The maid had been dismissed and Julia stood before the mirror in her large gas-lit bedroom, looking herself over carefully, without and within. She had sent for France, and there must be no weak points in her courage.
The vision in the mirror alone gave her courage (being as natural as a human being can be, she was still a vain little thing), and poised9 her spirit. After several consultations10 between herself, Ishbel, and the greatest French dressmaker in London, it had been decided11 that as this party would be her real introduction to society, and as she was little more than a girl in years, her gown must present a certain effect of simplicity12. Therefore was Julia arrayed in white tulle and lace, over clinging liberty satin, and embroidered13 with crystal as fine as diamond dust. With her tropical white skin and flame-colored hair, this skilful14 costume gave her a curiously15 elusive16 and spritelike appearance. She wore some of the Kingsborough jewels: a diamond tiara, not ridiculously large, and several ropes of pearls. Few eyes can compete with the brilliancy of diamonds, but Julia’s did, assisted by the black brows and lashes17 which most women preferred to believe were artificial. She was not an imposing18 figure, for her height was only five feet three and a half in her French slippers19, and her figure was still thin, although the bones of her neck and arms were covered; but as France entered the room he thought her quite the loveliest and daintiest creature in England.
“By God!” he cried, his heavy glassy eyes flashing. “You are rippin’! Never saw even you so well turned out.”
He had rushed forward, but Julia waved him back.
“You mustn’t touch me when I’m got up for the public,” she said imperiously. “You always muss my hair, and they will be coming in half an hour. I sent for you not to be admired, but because I have something to say to you.”
“Say?” repeated France, sulkily. His wife’s virginal coldness was one of her profoundest fascinations20, but submissive she should be, nevertheless. “What can you have to say?”
“I merely want to tell you the cost of this gown.”
“What do you mean?”
“That it cost a hundred pounds.”
“What—what—”
“Just double the amount you gave me. And the rest of my wardrobe, with which I am to do you and the duke credit this season, has cost twice as much more.”
“What in hell are you talking about?” France tried to thunder, but his breath was so short that he could only splutter. “How dare you?—”
“You never pay for your clothes until you have been summonsed a dozen times, why should I?”
“But I have to pay in the end! How dared you? I know how women can get on with a little money. Do you think I don’t know anything about ’em? Extravagant21 as the devil, all of you, but able to do on half what it costs a man to turn himself out, all the same. What are maids for? Every woman could make her own clothes if she tried. I told you—My God! My God! If my word ain’t law—a hundred pounds!”
He was waving his arms, and Julia moved out of their reach, although she continued to look him in the eyes. His were bloodshot. “I shall have everything I want, or need, so long as I live with you,” said his wife, deliberately22. “If you don’t want to pay for my clothes you can put me out. I could earn my living. Ishbel would teach me to trim hats.”
“You—you—”
France sat down, his mouth hanging open. Then with a curious instinctive23 movement he covered his face with his hand. When he removed it, his face, although still red, was closed and hard, and his eyes shone with a new desire.
“You’ve got a will of your own, young lady.”
“I have!”
“Well, by God, I’ll break it.”
“Try it.” Julia shook out her shimmering24 train.
“Three hundred pounds in one go!”
“Your income is two thousand a year, and you are practically at no expense.”
“It’s not your place to know what my income is, nor what I do with it.”
“But you see I do.”
France looked down, once more concealing25 his eyes. It was a part of his plan to show himself to the world as a devoted26 husband, to accept every invitation, save those for dances, to walk with his wife daily in the park, as soon as the fine weather began; in a word, to efface27 his past. He inferred that Julia had guessed something of this, and, having the whip hand, meant to use it. To antagonize her would be fatal. He longed to beat her: in fact, he felt a curious thrill at the prospect28; but between the duke and the world, his hands, for the present, at least, might as well be pulp29. He was amazed and bewildered to find that he had married something more than an exquisite30 bit of youth—conversation between them was almost unknown; and although it would be amusing to break her, he knew that he must temporize31 until the duke died. He believed that this happy event must occur before long, as the duke, fancying himself, under new medical advice, stronger than he had ever been, had overtaxed his frail32 constitution during the shooting season, and complained much of fatigue33 since his return to town. “By God!” he thought, “I’ll beat her the very day he dies.” And, although subtlety34 galled35 his abnormal vanity, he brought out in a fairly amiable36 tone:?—
“Look here, old girl, you mustn’t let me in too deep. Remember I’m not Kingsborough yet. It’s not that I can’t pay these three hundred pounds—although the truth is, I’m economizing37 to pay off old debts, many of them debts of honor—used to gamble a bit when I was in the navy. So, don’t let me in any deeper, and when the old boy chucks it, you shall have all you can spend.”
“Meanwhile, I wish four hundred a year,” said Julia, inexorably.
“Oh, I say! These things should last you for two years. I know women?—”
“You haven’t introduced them to me. If you don’t give me four hundred a year I’ll run into debt for that amount, and you are liable. I was married without being consulted. I don’t love you and never shall, but I submit to your demands, because it is my destiny. I am to be a duchess, and that is the end of it. Meanwhile, I shall get everything out of this tiresome38 life there is in it. You and my mother forced me into it, and I shall have compensations. I shall be as well dressed as any of the great ladies I am to associate with, many of whom I shall one day outrank. I shall see Ishbel and Bridgit just as often as I choose, and I shall buy all the books I want. I am going to job a brougham?—”
“No! Not much!”
“I am going to job a brougham, and if you forbid it, there will be trouble with Kingsborough. From something he said the other day I know he assumes that I have one already. He knows you can afford it. He uses that ark in the mews, and I don’t want it, anyhow. For a long time I thought I never should speak to you on the subject of money again; you hurt me so that time I asked for a few books; but I have thought it out, and the result is this: while I am determined39 to have what I need without asking you, I think it only fair to warn you. Besides, I should grow nervous waiting for the bills to come in, for row after row.”
“You are damned hard for a young ’un.”
“I am not hard. I have made up my mind. That is all there is to it.”
France’s face convulsed with passion, but once more he controlled himself, although his hands worked.
“If I give you four hundred a year, will you promise to let me in for no more, and to pay for the brougham?”
“I’ll not let you in for more, but you shall pay for the brougham.”
“By God! You look like an arum lily standing40 there, and you are a little red-headed she-devil! This is the first time any woman has ever got the best of me. I’ve always treated ’em like cats.”
He rushed out of the room, afraid to trust himself further, and Julia, horrified41 at life, while experiencing a certain zest42 at having ground her legal master under her heel and watched him squirm, marched out and took her place beside the duke and Lady Arabella Torrence at the head of the grand staircase.
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