A different world, and in the different atmosphere there came a faltering6, a waver into the heart of Balkis. Was she a fool? For two miles her royal train stretched. First, the fighting men in their short white robes, graceful7, powerful as cats; then the line of laden8 camels with tinkling9 bells; then the great black elephants with their gleaming black skin, their gleaming white tusks10, their painted trappings; then the litters of her women; then her own litter; a welter of attendants, bearing the provisions of the journey and the present she was bringing to Solomon, the young king of the Jews: spices; and gold of Ophir; and large diamonds from the Abyssinian mines; apes—great red-faced baboons11 that had the strength of ten men, and delicate blue monkeys, pretty as birds; and peacocks that outdid precious stones in the shimmer12 of their colors; and tusks of ivory, large as the branches of great trees.... Her heart wavered, and for an instant it occurred to her in panic to go back. But if she returned now, she would be dissatisfied all her life, and grow inward, and become maybe hard as a stone, and that was against nature, for all things grow outward, as a tree grows outward, to fill up the empty spaces of Death....
"No! no! I shall go on."
Up in the cool mountains decision had seemed so natural, action so easy. But below in humid Egypt subtleties13 of thought seemed native to the weak Nilotic breeze, and she could see herself as though she were another woman. She could see her orphaned14 childhood, when the care of all her counselors15 was to have her gracious and kind, and sweet as a small bird's song. They had instructed her that queens are not made by crowns, but by graciousness and strength and courtesy, so that any beholder16 might know she was a queen were she dressed in the garments of her humblest slave. And she had grown older into young maidenhood17, and wise old heads had helped her govern and take care of her wild mountain folk, and came a few years more and she was twenty-two, and the counselors were too old to counsel, being either querulous old men or dotards, living in forgotten days, and Balkis herself had to rule, being queen. To be queen alone would have been simple.
But being queen, she was lonely, and being gracious and just, she was wise, and being wise, questions arose in her like a spring of well water. Thought rose like a hawk18 and swept in widening gyres, but arrived nowhere. Thought and emotion were with her in the red Afric dawn. Thought and emotion were with her like the flickering19 lightning and terrible thunder of the Abyssinian hills. Thought and emotion came with blue mountainy twilight20. And there was none to share them. None to ask. None to satisfy. Being a queen, there was none she might consort21 with but kings and queens, and the kings of the states about her were shrewd political men, who could not understand what a young girl felt, and her young womanhood quivering like the jessamy bough22.... Their eyes would be on the riches of Ethiopia; so they were out.... And the queens of Africa, outside herself, were not queens, but tribal23 chieftainesses, half priestess and half prostitute, Amazonian, untutored.... She could not talk to them.
And so she had decided24 there was nothing for her to do but to govern justly, to grow old gracefully25, to weep a little in private, to find it hard to go asleep of nights, to look forward to death as a sentry26 awaits the dawn, until a swart Egyptian trader had brought word of the new king of the Jews, now David was gone. A boy he was, they said, a strange dreaming boy, with none of his father's delight in war, and with a gift of strange inspired wisdom. She was told the story of two women, that were harlots, and how they each claimed a certain child as theirs, and of Solomon's judgment27.
"And how old is the young king of the Jews?" Sheba asked.
"Twenty-three or twenty-four."
"A year or so older than I."
And she was told how Hiram, King of Tyre, that shrewd man, was a friend to the young prince, and how the arrogant28 Pharaoh of Egypt conceived it worth his while to make a treaty with him.
"And is he married?"
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