The letters were written during the memorable3 year 1876, marked by exciting political conventions and an even more exciting national election, and finally by the great Centennial Exposition. At this time Hearn was in his twenty-sixth year. He had been in the United States for nearly six years, and was at the time employed as a reporter on Mr. Murat Halstead's Cincinnati Commercial. Although he did not like this country and was at this time dreaming of returning some day to Europe, he had been trying for years to make a thoroughly4 competent newspaper reporter of himself. However, we gather from remarks in his letters that he was still regarded as only a minor5 member of the staff.
Among men his chief friend remained Mr. Watkin. If he had any friends among young women, he has left no record of them. He seems to have been more or less solitary6 always. He is constantly telling of his constraint7 in social gatherings8, of his inability to appear otherwise than cold to those around him. Life was indeed to him always a curious carnival9, in which one must be careful to keep on the mask, to guard the tongue lest one say something redounding10 to one's injury or discredit11.
With such characteristics, we are therefore at a loss to learn how his intimacy12 with the unknown began. It may have had its origin when some assignment in the line of newspaper duty took him to her home. One fancies the unknown must have had a keen eye for character and ability to discern anything unusual, anything love-worthy13, in the ill-dressed, somewhat ill-featured, shy, timid, little youth Hearn was at that time. It had not heretofore been his good fortune to attract. However that may be, the established fact of the friendship remains14.
The identity of the unknown is a secret. We are told that she was a woman of culture and refinement15; that she was possessed16 of some wealth; and, finally, that she was many years older than Hearn.
Mérimée has been referred to. The reference is forced upon us by Hearn himself. He mentions those famous "Lettres," and says he feels toward his "Dear Lady" as Mérimée did toward his "inconnue." The comparison is not exact. Indeed, it is rather a case of contrast. Like Mérimée, Hearn's motto seems to have been, with very rare exceptions, "Remember to distrust;" but, unlike Mérimée, Hearn was not a man of wealth and prominence18 and influence in his native land; unlike Mérimée, Hearn had not had all the advantages wealth and culture can give; unlike Mérimée, he had known, and was still destined19 to know, hard and bitter years.
With Mérimée, the French stylist par17 excellence20, impersonality21 was a passion. His was an impersonality that was broken down only in the famous "Lettres." Hearn, on the other hand, could not help injecting much of himself into his books. Nor does the contrast end there.
"For her first thoughts," as Walter Pater well says of the "Lettres" and the author's attitude toward the woman in the case, "Mérimée is always pleading, but always complaining that he gets only her second thoughts,—the thoughts, that is, of a reserved, self-limiting nature."
In the present collection of letters, the r?les are reversed. We gather from the letters that it was Hearn who never let himself go, who always kept himself under cautious restraint, and that it was the woman who resented these second thoughts, these promptings of careful meditations22 rather than of fresh, warm impulses.
In Mérimée the ardent23 lover alternated with the severe critic. He quarrelled with the unknown and then had reconciliations24, until at last the old love passed away into a form of calm friendship. In the meantime he packed his letters with keen criticisms of books, society, politics, arch?ology, noted25 people,—everything that interested a citizen of the world.
In Hearn we have the lonely little egotist, writing mainly about himself. In his appreciation26 of a woman's friendship and his pride in her cordial admiration27, he expands and reveals some part of his own thoughts, beliefs, studies. For the rest, the connection, on his side at least, seems to have been one of platonic28 friendship. The lady was more or less existing, Hearn being constantly occupied in explaining away what she was quick to fancy were slights.
She would seem to have been even more sensitive than he. To speak plainly, too, there is a note of evasion29 in his letters; despite his appreciation of her, he seems to have seized upon his newspaper work as an excuse for preventing their friendship becoming something more intimate. He kept things—at least in his letters—upon a very formal plane. He was to the recipient30, one fancies, provokingly distant in his "Dear Lady" form of address. There was an ominous31 sign in the constant reference to letters returned or unopened. Indeed, there finally came the breach32 that in the nature of things was inevitable33, and then all his letters were returned to him.
The young man did not destroy them. Shortly afterwards he departed for the South. It is not a little strange that in all the years in New Orleans that followed—lean years and fat, years of bitter poverty and of comparative prosperity—Hearn preserved this batch34 of letters intact. When nearing the age of forty and close to that period when he was to sail for Japan, the more or less matured man passed judgment35 upon the letters of his youth, found them good, and placed them in the keeping of his friend. He told Mr. Watkin to do with the faded missives what he deemed best. In some fashion he would seem to have felt that he was yet destined to accomplish something in the world of literature, and to have proudly thought that some day even these boyish screeds would be eagerly read.
As for these letters, as with most of Hearn's missives, they were for the most part undated,—written hurriedly on any kind of paper, often on mere36 scraps37.
He places himself before us as the "Oriental by birth and half by blood;" as a lad destined for Catholicism, and, instead of that, savagely38 attacking the religion of his mother. We have hints of the hard measure the world had dealt him and how he felt like a barbarian39 beyond the pale of polite society. He confesses himself ill at ease among the cultivated classes, and we dimly feel that there were in those years, before he came to Cincinnati, days so bitter that they left a permanent mark. Without religious faith, going to the boyish extreme of lightly attacking Christianity, he imagined himself ready to become a sort of ?sthetic pagan, worshipping Venus and the other gods of the antique world. As antagonistic41 to accepted pulpit teaching, he read Darwin, and pompously42 and not a little solemnly announced, "I accept Darwin fully43."
Perhaps no inconsiderable portion of this paganism was caused by his youthful worship of Swinburne. All young men in the late sixties and early seventies, with an ear for verbal music and magic, were swearing allegiance to the bard44 of the famous "Poems and Ballads45." Indeed, one feels that Hearn would have been a poet himself, had he but been gifted with the faculty46 of rhyme. Much of the other equipment of the poet was his in abundant measure,—the love of beauty, the love of lovely words, the joy in the manifold things of nature and art.
Speaking of Swinburne brings us to his reading, and we catch a glimpse of that little shelf of treasured books,—Balzacand Gautier and Rabelais in the French; Poe, to be sure; and—strange choice—the poems of Mr. Thomas Bailey Aldrich.
In these "Letters to a Lady" there is comparatively little discussion of literary subjects, save the mention of the fact that he is reading, always reading. Of literary criticism there is but little. In one letter, indeed, we do get a reference to the character of the Sultana of Aldrich's "Cloth of Gold," but this is a moral rather than a literary discussion. The sign that he was ranging far afield among other men's works, and also the hint of the writer that was to be, is given in little sentences dropped half unconsciously here and there,—sentences that to the student of Hearn's letters seem to be characteristic of his ways of thought, as when he says, "Somehow the ghosts of the letters I write by night laugh in my face by day;" or when he speaks of his horror of crowds and compares it to the terror of the desert camel being urged toward the white walls and shining minarets47 of the city beyond the desert; or when, curiously48 enough, he speaks of himself as seeming like a lizard49 in the July sun, a very similar turn of thought having been employed by Flaubert in one of his letters, which Hearn had probably never read, even though he did once plan a translation from that author.
It is only necessary in conclusion to call attention to one more letter in this section. As a matter of plain prose it would seem that the lady had complained of the coldness and the dubious50 tone of some of Hearn's letters and had returned them to him. In response he wrote to her a fable51 of a Sultan and a neighboring Sultana. He told how the Sultana complained of the Sultan's messengers, and how the Sultan committed them to death by fire. The lady was supposed, from this pretty fable, to draw the conclusion that Hearn's letters had been destroyed by their author. From the collection herewith appended, it can be seen that the fabulist availed himself of poetic52 license53.
I
Dear Friend: Your last kind letter makes me in some sort ashamed of my diffidence and coldness. Yet you must be aware how peculiarly I feel myself situated,—constrained, watched everywhere by a hundred eyes that know me, hemmed55 in with conventionalities of which I only know the value sufficiently56 to have my nerves on a perpetual strain through fear of breaking them. I am not by nature cold,—quite the reverse, indeed, as many a bitter experience taught me; and I beg you to attribute my manner rather to overcaution than to indifference57 to the feelings of others. Why, do not we all wear masks in this great carnival mummery of life, in which we all dance and smile disguisedly, until the midnight of our allotted58 pleasure time comes; and the King-Skeleton commands, "Masks off—show your skulls"? I am afraid you do not understand [me]; or rather, I feel sure you do not wholly,—for you have had little opportunity. You have only seen me on my best behavior; perhaps you might think less of me under other circumstances, but never think me a chilly60 phantom61, though you may occasionally see me only as the Shadow of that which I really am. Have I been rude? Try to forgive my rudeness. It was involuntary.... I think I understood your letters; and I did not form any opinion therefrom, I feel sure, which you would not have liked. I wish I could be less strained and conventional in company. Will try my best to do better. Sincerely,
L. Hearn
II
Dear Friend and Lady (if I may so call you): Do not suppose that when I delay answering one of your kind letters, the tardiness62 is attributable to neglect: or forgetfulness or inappreciation of your favor. I thoroughly feel—and feel keenly—every kind word or thought you have expressed or felt forme; I have never rendered you, it is true, a single compliment worthy of those I have received,—but only because I was sure that you understood my feelings better than if I had expressed them; I never write altogether as I think, partly because I am not naturally demonstrative, and while capable of more than ordinary sensitive feeling, I have a kind of reluctance63 to take off what I might term my little mask. Don't hesitate to scold me, as you threaten, should you think I deserve it....
I have been busy all day among noisy crowds of enthusiastic Catholics; and I shudder64 at the thought of entering a crowd at all times, just as the desert camel shudders65 when his driver urges him toward the white walls and the shining minarets of a city sparkling beyond the verge66 of the silent yellow waste. Consequently I was not able to write till late; and even now I am not in a good writing humor. One's skull59 becomes peopled with Dreams and Fantastic Things just before daybreak; and if you notice aught foolish or absurd in these lines, please attribute them to that weird67 influence which comes on us all—
"in the dead vast and middle of the night."
I must make one more visit to the Central Police Station ere cockcrow,—poetically speaking.
Sincerely,
Laf. Hearn
III
Cincinnati, Thursday, 27, 1876
Dear Lady: I return by mail the very interesting letters which you kindly68 left for my perusal69; also, the list of Mr.'s collection, whereof I have taken a copy. The other collectors are so slow in preparing their lists that I fear I shall not be able to publish a full account of their contributions to the World's Exposition for several days yet.... I am very thankful for your assistance in obtaining information regarding these things.
As an English subject, and one who feels a kind of home interest in European news, you may feel assured that the letters from beyond the "great water" interested me extremely.
The author gives a pleasant, realistic, and entertaining picture of the brilliant social affair whereof her letter treats; and her account would have done credit to most foreign newspaper correspondents, speaking from a journalistic point of view....
Believe me very respectfully yours,
L. Hearn
IV
There is a fragment in which is taken up the matter of invitations he has refused. It is chiefly interesting because of his expressed desire to return to Europe:
"I daily receive and pay no attention whatever to other invitations, because I know my presence is only desired for journalistic favors; but with you I regret to be unable to accept them quite as much as you could. In speaking of impulses, I refer merely to sudden actions without preparation,—such as your first note of yesterday; or your action on fancying that I had been talking too much; or your becoming vexed70 at me for what I could not help. You ought to know that I would do anything in my power to please you or to accommodate you....
"Let me also take this opportunity of thanking you for those books again. I have been very much fascinated by one of them and have not only read but re-read it. It is seemingly by some strange fatuity71 that your little invitations have latterly fallen on busy days. Last week it was all work; and this week I have had a very easy time of it. You looked at me yesterday as if I had done you some injury, and you hated to see me. If you go to Europe, my best wishes go with you. I hope to return there, and leave this country forever some day in the remote future.
"Do not be offended at my letter.
"L. H."
V
In a letter dated "Thursday p. m., 1876" we find him apologizing for some breach of etiquette72. He then, as usual, complains of the newspaper man's lot:
"This afternoon I received your kind note. One of the misfortunes of a journalistic existence is the inability of a newspaper man to fulfil an appointment, meet an engagement, or definitely accept an invitation not immediately connected with his round of regular duty, as he may at any moment be ordered to the most outlandish places in the pursuit of news. I think, however, that I may safely accept your kind invitation to dine with you on Sunday at one o'clock p. m., and also to ride out to Avondale. Nothing could give me greater pleasure; the more so as Sunday is an inordinately73 dull day in the newspaper sphere. I will certainly be on hand unless something very extraordinary should intervene to prevent; and in such event I shall endeavor to inform you beforehand, so as not to cause you any trouble.
"I remain, dear Lady,
"Very respectfully,
"L. Hearn"
VI
Cincinnati, Friday, 1876 DEAR LADY: I very much regret that I should have inadvertently worded my last note in so clumsy a manner as to make it appear that in accepting your kind invitation I was prospectively74 interested in nothing but "items" and thankful only for the opportunity of obtaining news. In mentioning that I was especially glad to accept your invitation on Sunday, "as it is an especially dull day for news," I simply meant that I would find more leisure time on Sunday than upon any other day in the week; and would thus feel more pleasure in making a call without being worried by office business. I hope you will therefore consider my rudeness the result of hurried writing and clumsy phraseology rather than of deliberate ignorance.
If it be agreeable to you, I will call upon you at 1 p. m. on Sunday as per invitation. I cannot definitely say, however, what I could do in the way of writing an account of other collections than what have already been spoken of, inasmuch as I am, you know, only a reporter in the office, and subject to orders from the City Editor.
As I have not written any letters except of a business character for several years, please to excuse any apparent lack of courtesy in my note. I am apt to say something malapropos without intending. I remain,
Very respectfully yours,
Lafcadio Hearn
VII
Dear Lady: Excuse my tardiness in replying to your kind and, may I say, too complimentary77 letter; for I scarcely deserve the courteous78 interest you have expressed in regard to myself. Also let me assure you that you are very much mistaken in fancying that I am so used to all kinds of people as to feel no pleasure in such introductions as that of Sunday evening. The fact is that I was very much pleased; but am so poor a hand at compliments that I feared even to express to Miss —— the pleasure I felt in her songs and playing, to wish you many happy returns of your birthday, or to hint how well I enjoyed the conversation of your lady sister. I have not visited out since I was sixteen,—nine years ago; have led a very hard and extraordinary life previous to my connection with the press,—became a species of clumsy barbarian,—and in short for various reasons considered myself ostracized79, tabooed, outlawed80. These facts should be sufficient to explain to you that I am not used to all sorts of people,—not to the cultivated class of people at all, and feel all the greater pleasure in such a visit as that referred to....
I have not had time yet to conclude the entertaining volume of travel you kindly sent me, but have read sufficient to interest me extremely. I find a vast number of novel and hitherto unpublished facts,—the results of more than ordinarily keen observation in the work. If I were reviewing the book, I might feel inclined to take issue with the author in respect: to his views concerning the work of the missionaries81 in Tahiti,—who have been, you know, most severely82 criticised by radically83 minded observers; but the writer's pictures are clearly defined, realistic, and powerfully drawn84. I must not waste your time, however, with further gossip just now.
Believe me, dear Lady,
Very respectfully yours,
L. Hearn
VIII
Dear Lady: I am not so insusceptible to such pretty flattery as yours, even though I think it undeserved, as to feel otherwise than pleased. Of course I am vain enough to be gratified at anything good said of me by you or your friends. In regard to enjoying music and flowers, I would only say that I love everything beautiful, and can only look at the social, ethical85, or natural world with the eyes of a pagan rather than a Christian40, revering86 the heathen philosophy of ?sthetic sense; and surely so must all who truly love the antique loveliness of the Antique World, which deified all fair things and worshipped only those beauties of form and sense whereof it brought forth87 the highest types. But to speak truly, I am afraid of parties; one's nerves are ever on a painful strain in the effort to be agreeable, in the fear of doing something gauche88, and in the awful perplexity of searching for compliments which must fall on the ear as vapid89 and commonplace,—vanity and vexation of spirit. Indeed, I much enjoyed the little party the other night, because it was a home circle; and I did not feel as though people were scrutinizing90 my face, my manners, my dress, or criticising my words with severe mental criticism, or making the awful discovery that I "had hands" and did not know what to do with them.
I did not tell you when my vacation should commence, because I did not know myself; indeed, I do not yet know. Our vacations generally commence about June, when each one in turn takes a couple or three weeks' travel and rest; but as I am the youngest and freshest (in the sense of inexperience) of the staff, I suppose I will have to wait my turn until the others have decided91. Some like to escape the hot weather. I love hot weather,—the hotter the better. I feel always like a lizard in the July sun; and when the juice of the poison plants is thickest and the venomous reptiles92 most active, then I, too, feel life most enjoyable, as "Elsie Venner" did. Therefore I may have to wait for my vacation till the golden autumn cometh; but I will endeavor to get away so soon as I can, and will let you know just so soon as I know myself.
Very respectfully yours, dear Lady,
Lafcadio Hearn
IX
Cincinnati, May 9, 1876
DEAR LADY: I am at once gratified and surprised to find that my little article should have given you so much pleasure. Had I not been very busy with a mass of matter-of-fact work last evening, I should have done better justice to Mr.——'s splendid collection. That was a very unfortunate mistake of mine in regard to his name, but I shall try to correct it.
In regard to mentioning Mr.——'s name,
I desire to say to you, in strict confidence, that I purposely omitted it for prudential reasons. Newspapers are very jealous of their employés in the matter of giving compliments; and I feared that further mention just at this time might render it all the more difficult for me to do you a reportorial kindness on some future occasion. This may seem odd; but one outside the newspaper circle can have no idea how particular newspaper proprietors94 are.
With regard to my article, dear Lady, I would say, in reply to your kind query95, that you are welcome to use it as you please. I only-regret the lack of time to have improved it before it appeared in the Commercial. My love for things Oriental need not surprise you, as I happen to be an Oriental by birth and half by blood.
I cannot definitely answer you in regard to the prospective75 country visit, so courteously96 proposed, until I see you again or hear from you. I fear I shall have to postpone97 the pleasure until the regular reporters' vacation time,—that is, if it should necessitate98 absence from duty for any considerable length of time. However, you can explain further when I again have the pleasure of seeing you; and if I can possibly get away, I will be only too glad of so pleasant a holiday.
Very respectfully and gratefully,
L. Hearn
X
Dear Lady: If I disappointed you last evening, be sure that I myself was much more disappointed, especially as I had to pass within a stone's throw of your house without going in. I believe that if you only knew how frightfully busy we all are, you would have postponed99 the invitation until next week, when I shall have some leisure and hope to see you. I had expected up to the last moment to be able to call, if only for an hour; but a sudden appointment put it out of my power. The convention is keeping us all as busy as men can be.
I see you returned my letter. I know it was not a satisfactory one. Somehow the ghosts of the letters I write by night laugh in my face by day. I either talk too freely or write too hurriedly. I will not certainly give your books away, for I prize them highly and am delighted with them. I had thought they were only lent. They now nestle on my book-shelf along with a copy of Balzac's "Contes Drolatiques," illustrated100 by Doré, Gautier's most Pre-Raphael and wickedest work, Swinburne, Edgar Poe, Rabelais, Aldrich, and some other odd books which form my library. I generally read a little before going to bed.
I hope to visit your farm indeed, but the journalist is a creature who sells himself for a salary. He is a slave to his master, and must await the course of events.
No; you must not pity me or feel sorry for me. What would you do if I were to write you some of my up-and-down experiences and absurdities101? And you cannot be of service to me except I were suddenly to lose everything and not know where to turn. Now I am doing very well, and would be doing better but for an escapade....
Of course I will write you in P—; I should like nothing better, feeling towards you like Prosper Mérimée to his "inconnue." I wish I could make my letters equally interesting.
I do not think that I am unfortunate in life, and yet I have done everything to make me so. If you only knew some of my follies102, you would cease perhaps to like me. Some day I will confide93 some of my oddities to you. But don't think me unfortunate because I am a skeptic103.
Skepticism is hereditary104 on my father's side. My mother, a Greek woman, was rather reverential; she believed in the Oriental Catholicism,—the Byzantine fashion of Christianity which produced such hideous106 madonnas and idiotic-looking saints in stained glass. I think being skeptical107 enables one to enjoy life better,—to live like the ancients without thought of the Shadow of Death. I was once a Catholic,—at least, my guardians108 tried to make me so, but only succeeded in making me dream of all priests as monsters and hypocrites, of nuns109 as goblins in black robes, of religion as epidemic110 insanity111, useful only in inculcating ethics112 in coarse minds by main force. Afterwards it often delighted me to force a controversy113 upon some priest, deny his basis of belief, and find him startled to discover that he could not attempt to establish it logically.
You say, "What else is there" but faith to make life pleasant? Why, the majority of things that faith despises. I fancy if one will only try to analyze114 the amount of comfort derived115 from Christianity by himself, he will find the candid116 answer. Whence come all our arts, our loves, our luxuries, our best literature, our sense of manhood to do and dare, our reverence117 or respect: for Woman, our sense of beauty, our sense of humanity? Never from Christianity. From the antique faiths, the dead civilizations, the lost Greece and Rome, the warrior-creed of Scandinavia, the Viking's manhood and reverence for woman,—his creator and goddess. Yet all faiths surely have their ends in shaping and perfecting this electrical machine of the human mind, and preparing the field of humanity for a wider harvest of future generations, long after the worms, fed from our own lives, have ceased to writhe118 about us, as the serpents writhe among the grinning masks of stone on the columns of Persepolis.
How you must be bored by so long a letter!
[The letter is signed by a drawing of the raven119, familiar in the letters to Mr. Watkin.]
XI
Dear Lady: There once lived an Eastern Sultan who reigned120 over a city fairer than far Samarcand. He dwelt in a gorgeous palace of the most bizarre and fantastically beautiful Saracenic design,—columns of chalcedony and gold-veined quartz121, of onyx and sardonyx, of porphyry and jasper, upheld fretted122 arches of a fashion lovelier than the arches of the Mosque123 of Cordova There were colonnades124 upon colonnades, domes125 rising above courts where silver fountains sang the songs of the Water-Spirit; here were minarets whose gilded126 crescents kissed the azure127 heaven; there were eunuchs, officers, executioners, viziers, odalisques, women graceful128 of form as undulating flame.
In a neighboring kingdom dwelt a sultry-eyed Sultana,—a daughter of sunrise, shaped of fire and snow, impulsive129, generous, and far more potent130 than the Sultan. Either desired to become the friend of the other, but either feared to cross the line of purple hills which separated the kingdom. But they held communication by messengers. The Sultana's messengers always spoke76 the truth, yet scarcely spoke plainly, having great faith in diplomatic suggestion rather than in blunt and forcible utterance131. The Sultan's messengers, on the other hand, only spoke half of the truth, being fearful lest their words should be overheard by the keen ears of men who desired that no courtesies should be exchanged between their mistress and her neighboring brother. At last the Sultana became wroth with a great wrath132 at the messengers, forasmuch as they conversed133 only in enigmas134, the Sultana being apparently135 quite unable to imagine why they should so speak. Therefore the Sultana bound the messengers, stripped them naked, and, placing them in bags, despatched them by a camel caravan136 to the Sultan, expressing much anger at the conduct of the messengers. The Sultan, being alarmed at the detention137 of his messengers, knowing their proverbial loquacity138, and fearing they had turned traitors139, thanked Allah for their return, and swore by the Beard of his Father that ere sunrise they should die the death of cravens, inasmuch as they had not fulfilled their duty satisfactorily. He decided that they should be burnt with fire, and their ashes cast into the waters of the great river—
"sweeping140 down
Past carven pillars, under tamarisk groves141
To where the broad sea sparkled."
"Kara-Mustapha," exclaimed the Sultan to his trusty vizier, "I desire the death of these dogs. May their fathers' graves be everlastingly142 defiled143! Let them be burnt even as we burn the bones of the unclean beast. Let them be consumed in the furnaces of thy kitchen, that my viands144 may partake of a sweeter flavor." And so they died.
Meanwhile the Sultana repented145 of her wrath against the messengers, and despatched a sable146 eunuch in all haste to save them. But the eunuch arrived before midday, while the prince was yet in his harem dreaming of satiny-skinned houris and the flowers of the valley of Nourjahad, the fruits of the golden-leaved vines of Paradise, and the honeyed lips of the daughters of the prophet, which make mad those who kiss them with the madness of furious love. And the prince, being aroused by his favorite odalisque, lifted up his eyes and beheld147 the eunuch there standing148 with a message from the Sultana. And reading the message he fell from the tapestried149 couch upon the floor, exclaiming, "May all the Ghouls devour150 my father's bones, and may they tear and devour me when next I visit my mother's grave! By the beard of Allah, those messengers are not; they have died the dog's death, and have vanished even as the smoke of a narghile vanisheth." And a soft wind from the sensuous151 rosy-skied South toyed and caressed152 the volatile153 dust of the bones of the messengers; the dust fructified154 flowers of intoxicating155 perfume, and the spirit of the messengers melted into the glory of Paradise. There is but one God—Mahomet is his prophet. [This is signed by a crescent and with L and H interwoven.]
XII
Dear Lady: I felt glad for divers156 reasons on receiving your letter and the little parcel,—firstly, because I felt that you were not very angry at my foolish fable; and secondly157, because I always feel happy on having something nice to read. I had already read considerable of Darwin's "Voyages;" but just now I happened to desire a work of just that kind in order to educate myself in regard to certain ethnological points. I accept Darwin fully.
I do not believe in God—neither god of Greece nor of Rome nor any other god. I do indeed revere105 Woman as the creator, and I respect—yes, I almost believe in—the graceful Hellenic anthropomorphism which worshipped feminine softness and serpentine158 fascination159 and intoxicating loveliness in the garb160 of Venus Anadyomene. Yes, I could almost worship Aphrodite arisen, were there another renaissance161 of the antique paganism; and I feel all through me the spirit of that exquisite162 idolatry expressed in Swinburne's ode to "Our Lady of Pain." But I do not believe in Christ or in Christianity,—the former is not a grand character in my eyes, even as a myth; the latter I abhor163 as antagonistic to art, to nature, to passion, and to justice. As Théophile Gautier wrote, "I have never gathered passionflowers on the rocks of Calvary; and the river which flows from the flank of the Cross, making a crimson164 girdle about the world, has never bathed me with its waves."
I always take good care of books, and will return these you have so kindly lent me in a week or two.
Dear Lady, I am very anxious to be able to write that I have a week's freedom or a fortnight's holiday; and I promise you to let you know as soon as possible. But as yet I cannot leave my dull office,—the convention keeps us awfully165 busy. I would see you very often were it possible; but I never have more than a few hours' leisure daily.
XIII
I have still your letter,—I fancied it might be asked for again, but I do not like to return it, dear Lady,—I had rather make a Gheber sacrifice, and immolate166 Eros, a smiling and willing victim, to the White Lord of Fire.
No, I did not think the Sultana wicked; for I hold naught167 in human action to be evil save that which brings sorrow or pain to others. But even suppose the Sultana wicked for the sake of argument: her pretty and yet needless apology for the supposed mischief168 done was so tender, delicate, and uniquely fantastic that it would have earned the pardons supplicated169 for by ten thousand such peccadilloes170. I could not forget it any more than I could forget the curves about the carved lips of the sweet Medicean Venus; it was a psychical171 blush of which the peculiar54 ruddiness made one long to see its twin.
This morning I found within my room a perfumed parcel, daintily odorous, containing diverse wonderful things, including a crystal vessel172 of remarkably173 peculiar design, very beautiful and very foreign. I thought of filling it with black volcanic174 wines, choleric175 and angry wine, in order to stimulate176 my resolution to the point of chiding177 the sender right severely. But the style of the vessel forbade; it was ruddily clear in the stained design, and icily brilliant elsewhere; it suggested the cold purity of a northern land,—fresh sea-breezes, fair hair, coolness of physical temperature. I concluded that nothing stronger than good brown ale would look at home therein; and this beverage178 provoketh good-nature.
I don't know how to reproach the author of this present properly. I shall not attempt it now. But I will certainly beg and entreat179 that I may not be favored with any more such kindnesses. I don't merit them, and feel the reverse of pleasant by accepting them. Why I don't know, but I never like to get presents some way or other. It is remarkably odd and pretty; so was the letter which accompanied it.
XIV
Dear Lady: Notwithstanding your threat to leave my letters unopened, I will venture to write you a few lines. I think that you have misjudged me; and while fancying that I was treating you unkindly, you actually treated me somewhat unfairly,—without, of course, intending it. You have acted throughout, or nearly so, upon sudden impulse, which was injudicious; and when you found me acting180 in the opposite extreme, the necessary lack of sympathy in our actions prompted you to believe that I was "heartless." Now I can fully sympathize with your impulsiveness181 because I have had similar impulses; but I have been forced to control such impulses by the caution learned of unpleasant experiences. I will run no risks that could involve you or me,—especially you. I did not for one instant (and you only asserted the contrary through a spirit of mischievous182 reproach) think that I could not trust you with my letters. But I could not trust the letters....
I did not accept your last invitation only because I could not: it was of all weeks the busiest. I did not visit your home yesterday, because I had an assignment at the same hour in the east end, for the purpose of examining a smoke-consumer. If you had written me the day before, I could have made proper arrangements to come. You must think me capable of a little meanness to suppose that I would be discourteous183 enough to desire a revanche for your impulsive expression of an impulse. I understand why you returned my letter, and I could not feel offended.
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Dear Lady: You must not ask me to forgive you, because I have nothing to forgive; and you must not speak of my being angry with you, because I was not angry with you at all. I wrote sharply, and perhaps disagreeably, because I felt that to do so would most speedily relieve you from your embarrassment184; and sympathized sufficiently with your error to suffer with you. I entered into your feelings much more thoroughly, I believe, than you had any idea of, and I only deferred185 writing last night because I was fairly tired out with hard work. I have made many mistakes similar to yours; and felt similar regrets; and felt my face burn as though pricked186 with ten thousand needles, even when lying in bed in the dark, to think that a friend had betrayed some tender little confidence which might be turned into sinister187 ridicule188. I was very, very sorry to feel that you had suffered similarly.
So, dear Lady, I feel generally very reluctant to unbosom myself on paper, not knowing who might behold189 the exposition, and sneer190 at it without being capable of understanding it. We all have two natures,—the one is our every-day garb of mannerism191; the other we strived to keep draped, like a snow-limbed statue of Psyche192, half guarded from un?sthetic eyes by a semi-diaphanous veil. This veiled nature is delicate as the wings of a butterfly, the gossamer193 web visible only when the sunlight catches it, or the frost-flowers on a window-pane. It will bear no rude touches—no careless handling. It is tenderer than the mythic blossom which bled when plucked, and its very tenderness enhances its capacity for suffering.
You may hear many things which on the impulse of the moment might affect you unpleasantly; but you need never yield to such an impulse. I am very well known in the city; and you might often hear people speak of me, but you must not think foolish things, or dream annoying dreams therefor....
What a funny little bundle of pretty contradictions your letter is! How can I answer it? By word of pen? No, not at all. I must only say that I like you quite as much—well, at least nearly as much—as you say that you wish. I won't say "quite," because I don't know myself, and how can I yet know you?
Ionikoe
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Dear Lady,—I remember having once been severely chided by a hoary194 friend of mine—a white-bearded Mentor195—because I had just received a present from a friend, and had impulsively196 exclaimed, "Do tell me what I shall give him in return!" "Give in return!" quoth Mentor. "What for?—to destroy your little obligations of gratitude197?—to insult your friend by practically intimating that you believe he expected something in return? Don't send him anything save thanks." Well, I didn't. But when I received your exquisite little gift this morning, I thought of writing, "How can I return your kindness," &c.; and now, calling my old friend's advice to mind, I shall only say, "Thanks, dear Lady." Still, flowers and me [sic] have so little in common, that much as I love them, I feel I ought not to be near them,—just as one who loves a woman so passionately198 that his dearest wish is to kiss her footprints; or as Kingsley's Norseman, who threw himself at the feet of the fair-haired priestess, crying, "Trample199 on me! spit on me! I am not worthy to be trod upon by your feet." Of course this is an extravagant200 simile201; but the nature of a man is so coarse and rude compared with the fragrance202 and beauty of the flowers, that he feels in a purer atmosphere when they are breathing perfume about him. Flowers do seem to me like ghosts of maidens203, like "that maid whom Gwydion made by glamour204 out of flowers."
Just fancy!—I was smoking a very poor cigar when the basket of blossoms came up to my rooms; and the odor of tobacco in the presence of the flowers seemed sacrilegious. I felt like the toad205 in Edgar Fawcett's poem. Perhaps you do not know that little poem, as it has not yet been published in book form. So I will quote it; but do not think me sentimental206.
"To a Toad
"Blue dusk, that brings the dewy hours,
Brings thee, of graceless form in sooth,
Dark stumbler at the roots of flowers;
Flaccidy inert207, uncouth208.
"Right ill can human wonder guess
'Thy meaning or thy mission here,
Gray lump of mottled clamminess—
With that preposterous209 leer!
"But when I see thy dull bulk where
Luxurious210 roses bend and burny
Or some slim lily lifts to air
Her frail211 and fragrant212 urn,—
"Of these, among the garden ways,
So grim a watcher dost thou seem
That I, with meditative213 gaze
Look down on thee and dream
"Of thick-lipped slaves, with ebon skin,
That squat214 in hideous dumb repose215
And guard the drowsy216 ladies in
Their still seraglios"
And talking of little roses, luxurious roses, I like them because of the fancies they evoke217; their leaves and odor seem of kinship to the lips and the breath of a fair woman,—the lips of a woman humid with fresh kisses as the heart of the rose is humid with dews,—lips curled like the petals218 of the pink flower, recalling those of Swinburne's "Faustine"—
"Curled lips, long since half kissed away,
Still sweet and keen"
Dear lady, you sent me a very ?sthetic present; and I fear I have written you a very sentimental letter. But if you don't want such effusions, you must not send me such flowers. I received your last few lines, and feel much relieved to find I have not offended you by my foolish letter. I cannot sit down late at night without saying something outrageous219; and I must be possessed by the Devil of Heterophemy.
Very sincerely yours,
L. Hearn
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138 loquacity | |
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139 traitors | |
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142 everlastingly | |
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143 defiled | |
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146 sable | |
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151 sensuous | |
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155 intoxicating | |
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156 divers | |
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157 secondly | |
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158 serpentine | |
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159 fascination | |
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160 garb | |
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161 renaissance | |
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162 exquisite | |
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163 abhor | |
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164 crimson | |
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165 awfully | |
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166 immolate | |
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167 naught | |
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168 mischief | |
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169 supplicated | |
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170 peccadilloes | |
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173 remarkably | |
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174 volcanic | |
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175 choleric | |
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176 stimulate | |
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177 chiding | |
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178 beverage | |
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179 entreat | |
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180 acting | |
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181 impulsiveness | |
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182 mischievous | |
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183 discourteous | |
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184 embarrassment | |
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185 deferred | |
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187 sinister | |
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188 ridicule | |
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189 behold | |
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190 sneer | |
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191 mannerism | |
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192 psyche | |
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193 gossamer | |
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194 hoary | |
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195 mentor | |
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197 gratitude | |
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199 trample | |
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200 extravagant | |
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201 simile | |
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203 maidens | |
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205 toad | |
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206 sentimental | |
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207 inert | |
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208 uncouth | |
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209 preposterous | |
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210 luxurious | |
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211 frail | |
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212 fragrant | |
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213 meditative | |
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214 squat | |
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215 repose | |
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216 drowsy | |
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217 evoke | |
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218 petals | |
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