THE months passed by. The longer the war lasted, the longer it seemed likely to last. Dick supported life somehow. Then came the menace of conscription. [Pg 72]The Weekly International organized a great anti-conscription campaign, in which Hyman and Dick were the leading spirits. Dick was almost happy. This kind of active work was new to him and he enjoyed it, finding it exciting and at the same time
sedative1. For a self-absorbed and brooding mind, pain itself is an
anodyne2. He enjoyed his
incessant3 journeys, his speechmaking to queer audiences in obscure halls and
chapels4; he liked talking with earnest members of impossible
Christian5 sects6, pacifists who took not the faintest interest in the welfare of humanity at large, but were wholly absorbed in the
salvation7 of their own souls and in keeping their consciences clear from the faintest trace of blood-guiltiness. He enjoyed the sense of power which came to him, when he roused the passion of the crowd to enthusiastic
assent8, or breasted the storm of
antagonism9. He enjoyed everything—even getting a
bloody10 nose from a
patriot11 hired and
intoxicated12 by a great evening paper to break up one of his meetings. It all seemed tremendously exciting and important at the time. And yet when, in quiet moments, he came [Pg 73]to look back on his days of activity, they seemed
utterly13 empty and
futile14. What was left of them? Nothing, nothing at all. The
momentary15 intoxication16 had died away, the stirred ant’s-nest had gone back to normal life.
Futility17 of action! There was nothing permanent, or decent, or worth while, except thought. And of that he was almost
incapable18 now. His mind, when it was not occupied by the
immediate19 and actual, turned inward
morbidly20 upon itself. He looked at the manuscript of his book and wondered whether he would ever be able to go on with it. It seemed doubtful. Was he, then,
condemned21 to pass the rest of his existence enslaved to the beastliness and futility of
mere22 quotidian23 action? And even in action his powers were limited; if he exerted himself too much—and the limits of
fatigue24 were soon reached—Pearl Bellairs, watching perpetually like a hungry tigress for her opportunity, leapt upon him and took possession of his conscious
faculties25. And then, it might be for a matter of hours or of days, he was lost,
blotted26 off the register of living souls, while she performed, with intense and [Pg 74]hideous industry, her self-appointed task. More than once his anti-conscription campaigns had been cut short and he himself had suddenly disappeared from public life, to return with the vaguest stories of illness or private affairs—stories that made his friends shake their heads and wonder which it was among the noble army of
vices27 that poor Dick Greenow was so mysteriously
addicted28 to. Some said drink, some said women, some said
opium29, and some hinted at things
infinitely30 darker and more
horrid31. Hyman asked him point-blank what it was, one morning when he had returned to the office after three days’ unaccountable absence.
Dick blushed painfully. “It isn’t anything you think,” he said.
“What is it, then?” Hyman insisted.
“I can’t tell you,” Dick replied
desperately32 and in torture, “but I swear it’s nothing discreditable. I beg you won’t ask me any more.”
Hyman had to pretend to be satisfied with that.
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sedative
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adj.使安静的,使镇静的;n. 镇静剂,能使安静的东西 |
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- After taking a sedative she was able to get to sleep.服用了镇静剂后,她能够入睡了。
- Amber bath oil has a sedative effect.琥珀沐浴油有镇静安神效用。
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anodyne
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n.解除痛苦的东西,止痛剂 |
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- It was their delight,their folly,their anodyne,their intellectual stimulant.这是他们的人生乐趣,他们的一时荒唐,他们的止痛药,他们的脑力刺激剂。
- Friendship is not only the condiment but also the anodyne of life.友谊是人生的调味品,也是人生的止痛药。
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incessant
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adj.不停的,连续的 |
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- We have had incessant snowfall since yesterday afternoon.从昨天下午开始就持续不断地下雪。
- She is tired of his incessant demands for affection.她厌倦了他对感情的不断索取。
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chapels
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n.小教堂, (医院、监狱等的)附属礼拜堂( chapel的名词复数 );(在小教堂和附属礼拜堂举行的)礼拜仪式 |
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- Both castles had their own chapels too, which was incredible to see. 两个城堡都有自己的礼拜堂,非常华美。 来自互联网
- It has an ambulatory and seven chapels. 它有一条走廊和七个小教堂。 来自互联网
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Christian
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adj.基督教徒的;n.基督教徒 |
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- They always addressed each other by their Christian name.他们总是以教名互相称呼。
- His mother is a sincere Christian.他母亲是个虔诚的基督教徒。
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sects
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n.宗派,教派( sect的名词复数 ) |
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- Members of these sects are ruthlessly persecuted and suppressed. 这些教派的成员遭到了残酷的迫害和镇压。 来自《简明英汉词典》
- He had subdued the religious sects, cleaned up Saigon. 他压服了宗教派别,刷新了西贡的面貌。 来自辞典例句
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salvation
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n.(尤指基督)救世,超度,拯救,解困 |
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- Salvation lay in political reform.解救办法在于政治改革。
- Christians hope and pray for salvation.基督教徒希望并祈祷灵魂得救。
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assent
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v.批准,认可;n.批准,认可 |
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- I cannot assent to what you ask.我不能应允你的要求。
- The new bill passed by Parliament has received Royal Assent.议会所通过的新方案已获国王批准。
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antagonism
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n.对抗,敌对,对立 |
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- People did not feel a strong antagonism for established policy.人们没有对既定方针产生强烈反应。
- There is still much antagonism between trades unions and the oil companies.工会和石油公司之间仍然存在着相当大的敌意。
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bloody
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adj.非常的的;流血的;残忍的;adv.很;vt.血染 |
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- He got a bloody nose in the fight.他在打斗中被打得鼻子流血。
- He is a bloody fool.他是一个十足的笨蛋。
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patriot
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n.爱国者,爱国主义者 |
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- He avowed himself a patriot.他自称自己是爱国者。
- He is a patriot who has won the admiration of the French already.他是一个已经赢得法国人敬仰的爱国者。
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intoxicated
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喝醉的,极其兴奋的 |
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- She was intoxicated with success. 她为成功所陶醉。
- They became deeply intoxicated and totally disoriented. 他们酩酊大醉,东南西北全然不辨。
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utterly
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adv.完全地,绝对地 |
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- Utterly devoted to the people,he gave his life in saving his patients.他忠于人民,把毕生精力用于挽救患者的生命。
- I was utterly ravished by the way she smiled.她的微笑使我完全陶醉了。
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futile
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adj.无效的,无用的,无希望的 |
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- They were killed,to the last man,in a futile attack.因为进攻失败,他们全部被杀,无一幸免。
- Their efforts to revive him were futile.他们对他抢救无效。
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momentary
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adj.片刻的,瞬息的;短暂的 |
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- We are in momentary expectation of the arrival of you.我们无时无刻不在盼望你的到来。
- I caught a momentary glimpse of them.我瞥了他们一眼。
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intoxication
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n.wild excitement;drunkenness;poisoning |
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- He began to drink, drank himself to intoxication, till he slept obliterated. 他一直喝,喝到他快要迷糊地睡着了。
- Predator: Intoxication-Damage over time effect will now stack with other allies. Predator:Intoxication,持续性伤害的效果将会与队友相加。
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futility
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n.无用 |
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- She could see the utter futility of trying to protest. 她明白抗议是完全无用的。
- The sheer futility of it all exasperates her. 它毫无用处,这让她很生气。
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incapable
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adj.无能力的,不能做某事的 |
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- He would be incapable of committing such a cruel deed.他不会做出这么残忍的事。
- Computers are incapable of creative thought.计算机不会创造性地思维。
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immediate
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adj.立即的;直接的,最接近的;紧靠的 |
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- His immediate neighbours felt it their duty to call.他的近邻认为他们有责任去拜访。
- We declared ourselves for the immediate convocation of the meeting.我们主张立即召开这个会议。
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morbidly
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adv.病态地 |
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- As a result, the mice became morbidly obese and diabetic. 结果,老鼠呈现为病态肥胖和糖尿病。 来自互联网
- He was morbidly fascinated by dead bodies. 他对尸体着魔到近乎病态的程度。 来自互联网
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condemned
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adj. 被责难的, 被宣告有罪的
动词condemn的过去式和过去分词 |
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- He condemned the hypocrisy of those politicians who do one thing and say another. 他谴责了那些说一套做一套的政客的虚伪。
- The policy has been condemned as a regressive step. 这项政策被认为是一种倒退而受到谴责。
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mere
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adj.纯粹的;仅仅,只不过 |
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- That is a mere repetition of what you said before.那不过是重复了你以前讲的话。
- It's a mere waste of time waiting any longer.再等下去纯粹是浪费时间。
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quotidian
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adj.每日的,平凡的 |
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- Television has become part of our quotidian existence.电视已成为我们日常生活的一部分。
- Most solutions to the problem of global warming are tediousl,almost oppressively,quotidian.大多数应对全球变暖的措施都是冗长乏味,几近压制,以及司空见惯的。
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fatigue
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n.疲劳,劳累 |
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- The old lady can't bear the fatigue of a long journey.这位老妇人不能忍受长途旅行的疲劳。
- I have got over my weakness and fatigue.我已从虚弱和疲劳中恢复过来了。
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faculties
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n.能力( faculty的名词复数 );全体教职员;技巧;院 |
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- Although he's ninety, his mental faculties remain unimpaired. 他虽年届九旬,但头脑仍然清晰。
- All your faculties have come into play in your work. 在你的工作中,你的全部才能已起到了作用。 来自《简明英汉词典》
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blotted
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涂污( blot的过去式和过去分词 ); (用吸墨纸)吸干 |
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- She blotted water off the table with a towel. 她用毛巾擦干桌上的水。
- The blizzard blotted out the sky and the land. 暴风雪铺天盖地而来。
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vices
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缺陷( vice的名词复数 ); 恶习; 不道德行为; 台钳 |
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- In spite of his vices, he was loved by all. 尽管他有缺点,还是受到大家的爱戴。
- He vituperated from the pulpit the vices of the court. 他在教堂的讲坛上责骂宫廷的罪恶。
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addicted
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adj.沉溺于....的,对...上瘾的 |
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- He was addicted to heroin at the age of 17.他17岁的时候对海洛因上了瘾。
- She's become addicted to love stories.她迷上了爱情小说。
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opium
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n.鸦片;adj.鸦片的 |
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- That man gave her a dose of opium.那男人给了她一剂鸦片。
- Opium is classed under the head of narcotic.鸦片是归入麻醉剂一类的东西。
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infinitely
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adv.无限地,无穷地 |
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- There is an infinitely bright future ahead of us.我们有无限光明的前途。
- The universe is infinitely large.宇宙是无限大的。
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horrid
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adj.可怕的;令人惊恐的;恐怖的;极讨厌的 |
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- I'm not going to the horrid dinner party.我不打算去参加这次讨厌的宴会。
- The medicine is horrid and she couldn't get it down.这种药很难吃,她咽不下去。
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desperately
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adv.极度渴望地,绝望地,孤注一掷地 |
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- He was desperately seeking a way to see her again.他正拼命想办法再见她一面。
- He longed desperately to be back at home.他非常渴望回家。
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