Master Launce gave a well-feigned start of joyful7 surprise when, on opening the green door, he found Ethel waiting for him just inside it, although he had quite expected to find her there. An instant later she was imprisoned8 in his arms, while half-a-dozen passionate9 kisses were imprinted10 in quick succession on her flaming face. One cool kiss on a coyly proffered11 cheek was the utmost she had ever conceded her lover before. Never had he ventured to put his arms around her till to-day. When he released her she stood panting and indignant, and half inclined to cry. But Launce only looked at her with laughing eyes.
"I could not have helped it, darling, had it been to save my life," he said. "For one thing, it is your birthday, and surely on such an occasion a lover's kisses are the sweetest congratulations he can offer. And then, again, I am the bearer of good news. The need no longer exists for keeping our engagement a secret. I am here this afternoon to seek an interview with your aunts, and I trust that by the time we are a couple of days older all the world of St. Oswyth's will know that you and I are betrothed12."
Ethel did not reply; she had not yet recovered her equanimity13. They had turned, and were now sauntering slowly across the lawn. Launce's promise to at once seek an interview with her aunts had served to lift a weight off her heart, and yet she was conscious of a certain shrinking, not untinged with regret, now that the time had come when the secret of her engagement would be a secret no longer. It seemed to her as if the act of telling her aunts would serve to bind14 her irrevocably to a promise which till now she had felt in some vague sort of way she could have broken had she willed to do so. Now, however, that power would be lost to her for ever. For better for worse, she had accepted this man for her life partner, and she must abide15 by the result. She told herself that she ought to be very, very glad, and yet, somehow, there was no glow of gladness at her heart.
"I am given to understand," resumed Launce presently, "that nowadays young ladies are in the habit of looking for something on their birthdays much more substantial than mere16 kisses and good wishes. So, as I have no desire to be behind other people in such matters, I venture to offer this little trinket for your acceptance, in the hope that it may sometimes serve to remind you of the giver."
While speaking he had drawn from his pocket a pretty bracelet17 of novel design, having on it the letter 'E' formed with small diamonds and emeralds. Mr. Keymer senior had groaned18 in spirit while drawing the cheque to pay for it, but, for all that, he looked upon it as money well laid out. Taking Ethel's left hand in his, Launce proceeded to fix the bracelet round her wrist. Then raising his hat for a moment, he touched her fingers with his lips as respectfully as if she had been a princess. It was an effect which had been duly planned beforehand, as had also the apparently19 spontaneous embrace on which he had audaciously ventured at the moment of seeing her.
"It is exceedingly pretty, and you are very kind," murmured Ethel, as she let her eyes dwell for a moment on his. But, for all that, she felt as if the bracelet were a manacle.
"And now," resumed Launce, "the sooner I get over my formidable interview with your aunts, the better it will be for all concerned."
His words served like a shock to bring back to Ethel's mind all that had happened to her since the morning, which the events of the last few minutes had served temporarily to banish20, and to remind her of the painful duty she had still to perform. There was no way of escape. To have married Launce without having first made known to him as much of the story of her early life as was known to herself, would have been disloyal both to herself and him, and that was a possibility which did not find a moment's lodgment in her thoughts. All the same, the task she had set herself was none the less a hard one to fulfil.
But there was no time for hesitation21. Already Launce had come to a halt. In another moment he would have turned and bent22 his steps towards the house. She laid a detaining hand on his sleeve. "Before you see my aunts," she said in a slightly tremulous voice, "I have something of much importance to reveal to you--something of which I myself had no knowledge till this morning."
He turned on her a quick startled look. There was something in the way she had spoken which convinced him that it was no ordinary young lady's secret--such as the confession24 of some prior girlish romance--that was about to be told him. It was quite out of the question that this pure-eyed, candid-browed, fair young creature could have anything to reveal which could in any way affect his suit for her hand. It might be that her conscience--and that she had a very tender conscience he did not doubt--troubled her about some trivial sin of omission25, or commission, as to which she felt that she must take him into her confidence, but at which he, a man, could well afford to smile, and never give to it as much as a second thought.
The look of startled surprise merged26 into one of his brightest smiles. He pressed her hand as if to give her confidence. "Whatever may be the nature of what you have to tell me," he said, "you are at least assured beforehand of my sympathy, should you deem it worthy27 of acceptance."
She cast on him a grateful look. "Here is my favourite walk," she said. "Let us turn into it. It is the most secluded28 spot in the grounds, and, as a rule, the gardener and I have it all to ourselves."
It seemed as if she were pitifully desirous of delaying her revelation till the last possible moment. Now, however, she drew in her breath and took the plunge29 which could no longer be avoided. In brief but clear terms she proceeded to narrate30 to her astonished listener the details of that romantic episode of which she had been the baby heroine. She told him all as it had been told to her; she kept nothing back. Keymer listened with growing uneasiness. He had drawn one of her hands within his arm, and, as they strolled along, turning and retracing31 their steps from one end of the walk to the other, he pressed it gently to his side from time to time, as if to assure her that the sympathy he had promised her was hers in fullest measure.
There was a little space of silence after she had come to an end. He was turning over in his mind all that she had just told him, piecing together the different facts, and making of the narrative32 a connected whole. Had he formulated33 aloud the conclusion he presently arrived at, he would have stated it thus: "The old maids have all along been aware that the girl was no relative of theirs, and yet, with this knowledge clearly in their minds, they have chosen to make her their heiress; consequently, the simple fact of their having told her about certain things, which had previously34 been kept from her of set purpose, will in no way serve to alter the disposition35 of their property. She will still remain their heiress, and the world at large will not know otherwise than that she is their niece. Nothing will be changed."
Launce's brain worked nimbly on occasions of emergency, and the silence had not lasted more than half a minute before he flashed on Ethel one of his most seductive smiles. "Darling," he said, in tones the tenderest at his command, "what you have now told me will only serve, if that be possible, to make you dearer to me than you were before. I assure you that I appreciate to the full the confidence thus placed in me. It proves what you may perhaps think stood in no need of proof--that you have a genuine regard for me, and unless that warmer sentiment which I trust in your case is not wholly absent be based on regard and--and on some measure of esteem36, it can only be likened to one of those shallow-rooted plants which the first tempest infallibly uproots37."
Launce had an excellent memory, and his last sentence had been conveyed bodily from a novel he had lately been reading. "It is just the sort of trashy aphorism38 that Ethel would appreciate," he had said to himself, and he had resolved to retain it in his mind till a suitable occasion should arise for making use of it. After a scarcely perceptible pause, he resumed:
"I am afraid you wronged me somewhat in your thoughts in making your confession, if I may be allowed to call it so, seem such a measure of necessity. As if any love worthy of the name could be affected39, or lessened40, by the fact of your being the child of unknown parents, and owing all you possess to the kindness of others in no way bound to you by the ties of kindred! I trust, for the honour of my sex, there are not many men with whom such considerations would have more weight than a grain of sand."
He spoke23 with so much earnestness and with such a tone of conviction, that it was impossible for Ethel not to be impressed by his words. She glanced up into his face. He was certainly very good-looking, especially just now when his features were lighted up with what seemed to her like the glow of a chivalrous41 and high-souled passion. She told herself that he had never been so dear to her as at that moment. She felt that she almost loved him.
"It was not because I distrusted your affection that I told you what I did," she said gently, "but as a simple matter of right and justice, in view of the relations that exist between us."
"In any case, we may now regard it as an incident that is over and done with. For my part, I see no need for either you or I ever to refer to it again. And now, perhaps, I may be allowed to go in search of your aunts and explain to them the errand which has brought me here."
"Yes, you have my permission to go now," answered Ethel, with a smile that was born of a blush.
They turned in the direction of the house, parting at a point where the path divided in two. Keymer took the road to the right, which would bring him out close to the main entrance of Vale View. Ethel took the one to the left, and entered the house by way of the conservatory42, going straight to her own room, where she remained alone, lost in a tangled43 maze44 of thoughts in which the past, the present, and the future were inextricably mixed up, till Tamsin knocked at her door, an hour later, and brought her word that her aunts would like to see her in the drawing-room.
"And there's been a young man shut up with them for sixty minutes by the clock," added the elder woman as she glanced shrewdly at the girl. "I fancy it's young Mr. Keymer, the brewer's son. I hope he's not here on your account, honey. I had a good look at him when I took him in a cup of tea half an hour ago. (It's Charlotte's afternoon off, so I did the waiting myself.) He's fair enough to look upon, but, oh I my dearie, he's far too smooth-spoken for me--butter itself would hardly melt in his mouth: and why does he glance at you sideways out of the corners of his eyes when he thinks you're not looking? A man not to be trusted, for all his pleasant tongue. Have heed45 to an old woman's instinct, honey, and don't you have anything to do with him."
Ethel was too flustered46 to reply. She gave Tamsin a look which the latter was unable to interpret, and then ran quickly downstairs. She paused at the drawing-room door and pressed her hand to her side for a few seconds. Her heart was pulsating47 at railway speed. Tamsin's words rang in her ears. "A man not to be trusted." But she had trusted him and would trust him to the end! She drew herself up proudly, turned the handle of the door and went in.
It is to be borne in mind that the ladies of Vale View were already acquainted with young Keymer, they having met him at various social gatherings48 during the course of the last year or two. His good looks and debonnair manner had not failed to prepossess them in his favour, as they did nearly every one with whom he was brought in contact.
There was a small fire in the grate, for the spring evenings were still chilly49, and Launce was standing50 by it with one elbow resting on the chimney-piece. Ethel's eyes sought his face for a moment as she entered the room. One glance at it was enough to tell her that he had won the day.
Miss Matilda rose from her chair and met Ethel halfway51 across the room. Taking the girl's head between her hands, she drew it forward and imprinted a tender kiss on the pure young brow.
"My love, we congratulate you," she said simply, but her voice trembled, and the smile that accompanied her words was closely allied52 to tears.
"Can you ever forgive me for having kept it secret from you for four whole weeks?" demanded Ethel tremulously.
"My dear," replied Miss Matilda, with a touch of stateliness, "Mr. Keymer has already been good enough to explain that it was only by his express desire you consented to do so. He had his reasons. Not a word more is needed."
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