Claudia, though she kept her head pretty well and controlled the panic in her heart, had always been accustomed to have competent underlings to do things for her, and she did not know what ought to be done in such a crisis, what specialist should be fetched, and where to obtain a nurse at a minute’s notice.
It was Colin Paton who came to the rescue in answer to her telephone inquiries, and reduced order out of chaos7.
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Directly she saw him walk into the hall Claudia felt a sense of instant relief. In a few minutes the reporters had all gone, the telephone-bell rang no more, and the specialist and nurse were on their way. No one seemed surprised that he should take command, the servants obeyed him without a query8. He seemed to have an almost mesmeric calming effect on everyone.
“Where’s your brother?” he asked, as soon as he had a moment to spare for essentials.
“He’s shut himself in the dining-room.” She told him of his attitude.
“It’s partly physical, just as some men—the bravest—cannot stand the sight of blood. But I must talk to him.... Claudia, you are dead tired. There’s nothing more to be done at the moment. She’s still unconscious.” The clock in the room struck eleven, and she dropped wearily into a chair. His keen eyes suddenly took on a tenderness that she did not see as they searched her drawn9 face. “Have you had a meal this evening?”
She shook her head without raising her eyes, for she suddenly felt a weak sort of feeling, so that she was afraid if she looked up and met his gaze the tears would come running down her cheeks. He would despise her for such an exhibition, but everything—everything seemed so wrong and miserable10.
“Then you’ll have one at once.... Yes, I know you feel as if you can’t eat, but you must.” He put his hand on her shoulder, and there was something so sympathetic and yet so invigorating in his touch that she felt new courage flow into her veins11. She did not know that the sight of two tears that would escape down her cheeks ere she could overcome her weakness nearly unnerved him, and made the cheap tawdry little room suddenly blur12 before his eyes.
What he said to Jack13, Claudia never knew, but ten minutes later Jack came out of the dining-room looking[216] like a whipped cur, but holding his head with a certain forced rigidity14, and his lips were steady as he said to her:
“Claudia, is there anything I can do? I’ve been a beast, I know. Shall I”—he could not control a wince15 of repugnance—“shall I go to her?”
She told him that she was still unconscious. “But when she recovers, if she asks for you, you must go to her.”
“Yes, I will, I will. Only, Claud, for God’s sake don’t go away and leave us to-night. I couldn’t stand that.”
Claudia looked at Paton inquiringly. Everyone seemed to be doing that to-night. There was a slight pinkness of her eyes, and somehow, to Paton, it gave her a new and rather pathetic character. The dark eyes were very heavy but curiously16 beautiful in the white face, and the hard brilliancy that had characterized them recently had temporarily vanished.
“I’ll stay, too, if you wish,” said Paton simply, “but in case she recovers consciousness she might like to see a woman she knows as well as her nurse. A woman is always such a comfort to another in time of illness, don’t you think?”
“I hardly know,” admitted Claudia, trying to force some soup down her throat, “you see, I’ve never been in contact with such things as—grave illnesses. Of course I’ll stay.”
The specialist had arrived by this time, and Paton left the brother and sister together. Claudia tried to comfort him as she would have a child.
“I don’t mean to be heartless,” blubbered Jack, his face working pitiably, “only you don’t know how I feel.... I do love her.... I’m sorry I was so cross about the pendant. She put it on for luck.... Oh, God!”
It struck Claudia what a ridiculously immature17 couple[217] Fay and Jack were. They were small ships that should have kept near shore, and now Destiny had blown them suddenly out to sea. And she herself was tacking18 about in the wind, blown this way and that, and finding no place where she might safely anchor. Somewhere at the back of her mind she knew Frank Hamilton was no permanent anchorage for any woman. Surely, the children of Circe were not the luckiest of mortals!
It seemed ages before Paton came back to them. Jack was drinking himself into a fuddled state, and Claudia was too anxious herself to keep watch over him. Afterwards she realized that she could have written an inventory19 of that commonplace room.
“Tell us the worst,” said Jack thickly, “always better to know everything.”
“The medical verdict is paraphlegia. Fatal injury to the nerves at the base of the spine21.... She’s coming round now. She can’t feel any pain, that’s one blessing22, poor child.”
“That means—she is paralysed?” whispered Claudia.
“From the waist downwards23 ... she may live for some time. I think, Claudia, it would be kind of you to go to her. The strange nurse might frighten her. I don’t think we ought—to tell her there’s no hope. The doctor says it is always better in such cases to let the patient think she will recover. Keeps the mind from dwelling24 on the inevitable25. You understand, Jack?”
Jack nodded, and then dropping his head on his hands, commenced to cry.
“My little Fay.... Never to dance again. I can’t believe it.... Never still from morning till night.... I’m sorry I was cross about the pendant....”
Claudia stole softly into the garish26, pretentious27 bedroom that seemed to mock them all with its air of coquetry.[218] The nurse had reduced it to something like order, but the thousand and one knickknacks were still lying about, and Claudia found the pale blue satin bows odious28. Two tiny white satin slippers29 were on a chair. Claudia averted30 her eyes from them. They would never dance gleefully any more.
She found Fay lying with her blue eyes fixed31 wonderingly on the nurse, who was trying to induce her to take a restorative.
“Why are you here?” she was saying wonderingly. “You’re a real nurse, aren’t you? I don’t understand. Why am I—Oh!” She gave a cry of relief at the sight of Claudia that accomplished32 the conquest of her sister-in-law’s heart. “You’ll tell me. I like you. What’s the matter? Oh! I do feel that tired, too tired to move!”
“Don’t you remember, dear, the curtain came down and hit you. You—you fainted, you know. We thought we’d get a nurse, because you—you’ll have to stop in bed and rest for a while, and nurses know how to make one so comfortable, don’t they?”
Her eyes jumped and snapped. “Ill? Me ill? Good gracious! then I can’t play next week at Shepherd’s Bush? I say, I must let them know at once. I’m topping the bill, and——”
“Don’t worry about that,” said Claudia soothingly33, “we’ll arrange that for you.”
Fay was silent for quite a minute, and Claudia wondered of what she was thinking, but she did not dare to inquire. What was going on in that unformed, unreflective brain? Had she any suspicion?
“I heard of a man being struck by a curtain once,” she said suddenly. “I must claim damages immediately. You instruct Samuels.... The pendant didn’t bring me luck, after all.... I ought to get heavy damages. I’ll talk to Samuels about it to-morrow.”
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