There had been several days of thick, murky1 weather—dull, uncomplaining days that bore their burden of fog and rain in monotonous2 endurance. Six of such I had lived through; a passive existence, parcelled out to me by the uncomprehended clanging of bells, and the, to me, still more incomprehensible clatter3 which, recurring4 at regular intervals5, told that a hungry{2} multitude were plying6 their knives and forks in the saloon.
But a change had come at last; and on Saturday morning, instead of the usual heaving ridges7 of grey water, I saw through the port-hole the broken green glitter of sunlit waves. The s.s. Alaska’s lurching plunge8 had subsided9 into a smooth unimpeded rushing through the water, and for the first time since I had left New York, the desire for food and human companionship awoke in me.
“Stewardess,” I said, “get me a cup of tea. I am going on deck.”
It was early when I came on deck. The sun was still low in the south-east, and was spreading a long road of rays toward us, up which the big steamer was hurrying, dividing the radiancy into shining lines, that writhed10 backwards11 from her bows till they were lost in the foaming12 turmoil13 astern.{3}
A light north wind was blowing from a low-lying coast on our left, bringing, as I fancied, some faint suggestion of fields and woods. I walked across the snowy deck, to where a sailor was engaged in a sailor’s seemingly invariable occupation of coiling a rope in a neat circle.
“I suppose that is Ireland?” I said, pointing to the land.
“Yes, miss; that’s the county Cork14 right enough. We’ll be into Queenstown in a matter of three hours now.”
“Three hours more!” I said to myself, while I watched the headlands slowly changing their shapes as we steamed past. It would soon begin now, this new phase of my life, whether I wished it or not. It had once seemed impossible; now it was inevitable15. My destiny was no longer in my own control, and its secret was, perhaps, hidden among those blue Irish hills, which{4} looked as if they were waiting for me to come and prove what they had in store for me.
“Well, it has been my own doing,” I thought; “whatever comes of it, I have only myself to thank; and whether they like or dislike me, I shall have to make the best of them, and they of me.”
“First breakfast just ready, miss,” said one of the innumerable ship-stewards, scurrying16 past me with cups of tea on a tray.
I paid no attention to the suggestion, and made my way to a deck chair just vacated by an elderly gentleman. I could not bring myself to go below. The fresh sweet wind, the seagulls glancing against the blue sky, the sunshine that gleamed broadly from the water and made a dazzling mimic17 sun of each knob and point of brasswork about the ship,—to exchange{5} these for the fumes18 of bacon and eggs, and the undesired conversation of some chance fellow-passenger, seemed out of the question.
Moreover, I was too restless and excited to care about breakfast just then. The sight of the land had given new life to expectations and hopes from which most of the glory had departed during the ignominious19 misery20 of the last six days. I lay in my deck chair, idly watching the black river of smoke that streamed back from the funnels21, and for the first time found a certain dubious22 enjoyment23 in the motion of the vessel24, as she progressed with that slight roll in her gait which the sea confers upon all its habitués.
Most people appear to think that sea-sickness, if spoken of at all, should be treated as an involuntarily comic episode, to be dealt with in a facetious25 manner.{6} But for me it has only two aspects—the pathetic and the revolting; the former being the point of view from which I regard my own sufferings, and the latter having reference to those of others. In the dark hours spent in my state-room, I had had abundant opportunity to formulate26 and verify this theory, and I have never since then seen any reason to depart from it.
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adj.黑暗的,朦胧的;adv.阴暗地,混浊地;n.阴暗;昏暗 | |
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n.[军事]间隔( interval的名词复数 );间隔时间;[数学]区间;(戏剧、电影或音乐会的)幕间休息 | |
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v.使用(工具)( ply的现在分词 );经常供应(食物、饮料);固定往来;经营生意 | |
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n.脊( ridge的名词复数 );山脊;脊状突起;大气层的)高压脊 | |
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v.跳入,(使)投入,(使)陷入;猛冲 | |
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v.(土地)下陷(因在地下采矿)( subside的过去式和过去分词 );减弱;下降至较低或正常水平;一下子坐在椅子等上 | |
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(因极度痛苦而)扭动或翻滚( writhe的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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14 cork | |
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