Thoughts of this kind had agitated6 Simmons for a long time, and at last he said something to Ethel. He had keyed himself up to meet a sharp retort, some sarcastic7 comment about his preferring a beer garden to his own home, even an outburst of tears. But to his amazement8 Ethel took it quite calmly.
"Why, yes, of course, dear," she said. "It'll do you good to have an evening with your friends."
A little taken aback, he asked whether she would rather he didn't go.
"Why, no," she answered. "I shall have a lovely time. I won't be lonely."
This was on Monday. Simmons planned to go out on Friday night, meeting the boys for dinner at the club, and after that they would spend the evening at Boelke's bowling9 alley10. All the week he went about in a glow of anticipation11. At the office he spoke12 in an offhand13 way of the pleasant evenings a man can have in town, and pitied the prosaic14 beggars who never stir from the house at night.
On Friday evening he came home hurriedly, staying just long enough to shave and change his collar. Ethel had on a pretty dress and seemed very cheerful. A strange sinking came over him as he saw the familiar room shining with firelight and the shabby armchair.
"Would you rather I stayed at home?" he asked.
"Not a bit," she said, quite as though she meant it. "Diana has a steak in the oven, and I've got a new book to read. I won't wait up for you."
He kissed her and went off.
When he got on the trolley15 a sudden revulsion struck him. He was tired and wanted to go home. Why on earth spend the evening with a lot of drunken rowdies when he might be at his own hearth16 watching Ethel's face bent17 over her sewing? He saw little enough of her anyway.
At the door of the club he halted. Inside, the crowd was laughing, shouting jests, dicing18 for cocktails19. Suddenly he turned and ran.
He cursed himself for a fool, but none the less an irresistible20 force seemed to draw him home. On the car he sat glum21 and silent, wondering how all the other men could read their papers so contentedly22.
At last he reached the modest little suburb. He hurried along the street and had almost entered his gate when he paused.
Through the half-drawn curtains he could see Ethel sitting comfortably by the lamp. She was reading, and the cat was in her lap. His heart leaped with a great throb23. But how could he go in now? It was barely eight o'clock. After all his talk about a man's need of relaxation24 and masculine comradeship—why, she would never stop laughing! He turned and tiptoed away.
That evening was a nightmare for Simmons. Opposite his house was a little suburban25 park, and thither26 he took himself. For a long while he sat on a bench cursing. Twice he started for the trolley, and again returned. It was a damp autumn night; little by little the chill pierced his light coat and he sneezed. Up and down the little park he tramped, biting a dead cigar. Once he went as far as the drugstore and bought a box of crackers27.
At last—it seemed years—the church chimes struck ten and he saw the lights go out in his house. He forced himself to make twenty-five more trips around the gravel28 walk and then he could wait no longer. Shivering with weariness and cold, he went home.
He let himself in with his latch29 key and tiptoed upstairs. He leaned over the bed and Ethel stirred sleepily.
"What time is it, dear?" she murmured. "You're early, aren't you?"
"One o'clock," he lied bravely—and just then the dining-room clock struck half-past ten and supported him.
"Did you have a good time?"
"Bully—perfectly bully," he said. "There's nothing like a night with the boys now and then."
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