A vision of Sir Robert Ottley "opening up" to the Captain occurred to me. The little, old, inscrutable, shut-in face of the baronet peering slyly into the frank and unsuspicious countenance[Pg 127] of the handsome, simple-minded guardsman and making a confession25 of his faults the while! For why? I could not guess, but I had a feeling that it was for no straightforward26 purpose. We dined together, and while we ate I questioned him about Dr. Belleville. For the first time I saw a shade on his face. He did not like the doctor. I pursued the investigation27. For a while he fenced with my questions but finally it all came out. "I have an idea," said he, "that Belleville annoys May. He is in love with her. Of course one can't blame him for that, but as a guest in her father's house and her father's closest friend, he has opportunities to force his attentions, and I believe the brute28 abuses them. She does not complain and will tell me nothing—but all the same I have my opinion. You see, she worships her father so much that she will run no risk of hurting his feelings. She would put up with almost anything rather than distress29 him, and Belleville knows it. He has Sir Robert under his thumb far more than I like. I hate to think I may be wronging the fellow—but upon my soul I cannot help distrusting him."
"But you have nothing definite to go upon?"
"Nothing—except this: One day about two weeks ago I went in unannounced and found her—in tears. I had passed Belleville in the hall a second earlier. He looked as black as night. And she—well, she told me, weeping, that she would marry me when I pleased. Up till then she had always put[Pg 128] off naming the day. What would you make of it, Pinsent?"
"What did you?"
"I concluded that he had been persecuting30 her and that—well, that she felt safer with me than with her father. Don't rag me for being vain, old chap. If you'd seen her cry. She is not that sort of a girl either. It was the first time I ever knew her to break down, and I've known her all my life."
"Did you speak to Belleville about it?"
"She forbade me to—but all the same I did. I behaved like an idiot, of course. Lost my temper and all that sort of thing. He was as cool as a cucumber. He denied nothing and admitted nothing. He pretended to think I had been drinking, and that enraged31 me the more. I was fool enough to strike him. He got all the best of it. He picked himself up smiling sweetly and said that nothing could induce him to resent anything addressed by a person in whom Miss Ottley was interested. The inference was that he loved her in an infinitely32 superior way to me. I felt like choking him for a bit. And would you believe it—he actually offered to shake hands."
"A dangerous man, my lad. Beware of him."
"He gives me the creeps," said the Captain. "But let's talk of something else pleasanter."
We talked of Miss Ottley, or rather he did, while I listened, till midnight. Then he strolled with me to Bruton Street and we parted at Dixon Hubbard's doorstep as the clocks were striking one.
I found Hubbard seated before the fire, smoking, and staring dreamily up at a portrait of his wife that rested on the mantel.
"I've found out why I married her, Pinsent," he said slowly. "It was to benefit a Jew named Maurice Levi—the most awful bounder in London. She had been borrowing from him at twenty-five per cent. to pay some of her brother's gambling33 debts. Levi wanted to marry her, and would have, too, if I had not stepped in to save him. She is the dearest little woman in the world. She shed some tears. They cost me about a thousand pounds apiece."
"Good-night, Dixon," I said gently.
"Tears, idle tears," he murmured. "The poet, mark you, did not speak of woman's tears." Then he closed his eyes and heaved a deep sigh. "You find me changed, Pinsent?"
"A little."
"For better or worse? Be frank with me."
"For the better. This afternoon for the first time in our acquaintance I beheld34 you in a lady's drawing-room. You are growing tolerant of your kind."
"I am no longer a misanthrope35, but I am rapidly becoming a misogynist36. Yes, I am altered, old friend, greatly altered. At the bottom of my former misanthropy was a diseased conviction born of vanity that I was the only person in the world really worth thinking badly about. But marriage has compelled me to think more badly still of [Pg 130]somebody else. The less selfish outlook thus induced has broadened my mind. I begin to look forward to a time when my perversion37 will be complete and I shall be able without blushing to look any woman in the face and acknowledge her superiority in innate38 viciousness."
"I begin to pity your wife, Dixon."
"A waste of sentiment. She has married five and twenty thousand pounds per annum, and she would be the last to tell you that the institution is a failure. Few women contrive39 to dispose as advantageously of the sort of goods they have to sell. Lady Helen would have made a fortune as a bagman. But there, I do not want to prejudice you against her. She likes you, I believe. Perhaps—who knows—but there—good-night."
I was glad to get away.

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