Dirk Stroeve, giving up his work entirely10, nursed Strickland with tenderness and sympathy. He was dexterous11 to make him comfortable, and he exercised a cunning of which I should never have thought him capable to induce him to take the medicines prescribed by the doctor. Nothing was too much trouble for him. Though his means were adequate to the needs of himself and his wife, he certainly had no money to waste; but now he was wantonly extravagant12 in the purchase of delicacies13, out of season and dear, which might tempt14 Strickland's capricious appetite. I shall never forget the tactful patience with which he persuaded him to take nourishment15. He was never put out by Strickland's rudeness; if it was merely sullen16, he appeared not to notice it; if it was aggressive, he only chuckled17. When Strickland, recovering somewhat, was in a good humour and amused himself by laughing at him, he deliberately18 did absurd things to excite his ridicule19. Then he would give me little happy glances, so that I might notice in how much better form the patient was. Stroeve was sublime20.
But it was Blanche who most surprised me. She proved herself not only a capable, but a devoted21 nurse. There was nothing in her to remind you that she had so vehemently22 struggled against her husband's wish to bring Strickland to the studio. She insisted on doing her share of the offices needful to the sick. She arranged his bed so that it was possible to change the sheet without disturbing him. She washed him. When I remarked on her competence23, she told me with that pleasant little smile of hers that for a while she had worked in a hospital. She gave no sign that she hated Strickland so desperately24. She did not speak to him much, but she was quick to forestall25 his wants. For a fortnight it was necessary that someone should stay with him all night, and she took turns at watching with her husband. I wondered what she thought during the long darkness as she sat by the bedside. Strickland was a weird26 figure as he lay there, thinner than ever, with his ragged27 red beard and his eyes staring feverishly28 into vacancy29; his illness seemed to have made them larger, and they had an unnatural30 brightness.
"Does he ever talk to you in the night?" I asked her once.
"Never."
"Do you dislike him as much as you did?"
"More, if anything."
She looked at me with her calm gray eyes. Her expression was so placid31, it was hard to believe that she was capable of the violent emotion I had witnessed.
"Has he ever thanked you for what you do for him?"
"No," she smiled.
"He's abominable33."
Stroeve was, of course, delighted with her. He could not do enough to show his gratitude34 for the whole-hearted devotion with which she had accepted the burden he laid on her. But he was a little puzzled by the behaviour of Blanche and Strickland towards one another.
"Do you know, I've seen them sit there for hours together without saying a word?"
On one occasion, when Strickland was so much better that in a day or two he was to get up, I sat with them in the studio. Dirk and I were talking. Mrs. Stroeve sewed, and I thought I recognised the shirt she was mending as Strickland's. He lay on his back; he did not speak. Once I saw that his eyes were fixed35 on Blanche Stroeve, and there was in them a curious irony36. Feeling their gaze, she raised her own, and for a moment they stared at one another. I could not quite understand her expression. Her eyes had in them a strange perplexity, and perhaps—but why?—alarm. In a moment Strickland looked away and idly surveyed the ceiling, but she continued to stare at him, and now her look was quite inexplicable37.
In a few days Strickland began to get up. He was nothing but skin and bone. His clothes hung upon him like rags on a scarecrow. With his untidy beard and long hair, his features, always a little larger than life, now emphasised by illness, he had an extraordinary aspect; but it was so odd that it was not quite ugly. There was something monumental in his ungainliness. I do not know how to express precisely38 the impression he made upon me. It was not exactly spirituality that was obvious, though the screen of the flesh seemed almost transparent39, because there was in his face an outrageous40 sensuality; but, though it sounds nonsense, it seemed as though his sensuality were curiously41 spiritual. There was in him something primitive42. He seemed to partake of those obscure forces of nature which the Greeks personified in shapes part human and part beast, the satyr and the faun. I thought of Marsyas, whom the god flayed43 because he had dared to rival him in song. Strickland seemed to bear in his heart strange harmonies and unadventured patterns, and I foresaw for him an end of torture and despair. I had again the feeling that he was possessed44 of a devil; but you could not say that it was a devil of evil, for it was a primitive force that existed before good and ill.
He was still too weak to paint, and he sat in the studio, silent, occupied with God knows what dreams, or reading. The books he liked were queer; sometimes I would find him poring over the poems of Mallarme, and he read them as a child reads, forming the words with his lips, and I wondered what strange emotion he got from those subtle cadences45 and obscure phrases; and again I found him absorbed in the detective novels of Gaboriau. I amused myself by thinking that in his choice of books he showed pleasantly the irreconcilable46 sides of his fantastic nature. It was singular to notice that even in the weak state of his body he had no thought for its comfort. Stroeve liked his ease, and in his studio were a couple of heavily upholstered arm-chairs and a large divan47. Strickland would not go near them, not from any affectation of stoicism, for I found him seated on a three-legged stool when I went into the studio one day and he was alone, but because he did not like them. For choice he sat on a kitchen chair without arms. It often exasperated48 me to see him. I never knew a man so entirely indifferent to his surroundings.
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