Compared with Him who thus supports them all;
Compared with it—the sun is as a spark—
Henry St. George Tucker.
“The pastor8 and his wife I see approaching the church,” observed Intemperance9, glancing down in the direction of the path along which advanced a rather stout10 lady, with large features and high complexion11, who was leaning on the arm of a tall, handsome, but rather heavily-built man, in whose mild, dark eyes might be traced a resemblance to those of his daughter.
“They come early,” said Pride; “he, to prepare for service; his wife, to hear the school children rehearse the hymns12 appointed for the day. This was once Ida’s weekly care; she is far more qualified13 for the charge than her step-mother, and the music has suffered from the change.”
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“Humility,” exclaimed Pride, an expression of ineffable15 scorn convulsing his shadowy features as the word was pronounced. “I should not marvel16 if Ida thought so; but hear the real state of the case. The maiden17 had taken extreme pains to teach her choir18 a beautiful anthem19, in which a trio is introduced, which she instructed three of the girls who had the finest voices and the most perfect taste to sing. Mrs. Aumerle, on hearing the anthem, at once condemned20 it. It was time wasted, she averred21, to teach cottage-children to sing like choristers in a cathedral; and to make a whole congregation cease singing in order to listen to the voices of three, was to turn the heads of the girls, and make them fancy themselves far above the homely22 duties of the state in which Providence23 had been pleased to place them. There was common sense in the observations; but Ida saw in it simply want of taste, and at my suggestion,—at my suggestion,” repeated Pride in triumph, “she gave up charge of the music altogether, because she was offended at any fault having been found in it by one who knew so little of the subject.”
“Is the minister himself a good man?” inquired Intemperance.
“Good! yes, good, if any of the worms of earth can be called so,” replied Pride, with gloomy bitterness, “for he does not regard himself as good. Naturally weak and corrupt24 are the best of mortals, prone25 to fall, and liable to sin, yet I succeed in persuading[28] many that the gold which is intrusted to their keeping imparts some intrinsic merit to the clay vessel26 which contains it; that the cinder27, glowing bright from the fire which pervades28 it, is in itself a brilliant and beautiful thing!”
“But Lawrence Aumerle was never your captive?”
“I thought once that he would be so,” replied Pride, his features darkening at the recollection of disappointment and failure. “Aumerle had been a singularly prosperous man—his life had appeared one uninterrupted course of success. Easy in circumstances, cherished in his family, a favourite in society, beloved by the poor, with a disposition29 easy and tranquil30, disturbed by no violent passion,—the lot of Aumerle was one which might well render him a subject of envy. In the pleasantness of that lot lay its peril31. Aumerle was not the first saint who in prosperity has thought that he should never be moved, who has been tempted32 to regard earthly blessings33 as tokens of Heaven’s peculiar34 favour. He knew little of the burden and heat of the day, still less of the strife35 and the struggle. Self-satisfaction was beginning to creep over his soul, as vegetation mantles36 a standing37 pool over which the rough winds never sweep. ‘He is mine!’ I thought, ‘mine until death, and indolence and apathy38 shall soon add their links to the chain forged by pride of prosperity.’ But mine was not the only eye that was watching the Vicar of Ayrley. There is an ever-wakeful[29] Wisdom which ofttimes defeats my most subtle schemes, leading the blind by a way they know not, drawing back wandering souls to the orbit of duty, even as that same Wisdom hangs the round world upon nothing, and guides the stars in their courses! My chain was suddenly snapped asunder39 by a blow which came from a hand of love, but which, in its needful force, laid prostrate40 the soul which it saved. Aumerle’s loved partner was smitten41 with sickness, smitten unto death, and the doating husband wrestled42 in agonizing43 prayer for her who was dearer to him than life. The prayer was not granted, for the wings of the saint were fledged. She escaped, like a freed bird, from the power of temptation, for ever! Her husband remained behind,—Lawrence Aumerle was an altered man. Earth had lost for him its alluring44 charm, and enchained his affections no more. He was softened—humbled,” continued Pride, with the bitterness of one who records his own defeat, “and in another world he will reckon as the most signal mercy of his life the tempest which scattered45 his joys, and dashed his hopes to the ground! Let us not speak of him more,” continued the fierce spirit with impatience46; “his younger brother, the stately Augustine, will not shake off my yoke47 so lightly.”
“His pride may well be personal pride,” said Intemperance, following the direction of the glance of his stern companion, “if that be he who, with the rest of the congregation, is now obeying the[30] summons of the church bells. Mine eyes never rested on a more goodly man.”
“Personal pride!” repeated the dark one with a mocking laugh, “Augustine Aumerle is by far too proud for that. He would not stoop to so childish a weakness. No, his is the pride of intellect, the pride of conscious genius, the pride to mortals, perhaps, the most perilous48 of all, which trusts its own power to explore impenetrable mystery, and thereby49 involves in a hopeless labyrinth50; that seeks to sound unfathomable depths, and may sink for ever in the attempt.”
“Is he then a sceptic?” inquired Intemperance.
“No, not yet, not yet,” murmured the tempter; “but I am leading him in the way to become one. I am leading him as I have before led some of the most brilliant sons of genius. I have made them trust their own waxen wings, rely on the strength of their own reason, and the higher they have risen in their flight, the deeper and darker has been their fall.” A gleam of savage51 triumph, like a flash from a dark cloud, passed over the evil spirit as he spoke52.
“Who is he with the long white hair,” asked his companion, “who even now glanced up at these old towers with an expression so stern and so sad?”
“He who was once their heir,” replied Pride. “You see Timon Bardon, whom you and I disinherited through the power which we possessed53 over his father.”
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“Have you not thereby lost the son?” asked Intemperance. “Would not the pride of wealth—”
He was rudely interrupted by his associate—“Know you not that there is also a pride of poverty?” he cried. “Have you forgotten that there is the acid fermentation as well as the vinous? Ha! ha! my influence is recognised over the rich and the great; but who knows—who knows,” he repeated, clenching54 his shadowy hand, “in how heavy a grasp I can hold down the poor! But I can no longer linger here,” continued Pride; “I must mingle55 with yon crowd of worshippers, even as they enter the house of prayer. Unless I keep close at the side of each, they may derive56 some benefit from the sermon, from forgetting to criticise57 the preacher.”
“And I,” exclaimed Intemperance, “must now away to do my work of death amongst such as never enter a house of prayer.”
And so the two evil spirits parted, each on his own dark errand. My tale deals only with Pride, and rather as his influence is seen in the actions and characters of the human beings to whom the preceding conversation related, than as possessing any distinct existence of his own. Let these three first chapters be regarded as a preface in dialogue, explaining the design of my little volume; or as a glimpse of the hidden clockwork which, itself unseen, directs the movements of everyday life. Most thankful should I be if such a glimpse could induce[32] my reader to look nearer at home; if, when ubiquitous Pride speaks to the various characters in this tale, the reader should ask himself whether there be not something familiar in the tone of that voice, and with a searching glance examine whether his own soul be clogged58 with no link of the tyrant’s chain,—whether he himself be not a prisoner of Pride.
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