“The brand of Cain is upon me!” he groaned4; “and like Cain, I am driven forth5 a vagabond on the earth. Like him, I cry, ‘My punishment is greater than I can bear!’ Is it sinful to pray that this misery6 may not be a prolonged one? Is it sinful to implore7 to be soon released from the worse than Egyptian bondage8 to which my mad wickedness has brought me, and to which I am dragging down with me my sweet, innocent wife?”
The unexpected sound of footsteps in the corridor, then that of the key grating in the lock of his cell, startled the prisoner, for no one usually came at that hour. The heavy, nail-studded door slowly unclosed, the jailer entered to introduce a visitor, and then himself retired9.
“Lawrence!”—“My friend!” The brief greetings were exchanged, and the chaplain and the prisoner embraced, as brothers might embrace who were never again to meet in this world.
For some minutes no other word was spoken. Oscar was the first to break the silence.
“How came you to see me here—in my prison?” he asked.
“I could stay away no longer,” was the chaplain’s reply. “I felt that I must see my friend once more.”
“You call me friend,” said Oscar gloomily.
“Friend—yes, brother!” cried Lawrence.
“You forget why I am here,” said the criminal.
“No, I do not forget that you are here because you had the courage to confess your deed; because you preferred punishment and disgrace to honour and ease; because you dared to pluck out the right eye. Coldstream, do you repent11 having made a confession12?”
“Never!” was the emphatic13 reply. “I would rather suffer any earthly misery than the terrible separation from God which I once had to endure.”
“Then indeed you are my brother in Christ,” said the chaplain. “Are we not both sinners redeemed14 by grace?”
Lawrence’s coming was to Oscar as a draught15 of cool and sweet refreshing16 water to one perishing of thirst. The friends sat down together, and long was the conversation which ensued. Coldstream spoke10 more freely to Lawrence of his grief than he had done to Io, for he was less afraid of inflicting17 pain. Lawrence gave heart-felt sympathy, and he gave consolation18 besides. The chaplain spoke of the tears of a David and the penitence19 of a Peter. He touched on the story of the woman deeply sunken in sin, who was offered freely the water of life by Him who was to die to procure20 it. Was not that woman to become a missionary21 to her own people? Was not David to prepare for the building of the Temple? Was not Peter to live an apostle and die a martyr22?
“God may have some work for you to do even in the place of your exile,” said Lawrence. “The Lord asks not, ‘Hast thou ever sinned greatly against Me?’ but He says, ‘Lovest thou Me?’ You can give the same answer as did the penitent23 Peter.”
“I can, I can,” murmured Coldstream under his breath.
After a few minutes of silent thought, Oscar said, in a hesitating tone, “Do you think that it would be sinful presumption25 in me to partake once more of the Supper of the Lord?”
“One of my chief objects in coming to Calcutta was to see if you could receive from me Holy Communion,” said Mark.
“It would be a great comfort, a great privilege,” said Coldstream; “one from which sin has for long shut me out.”
The prison authorities put no difficulties in the way; they had from the first treated their unhappy charge with consideration. On the following morning the dreary26 cell became, as it were, a chapel27. Over the rude table, on which former criminals had carved their names, a spotless white cloth was spread, covering every mark and unsightly stain. Before it knelt Oscar and his wife, with their missionary friends. It was a holy, peaceful service. Oscar felt that there was a blessing28 even for a sinner such as he. Blessed is he whose transgression29 is pardoned, and whose sin is covered; blessed is the man to whom the Lord imputeth not sin.
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