CHAPTER XXII GIVEN BACK

Sydney seemed to herself to have a good many odd dreams during that time of illness.
Strange faces looked out of a great darkness, and pictures came and went like magic-lantern slides. But one thing always stayed, and that was fever.
Then there came a time when she seemed to herself to be all alone in a dark place where no one came to her, though she cried continually for mother, and was certain that if only this weight would leave her head, she could lift it and call loud enough for mother to hear her!
And then, quite suddenly, there was shaded lamp-light in the rose bedroom, and mother was sitting there beside her bed.
She tried to speak, but found the words did not come; nor did a hand, that seemed lying loosely on the counterpane belonging
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 to nobody, move from its place, but mother took it in hers and kissed it. Sydney had a vague kind of feeling that everything was right now mother had come.
Then there was a time when things grew clearer; when she knew that there was sometimes daylight on the wall and sometimes lamp-light, and then father was beside her, looking at her through the gold-rimmed eye-glasses she knew so well. And presently Mr. Seaton was kneeling by her bed, saying words which she was dimly conscious he had said before. Then suddenly everything was quite clear, and a mild spring-like air was coming in through the open window, and she felt as if all the dreams had passed away in that long night of fever.
“I always said she would turn the corner when Mrs. Chichester came!” Dr. Lorry declared, rubbing his hands gleefully; and though of course all credit should be given to the doctors and the nurses, I think Mrs. Chichester’s presence and her strong mother-love had no small amount to do with calling back the girl, whose feet had gone so very near the margin¹ of that river we call death.
Dr. Chichester himself brought the news that Sydney had turned the sharp corner and
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 come back to those who loved her, to the kinsman² keeping his watch on the sofa in the library, and I think any feelings of antagonism³ towards the Chichesters that St. Quentin may have had left, were quite swept away by the look on the doctor’s face and the choke in his voice as he said, “She has turned the corner now—thank God for it!”
The marquess even went so far as to remember Hugh and his feelings and, unconscious of that watch the young man had kept outside the Castle, desired that a servant should instantly go down with a message to the improvised⁴ hospital.
It was the next morning—a strange, disorganised morning—when everybody seemed to be united in the one absorbing gladness, that St. Quentin asked to see the Vicar when he came down from his visit to Sydney.
Mr. Seaton wondered at the summons, but rejoiced over it with all his heart. It had been one of his great griefs that he was allowed to give no help or comfort to this man who stood so plainly in need of both.
“So you’ve pulled your boy round?” was St. Quentin’s greeting, as the Vicar came into the library. “I can’t tell you how glad I am of that—the jolly little chap! That will be
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 something to tell Sydney when she’s strong enough to hear news.... That isn’t what I want to say, though.” He stopped; then brought the last words out with a rush: “Isn’t there something you pray in churches when you’ve something—very special—to be thankful for?”
“Yes,” said the Vicar, sympathising with the effort in his tone—“there is a prayer of thanksgiving for ‘great mercies vouchsafed’—that is what you mean, I think?”
St. Quentin nodded. “I didn’t exactly deserve mercy,” he said, “but I am thankful for it! She’ll be a credit to the name, you know.... Say the prayer for me, will you, now? I can’t go to church, you see!”
And the Vicar, kneeling, thanked God for more than His gift of life to the girl upstairs!
“Come and look me up again when you’ve time, will you?” said the marquess, when Mr. Seaton took his leave; and the Vicar said, “I will,” with all his heart.
Sydney was very happy in her dainty rose-room, with mother sitting by her bedside, holding her hand: she was very happy when carried to the sofa in the morning-room, where mother read to her, or talked and worked. “But I want to go downstairs and see St.
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 Quentin,” she said, and Dr. Lorry was prevailed upon to sanction the proceeding⁵ as soon as it was at all safe.
Grand preparations were made downstairs for the great event. Dickson worried St. Quentin to the verge⁶ of distraction⁷ with his repeated tidyings of the library, and would have worried him into a very bad temper if the preparations had been made on behalf of anyone but Sydney.
A deputation arrived from the convalescent village to know if anyone would be allowed to see “our young lady,” and though Dr. Lorry was obliged to decline such attentions for his patient on her first appearance, the deputation was dismissed with the assurance that Miss Lisle would soon be out and among them once more.
Dr. Chichester came down again for twenty-four hours to see how “his little girl” bore the move, and Sydney had another visitor.
“I suppose she won’t be happy without the paragon⁸!” St. Quentin said to Dr. Lorry, “so you’d better bring him up with you to tea. But mind, he’s not to be up to any of his fool’s tricks with her—talking as though they were mere⁹ acquaintances, as he did when last they
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 met. Tell him to be natural and brotherly, or else to stop away!”
But Hugh came. Perhaps his manner was not quite brotherly as he came forward to arrange the sofa for the slight girl whom his father carried in so easily, but Sydney did not seem to find anything amiss with it.
She lay smiling blissfully upon them all—father—mother—Hugh—St. Quentin. “Oh, Cousin St. Quentin, if only you could get well I should be quite happy!” she said.

1 margin   

n.页边空白；差额；余地，余裕；边，边缘

参考例句：

• We allowed a margin of 20 minutes in catching the train.我们有20分钟的余地赶火车。
• The village is situated at the margin of a forest.村子位于森林的边缘。

2 kinsman   

n.男亲属

参考例句：

• Tracing back our genealogies,I found he was a kinsman of mine.转弯抹角算起来他算是我的一个亲戚。
• A near friend is better than a far dwelling kinsman.近友胜过远亲。

3 antagonism   

n.对抗，敌对，对立

参考例句：

• People did not feel a strong antagonism for established policy.人们没有对既定方针产生强烈反应。
• There is still much antagonism between trades unions and the oil companies.工会和石油公司之间仍然存在着相当大的敌意。

4 improvised   

a.即席而作的,即兴的

参考例句：

• He improvised a song about the football team's victory. 他即席创作了一首足球队胜利之歌。
• We improvised a tent out of two blankets and some long poles. 我们用两条毛毯和几根长竿搭成一个临时帐蓬。

5 proceeding   

n.行动，进行，(pl.)会议录，学报

参考例句：

• This train is now proceeding from Paris to London.这次列车从巴黎开往伦敦。
• The work is proceeding briskly.工作很有生气地进展着。

6 verge   

n.边，边缘；v.接近，濒临

参考例句：

• The country's economy is on the verge of collapse.国家的经济已到了崩溃的边缘。
• She was on the verge of bursting into tears.她快要哭出来了。

7 distraction   

n.精神涣散，精神不集中，消遣，娱乐

参考例句：

• Total concentration is required with no distractions.要全神贯注，不能有丝毫分神。
• Their national distraction is going to the disco.他们的全民消遣就是去蹦迪。

8 paragon   

n.模范，典型

参考例句：

• He was considered to be a paragon of virtue.他被认为是品德尽善尽美的典范。
• Man is the paragon of animals.人是万物之灵。

9 mere   

adj.纯粹的；仅仅，只不过

参考例句：

• That is a mere repetition of what you said before.那不过是重复了你以前讲的话。
• It's a mere waste of time waiting any longer.再等下去纯粹是浪费时间。