When the sun has lost command,
Wrong walks side by side with right—
Sin and truth go hand in hand.
Mrs. Sinclair rose late the next morning. A sleepless1 night had been followed by hours of heavy slumber2 which extended far into the forenoon. She awoke as she had retired3, burdened with a trouble for which she could find no tangible4 form.
Here was her only son, resembling his father in face and manner,—a young man exemplary to all appearances, the knowledge of whose safe return, after long years of sorrowful separation, had overflowed5 her heart with gratitude6 and mother love, but whose actual presence thrilled her, not with unspeakable affection, but with an indefinable[Pg 62] sensation of perplexity and apprehension7. She blamed herself for the restraint which so evidently existed between Maurice and herself, and in this self accusing mood she rose and prepared earnestly to explore the seemingly inaccessible8 paths to her son's estranged9 affections.
Breakfast, was the first suggestion of her sensible mind. She smiled, even in her perplexity, at this prompting of the flesh, but obeying the practical impulse, she rang for the butler and assured herself that everything in this particular department was in its customary, excellent condition.
She was indeed perplexed10 and the limit of her logical nature was reached when she undertook the Herculean task of lifting the cloud which hung so heavily over her son's individuality. She saw no inherited trait, neither could she account for the developing of those peculiarities11 which so early in life branded her only son with the marks of evil associations and morbid12 desires. True, his faults at fifteen years were but the outcome of boyish adventures and experiments, but a nature like his, impulsive13 and so prone14 to investigation15, had caused her, even in his childhood days, to look[Pg 63] forward to serious, inevitable16 results unless added years brought more than the average amount of judgment17 to balance the opposing inclinations18.
Living, as he evidently had, in ignorant and brutal19 Mongolian habitations, the seeds of vice20, she reasoned, could easily have been fostered, yet why she should so persistently21 associate vice with every thought of this almost faultless young man, was a mystery she could not solve with all her reasoning.
She feared him intuitively, and with this thought of fear there came, strangely enough, a thought of Stella, and obeying an impulse which she could not resist, she went to the young girl's room to awake her for the breakfast hour. She knocked repeatedly at Stella's door, but there was no response. She called her name excitedly, then trembling with torturing apprehension, pushed open the door and entered the apartment.
Stella was not there. The bed was undisturbed, so also was each and every article about the room. Almost unconsciously she bent22 and picked up a small vial from the floor, and thrusting it into her pocket, rushed wildly into the hall and straight on to[Pg 64] the rooms designed for her son's occupancy, and turning the latch23 without ceremony, stepped breathlessly in, only to find that also vacant and everything in perfect order. Running frantically24 about the house, for a few moments the bewildered woman forgot all self control and in agonizing25 tones enlisted26 every member of her household in a search for the missing ones.
All in vain: Stella and Maurice had disappeared in the blackness of the night, and the impenetrable fog had swallowed up their footsteps and obliterated27 every trace by which the direction of their flight could be determined28.
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