As he sat there, rubbing his leg much more calmly after arriving at this determination, the door opened, and Mr. Beresford entered the room. He nodded airily, and, pointing to the newspaper on the floor, said, "You've seen it, of course? That chattering15 doctor-fellow was right, you see. What do you think of it?"
"Of it? of what? of Mr. Schr?der's death, do you mean? I think it a very sad thing."
"The devil you do!" said Mr. Beresford with a sneering17 laugh; "the door's shut, Simnel; don't you think you'd better drop that innocence18 when you and I tire alone together?"
He was a cur, this man, and instinctively19 a cad; he had been as miserable20 as possible for weeks; but he thought he saw the breaking-up of the dark clouds now, and immediately began to swagger and hector on the strength of it.
"Be good enough to understand, Mr. Beresford, that that is language which I don't permit any body to use to me!" said Simnel, through his shut teeth, and with a very white face; "I repeat that I think Mr. Schr?der's death a very sad thing. Why do you choose to sneer16 when I say so?"
"No, no, not sneer: hang it, old fellow! you take one up so infernally sharp. Bad thing, of course it is, for him, poor devil; but good thing for me; and as you know rather more of me than you did of him, I fancied I should have had your congratulations."
"Oh, I see," said Simnel; "you fancy you ought to have received my congratulations: on what, may I ask?"
"Look here, Simnel!" said Beresford, turning savagely21 round; "drop this infernal nonsense; it doesn't do here, and it's ill-timed. Don't come the non-mi-ricorde business, after having been arch-conspirator and suggested every thing. Plainly, the death of this unfortunate man is in my favour, because he was the principal obstacle in my way to the success of our scheme; and he is removed."
"Well; looking at it in that way--"
"In that way! in what other way would you look at it? It's in a remarkably22 £ s.d. kind of way that it presents itself to me, I can tell you. I don't mind mentioning now, Simnel, what I shouldn't have let on otherwise; that I'm tremendously dipped; in for--ay, I daresay, three thousand more than you know any thing about; and here's the chance come just in the nick of time."
"Where did you get in for this? and where did you get the money?"
"Get in for it? Doncaster, the C?sarewitch, the Cambridgeshire! each infernal thing went to the bad. I stood a cracker23 on the first; then tried a pull through with the other two; and was all wrong with the lot. Scadgers, Parkinson, and a new man, Barnett, of Stamford Street, over the water, did the advances; but I should have looked very blue, if this hadn't come off, I can tell you."
"What a wet blanket you are, Simnel! No, of course not. Indeed there's been a strong element of virtue25 and duty, and all that sort of thing, introduced of late. But now there's no necessity for that. The actual fancy and liking26 always existed, I flatter myself; and now all that can be indulged in without the slightest suspicion of vice27."
"To be sure, to be sure," muttered Mr. Simnel, ruminating28; "you'll have to proceed very cautiously; but that you'll of course understand." Mr. Beresford, by this time half way to the door, nodded his head and went out.
Some few days afterwards Mr. Simnel was again honoured by a visit in his room from the Commissioner29. The latter gentleman looked worn and tired; he threw himself into a chair and began beating his boot with his cane30, and seemed altogether out of sorts. Mr. Simnel noticed all this, and was tolerably prepared for what was coming. "What's the matter, sir?" he asked quietly; "have you had too many papers to sign; or are you annoyed at having to come down to this plebeian31 part of the town so early as two o'clock; or haven't you had your lunch; or what is it?"
"Don't chaff32 Simnel; I'm not in the humour for chaff just now. I'm afraid I'm getting into a hole at last."
"What's the matter now?"
"Oh, these infernal fellows are putting on the screw--lawyer's letters, writs33, and all that rascally34 machinery35; and I don't see a chance of staving them off. If I could have said any thing about a rich marriage now--"
"That's exactly what I was coming to. How about Saxe-Coburg Square?"
"Well, fishy36, very fishy. I've called there three times; the last time sending in specially and particularly to say that I wanted to speak to her; and still the same answer--compliments--not kind regards, you know--compliments, and utterly37 unable to see me. No hint of a future opportunity--nothing!"
"That looks badly, certainly. What do you intend to do?"
"Do! Go there again. Have it out by hook or by crook38. By Jove, I will see her! I'll remind her that--"
"Doesn't this strike you as devilish low behaviour? Don't you see that to thrust yourself in where you are evidently not wanted, to break in upon the privacy of a lady, who is in the beginning of her first great sorrow--"
"Oh, drop that, please. Doesn't it strike you that I owe you nearly nine hundred pounds, and other people a great deal more; and that if they're not paid, I shall be arrested and sold up? And don't you see, therefore, that I must--No, by Jove! I don't see why I should; you're quite right; it is an ungentlemanly business, and I'm sick of all this dodging39 and duffing and forcing myself down the throat of a woman whose liking for me seems to have gone off. But there's one who would still seem to care about me, Simnel, my boy, I'll wager40 any money; and one whom I've been a fool not to think of before--Kate Mellon!"
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"Yes, Kate Mellon! She's got ready-money enough to pay off all my ticks and set me square; and then I could keep square. I'm sure she'd forget all that stupid business of which I told you; though I've never seen her since. I could put that right in a minute; and--"
"I don't think it would do," said Mr. Simnel earnestly--"I don't think it would do. Miss Mellon's status in society would be fatal to all your hopes of advancement42. Your aunt Lady Lowndes and the bishop43 would cut you dead; and remember," added he, after a pause, and with an attempt at a smile, very ghastly and gummy and forced, "I am interested in this matter to the extent of eight hundred pounds, and I don't think it would do. I'm disposed to recommend you to hold to the other, which appears to me to want only a little patience, and--if I understand from you the security of your position--an undoubted declaration to bring to a favourable44 issue."
"And what would you advise?"
"A letter. I will draft you what I should suggest; and if you approve, you can copy it, or embody45 it in any thing else you have to say to Mrs. Schr?der;" and Mr. Simnel sat down at once at his desk and began to write. Mr. Beresford sat watching him the while. Not a change in Simnel's face, not an inflexion of his voice, had escaped him; and he wondered what it all meant, and in what Kate Mellon's fortunes could have influence over the impassible secretary of the Tin-Tax Office.
Two days after this interview, Mr. Beresford called in Saxe-Coburg Square and sent up his card, requesting an interview with Mrs. Schr?der. The usual message of excuse being returned to him, he gave the servant a letter which he had brought with him, and begged that the man would take it to his mistress; he would await the answer. Mrs. Schr?der, seated in her boudoir, read the note, seemed greatly disturbed, told the man that she would send an answer downstairs by her maid, and immediately rushed off to the adjacent bedroom, where Barbara Churchill was lamenting46 all that had happened, and wondering what was to be the end of her life.
"O Barbara, Barbara darling, what shall I do?" exclaimed the poor little woman; "here is Mr. Beresford come again, and he wanted to see me, and I said no, as we had determined47, and then he sent me up this dreadful letter! Oh, what shall I say to him, dear? oh, do help me, there's a darling."
Barbara took the letter from Alice's shaking hand and read it. It was not a pleasing composition; it began in an injured tone, and then grew mysterious, and then almost threatening. The writer demanded an interview, and justified48 his demand by referring to certain bygone circumstances which the reader would readily remember; and the whole tone was sentimentally49 prurient50 and offensive and objectionable in the highest degree. Poor little Alice had not seen any thing of this kind in it; she had merely found it "horrid51" and "impertinent;" but Barbara's cheek flamed as she perused52 it, and the tone of her voice was rather sharp as she said, "Is the man still here, Alice?"
"What man, dear? Mr. Beresford?"
"Of course!--is there any other? Oh, he is here. Very well, then, leave me this letter, and I will go down and speak to him about it."
"You'll see him, Barbara?"
"Yes," said Barbara, who was already opening her desk and looking for something therein. "It will be the best way. You'll find he won't trouble you any more." She kissed Alice at the door, and walking down stairs and into the drawing-room, confronted Mr. Beresford.
That gentleman was seated near the window with book of photographs, at which he was not looking, in his hand. He rose as he heard the door open, and advanced rapidly when he saw the female figure: the room was somewhat darkened by heavy curtains, and he could not clearly make out who it was. When Barbara, stopping, pulled herself to her fall height, he stopped, too, disappointed; he expected some one far less majestic53.
"You wished to see Mrs. Schr?der, I believe, Mr. Beresford," said Barbara, after the first salutation: "I come as her representative."
"I am very sensible of the honour you do me, Mrs. Churchill," replied Beresford; "but I fear that no representative will do. I want to speak to Mrs. Schr?der herself."
"That is impossible," said Barbara, calmly.
"Impossible is a very strong word, Mrs. Churchill. I sent Mrs. Schr?der a letter--"
"Oh, yes, here it is; it is about this letter that I have come to you. You'll sit, Mr. Beresford, please; for this is likely to be a prolonged talk. Now you know that I am Mrs. Schr?der's oldest and most intimate friend, and as such I am deputed to answer this letter."
"Pardon me, I have no grounds for believing the latter part--"
"Except my word; and you won't doubt that? No! I thought not! Now, Mr. Beresford, I am about to speak very plainly to you, always relying on you as a gentleman. Mrs. Schr?der is very young, and rather thoughtless and not too much gifted with brains. Since you have been acquainted with her, both before and after marriage, you have paid her small attentions, such as no woman dislikes. They were attentions such as the rigidly-censorious might shake their heads at; but which no woman, knowing her own rectitude and conscious of the proper understanding existing between her husband and herself, need have been afraid of. But the case is altered now! Poor Alice is unfortunately in the position of having no husband as her guide and safeguard, and--these attentions must cease!"
"You speak as Mrs. Schr?der's mouthpiece, Mrs. Churchill?"
"Precisely54! In this letter which I have here, there is a tone which I am sure you did not intend to convey; but about which it is my duty to speak to you plainly. Under present circumstances Mrs. Schr?der feels it necessary to limit her knowledge of you to that of the merest acquaintance. There is no other footing on which you can know each other. If you were not what I know you to be, a gentleman, I should point out that there is not, nor ever has been, any thing between you which could lead you to any other supposition--no letters, no any thing which ill-natured persons could lay hold of--you follow me?"
"Ye-es, ye-es!" said Beresford, feeling that he was outwitted.
"That is right--so, as you are a gentleman, I don't mind telling you the urgent necessity for the adoption55 of this course. Notwithstanding the absence of any such evidence as I have spoken of, the world has chosen to talk."
"Ah, ah!" said Mr. Beresford, with a smile of returning satisfaction.
"Yes, in its usual base and unfounded manner. Here is an anonymous56 letter which was addressed to the late Mr. Schr?der."
"Let me look at it!" said Beresford, eagerly.
"It is here;" and Barbara handed to him the paper picked off the library-floor by Dr. Prater.
Mr. Beresford took the letter from her hand. The instant his eye fell on the handwriting, Barbara, who was looking at him steadfastly57, saw his colour change and his hand shake. But he read it through without saying a word, and returned it to her with a bow.
"You will see now, Mr. Beresford, the utter impossibility of Mrs. Schr?der's permitting her acquaintance with you to continue," said Barbara. "You will see that the note which you addressed to her can have no answer but that which I have already given you; and that henceforth, as a gentleman, you are bound in honour not to--"
"Of course! of course!" replied Beresford; "it is of the other letter I am thinking now." And he set his teeth and struck his ungloved hand violently with his cane. "You have introduced a new element into the discussion, Mrs. Churchill, and you must pardon me if I close it here. What my future course may be, circumstances must determine: I make no promise, as I make no threats; but--"
"At once," said Beresford, with a bow. "Believe me that the advocacy of that anonymous person--whose handwriting I recognise--though useful perhaps, as time may prove--is by no means flattering."
He bowed again and left the room. "By no means flattering!" echoed Barbara after he had gone; "it is, then, as I suspected, some horrible wretch59 who has east this shadow over my life!"
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