"Molto indipendente!" she said shaking her head, and using the same expression as her young sister-in-law.
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This reprobate2, it seemed, flying in the face of family tradition, had announced from the first his intention of earning his own living; had studied hard and with distinction for a civil engineer, and five years ago, refusing all offers of help, had accepted a post in America.
As for Romeo, the elder brother, he also, said his wife, was very clever; had passed his examinations as a barrister. "But, of course," she added, with na?ve pride, "he would never think of practising."
Romeo, indeed, to do him justice, was troubled by no disturbing spirit of radicalism3, and carried on the ancestral pursuit of doing nothing with a grace and a persistence4 which one could not help but admire.
His mother possessed5 a fine natural aptitude6 for the same branch of industry; but the old Marchese, whom, though he spoke but little and was seldom seen, I soon perceived to have a character of his own, passed his days in reading and writing in some obscure retreat on the ground-floor.
Bianca, after suspending her judgment7 for some days, had apparently8 given a verdict in my favour, for she now followed me about like a dog, a line of conduct which, though flattering, had certainly its drawbacks. The English lessons were always a trial, but[Pg 47] they grew better as time went on, and the music lessons were far more satisfactory.
As for me, I began to grow fond of my pupil; she was such a crude, instinctive9 creature, so curiously10 undeveloped for her time of life, that one could not but take her under one's wing and forgive her her failings as one forgives a little child.
I had now been a month in Pisa, and the first sense of desolation and strangeness had worn off. There were moments, even now, when the longing11 for home grew so desperate that I was on the point of rushing off to England by the next train; but I was growing accustomed to my surroundings; the sense of being imprisoned12 in an enchanted13 palace had vanished, and had been followed by a more prosaic14, but more comfortable, adaptation to environment.
My life moved from day to day in a groove15, and I ceased to question the order of things. In the morning were the lessons and the walk with Bianca; the afternoons were looked upon as my own, and these I generally passed in reading, writing letters, and in walking about the city, whose every stone I was getting to know by heart.
Often leaning on the bridge and looking across at the palaces curving along the river, I peopled with a[Pg 48] visionary company the lofty rooms beyond the lofty windows.
Here Shelley came with his wife and the Williams', and here it was that they made acquaintance with Emilia Vivian, the heroine of "Epipsychidion." Byron had a palazzo all to himself, whence he rode out with Trelawney, to the delight of the population.
Leigh Hunt lingered here in his many wanderings, and Landor led a hermit16 life in some hidden corner of the old town.
Claire Clairmont, that unfortunate mortal, who where'er she came brought calamity17, vibrated discontentedly between here and Florence, and it seemed that sometimes I saw her, a little, unhappy, self-conscious ghost, looking from the upper windows of Shelley's palace.
And here, too, after the storm and the shipwreck18 in which their lives' happiness had gone down, came those two forlorn women, Mary Shelley and Jane Williams. Upon the picture of such sorrow I could not trust myself to gaze; only now and then I heard their shadowy weeping in some dim, great chamber19 of a half-deserted house.
At other times, I returned to my first friend, the great piazza20, whose marvels21 it seemed impossible to[Pg 49] exhaust, and for which I grew to entertain a curiously personal affection.
But as the spring came on, and the mild, enervating22 breezes ousted23 more and more their colder comrades, I began to long with all my soul and body for the country. The brown hills, so near and yet so far, inspired me with a fervour of longing. I had promised never to go beyond the city walls; even the great park, or Casine, where already the trees were burgeoning24, was forbidden ground, though sometimes, indeed, I drove out there with the ladies. The cool and distant peaks of the Apennines drew my heart towards them with an ever-growing magnetism25.
The cypresses26 and ilexes springing up beyond the high white walls of a garden, the scent27 of spring flowers borne across to me in passing, filled me with a longing and a melancholy28 which were new to me.
As a matter of fact, the enervating climate, the restricted life and the solitude29—for solitude, when all were said, it was—were beginning to tell upon my health. I was not unhappy, but I grew thin and pale, and was developing a hitherto unknown mood of dreamy introspection.
In June, I gathered, the whole Brogi household would adjourn30 to the family villa31 near the baths of[Pg 50] Lucca. It was taken for granted that I was to accompany them, and, indeed, I had determined32 on making out my full year, should my services be required for so long.
After that, no doubt, a husband would be found for Bianca, and I could return to England with a clear conscience and quite a nice little amount of savings33. Mother should have a deep arm-chair, and Rosalind a really handsome wedding present; and with my new acquisition of Italian I hoped to be able to command a higher price in the educational market.
The evenings were generally passed in chatter34, in which I soon learnt to take my part; and I began to be included in the invitations to the houses of the various ladies who "received," like the Marchesa, on certain evenings of the week.
No subject of gossip was too trivial for discussion; and I could not but admire the way in which the tiniest incident was taken up, turned inside out, battledored this way and that, and finally wore threadbare before it was allowed to drop, by these highly skilled talkers. Talk, indeed, was the business of their lives, the staple35 fare of existence.
Every one treated me with perfect courtesy, but also, it must be owned, with perfect coldness.
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Bianca, as I said before, developed a sort of fondness for me; and Annunziata included me in her general benevolence—Annunziata, good soul, who was always laughing, when she was not deluged36 in tears. I fancy the charming Romeo had his drawbacks as a husband.
The Marchesa, with her glib37 talk, her stately courtesy, was in truth the chilliest38 and the most reserved of mortals. Of Romeo I saw but little. With the old Marchese, alone, I was conscious of a silent sympathy.
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n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说 | |
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