——, Lincoln's Inn Fields,
24th Nov. 186—.
My dear Sir Harry Hotspur,—I have received your letter in reference to Captain Hotspur's debts, and have also received a letter from him, and a list of what he says he owes. Of course there can be no difficulty in paying all debts which he acknowledges, if you think proper to do so. As far as I am able to judge at present, the amount would be between twenty-five and thirty thousand pounds. I should say nearer the former than the latter sum, did I not know that the amount in such matters always goes on increasing. You must also understand that I cannot guarantee the correctness of this statement.
But I feel myself bound in my duty to go further than this, even though it may be at the risk of your displeasure. I presume from what you tell me that you are contemplating2 a marriage between George Hotspur and your daughter; and I now repeat to you, in the most solemn words that I can use, my assurance that the marriage is one which you should not countenance3. Captain Hotspur is not fit to marry your daughter.
When Sir Harry had read so far he had become very angry, but his anger was now directed against his lawyer. Had he not told Mr. Boltby that he had changed his mind; and what business had the lawyer to interfere4 with him further? But he read the letter on to its bitter end:—
Since you were in London the following facts have become known to me. On the second of last month Mr. George Hotspur met two men, named Walker and Bullbean, in the lodgings5 of the former, at about nine in the evening, and remained there during the greater part of the night, playing cards. Bullbean is a man well known to the police as a card-sharper. He once moved in the world as a gentleman. His trade is now to tout6 and find prey7 for gamblers. Walker is a young man in a low rank of life, who had some money. George Hotspur on that night won between three and four hundred pounds of Walker's money; and Bullbean, over and above this, got for himself some considerable amount of plunder8. Walker is now prepared, and very urgent, to bring the circumstances of this case before a magistrate9, having found out, or been informed, that some practice of cheating was used against him; and Bullbean is ready to give evidence as to George Hotspur's foul10 play. They have hitherto been restrained by Hart, the Jew whom you met. Hart fears that were the whole thing made public, his bills would not be taken up by you.
I think that I know all this to be true. If you conceive that I am acting11 in a manner inimical to your family, you had better come up to London and put yourself into the hands of some other lawyer. If you can still trust me, I will do the best I can for you. I should recommend you to bring Captain Hotspur with you,—if he will come.
I grieve to write as I have done, but it seems to me that no sacrifice is too great to make with the object of averting12 the fate to which, as I fear, Miss Hotspur is bringing herself.—My dear Sir Harry Hotspur, I am, very faithfully yours,
John Boltby.
It was a terrible letter! Gradually, as he read it and re-read it, there came upon Sir Harry the feeling that he might owe, that he did owe, that he certainly would owe to Mr. Boltby a very heavy debt of gratitude14. Gradually the thin glazing15 of hope with which he had managed to daub over and partly to hide his own settled convictions as to his cousin's character fell away, and he saw the man as he had seen him during his interview with Captain Stubber and Mr. Hart. It must be so. Let the consequences be what they might, his daughter must be told. Were she to be killed by the telling, it would be better than that she should be handed over to such a man as this. The misfortune which had come upon them might be the death of him and of her;—but better that than the other. He sat in his chair till the gong sounded through the house for prayers; then he rang his bell and sent in word to Lady Elizabeth that she should read them in his absence. When they were over, word was brought that he would breakfast alone, in his own room. On receiving that message, both his wife and daughter went to him; but as yet he could tell them nothing. Tidings had come which would make it necessary that he should go at once to London. As soon as breakfast should be over he would see George Hotspur. They both knew from the tone in which the name was pronounced that the "tidings" were of their nature bad, and that they had reference to the sins of their guest.
"You had better read that letter," he said as soon as George was in the room. As he spoke16 his face was towards the fire, and in that position he remained. The letter had been in his hand, and he only half turned round to give it. George read the letter slowly, and when he had got through it, only half understanding the words, but still knowing well the charge which it contained, stood silent, utterly17 conquered. "I suppose it is true?" said Sir Harry, in a low voice, facing his enemy.
"I did win some money," said Cousin George.
"And you cheated?"
"Oh dear no;—nothing of the sort."
But his confession18 was written in his face, and was heard in his voice, and peeped out through every motion of his limbs. He was a cur, and denied the accusation19 in a currish manner, hardly intended to create belief.
"He must be paid back his money," said Sir Harry.
"I had promised that," said Cousin George.
"Has it been your practice, sir, when gambling20, to pay back money that you have won? You are a scoundrel,—a heartless scoundrel,—to try and make your way into my house when I had made such liberal offers to buy your absence." To this Cousin George made no sort of answer. The game was up. And had he not already told himself that it was a game that he should never have attempted to play? "We will leave this house if you please, both of us, at eleven. We will go to town together. The carriage will be ready at eleven. You had better see to the packing of your things, with the servant."
"Shall I not say a word of adieu to Lady Elizabeth?"
"No, sir! You shall never speak to a female in my house again."
The two were driven over to Penrith together, and went up to London in the same carriage, Sir Harry paying for all expenses without a word. Sir Harry before he left his house saw his wife for a moment, but he did not see his daughter. "Tell her," said he, "that it must be,—must be all over." The decision was told to Emily, but she simply refused to accept it. "It shall not be so," said she, flashing out. Lady Elizabeth endeavoured to show her that her father had done all he could to further her views—had been ready to sacrifice to her all his own wishes and convictions.
"Why is he so changed? He has heard of some new debt. Of course there are debts. We did not suppose that it could be done all at once, and so easily." She refused to be comforted, and refused to believe. She sat alone weeping in her own room, and swore, when her mother came to her, that no consideration, no tidings as to George's past misconduct, should induce her to break her faith to the man to whom her word had been given;—"my word, and Papa's, and yours," said Emily, pleading her cause with majesty21 through her tears.
On the day but one following there came a letter from Sir Harry to Lady Elizabeth, very short, but telling her the whole truth. "He has cheated like a common low swindler as he is, with studied tricks at cards, robbing a poor man, altogether beneath him in station, of hundreds of pounds. There is no doubt about it. It is uncertain even yet whether he will not be tried before a jury. He hardly even denies it. A creature viler22, more cowardly, worse, the mind of man cannot conceive. My broken-hearted, dearest, best darling must be told all this. Tell her that I know what she will suffer. Tell her that I shall be as crushed by it as she. But anything is better than degradation23 such as this. Tell her specially24 that I have not decided25 without absolute knowledge." Emily was told. The letter was read to her and by her till she knew it almost by heart. There came upon her a wan26 look of abject27 agony, that seemed to rob her at once of her youth and beauty; but even now she would not yield. She did not longer affect to disbelieve the tidings, but said that no man, let him do what he might, could be too far gone for repentance28 and forgiveness. She would wait. She had talked of waiting two years. She would be content to wait ten. What though he had cheated at cards! Had she not once told her mother that should it turn out that he had been a murderer, then she would become a murderer's wife? She did not know that cheating at cards was worse than betting at horse-races. It was all bad,—very bad. It was the kind of life into which men were led by the fault of those who should have taught them better. No; she would not marry him without her father's leave: but she would never own that her engagement was broken, let them affix29 what most opprobrious30 name to him they might choose. To her card-sharpers seemed to be no worse than gamblers. She was quite sure that Christ had come to save men who cheat at cards as well as others.
As Sir Harry and his cousin entered the London station late at night,—it was past midnight,—Sir Harry bade his companion meet him the next morning at Mr. Boltby's chambers31 at eleven. Cousin George had had ample time for meditation32, and had considered that it might be best for him to "cut up a little rough."
"Mr. Boltby is my enemy," he said, "and I don't know what I am to get by going there."
"If you don't, sir, I'll not pay one shilling for you."
"I have your promise, Sir Harry."
"If you are not there at the time I fix, I will pay nothing, and the name may go to the dogs."
Then they both went to the station hotel,—not together, but the younger following the elder's feet,—and slept for the last time in their lives under one roof.
Cousin George did not show himself at Mr. Boltby's, being still in his bed at the station hotel at the time named; but at three o'clock he was with Mrs. Morton.
For the present we will go back to Sir Harry. He was at the lawyer's chambers at the time named, and Mr. Boltby smiled when told of the summons which had been given to Cousin George. By this time Sir Harry had acknowledged his gratitude to Mr. Boltby over and over again, and Mr. Boltby perhaps, having no daughter, thought that the evil had been cured. He was almost inclined to be jocular, and did laugh at Sir Harry in a mild way when told of the threat.
"We must pay his debts, Sir Harry, I think."
"I don't see it at all. I would rather face everything. And I told him that I would pay nothing."
"Ah, but you had told him that you would. And then those cormorants33 have been told so also. We had better build a bridge of gold for a falling enemy. Stick to your former proposition, without any reference to a legacy34, and make him write the letter. My clerk shall find him to-morrow."
Sir Harry at last gave way; the lucky Walker received back his full money, Bullbean's wages of iniquity35 and all; and Sir Harry returned to Humblethwaite.
Cousin George was sitting in Mrs. Morton's room with a very bad headache five days after his arrival in London, and she was reading over a manuscript which she had just written. "That will do, I think," she said.
"Just the thing," said he, without raising his head.
"Will you copy it now, George?"
"Not just now, I am so seedy. I'll take it and do it at the club."
"No; I will not have that. The draft would certainly be left out on the club table; and you would go to billiards36, and the letter never would be written."
"I'll come back and do it after dinner."
"I shall be at the theatre then, and I won't have you here in my absence. Rouse yourself and do it now. Don't be such a poor thing."
"That's all very well, Lucy; but if you had a sick headache, you wouldn't like to have to write a d——d letter like that."
Then she rose up to scold him, being determined37 that the letter should be written then and there. "Why, what a coward you are; what a feckless, useless creature! Do you think that I have never to go for hours on the stage, with the gas in a blaze around me, and my head ready to split? And what is this? A paper to write that will take you ten minutes. The truth is, you don't like to give up the girl!" Could she believe it of him after knowing him so well; could she think that there was so much of good in him?
"You say that to annoy me. You know that I never cared for her."
"You would marry her now if they would let you."
"No, by George. I've had enough of that. You're wide awake enough to understand, Lucy, that a fellow situated38 as I am, over head and ears in debt, and heir to an old title, should struggle to keep the things together. Families and names don't matter much, I suppose; but, after all, one does care for them. But I've had enough of that. As for Cousin Emily, you know, Lucy, I never loved any woman but you in my life."
He was a brute39, unredeemed by any one manly40 gift; idle, self-indulgent, false, and without a principle. She was a woman greatly gifted, with many virtues41, capable of self-sacrifice, industrious42, affectionate, and loving truth if not always true herself. And yet such a word as that from this brute sufficed to please her for the moment. She got up and kissed his forehead and dropped for him some strong spirit in a glass, which she mixed with water, and cooled his brow with eau-de-cologne. "Try to write it, dearest. It should be written at once if it is to be written." Then he turned himself wearily to her writing-desk, and copied the words which she had prepared for him.
The letter was addressed to Mr. Boltby, and purported43 to be a renunciation of all claim to Miss Hotspur's hand, on the understanding that his debts were paid for him to the extent of £25,000, and that an allowance were made to him of £500 a year, settled on him as an annuity44 for life, as long as he should live out of England. Mr. Boltby had given him to understand that this clause would not be exacted, unless circumstances should arise which should make Sir Harry think it imperative45 upon him to demand its execution. The discretion46 must be left absolute with Sir Harry; but, as Mr. Boltby said, Captain Hotspur could trust Sir Harry's word and his honour.
"If I'm to be made to go abroad, what the devil are you to do?" he had said to Mrs. Morton.
"There need be no circumstances," said Mrs. Morton, "to make it necessary."
Of course Captain Hotspur accepted the terms on her advice. He had obeyed Lady Altringham, and had tried to obey Emily, and would now obey Mrs. Morton, because Mrs. Morton was the nearest to him.
The letter which he copied was a well-written letter, put together with much taste, so that the ignoble47 compact to which it gave assent48 should seem to be as little ignoble as might be possible. "I entered into the arrangement," the letter said in its last paragraph, "because I thought it right to endeavour to keep the property and the title together; but I am aware now that my position in regard to my debts was of a nature that should have deterred49 me from the attempt. As I have failed, I sincerely hope that my cousin may be made happy by some such splendid alliance as she is fully13 entitled to expect." He did not understand all that the words conveyed; but yet he questioned them. He did not perceive that they were intended to imply that the writer had never for a moment loved the girl whom he had proposed to marry. Nevertheless they did convey to him dimly some idea that they might give,—not pain, for as to that he would have been indifferent,—but offence. "Will there be any good in all that?" he asked.
"Certainly," said she. "You don't mean to whine50 and talk of your broken heart."
"Oh dear, no; nothing of that sort."
"This is the manly way to put it, regarding the matter simply as an affair of business."
"I believe it is," said he; and then, having picked himself up somewhat by the aid of a glass of sherry, he continued to copy the letter, and to direct it.
"I will keep the rough draft," said Mrs. Morton.
"And I must go now, I suppose," he said.
"You can stay here and see me eat my dinner if you like. I shall not ask you to share it, because it consists of two small mutton chops, and one wouldn't keep me up through Lady Teazle."
"I've a good mind to come and see you," said he.
"Then you'd better go and eat your own dinner at once."
"I don't care about my dinner. I should have a bit of supper afterwards."
Then she preached to him a sermon; not quite such a one as Emily Hotspur had preached, but much more practical, and with less reticence51. If he went on living as he was living now, he would "come to grief." He was drinking every day, and would some day find that he could not do so with impunity52. Did he know what delirium53 tremens was? Did he want to go to the devil altogether? Had he any hope as to his future life?
"Yes," said he, "I hope to make you my wife." She tossed her head, and told him that with all the will in the world to sacrifice herself, such sacrifice could do him no good if he persisted in making himself a drunkard. "But I have been so tried these last two months. If you only knew what Mr. Boltby and Captain Stubber and Sir Harry and Mr. Hart were altogether. Oh, my G——!" But he did not say a word about Messrs. Walker and Bullbean. The poor woman who was helping54 him knew nothing of Walker and Bullbean. Let us hope that she may remain in that ignorance.
Cousin George, before he left her, swore that he would amend55 his mode of life, but he did not go to see Lady Teazle that night. There were plenty of men now back in town ready to play pool at the club.
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