I was aroused from these day-dreams by a hullabaloo. The men were on their feet shouting: "Here they come! Here they come!"
I tried to impose silence on them: so much waste breath. And I was infuriated by hearing shots being fired without any orders having been given.
I leaned on the parapet, but could see nothing. I shouted: "What in thunder are you shooting at?"
When their volley was over we looked for them. They must have lain down. I consulted Lamalou: "A thousand yards, do you think?"
"Eight hundred, not more."
I gave the men orders to correct their sight. They had all been firing at four hundred in their surprise.
"Fire! Fire!"
This time we could see them. Quite a change! Nearly everywhere, at Tailly, Halles, and Beauclair we had had to fire at random6. How often I had cursed their invisible uniforms! Here, again, this grey line melted into the ground tint7.
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Never mind. Our men fired rapidly and coolly. The others threw themselves down again and their projectiles8 forced us to crouch9 down in our turn.
"There are an awful lot of them, the dirty dogs!" Henriot said to me.
"As many as all that?"
"Yes. I've been using my field-glasses. And they advance shoulder to shoulder, looking as if they meant to swamp everything."
"Oh, well, we're here!" I said. But I glanced at our sparsely10 covered line. Had we reserves anywhere! It was to be hoped so, but until further orders, we had only ourselves to count on.
The enemy was gaining ground. However, discipline had soon been established among us. Each time the hostile mass moved, we "loosed off a belt." Everyone was cool and collected, no more panic like there had been at Mangiennes. Each poilu was determined11 to get the most out of the good Lebel in his hands.
I went up and down, warning them not to waste ammunition12. I watched Corporal Donnadieu for a few minutes. How would he manage with his mutilated hand? Well, he used nothing but his left hand to rest his rifle on. It grazed one of the stumps13 and forced him to stifle14 an exclamation15 of pain. He did not lose a single second in firing and recharging in spite of his puckered16 forehead and clenched17 teeth.
"Good for you, old chap," I said.
He did not answer, but his eyelashes fluttered.
Our trench3 lacked depth, the firing-steps were missing—a grave cause of fatigue18. I reproached myself bitterly for our slackness the day before. If only[Pg 455] we had taken the trouble to dig a little bit deeper, to fetch wood, and arrange loopholes.
The Bosches man?uvred skilfully19. Some of them crouched20 down and facilitated their comrades' advance by firing. Then they took their turn at advancing while the others protected them.
There was nothing for us to do but to fire. Fire without ceasing for an instant, even under a hail of bullets. The men had realised this sanguinary obligation. There was no need for leadership. It was splendid to see them, taking aim without hurrying themselves over it, under the deadly torrent21. The casualties began immediately. Trichet was the first to fall with a hole through his neck. A machine-gun of theirs had just begun to talk, and things were looking black in other ways. The shells which, for a long time, had been negligible, now began to find the range in the most alarming manner. The ground shook. Three men in No. 2 platoon had their heads taken off at a blow.
The enemy was drawing nearer, and was not more than about four hundred yards away now. I confess I was extremely miserable22. Another quarter of an hour and they would be within charging distance. We should have to meet this human avalanche23 and we should not be one to their five.
I almost formed the cowardly wish that we might retire without waiting any longer. How agonising it was. We should certainly never be strong enough to withstand them. A wave of irritation24 rose in me against our artillery25 which was incapable26 of intervening at the right moment, having been completely annihilated27 by the heavy German batteries, and also against the superior military authorities who gave us[Pg 456] no support. And I was paralysed by a sudden fear. We were using a lot of cartridges28. Suppose our supplies were to give out! Playoust would be sure to be stopping ever so far behind with his waggons29. What a ridiculous idea it had been to entrust30 him with that work.
The sight that gave me new strength just as I was feeling inclined to give way, and on the point of being false to all that I was and wished to be, was the attitude of the men. I can see them now taking aim and recharging, with their manly31, straightforward32, earnest faces. There was no confusion. They made admirable practise, their rifles leaping to their shoulders, or falling again in good earnest. What moral strength they showed! What a genius for resistance! How much their nerve had improved, and their courage increased during the last four weeks! It seemed to me that their virtue33 was, in part, my work, that my attempts at patient, serene34 exhortation35 were bearing their fruit. How grateful I was to them, my brothers. They were returning my lesson—not to argue, but to fight. To fulfil one's obscure duty. They were right. After all if we were to be killed at this spot in accordance with a higher scheme; if success were only to be won at this price!
The enemy were no longer making any progress. They had got to the point after which any further advance under fire is merely an act of heroic folly36. Our losses were not very great—only two killed in the platoon and four or five wounded, among them Bouguet, who, with a shattered arm, had distributed his rounds of ammunition, and was standing37 up boldly and reporting on the slightest movements of our adversaries38.
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The Bosches had been badly cut up. We felt as if we were at a short practise range. After having fired at the mass as a whole for a long time we were now choosing our target. I remember a great lout39 who was running with large strides ahead of his companions. He got exactly into my line of fire. It was his destiny. I took aim, but he threw himself down in the stubble. I was patient enough to keep my rifle pointed40 at the spot where he had disappeared—it was a risky41 thing to do as the bullets were whistling round me. I waited anxiously for him to get up. He delayed and delayed. At last he moved. Then I pressed the trigger. Tac! My shot carried and he fell.
I shut my eyes, feeling strangely giddy. Yes. After five weeks' fighting, he was the first victim definitely attributable to me. Heavens! My inborn42 gentleness and that of my education were to end in this—in taking life! I had killed a man. A man with a mother and a wife. That handsome fellow. I thought of my friends in Thuringia, of Otto Kra?mer, sturdy and gentle.
"Wake up! What in the world are you thinking of?" said Bouillon, who was standing beside me.
I shook myself and took my sight again. It was all part of the war. He was one of those who had massacred my brother. It was a case of killing43 or being killed—him or me!
For a long time we prevented them from moving. We saw the horde44 get up in a flock and dash forward twenty times or more. At the same instant we met them with our fire, coldly precise. Their leaders, who were urging them on, were recognisable, not so much by their uniform as by their movements. Many of them were hit and the ardour of the troops diminished.[Pg 458] They were well-drilled infantry45, but they lacked keenness.
We lost all interest in everything but this narrow strip of ground swept by our fire. I put down my rifle which had burnt my fingers. The mechanism46 had got jammed in several places and I mended it as if in a dream.
We did not fire incessantly47. There were moments of inaction when I tried to analyse my feelings in accordance with my old intellectualism. I came to grief over it. My ideas got blocked, and I gripped the trail of my Lebel, my one object in existence. One thought alone subsisted48 in the void of my brain, and I clung to it. Those men must not be allowed to take another step in our direction.
All notion of time was lost again. I remember that I looked for the sun in the sky. It was shining a long way from the point at which I had expected to find it. My wrist watch had stopped, the glass was broken.
From time to time Guillaumin came to look me up and make some remark such as "Hot work, what!"
This time he leant towards me and said something which I could not quite catch. I got him to repeat it.
"What?"
Ah. Now I understood. How many rounds had my men got left?
"Mine have about fifteen," he said.
"About the same here, too."
We looked at each other. I murmured: "And what about the replenishment49."
"Ssh!"
He put his finger to his lips. As if the men had not[Pg 459] noticed the imminent50 penury51! Several of them had applied52 to Lamalou for some of his share.
Luckily the enemy's fire was weakening equally. Both sides were drawing breath. The Germans' heavy artillery never paused for an instant. The explosions of enormous "Jack53 Johnsons" barked all round us. One of them, which fell less than twenty yards away, dug a hole of ten feet and filled part of our trench with the earth it displaced.
Guillaumin and I threw despairing glances towards the rear. The look of the wood had changed completely since morning. A wood? There was not a tree standing!
I quite agreed.
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jack
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