I did not know how to look at her or how to meet her.
"My prayers are useless," she muttered angrily as she entered. "Some heretic must have followed me unseen to the chapel6 of Notre Dame7 de Bon Secours. The pilgrimage is a failure."
"You are wet," I said, trembling. "Change your things, Césarine." I could not pretend to speak gently to her.
She turned upon me with a fierce look in her big black eyes. Her instinct showed her at once I had discovered her secret. "Tell them, and hang me," she cried fiercely.
It was what the law required me to do. I was otherwise the accomplice8 of murder and cannibalism9. But I could not do it. Profoundly as I loathed10 her and hated her presence, now, I couldn't find it in my heart to give her up to justice, as I knew I ought to do.
I turned away and answered nothing.
Presently, she came out again from her bedroom, with her wet things still dripping around her. "Smoke that," she said, handing me a tiny cigarette rolled round in a leaf of fresh tobacco.
"I will not," I answered with a vague surmise11, taking it from her fingers. "I know the smell. It is manchineal. You cannot any longer deceive me."
She went back to her bedroom once more. I sat,[Pg 30] dazed and stupefied, in the bamboo chair on the front piazza12. What to do, I knew not, and cared not. I was tied to her for life, and there was no help for it, save by denouncing her to the rude Haitian justice.
In an hour or more, our English maid came out to speak to me. "I'm afraid, sir," she said, "Mrs. Tristram is getting delirious13. She seems to be in a high fever. Shall I ask one of these poor black bodies to go out and get the English doctor?"
I went into my wife's bedroom. Césarine lay moaning piteously on the bed, in her wet clothes still; her cheeks were hot, and her pulse was high and thin and feverish14. I knew without asking what was the matter with her. It was yellow fever.
The night's exposure in that terrible climate, and the ghastly scene she had gone through so intrepidly15, had broken down even Césarine's iron constitution.
I sent for the doctor and had her put to bed immediately. The black nurse and I undressed her between us. We found next her bosom16, tied by a small red silken thread, a tiny bone, fresh and ruddy-looking. I knew what it was, and so did the negress. It was a human finger-bone—the last joint17 of a small child's fourth finger. The negress shuddered18 and hid her head. "It is Vaudoux, Monsieur!" she said. "I have seen it on others. Madame has been paying a visit, I suppose, to her grandmother."
For six long endless days and nights I watched and nursed that doomed19 criminal, doing everything for her that skill could direct or care could suggest to me: yet all the time fearing and dreading20 that she might yet recover, and not knowing in my heart what either of our lives could ever be like if she did live through it.
A merciful Providence21 willed it otherwise.
On the sixth day, the fatal vomito negro set in—the symptom of the last incurable22 stage of yellow fever—and[Pg 31] I knew for certain that Césarine would die. She had brought her own punishment upon her. At midnight that evening she died delirious.
Thank God, she had left no child of mine behind her to inherit the curse her mother's blood had handed down to her!
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