Judith, seraph6 of the pearly brow, had questioned her brother out of the deep tenderness of her love for him. Evening stood golden-bosomed in the west and a glimmering7 silence covered the world. The two were wandering over the Saltire lawns, swaying slowly side by side under the black arches of the yews8 and cedars9.
Gabriel’s words had failed to satisfy the girl’s soul. Her doubts had found an echo in his brain; his desire for sympathy quickened his unrest. Stirred by the dogged melancholy11 that held him, she broke forth12 into an appeal, ardent13 as her heart’s blood, wistful as the wild music of a wind.
“For God’s sake, Gabriel,” she said, “play the man. What is the smart of a month compared to the misery14 of years. If you perjure15 yourself, you will do much to slay16 two souls.”
The man boasted an artificial strength that spoke17 with facile scorn.
“I am as happy as I can expect to be in this world,” he argued. “I have given up heroics, and intend to see things as they are. It is an error to meditate19 over one’s psychical20 inconsistencies. Always ask yourself whether you are happy, and you are doomed21 to be miserable22.”
Judith was not the woman to be deluded23 with sophistry24. She had convictions—convictions that could not live on air.
“You know very well whether you are happy or not,” she said.
“I have never arrived at any such conclusion since I began to think, eight years ago.”
“A soul never attains25 to happiness by theorizing.”
“Possibly not. The mind of the thinker is always daring storm and shipwreck26. Mentally I am a species of Raleigh, ever promising27 myself an El Dorado, a dream that other people always quash. I find my friends the surest iconoclasts28 of my ideals.”
Judith halted under the great cedar10; green grass stretched brilliant at her feet; the western sunlight shone upon her face.
“Your very words betray you. You are flippant.”
“Men are often flippant when they are most in earnest,” he answered her. “Little woman, you create moral problems unnecessarily.”
Judith withstood him, gracious and beautifully eager.
“I will ask you a simple question,” she said. “Would you be happier if at this moment you were free?”
He hung his head and looked into the gloom of the trees.
“No one is free from the cradle. We are beset30 by eternal obligations.”
“You prevaricate31.”
“Life is one long obligation. I only maintain the inevitable32.”
“Gabriel, break off this alliance.”
The man laughed, half cynically33, yet with a wistful scorn.
“There are many things you do not understand,” he said.
“Reconsider it.”
“I can reconsider nothing.”
Judith shook her head and looked long at him out of her large eyes.
“My heart tells me that all is not well with you,” she said.
Her brother gazed at her with a smile of melancholy tenderness.
“Judith,” he answered her, “why worry yourself over my future. A man may often repent34; he can rarely alter. By my own deeds I have made this match inevitable. You can only pain me by suggesting impossibilities. I have incurred35 a debt—a debt heavier than you can guess. I am happier in doing my duty as a man of honor than I should be in playing the craven. You have the truth.”
Judith hid her eyes from him under her lashes36.
“This is a sad world,” she said.
“Perhaps.”
“Men pledge themselves to an error and spend their blood in justifying37 it.”
“What of sincerity38?”
“True sincerity never errs,” she said. “It looks ahead and deceives not the future. The greatest strength is that which emancipates39 itself from a moral lie.”
“Well and good,” he answered her; “but sheer egotism is unpardonable under certain circumstances.”
“It is the false egotism that in the beginning shackles40 the true.”
“Then must the true try to remedy the false. We all err18. Errors are the illegitimate offspring of the soul; as their parents, we must maintain them. They are ours and of us. The laws of society saddle us with the responsibility. My dear girl, say no more.”
Thus ended Judith’s pleading with her brother ineffectually, though not for lack of eloquence41 or ardor42. Possibly the man knew himself a fool in the deep recesses43 of his heart. When present in the flesh, his betrothed44 overpowered him with her perilous45 splendor46. She poured her sensuous47 magic upon his soul, and, like Tannh?user, he knelt before her impotent and helpless. The hashish of her beauty had lulled48 his deeper self to sleep.
Matters mundane49 were moving on apace. John Strong had draughted a company of craftsmen50 into the antique rooms and galleries of The Friary. Tapestries51 were being spread, walls garnished52, friezes53 gilded54, rich fabrics55 wafted56 into its dusky rooms. The merchant’s coffers ran gold. Truly the house was a haunt for lovers, consecrated57 by all the charters of romance.
September waited to hear the bells of Saltire pealing58 for the pair. Italy was to receive them, passionate pilgrims, treading the earth to the tune59 of love. Ophelia, gracious maid, had wandered from Arcady to the marts of the City of Lud to spend a novitiate amid fabrics from the loom29. Her large eyes sparkled amid the splendors60 of Bond Street, and glib-tongued ’prentices bowed before her feet. She was very radiant, very fair, very pleasurable. Many a delectable61 dandy coveted62 unconsciously the lot of Gabriel Strong.
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