rays of splendor20 across the face on the pillow, beautiful with the beauty of youth and of holiness, and touched with the sublimer21 beauty of death. The look that he had worn when he cried out at sight of Jesus waiting to receive him yet lingered there, his face was as the face of an angel who slept.
"For so he giveth his beloved sleep," murmured Mary, who stood at her side. At that word the maiden turned and the pent-up fountain of her tears broke forth. And the two wept together--but not as those without hope.
And so as the sad hours crept by, devout22 men carried forth the dead Stephen to his burial, making great lamentation23 over him. And the poor to whom he had daily ministered, and them that he had healed and comforted from all the city and the country round about followed him to the tomb; and the streets of the city were filled with the sound of the wailing24 and loud crying.
As for the men which had done this thing, they hid themselves; and some of them exulted25 because that an enemy was dead, and some were ashamed, while others still--amongst them Saul of Tarsus--listened to the sound of the wailing, and shook their fists.
"It is the beginning of lamentations for such as blaspheme the law," said these. "To-morrow they will forget this dead man in the multitude of their own distresses26."
In the house of John, the family sat that evening on the house-top as was their wont27, and they talked together of him that had gone; and while they mourned indeed they also rejoiced, for they knew that he had fought a good fight, and that while the earth-clouds hung dark and threatening above their heads, this beloved one had passed through and beyond and was safe forever more.
John remembered the words of Jesus how on that last night he had said to them, "Let not your hearts be troubled; ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions28; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you, and I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also."
While he yet spake, another came suddenly into their midst, a ghastly, despairing figure, his garments hanging in rags about him, his face torn and bleeding. And as they looked in amazement29 and affright, the man spoke30 and his voice was hoarse31 and weak, as of one who had wept many hours.
"I am a dying man," he said, "for I will expiate32 my guilt33 before to-morrow's sun rise upon the earth. But first I must confess before you what I have done, then if thou wilt slay34 me for it I shall rejoice, in that I shall be spared the further guilt of taking my own wretched life."
"Ben Obed!" cried Anat, with a sudden premonition of what he was about to confess.
"Yes, Ben Obed, apostate--false witness--false friend--murderer." And he poured out in rapid disjointed sentences the story of his part in that awful day's work. There was silence when he had finished, and the wretched man turned blindly as if to go away, but John laid a detaining hand upon his arm.
"Stay," he said, and there was the boundless35 love and forgiveness of Jesus in his voice. "Thou hast indeed sinned, and grievously, but he forgave thee at the last, even as did Christ when he prayed for them that slew36 him. And thinkest thou not that he would bid thee live--live to carry on the task which he has left unfinished?"
"I am unworthy," groaned38 Ben Obed.
"Which of us is worthy37?" said Peter. "Behold39, I denied the Lord himself with curses, yet he bade me care for the church, saying unto me, 'Simon, Simon, behold Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift40 you as wheat; but I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not. And when thou art converted strengthen thy brethren.' I wot that this word was not for me only, but for all them that have been tempted41 beyond that they can bear."
And when Ben Obed heard this, he fell on his knees weeping, and they all prayed with him that he might yet be restored and his sins forgiven. When presently he rose up, his face was full of hope. "Behold," he cried, "the Lord hath forgiven me, for the burden hath been eased from off my soul. Yet must I go away from this place whither the spirit shall lead me." Then he turned to Anat. "Canst thou also forgive?" he asked, and his voice trembled.
The maiden was silent, but only for a moment. She rose in her place, and stretched out her hand toward the young man. "I forgive thee," she said slowly, "as I know he would have me forgive."
Ben Obed kissed the extended hand humbly42, then he went away whither the Spirit led him, and no one of them saw his face more while they lived. But in after years John heard of one who preached Christ among the slaves of Alexandria, suffering many things for Christ's sake, and at the last dying beneath the scourge43. The name of this man was Ben Obed, so said the pilgrim who told the thing.
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psalm
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starry
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maiden
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contented
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wilt
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sublimer
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lamentation
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spoke
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expiate
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guilt
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groaned
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sift
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tempted
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humbly
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