He gave himself up to the sheer joy of living for the first time in life. Through the long glorious early days he drove with Virginia in her little dogcart about the beautiful country roads of Long Island. He had never dreamed the panoramas3 of ravishing landscape that stretched away in endless beauty. He found gentle hills and valleys, babbling4 brooks5 and shady woods and always seaward the solemn white sand dunes6 of the beach and the changing mirror of the bay reflecting their shining forms. On days when the wind was right the far-away roar of the surf could be distinctly heard.
Each day alone with the charming and brilliant woman by his side had led him deeper and deeper into the mazes7 of a fascination8 that had become resistless. They talked with deep earnestness of the great things of life and eternity9. She made no effort to conceal10 her keen personal interest in the man she was studying.
With deliberate purpose she had abandoned herself to the romantic situation of being sought and courted by a handsome, fascinating man. He wondered vaguely11 if she were experimenting with her own character, and merely using him for the moment for the purpose of chemical reaction? He shivered at the uncanny idea. It was disconcerting. She might be capable of such a gruesome process. For the life of him he couldn’t make out as yet whether such a woman was capable of real passion.
There was no longer any doubt about his own situation. He had faced the fact squarely. He was in love—madly, passionately12, hopelessly—the one grand passion of mature manhood. Its violence frightened him. He was afraid to put it to the test with a declaration. He must wait and be sure of a response on her part. There was too much at stake to bungle13 such an issue. If he could win her by surrender on the suffrage2 question, he would give her two ballots14 if she wanted them. He knew her character too well to believe that such ignoble15 surrender of principle merely to please could succeed. She would accept his help in her cause and despise him for a weakling in her heart.
As the time drew near that he must go he knew with increasing fear the supreme16 hour of life had struck. He must put his fate to the test. He took his seat in a rowboat facing her and drifted into the silver sea of moon, fully17 determined. An hour passed and he had only spoken commonplace nothings. With each effort his courage grew weaker.
If she were like other girls he would have dared it. “Faint heart ne’er won fair lady,” he kept repeating as he tried in vain to screw his mind up to the point of speech. It was no use. She was not the fair lady of song and story. She had a disconcerting way of demanding the reason for things.
He gave it up at last and spent an evening of supreme happiness drifting and listening to the soft round flute-like notes of her voice. He would speak tomorrow. They had two days more. Tomorrow they were to take a long ride down the smooth road to Southampton in her little runabout. She was an expert at the wheel of an automobile18 and they had explored the whole south side of Long Island in the past five days.
He had grown to love the peace and charm of this wonderful isle—homes—homes—homes—everywhere! laughing children played beside the roadways. Smiling boys and girls made hill and valley ring with joy.
He had promised Zonia and Marya to take the cottage across the turnpike in front of the spacious19 lawn of the Holland homestead and let them spend the summer there. His father had joined in their clamor and he had consented. The cottage was furnished and a power launch went with it for a reasonable rent. They were to move down next week. There would be but two days’ break in the new life they had begun in this fairyland of sun and sky, trees and flowers, laughing waters and shining seas.
Why should he press his suit? He would wait and see more of her. And then the crisis came that hurled20 him headlong into a decision.
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n.投票,选举权,参政权 | |
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全景画( panorama的名词复数 ); 全景照片; 一连串景象或事 | |
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n.胡说,婴儿发出的咿哑声adj.胡说的v.喋喋不休( babble的现在分词 );作潺潺声(如流水);含糊不清地说话;泄漏秘密 | |
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n.投票表决( ballot的名词复数 );选举;选票;投票总数v.(使)投票表决( ballot的第三人称单数 ) | |
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