The very first day we arrived at Port-au-Prince, Césarine said to me, with more shyness than I had ever yet[Pg 20] seen her exhibit, "If you wouldn't mind it, Harry13, I should like to go at once, this morning—and see my grandmother."
I started with astonishment14. "Your grandmother, Césarine!" I cried incredulously. "My darling! I didn't know you had a grandmother living."
"Yes, I have," she answered, with some slight hesitation15, "and I think if you wouldn't object to it, Harry, I'd rather go and see her alone, the first time at least, please dearest."
In a moment, the obvious truth, which I had always known in a vague sort of fashion, but never thoroughly16 realized, flashed across my mind in its full vividness, and I merely bowed my head in silence. It was natural she should not wish me to see her meeting with her Haitian grandmother.
She went alone through the streets of Port-au-Prince, without inquiry17, like one who knew them familiarly of old, and I dogged her footsteps at a distance unperceived, impelled18 by the same strange fascination19 which had so often driven me to follow Césarine wherever she led me. After a few hundred yards, she turned out of the chief business place, and down a tumbledown alley20 of scattered21 negro cottages, till she came at last to a rather better house that stood by itself in a little dusty garden of guava-trees and cocoa-nuts. A rude paling, built negro-wise of broken barrel-staves, nailed rudely together, separated the garden from the compound next to it. I slipped into the compound before Césarine observed me, beckoned22 the lazy negro from the door of the hut, with one finger placed as a token of silence upon my lips, dropped a dollar into his open palm, and stood behind the paling, looking out into the garden beside me through a hole made by a knot in one of the barrel staves.
Césarine knocked with her hand at the door, and in a moment was answered by an old negress, tall and bony,[Pg 21] dressed in a loose sack-like gown of coarse cotton print, with a big red bandanna23 tied around her short grey hair, and a huge silver cross dangling24 carelessly upon her bare and wrinkled black neck. She wore no sleeves, and bracelets25 of strange beads26 hung loosely around her shrunken and skinny wrists. A more hideous27 old hag I had never in my life beheld28 before; and yet I saw, without waiting to observe it, that she had Césarine's great dark eyes and even white teeth, and something of Césarine's figure lingered still in her lithe29 and sinuous30 yet erect31 carriage.
"Grand'mère!" Césarine said convulsively, flinging her arms with wild delight around that grim and withered32 gaunt black woman. It seemed to me she had never since our marriage embraced me with half the fervour she bestowed33 upon this hideous old African witch creature.
"Hé, Césarine, it is thee, then, my little one," the old negress cried out suddenly, in her thin high voice and her muffled34 Haitian patois35. "I did not expect thee so soon, my cabbage. Thou hast come early. Be the welcome one, my granddaughter."
I reeled with horror as I saw the wrinkled and haggard African kissing once more my beautiful Césarine. It seemed to me a horrible desecration36. I had always known, of course, since Césarine was a quadroon, that her grandmother on one side must necessarily have been a full-blooded negress, but I had never yet suspected the reality could be so hideous, so terrible as this.
I crouched37 down speechless against the paling in my disgust and astonishment, and motioned with my hand to the negro in the hut to remain perfectly38 quiet. The door of the house closed, and Césarine disappeared: but I waited there, as if chained to the spot, under a hot and burning tropical sun, for fully5 an hour, unconscious of anything in heaven or earth, save the shock and surprise of that unexpected disclosure.
At last the door opened again, and Césarine apparently[Pg 22] came out once more into the neighbouring garden. The gaunt negress followed her close, with one arm thrown caressingly39 about her beautiful neck and shoulders. In London, Césarine would not have permitted anybody but a great lady to take such a liberty with her; but here in Haiti, she submitted to the old negress's horrid embraces with perfect calmness. Why should she not, indeed! It was her own grandmother.
They came close up to the spot where I was crouching40 in the thick drifted dust behind the low fence, and then I heard rather than saw that Césarine had flung herself passionately41 down upon her knees on the ground, and was pouring forth12 a muttered prayer, in a tongue unknown to me, and full of harsh and uncouth42 gutturals. It was not Latin; it was not even the coarse Creole French, the negro patois in which I heard the people jabbering43 to one another loudly in the streets around me: it was some still more hideous and barbaric language, a mass of clicks and inarticulate noises, such as I could never have believed might possibly proceed from Césarine's thin and scornful lips.
At last she finished, and I heard her speaking again to her grandmother in the Creole dialect. "Grandmother, you will pray and get me one. You will not forget me. A boy. A pretty one; an heir to my husband!" It was said wistfully, with an infinite longing44. I knew then why she had grown so pale and thin and haggard before we sailed away from England.
The old hag answered in the same tongue, but in her shrill45 withered note, "You will bring him up to the religion, my little one, will you?"
Césarine seemed to bow her head. "I will," she said. "He shall follow the religion. Mr. Tristram shall never know anything about it."
They went back once more into the house, and I crept away, afraid of being discovered, and returned to the[Pg 23] yacht, sick at heart, not knowing how I should ever venture again to meet Césarine.
But when I got back, and had helped myself to a glass of sherry to steady my nerves, from the little flask46 on Césarine's dressing-table, I thought to myself, hideous as it all seemed, it was very natural Césarine should wish to see her grandmother. After all, was it not better, that proud and haughty47 as she was, she should not disown her own flesh and blood? And yet, the memory of my beautiful Césarine wrapped in that hideous old black woman's arms made the blood curdle48 in my very veins49.
As soon as Césarine returned, however, gayer and brighter than I had ever seen her, the old fascination overcame me once more, and I determined50 in my heart to stifle51 the horror I could not possibly help feeling. And that evening, as I sat alone in the cabin with my wife, I said to her, "Césarine, we have never spoken about the religious question before: but if it should be ordained52 we are ever to have any little ones of our own, I should wish them to be brought up in their mother's creed53. You could make them better Catholics, I take it, than I could ever make them Christians54 of any sort."
Césarine answered never a word, but to my intense surprise she burst suddenly into a flood of tears, and flung herself sobbing55 on the cabin floor at my feet in an agony of tempestuous56 cries and writhings.
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