Hid 'neath the roughness of its native mine,
The hardest stone flashes the diamond's light.—Anon.
A few days later, Morton was seated with his friend Meredith.
"Ned, this is a slow life. Do you know, I have made up my mind to change it."
"You have been so busy this year past, that I thought you would be content to stay where you are."
"Where will you go?"
"To Egypt, Arabia, India, the East Indies, the South Sea Islands."
"All in the cause of science?"
"At any rate, the thing is necessary to my plans."
"I don't know as to that. My ancestors were Puritans to the backbone6, witch-burners, Quaker-killers, and Indian-haters. I only know that when I am bored, my first instinct is to cut loose, and take to the woods. It comes over me like an ague-fit. There are two places where a man finds sea room enough; one is a great metropolis7, the other is a wilderness8. There is no freedom in a place like this. One can only be independent here by living out of the world as I have been doing."
"Here in America, we have political freedom ad nauseam; and we pay for it with a loss of social freedom."
"You remember an agreement of ours, years ago, that you and I should travel together. Now, will you stand to it, and go with me?"
"Other considerations apart, I should like nothing better; but, as matters stand with me now, it's quite out of the question."
Morton was silent for a moment. "Ned," he said, at length, "I heard a rumor9 yesterday. It is no part of mine to obtrude10 myself into your private affairs, and I should not speak if I had not a reason, the better half of which is, that I think I can serve you. I heard that you were paying your addresses to Miss Euston."
"One cannot look twice at a lady without having it noted11 down in black and white, and turned into tea-table talk."
"I met Miss Euston a few evenings ago. I used to know her before I went to Europe, but had not seen her since. If what I heard is true, I think you have shown something more than good taste."
"You remember her," said Meredith, after a pause, "as she was the summer when you and I went to New Baden."
"Yes, I knew her then very well."
"I liked her better at that time than you ever supposed. She was very young; just out of school, in fact. She had lived all her life in the suburbs, and had grown up like an unpruned rose bush,—a fine stock in a strong soil, but throwing out its shoots quite wildly and at random12."
"I know it; but all that is changed, I can't conceive how."
"I can tell you. The one person whom she loved and stood in awe13 of was her father. He was a man, and a strong one. He died suddenly about the time you went away. It was the first blow she had ever felt; and his death was only the beginning of greater troubles. You remember her brother Henry."
"I remember him when he was at school—a good-natured, high-spirited little fellow, whom every body liked."
"With wild blood enough for a regiment14, and as careless, thoughtless, and easy-tempered as a child, such as he was, in fact. His father, being out of the country on his affairs, sent him to New York, where he fell in with a bad set, and grew very dissipated. Then, to get him out of harm's way, they shipped him off to Canton, where he soon began to ruin himself, hand over hand. At last, a few months after his father's death, his mother and sister heard that he was on his way home, with his health completely broken. The next news was, that he was at Alexandria, dangerously ill of a slow fever. His mother, who, with all respect, is the weakest of mortals, broke down at once into a state of helplessness, and could do nothing but weep and lament15. The whole burden fell upon his sister. She went with her mother and a man servant to Alexandria, and took charge of her brother, whose fever left him in such an exhausted16 state that he fell into a decline. She brought him as far as Naples, but he could go no farther; and here she attended him for five months, till he died; her mother sinking, meanwhile, into a kind of moping imbecility. By that time, her uncle had found grace to come and join them. Then her turn came; her strength failed her, and she fell violently ill. For a week, her life was despaired of; but she rallied, against all hope. I was in Naples soon after, and used to meet her every morning, as she drove in an open carriage to Bai?. I never saw such a transformation17. She was pale as death, but very beautiful; and her whole expression was changed. She had always been very fond of her brother. There were some points of likeness18 between them. He had her wildness, and her kindliness19 of disposition20, but none of her vigorous good sense, and was altogether inferior to her in intellect. Now you can have some idea why you find her so different from what you once knew her to be."
"I knew," said Morton, "that she had passed through the fire in some way; but how I could not tell. I think, now, still better of your judgment21, Ned."
"Then you see why I will not go with you. I must bring this matter to an issue. For good or evil, I must know how it goes with me. It is not a new thing. It is of longer date than you imagined, or she either. What the end of it may be, Heaven only knows; but one thing is certain,—you will not see me in the South Seas before this point is cleared."
"Then I shall never see you there."
"Why do you say that?"
"Your travelling days are over. At least I think so."
"Do you mean——?"
"That you are playing at a game where I think you will win."
"Take the opinion, and let the reason go. On such an argument a good reason will sometimes dwindle23 into nothing when one tries to explain it."
His hand was on the door as he spoke24, and bidding his friend good morning, he left him to his meditations25.
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