“Don’t lose your temper,” Anne was saying. “Listen! You’ve frightened the ducks. Poor dears! no wonder.” She was sitting sideways in a low, wooden chair. Her right elbow rested on the back of the chair and she supported her cheek on her hand. Her long, slender body drooped12 into curves of a lazy grace. She was smiling, and she looked at Gombauld through half-closed eyes.
“Damn you!” Gombauld repeated, and stamped his foot again. He glared at her round the half-finished portrait on the easel.
“Poor ducks!” Anne repeated. The sound of their quacking was faint in the distance; it was inaudible.
“Can’t you see you make me lose my time?” he asked. “I can’t work with you dangling13 about distractingly like this.”
“You’d lose less time if you stopped talking and stamping your feet and did a little painting for a change. After all, what am I dangling about for, except to be painted?”
Gombauld made a noise like a growl14. “You’re awful,” he said, with conviction. “Why do you ask me to come and stay here? Why do you tell me you’d like me to paint your portrait?”
“For the simple reasons that I like you—at least, when you’re in a good temper—and that I think you’re a good painter.”
“For the simple reason”—Gombauld mimicked15 her voice—“that you want me to make love to you and, when I do, to have the amusement of running away.”
Anne threw back her head and laughed. “So you think it amuses me to have to evade16 your advances! So like a man! If you only knew how gross and awful and boring men are when they try to make love and you don’t want them to make love! If you could only see yourselves through our eyes!”
Gombauld picked up his palette and brushes and attacked his canvas with the ardour of irritation17. “I suppose you’ll be saying next that you didn’t start the game, that it was I who made the first advances, and that you were the innocent victim who sat still and never did anything that could invite or allure18 me on.”
“So like a man again!” said Anne. “It’s always the same old story about the woman tempting19 the man. The woman lures20, fascinates, invites; and man—noble man, innocent man—falls a victim. My poor Gombauld! Surely you’re not going to sing that old song again. It’s so unintelligent, and I always thought you were a man of sense.”
“Thanks,” said Gombauld.
“Be a little objective,” Anne went on. “Can’t you see that you’re simply externalising your own emotions? That’s what you men are always doing; it’s so barbarously naive21. You feel one of your loose desires for some woman, and because you desire her strongly you immediately accuse her of luring22 you on, of deliberately23 provoking and inviting24 the desire. You have the mentality25 of savages26. You might just as well say that a plate of strawberries and cream deliberately lures you on to feel greedy. In ninety-nine cases out of a hundred women are as passive and innocent as the strawberries and cream.”
“Well, all I can say is that this must be the hundredth case,” said Gombauld, without looking up.
Anne shrugged27 her shoulders and gave vent28 to a sigh. “I’m at a loss to know whether you’re more silly or more rude.”
After painting for a little time in silence Gombauld began to speak again. “And then there’s Denis,” he said, renewing the conversation as though it had only just been broken off. “You’re playing the same game with him. Why can’t you leave that wretched young man in peace?”
Anne flushed with a sudden and uncontrollable anger. “It’s perfectly29 untrue about Denis,” she said indignantly. “I never dreamt of playing what you beautifully call the same game with him.” Recovering her calm, she added in her ordinary cooing voice and with her exacerbating30 smile, “You’ve become very protective towards poor Denis all of a sudden.”
“I have,” Gombauld replied, with a gravity that was somehow a little too solemn. “I don’t like to see a young man...”
“...being whirled along the road to ruin,” said Anne, continuing his sentence for him. “I admire your sentiments and, believe me, I share them.”
She was curiously31 irritated at what Gombauld had said about Denis. It happened to be so completely untrue. Gombauld might have some slight ground for his reproaches. But Denis—no, she had never flirted32 with Denis. Poor boy! He was very sweet. She became somewhat pensive33.
Gombauld painted on with fury. The restlessness of an unsatisfied desire, which, before, had distracted his mind, making work impossible, seemed now to have converted itself into a kind of feverish34 energy. When it was finished, he told himself, the portrait would be diabolic. He was painting her in the pose she had naturally adopted at the first sitting. Seated sideways, her elbow on the back of the chair, her head and shoulders turned at an angle from the rest of her body, towards the front, she had fallen into an attitude of indolent abandonment. He had emphasised the lazy curves of her body; the lines sagged35 as they crossed the canvas, the grace of the painted figure seemed to be melting into a kind of soft decay. The hand that lay along the knee was as limp as a glove. He was at work on the face now; it had begun to emerge on the canvas, doll-like in its regularity36 and listlessness. It was Anne’s face—but her face as it would be, utterly37 unillumined by the inward lights of thought and emotion. It was the lazy, expressionless mask which was sometimes her face. The portrait was terribly like; and at the same time it was the most malicious38 of lies. Yes, it would be diabolic when it was finished, Gombauld decided39; he wondered what she would think of it.
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