Lamentation2 of Don Roderick.
When all the blandishments of life are gone,
The whispered words of the corporal kindled4 a spark of hope in Morton's breast; but it was destined5 to fade and die. Once he was sure that he heard the tones of his voice in the passage without his cell; but weeks passed, months passed, and he did not see him again.
And now let the curtain drop for a space of three years.
Morton was still a prisoner. Despair was at hand. He longed to die. His longing6 at length seemed near its accomplishment7. A raging fever seized him, and for days he lay delirious8, balanced on the brink9 of death. But his constitution endured the shock; and late one night he lay on his pallet, exhausted10, worn to a skeleton, yet fully11 conscious of his situation.
The locks clashed, the hinges jarred, and a physician of the prison, a bulky German, stood at his side.
He felt his patient's pulse.
"Shall I die, or not?" demanded the sick man.
"Die!" echoed the German, a laugh gurgling within him, like the first symptom of an earthquake; "all men die, but this sickness will never kill you. It would have killed ninety-nine out of a hundred; but you are as tough as a rhinoceros12."
Morton turned to the wall, and cursed the hour when he was born.
The German gave a prescription13 to his attendant; the locks clashed again behind him, and Morton was left alone with his misery14.
The lamp in the passage without shone through the grated opening above the door, and shed a square of yellow light on the black, damp stones of the dungeon15. They sweated and trickled16 with a clammy moisture; and the brick pavement was wet, as if the clouds had rained upon it. Morton lay motionless as a dead man. The crisis of his disorder17 was past; but its effects were heavy upon him, and his mind shared the deep exhaustion18 of his body. Perilous19 thoughts rose upon him, spectral20 and hollow-eyed.
"By what right am I doomed21 to this protracted22 misery? By what justice, when a refuge is at hand, am I forbidden to fly to it? I have only to drag myself from this bed, and rest for a few moments on those wet, cold bricks, and all the medicines in Austria could not keep me many days a prisoner. And who could blame me? Who could say that I destroyed myself? It is not suicide. It is but aiding kindly23 nature to do a deed of mercy."
He repelled24 the thought; but it returned. He repelled it again, but still it returned. The insidious25 demon26 was again and again at his ear, stealing back with a noiseless gliding27, smoothly28 commending her poison to his lips, soothing29 his worn spirit as the vampire30 fans its slumbering31 victim with its wings. But his better nature, not without a higher appeal, fortified32 itself against her, and struggled to hold its ground.
When the French besieged33 Saragossa; when her walls crumbled34 before their batteries; when, day by day, through secret mine or open assault, foot by foot, they won their way inward towards her heart; when treason within aided force without, and famine and pestilence35 leagued against her,—still her undespairing children refused to yield. Sick men dragged themselves to the barricades36, women and boys pointed37 the cannon38, and her heroic banner still floated above the wreck39.
Thus, spent with disease, gnawed40 with pertinacious41 miseries42, assailed43 by black memories of the past, and blacker forebodings of the future, did Morton maintain his weary battle with despair.
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v.重击;彻底击败;n.打;尝试;一点儿 | |
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abbr.sneakers (tennis shoes) 胶底运动鞋(网球鞋)v.潜行( sneak的第三人称单数 );偷偷溜走;(儿童向成人)打小报告;告状 | |
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