No one knew where she had gone. Disregarding and refusing all the charitable and gracious offers and promises of present or future aid, she disappeared upon the night of her last interview with her husband, going without even the customary ceremonious leave-taking.
Even her going, pointed2 out the relatives, was proof of her unworthiness. The daughter of a samourai would have departed with a certain submissive dignity and grace, and, whatever her lacerated feelings, would have proclaimed her pleasure in the act of the superior ones. But the geisha-girl fled in the night, like one who goes in fear and shame.
Meanwhile Ohano was duly taken to Tokio. Here in the presence of a host of triumphantly3 joyous4 and exultant5 relatives she was married at last to the Lord Saito Gonji.
Here, like a dutiful wife, she remained in the capital by her husband’s side, awaiting the summons which would take him from her and give him eternally to the Emperor.
As a little boy Gonji had been, in a way, fond of Ohano. She was of that chubby6, sulky type that a small boy delights to tease. Time had changed very little the form and disposition7 of Ohano; but what in a child had appealed to his humorous affection, in a woman proved not merely tiresome9 but repellent. Mere8 unadorned flesh has little attraction for one of a naturally poetic10 and visionary temperament11. Even the slight affection he had felt for Ohano as a child had now entirely12 disappeared. It was with an element of positive loathing13 that he regarded the girl he had married. When his mind reverted14 to the one he had forsaken15 on her account, he was filled with such overwhelming despair that it seemed as if he must injure himself—but for the mighty16 events in which he tried vainly to plunge17 his mind.
No soldier in all the Emperor’s service, though animated18 with the most lofty patriotism19 and excitement as the times demanded, seized upon the cause with such fanatic20 zeal21 as Lord Gonji. Day and night he was among his men. When not in some way improving their equipment and physical condition, he was arousing and stimulating22 their ardor23 and patriotism.
People pointed with pride to the young man’s heroic ancestry24, and prophesied25 that in his young body still glowed that wonderful spark which would give to Japan another hero, and assure for all under him glorious victory and triumph.
It seemed as if it were impossible for him to leave his men even to return to his temporary home for rest and sleep. The prayers and entreaties26 of his mother and of his new wife fell upon deaf ears. Vainly they besought27 him, in the short time he was yet to be in Japan, to remain as much as possible in their company. They were sacrificing him for all time. Surely even exalted28 Tenshi-sama (the Mikado) would not begrudge29 to them the little, precious moments he might yet spend in Japan.
Gonji looked at the pleading women with blank, cold eyes. Then, abruptly30, he would return to his labors31.
Never since the day they had married him to Ohano had he voluntarily addressed a single word to his wife. When forced finally at night to return to her sole company, he would creep back stealthily to the house like some guilty wretch32 entering upon some infamous33 errand. There, always, he found her patiently, dutifully awaiting his coming.
“My dear lord,” she would humbly34 say, “though it is very late, I pray you feed the honorable insides. Permit the honorable interior to wait upon your excellency.”
He ignored the tray of viands35 thus nightly tendered him as completely as he did her words; but when she made officious efforts to assist him to undress, kneeling in the attitude of a servant or the lowliest of wives, to wash his feet, he would quietly push her to one side, just as though she were some article that stood in his pathway.
Sometimes he would point silently to his wife’s couch, thus sternly bidding her retire. When this was accomplished36, he would lie down beside her, and not till the heavy, even, healthy breathing of Ohano proclaimed she slept would he close his own weary eyelids37.
Beside Ohano’s blooming, satisfied face (for with feminine logic38 Ohano set her husband’s curious treatment of her down to his absorption in the war matter, and thus in the proud knowledge of possession still found happiness), he conjured39 up always that thin, white, wistful one, whose long dark eyes had drawn40 the very heart out of his breast from the moment they had first looked into his own.
Sometimes in the night he would arise, to tramp frenziedly up and down, as he pictured the fate that might have befallen the beloved Moonlight. What had become of her? Whither had she gone? How would she fare, now that, penniless and without even her old employment (for now in time of war the geishas were in reduced circumstances), she had been cast adrift?
He cursed his own folly41 in not having foreseen the way in which she would go; for not having provided for her, forced her to accept at least monetary42 assistance of some kind from his family.
His agents had assured him she had not returned to Matsuda; neither had a trace been found of her in any of the geisha-houses of Tokio or Kioto. Whither, then, had she gone? A sick fear seized upon him that she had started upon the Long Journey alone, without waiting for him, who had promised to tread it with her. He knew that he would never know a moment’s peace till the time when, face to face, they should meet each other upon the Long Road which has no ending.
Thus the wretched nights passed, giving the unhappy man little or no rest; and that he might not encounter the ingratiating smiles and questions of Ohano, he would depart hurriedly ere she awoke, and plunge into the war preparations with renewed fervor43 and desperation.
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