§ 1
Destiny is at times a slashing1 sculptor2. At first Destiny seemed to have intended Oswald Sydenham to be a specimen3 of the schoolboy hero; he made record scores in the school matches, climbed trees higher than any one else did, and was moreover a good all-round boy at his work; he was healthy, very tall but strong, dark, pleasant-looking, and popular with men and women and—he was quite aware of these facts. He shone with equal brightness as a midshipman; he dared, he could lead. Several women of thirty or thereabouts adored him—before it is good for youth to be adored. He had a knack5 of success, he achieved a number of things; he judged himself and found that this he had done “pretty decently,” and that “passing well.” Then Destiny decided6 apparently7 that he was not thinking as freshly or as abundantly as he ought to do—a healthy, successful life does not leave much time for original thinking—and smashed off the right side of his face. In a manner indeed quite creditable to him. It was given to few men in those pacific days to get the V.C. before the age of twenty-one.
He lay in hospital for a long spell, painful but self-satisfied. The nature of his injuries was not yet clear to him. Presently he would get all right again. “V.C.,” he whispered. “At twenty. Pretty decent.”
He saw himself in the looking-glass with half his face bandaged, and there was nothing very shocking in that. Then one day came his first glimpse of his unbandaged self....
“One must take it decently,” he said to himself again and again through a night of bottomless dismay.
32And, “How can I look a woman in the face again?”
He stuck to his bandages as long as possible.
He learnt soon enough that some women could not look him in the face anyhow, and among them was one who should have hidden her inability from him at any cost.
And he was not only disfigured; he was crippled and unserviceable; so the Navy decided. Something had gone out of his eyesight; he could no longer jump safely nor hit a ball with certainty. He could not play tennis at all; he had ten minutes of humiliation8 with one of the nurses, protesting all the time. “Give me another chance and I’ll begin to get into it. Let me get my eye in—my only eye in. Oh, the devil! give a chap a chance!... Sorry, nurse. Now!... Damn! It’s no good. Oh God! it’s no good. What shall I do?” Even his walk had now a little flavour of precaution. But he could still shoot straight up to two or three hundred yards.... These facts formed the basis for much thinking on the part of a young man who had taken it for granted that he was destined9 to a bright and leading rôle in the world.
When first he realized that he was crippled and disabled for life, he thought of suicide. But in an entirely10 detached and theoretical spirit. Suicide had no real attraction for him. He meant to live anyhow. The only question therefore was the question of what he was to do. He would lie awake at nights sketching11 out careers that did not require athleticism12 or a good presence. “I suppose it’s got to be chiefly using my brains,” he decided. “The great trouble will be not to get fat and stuffy13. I’ve never liked indoors....”
He did his best to ignore the fact that an honourable14 life before him meant a life of celibacy15. But he could not do so. For many reasons arising out of his temperament16 and the experiences those women friendships had thrust upon him, that limitation had an effect of dismaying cruelty upon his mind. “Perhaps some day I shall find a blind girl,” he said, and felt his face doubtfully. “Oh, damn!” He perceived that the sewing up of his face was a mere17 prelude18 to the sewing up of his life. It distressed19 him beyond measure. It was the persuasion20 that the deprivation21 was final that 33obsessed him with erotic imaginations. For a time he was obsessed22 almost to the verge23 of madness.
He had moods of raving24 anger on account of this extravagant25 and uncontrollable preoccupation. He would indulge secretly in storms of cursing, torrents26 of foulness28 and foul27 blasphemies29 that left him strangely relieved. But he had an unquenchable sense of the need of a fight.
“I’ll get square with this damned world somehow,” he said. “I won’t be beaten.”
There were some ugly and dismal30 aspects in his attempt not to be beaten, plunges31 into strange mires32 with remorse33 at the far side. They need not deflect34 our present story.
“What’s the whole beastly game about anyhow?” he asked. “Why are we made like this?”
Meanwhile his pride kept up a valiant35 front. No one should suspect he was not cheerful. No one should suspect he felt himself to be a thing apart. He hid his vicious strain—or made a jest of it. He developed a style of humour that turned largely on his disfigurement. His internal stresses reflected a dry bitterness upon the world.
It was a great comfort presently to get hints that here and there other souls had had to learn lessons as hard as his own. One day he chanced upon the paralyzed Heine’s farewell to beauty. “Perhaps,” he said, “I’ve only got by a short cut to where a lot of people must come out sooner or later. Every one who lives on must get bald and old—anyhow.” He took a hint from an article he found in some monthly review upon Richard Crookback. “A crippled body makes a crippled mind,” he read. “Is that going to happen to me?”
Thence he got to: “If I think about myself now,” he asked, “what else can happen? I’ll go bitter.”
“Something I can do well, but something in which I can forget myself.” That, he realized, was his recipe.
“Let’s find out what the whole beastly game is about,” he decided—a large proposition. “And stop thinking of my personal set-back altogether.”
But that is easier said than done.
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§ 2
He would, he decided, “go in for science.”
He had read about science in the magazines, and about its remorseless way with things. Science had always had a temperamental call upon his mind. The idea of a pitiless acceptance of fact had now a greater fascination36 than ever for him. Art was always getting sentimental37 and sensuous—this was in the early ’eighties; religion was mystical and puritanical38; science just looked at facts squarely, and would see a cancer or a liver fluke or a healing scar as beautiful as Venus. Moreover it told you coldly and correctly of the skin glands39 of Venus. It neither stimulated40 nor condemned41. It would steady the mind. He had an income of four hundred a year, and fairly good expectations of another twelve hundred. There was nothing to prevent him going in altogether for scientific work.
Those were the great days when Huxley lectured on zoology42 at South Kensington, and to him Oswald went. Oswald did indeed find science consoling and inspiring. Scientific studies were at once rarer and more touched by enthusiasm a quarter of a century ago than they are now, and he was soon a passionate43 naturalist44, consumed by the insatiable craving45 to know how. That little, long upper laboratory in the Normal School of Science, as the place was then called, with the preparations and diagrams along one side, the sinks and windows along the other, the row of small tables down the windows, and the ever-present vague mixed smell of methylated spirit, Canada balsam, and a sweetish decay, opened vast new horizons to him. To the world of the eighteen-eighties the story of life, of the origin and branching out of species, of the making of continents, was still the most inspiring of new romances. Comparative anatomy46 in particular was then a great and philosophical47 “new learning,” a mighty48 training of the mind; the drift of biological teaching towards specialization was still to come.
For a time Oswald thought of giving his life to biology. But biology unhappily had little need of Oswald. He was a clumsy dissector49 because of his injury, and unhandy at most of the practical work, he had to work with his head on one 35side and rather close to what he was doing, but it dawned upon him one day as a remarkable50 discovery that neither personal beauty nor great agility51 are demanded from an explorer or collector. It was a picture he saw in an illustrated52 paper of H. M. Stanley traversing an African forest in a litter, with a great retinue54 of porters, that first put this precious idea into his head. “One wants pluck and a certain toughness,” he said. “I’m tough enough. And then I shall be out of reach of—Piccadilly.”
He had excellent reasons for disliking the West End. It lured56 him, it exasperated57 him, it demoralized him and made him ashamed. He got and read every book of African travel he could hear of. In 1885 he snatched at an opportunity and went with an expedition through Portuguese58 East Africa to Nyasa and Tanganyika. He found fatigue59 and illness and hardship there—and peace of nerve and imagination. He remained in that region of Africa for three years.
But biology and Africa were merely the fields of human interest in which Oswald’s mind was most active in those days. Such inquiries60 were only a part of his valiant all-round struggle to reconstruct the life that it had become impossible to carry on as a drama of the noble and picturesque61 loves and adventures of Oswald Sydenham. His questions led him into philosophy; he tried over religion, which had hitherto in his romantic phase simply furnished suitable church scenery for meetings and repentances. He read many books, listened to preachers, hunted out any teacher who seemed to promise help in the mending of his life, considered this “movement” and that “question.” His resolve to find what “the whole beastly game was about,” was no passing ejaculation. He followed the trend of his time towards a religious scepticism and an entire neglect of current politics. Religion was then at the nadir63 of formalism; current politics was an outwardly idiotic64, inwardly dishonest, party duel65 between the followers66 of Gladstone and Disraeli. Social and economic questions he was inclined to leave to the professors. Those were the early days of socialist67 thought in England, the days before Fabianism, and he did not take to the new teachings very kindly68. He was a moderate man in æsthetic matters, William Morris left him 36tepid, he had no sense of grievance69 against machinery70 and aniline dyes, he did not grasp the workers’ demand because it was outside his traditions and experiences. Science seemed to him more and more plainly to be the big regenerative thing in human life, and the mission immediately before men of energy was the spreading of civilization, that is to say of knowledge, apparatus72, clear thought, and release from instinct and superstition73, about the world.
In those days science was at its maximum of aggressive hopefulness. With the idea of scientific progress there was also bound up in many British minds the idea of a racial mission. The long Napoleonic wars had cut off British thought from the thought of the continent of Europe, and this separation was never completely healed throughout the nineteenth century. In spite of their world-empire the British remained remarkably74 self-centred and self-satisfied. They were a world-people, and no other people were. They were at once insular75 and world-wide. During the nineteenth century until its last quarter there was no real challenge to their extra-European ascendancy76. A man like Sydenham did not so much come to the conclusion that the subjugation77 and civilization of the world by science and the Anglican culture was the mission of the British Empire, as find that conclusion ready-made by tradition and circumstances in his mind. He did not even trouble to express it; it seemed to him self-evident. When Kipling wrote of the White Man’s Burden, Briton was understood. Everywhere the British went about the world, working often very disinterestedly78 and ably, quite unaware79 of the amazement80 and exasperation81 created in French and German and American minds by the discovery of these tranquil82 assumptions.
So it was with Oswald Sydenham for many years. For three years he was in the district between Bangweolo and Lake Nyasa, making his headquarters at Blantyre, collecting specimens83 and learning much about mankind and womankind in that chaos84 of Arab slavers, Scotch85 missionaries86, traders, prospectors87, native tribes, Zulu raiders, Indian store-keepers, and black “Portuguese”; then, discovering that Blantyre had picked up a nickname from the natives of “Half Face” for him, he took a temporary dislike to Blantyre, 37and decided to go by way of Tanganyika either to Uganda or Zanzibar, first sending home a considerable collection of specimens by way of Mozambique. He got through at last to Uganda, after some ugly days and hours, only to learn of a very good reason why he should return at once to the southern lakes. He heard that a new British consul88 was going up the Zambesi to Nyasaland with a British protectorate up his sleeve, and he became passionately89 anxious to secure a position near the ear of this official. There were many things the man ought to know at once that neither traders nor mission men would tell him.
To get any official position it was necessary for Oswald to return to London and use the influence of various allied90 Sydenhams. He winced91 at the thought of coming back to England and meeting the eyes of people who had known him before his disfigurement, but the need to have some sort of official recognition if he was to explain himself properly in Nyasaland made it necessary that he should come. That was in the summer of 1889.
He went down to visit his uncle at Long Downport while the “influences” brewed92, and here it was he first met Dolly. He did not know it, but now his face was no longer a shock to the observer. The injured side which had been at first mostly a harsh, reddish blank scar with a glass eye, had not only been baked and weather-worn by Africa, but it had in some indefinable way been assimilated by the unmutilated half. It had been taken up into his individuality; his renascent93 character possessed94 it now; it had been humanized and become a part of him; it had acquired dignity. Muscles and nerves had reconstructed some of their relations and partially95 resumed abandoned duties. If only he had known it, there was nothing repulsive96 about him to Dolly. Though he was not a pretty man, he had the look of a strong one. The touch of imagination in her composition made her see behind this half vizor of immobilized countenance97 the young hero who had risked giving his life for his fellows; his disfigurement did but witness the price he had paid. In those days at home in England one forgot that most men were brave. No one had much occasion nor excuse for bravery. A brave man seemed a wonderful man.
38He loved Dolly with a love in which a passion of gratitude98 was added to the commoner ingredients. Her smiling eyes restored his self-respect. He felt he was no longer a horror to women. But could it be love she felt for him? Was not that to presume too far? She gave him friendliness99. He guessed she gave him pity. She gave him the infinite reassurance100 of her frank eyes. Would it not be an ill return to demand more than these gracious gifts?
The possibility of humiliation—and of humiliating Dolly—touched a vein101 of abject102 cowardice103 in his composition. He could not bring himself to the test. He tried some vague signalling that she did not seem to understand. His time ran out and he went—awkwardly. When he returned for a second time, he returned to find that Arthur’s fine profile had eclipsed his memory.
§ 3
After the visit that made him a godfather, Oswald did not return again to England until his godson had attained104 the ripe age of four years. And when Oswald came again he had changed very greatly. He was now almost completely his new self; the original good-looking midshipman, that sunny “type,” was buried deep in a highly individualized person, who had in England something of the effect of a block of seasoned ship’s timber among new-cut blocks of white deal. He had been used and tested. He had been scarred, and survived. His obsession105 had lifted. He had got himself well under control.
He was now acquiring a considerable knowledge of things African, and more particularly of those mysterious processes of change and adventure that were presented to the British consciousness in those days as “empire building.”
He had seen this part of Africa change dramatically under his eyes. When first he had gone out it was but a dozen years from the death of Livingstone, who had been the first white man in this land. In Livingstone’s wake had come rifles, missionaries, and the big game hunter. The people of the Shire Highlands were now mostly under the rule of chiefs who had come into the country with Livingstone as 39Basuto porters, and whom he had armed with rifles. The town of Blantyre had been established by Scotch missionaries to preserve Livingstone’s memory and his work. Things had gone badly for a time. A certain number of lay helpers to the Church of Scotland Mission had set up as quasi-independent sovereigns, with powers of life and death, about their mission stations; many of them had got completely out of hand and were guilty of much extortion and cruelty. One of them, Fennick, murdered a chief in a drunken bout4, got himself killed, and nearly provoked a native war only a year or so before Oswald’s arrival. Arab adventurers from Zanzibar and black Portuguese from the Zambesi were also pushing into this country. The Yao to the north and the Angoni-Zulus to the south, tribes of a highly militant106 spirit, added their quota107 to a kaleidoscope of murder, rape108, robbery and incalculable chances, which were further complicated by the annexational propaganda of more or less vaguely109 accredited110 German, Belgian, Portuguese and British agents.
Oswald reached Tanganyika in the company of a steamboat (in portable pieces) which had been sent by the Scotch missionaries by way of the Zambesi and Lake Nyasa; he helped with its reconstruction111, and took a considerable share in fighting the Arab slavers between Nyasa and Tanganyika. One of his earliest impressions of African warfare112 was the figure of a blistered113 and wounded negro standing114 painfully to tell his story of the fight from which he had escaped. “You see,” the Scotch trader who was translating, explained, “he’s saying they had just spears and the Arabs had guns, and they got driven back on the lagoon115 into the reeds. The reeds were dry, and the Arabs set them on fire. That’s how he’s got his arm and leg burns, he says. Nasty places. But they’ll heal all right; he’s a vegetarian116 and a teetotaller—usually. Those reeds burn like thatch117, and if the poor devils ran out they got stabbed or shot, and if they went into the water the crocodiles would be getting them. I know that end of the lake. It’s fairly alive with crocodiles. A perfect bank holiday for the crocodiles. Poor devils! Poor devils!”
The whole of Africa, seen in those days from the viewpoint 40of Blantyre, was the most desolating118 spectacle of human indiscipline it is possible to conceive. Everywhere was the adventurer and violence and cruelty and fever, nowhere law and discipline. The mission men turned robbers, the traders became drunkards, the porters betrayed their masters. Mission intrigued119 against mission, disobeyed the consuls120, and got at hopeless loggerheads with the traders and early planters. Where there is no control, there is no self-control. Thirst and lust53 racked every human being; even some of the missionaries deemed it better to marry native women than to burn. In his own person Oswald played microcosm to human society. He had his falls and bitter moments, but his faith in science and civilization, human will and self-control, stumbled to its feet again. “We’ll get things straight here presently,” he said. Of himself as of Nyasaland. “Never say damned till you’re dead.”
His first return to England not only gave him a futile121 dream of Dolly to keep him clean and fastidious in Africa, but restored his waning122 belief in an orderly world. Seen from that distant point, the conflicts in Africa fell into a proper perspective as the froth and confusion before the launching of a new and unprecedented123 peace. Africa had been a black stew124 of lust, bloodshed and disease since the beginnings of history. These latter days were but the last flare-up of an ancient disorder125 before the net of the law and the roads and railways, the net of the hospitals and microscopes and anthropologists, caught and tamed and studied and mastered the black continent. He got his official recognition and went back to join this new British agent, Mr. Harry126 Johnston, in Nyasaland and see a kind of order establish itself and grow more orderly and secure, over the human confusion round and about the Shire Highlands. He found in his chief, who presently became Commissioner127 and Administrator128 (with a uniform rather like an Admiral’s for state occasions), a man after his own heart, with the same unquenchable faith in the new learning of science and the same belief in the better future that opened before mankind. The Commissioner, a little animated129, talkative man of tireless interest and countless130 interests, reciprocated131 Oswald’s liking55. In Central Africa one is either too busy or too tired and ill to 41do much talking, but there were one or two evenings when Oswald was alone with his chief and they could exchange views. Johnston had a modern religious philosophy that saw God chiefly through the valiant hearts of men; he made Oswald read Winwood Reade’s Martyrdom of Man, which had become, so to speak, his own theological point of departure. It was a book of sombre optimism productive of a kind of dark hopefulness—“provided we stick it”—that accorded well with the midday twilight132 of the Congo forests into which Oswald was presently sent. It marched with much that Oswald had been thinking out for himself. It did not so much tell him new things as crystallize his own thoughts.
Two ideas were becoming the guiding lights of Oswald Sydenham’s thought and life. One was the idea of self-devotion to British Imperial expansion. The British Empire was to be the instrument of world civilization, the protectress and vehicle of science; the critical examination of Imperialism133 in the light of these pretensions134 had still to come. He had still to discover that science could be talked in other languages than English, and thought go on behind brown and yellow foreheads. His second idea was that the civilizing135 process was essentially136 an educational process, a training in toleration and devotion, the tempering of egotism by wide ideas. Thereby137 “we shall get things straighter presently. We shall get them very straight in the long run.”...
Directly after Oswald’s second visit to England, the one in which he became Peter’s godfather, a series of campaigns against the slave-raiding Arab chiefs, who still remained practically independent in the Protectorate, began. Oswald commanded in a very “near thing” in the Highlands, during which he held a small stockade138 against the Yao with six Sikhs and a few Atonga for three days, and was finally rescued when his ammunition139 had almost given out; and after that he was entrusted140 with a force of over three hundred men in the expedition that ended in the capture and hanging of old Mlozi. He fought in steamy heat and pouring rain, his head aching and his body shivering, and he ended his campaigning with a first experience of blackwater fever. It 42struck him as an unutterably beastly experience, although the doctor assured him he had been let down lightly. However, this was almost the end of the clearing-up fighting in the Protectorate, and Oswald could take things easily for a time. Thereafter the work of pacification141, road-making, and postal142 and telegraphic organization went on swiftly and steadily143.
But these days of peaceful organization were ended by a disagreeable emotional situation. Oswald found himself amused and attracted by a pretty woman he despised thoroughly144 and disliked a good deal. She was the wife of a planter near Blantyre. So far from thinking him an ugly and disfigured being, she made it plain to him that his ugliness was an unprecedented excitement for her. Always imprisoned145 in his mind was the desire to have a woman of his very own; at times he envied even the Yao warriors146 their black slave mistresses; and he was more than half disposed to snatch this craving creature in spite of the lies and tricks and an incessant147 chattering149 vanity that disfigured her soul, and end all his work in Africa, to gratify, if only for some lurid150 months, his hunger for a human possession. The situation took him by surprise in a negligent151 phase; he pulled up sharply when he was already looking down a slippery slope of indignity152 and dishonour153. If he had as yet done no foolish things he had thought and said them. The memory of Dolly came to him in the night. He declared to himself, and he tried to declare it without reservation, that it was better to sit for a time within a yard of Dolly’s inaccessible154 goodness than paint a Protectorate already British enough to be scandal-loving, with the very brightest hues155 of passion’s flame-colour. He ran away from this woman.
So he came back—by no means single-mindedly. There were lapses156 indeed on the slow steamer journey to Egypt into almost unendurable torments158 of regret. Of which, however, no traces appeared when he came into the presence of Dolly and his godson at The Ingle-Nook.
§ 4
Peter took to Oswald and Oswald took to Peter from the beginning.
43Peter, by this time, had Joan for a foster-sister. And also he had Nobby. Nobby was a beloved Dutch doll, armless and legless, but adored and trusted as no other doll has ever been in the whole history of dolls since the world began. He had been Peter’s first doll. One day when he was playing tunes159 with Nobby on the nursery fender, one exceptionally accented note splintered off a side of Nobby’s smooth but already much obliterated160 countenance. Peter was not so much grieved as dismayed, and Arthur was very sympathetic and did his best to put things right with a fine brush and some black paint. But when Peter saw Oswald he met him with a cry of delight and recognition.
“It’s Nobby!” he cried.
“But who’s Nobby?” asked Oswald.
“You—Nobby,” Peter insisted with a squeak161, and turned about just in time to prevent Arthur from hiding the fetish away. “Gimme my Nobby!” he said.
“Nobby is his private god,” Dolly hastened to explain. “It is his dearest possession. It is the most beautiful thing in the world to him. Every night he must have Nobby under his pillow....”
Oswald stood with his wooden double in his hand for a moment, recognized himself at a glance, thought it over, and smiled his grim, one-sided smile.
“I’m Nobby right enough,” he said. “Big Nobby, Peter. He takes you off to Dreamland. Some day I’ll take you to the Mountains of the Moon.”
So far Joan, a black-headed, black-eyed doll, had been coyly on the edge of the conversation, a little disposed to take refuge in the skirts of Mary. Now she made a great effort on her own account. “Nobby,” she screamed; “big, Big Nobby!” And, realizing she had made a success, hid her face.
“Nobby to you,” said Oswald. “Does that want a godfather too? It’s my rôle....”
§ 5
The changes in the Stubland nursery, though they were the most apparent, were certainly not the greatest in the 44little home that looked over the Weald. Arthur had been unfaithful to Dolly—on principle it would seem. That did not reach Oswald’s perceptions all at once, though even on his first visit he felt a difference between them.
The later ’nineties were the “Sex Problem” period in Great Britain. Not that sex has been anything else than a perplexity in all ages, but it was just about this time that that unanswerable “Why not?”—that bacterium162 of social decay, spreading out from the dark corners of unventilated religious dogmas into a moribund163 system of morals, reached, in the case of the children of the serious middle-classes of Great Britain, this important field of conduct. The manner of the question and the answer remained still serious. Those were the days of “The Woman Who Did” and the “Keynote Series,” of adultery without fun and fornication for conscience’ sake. Arthur, with ample leisure, a high-grade bicycle, the consciousness of the artistic164 temperament and a gnawing165 secret realization166, which had never left him since those early days in Florence, that Dolly did not really consider him as an important person in the world’s affairs, was all too receptive of the new suggestions. After some discursive167 liberal conversations with various people he found the complication he sought in the youngest of three plain but passionate sisters, who lived a decorative168 life in a pretty little modern cottage on the edge of a wood beyond Limpsfield. The new gale169 of emancipation170 sent a fire through her veins171. Her soul within her was like a flame. She wrote poetry with a peculiar172 wistful charm, and her decorative methods were so similar to Arthur’s that it seemed natural to conclude they might be the precursors173 of an entirely new school. They put a new interest and life into each other’s work. It became a sort of collaboration174....
The affair was not all priggishness on Arthur’s part. The woman was honestly in love; and for most men love makes love; there is a pride and fascination for them in a new love adventure, in the hesitation175, the dash, the soft capture, the triumph and kindness, that can manage with very poor excuses. And such a beautiful absence of mutual176 criticism always, such a kindly accepting blindness in passionate eyes!
45At first Dolly did not realize how Arthur was rounding off his life. She was busy now with her niece, her disreputable elder brother’s love child, as well as Peter; she did not miss Arthur very much during his increasing absences. Then Arthur, who wished to savour all the aspects of the new situation, revealed it to her one August evening in general terms by a discourse177 upon polygamy.
Dolly’s quick mind seized the situation long before Arthur could state it.
She did not guess who her successful rival was. She did not know it was the younger Miss Blend, that familiar dark squat178 figure, quick and almost crowded in speech, and with a peculiar avidity about her manner and bearing. She assumed it must be some person of transcendant and humiliating merit; that much her romantic standards demanded. She was also a little disgusted, as though Arthur had discovered himself to be physically179 unclean. Her immediate71 impulse was to arrest a specific confession180.
“You forget instinct, Arthur dear,” she said, colouring brightly. “What you say is perfectly181 reasonable, wonderfully so. Only—it would make me feel sick—I mean sick—if, for example, I thought you——”
She turned away and looked at the view.
“Are you so sure that is instinct? Or convention?” he asked, after a pause of half comprehension.
“Instinct—for certain.... Lovers are one. Whither you go, I go—in the spirit. You can’t go alone with another woman while I—while I—— In those things.... Oh, it’s inconceivable!”
“That’s a primitive182 point of view.”
“Love—lust for the matter of that.... They are primitive things,” said Dolly, undisguisedly wretched.
“There’s reason in the control of them.”
“Polygamy!” she cried scornfully.
Arthur was immensely disconcerted.
He lit a cigarette, and his movements were slow and clumsy.
“Ideas may differ,” he said lamely183....
He did not make his personal confession after all.
In the middle of the night Arthur was lying awake 46thinking with unusual violence, and for the first time for a long while seeing a question from a standpoint other than his own. Also he fancied he had heard a sound of great significance at bedtime. That uncertain memory worried him more and more. He got up now with excessive precautions against noise and crept with extreme slowness and care to the little door between his room and Dolly’s. It was locked.
Then she had understood!
A solemn, an almost awe-stricken Arthur paddled back to his own bed through a pool of moonlight on the floor. A pair of pallid184, blue-veined feet and bright pyjama legs and a perplexed185, vague continuation upward was all the moon could see.
§ 6
It was, it seemed to Arthur, a very hard, resolute186 and unapproachable Dolly who met him at the breakfast-table on the brick terrace outside the little kitchen window. He reflected that the ultimate injury a wife can do to a husband is ruthless humiliation, and she was certainly making him feel most abominably187 ashamed of himself. She had always, he reflected, made him feel that she didn’t very greatly believe in him. There was just a touch of the spitfire in Dolly....
But, indeed, within Dolly was a stormy cavern188 of dismay and indignation and bitter understanding. She had wept a great deal in the night and thought interminably; she knew already that there was much more in this thing than a simple romantic issue.
Her first impulses had been quite in the romantic tradition: “Never again!” and “Now we part!” and “Henceforth we are as strangers!”
She had already got ten thousand miles beyond that.
She did not even know whether she hated him or loved him. She doubted if she had ever known.
Her state of mind was an extraordinary patchwork189. Every possibility in her being was in a state of intense excitement. She was swayed by a violently excited passion for him that was only restrained by a still more violent resolve 47to punish and prevail over him. He had never seemed so good-looking, so pleasant-faced, so much “old Arthur”—or such a fatuous190 being. And he was watching her, watching her, watching her, obliquely191, furtively192, while he pretended awkwardly to be at his ease. What a scared comic thing Arthur could be! There were moments when she could have screamed with laughter at his solicitous193 face.
Meanwhile some serviceable part of her mind devoted194 itself to the table needs of Joan and Peter.
Peter was disposed to incite195 Joan to a porridge-eating race. You just looked at Joan and began to eat fast very quietly, and then Joan would catch on and begin to eat fast too. Her spoon would go quicker and quicker, and make a noise—whack196, whack, whack! And as it was necessary that she should keep her wicked black eyes fixed197 on your plate all the time to see how you were getting on, she would sometimes get an empty spoon up, sometimes miss her mouth, sometimes splash. But Mummy took a strong hand that morning. There was an argument, but Mummy was unusually firm. She turned breakfast into a drill. “Fill spoon. ’Tention! Mouf. Withdraw spoon.” Not bad fun, really, though Mummy looked much too stern for any liberties. And Daddy wasn’t game for a diversion. Wouldn’t look at a little boy....
After breakfast Arthur decided that he was not going to be bullied198. He got out his bicycle and announced in a dry, offhand199 tone that he was going out for the day.
“So long, Guv’nor,” said Dolly, as off-handedly, and stood at the door in an expressionless way until he was beyond the green road gate.
Then she strolled back through the house into the garden, and stood for a time considering the situation.
“So I am to bring up two babies—and grow old, while this goes on!” she whispered.
She went to clear the things off the breakfast-table, and stood motionless again.
“My God!” she said; “why wasn’t I born a man?”
And that, or some image that followed it, let her thoughts out to Africa and a sturdy, teak-complexioned figure with a one-sided face under its big sun-helmet....
48“Why didn’t I marry a man?” she said. “Why didn’t I get me a mate?”
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These were the primary factors of the situation that Oswald, arriving six weeks later, was slowly to discover and comprehend. As he did so he felt the self-imposed restraints of his relations to Arthur and Dolly slip from him. Arthur was now abundantly absent. Never before had Oswald and Dolly been so much alone together. Peter and Joan in the foreground were a small restraint upon speech and understanding.
But now this story falls away from romance. Romance requires that a woman should love a man or not love a man; that she should love one man only and go with the man of her choice, that no other consideration, unless it be duty or virtue200, should matter. But Dolly found with infinite dismay that she was divided.
She loved certain things in Oswald and certain things in Arthur. The romantic tradition which ruled in these matters, provided no instructions in such a case. The two men were not sufficiently201 contrasted. One was not black enough; the other not white enough. Oswald was a strong man and brave, but Arthur, though he lived a tame and indolent life, seemed almost insensible to danger. She had never seen him afraid or rattled202. He was a magnificent rock climber, for example; his physical nerve was perfect. Everything would have been so much simpler if he had been a “soft.” She was sensitive to physical quality. It was good to watch Arthur move; Oswald’s injuries made him clumsy and a little cautious in his movements. But Oswald was growing into a politician; he had already taken great responsibilities in Africa; he talked like a prince and like a lover about his Atonga and his Sikhs, and about the white-clad kingdom of Uganda and about the fantastic gallant203 Masai, who must be saved from extermination204. That princely way of thinking was the fine thing about him; there he outshone Arthur. He was wonderful to her when he talked of those Central African kingdoms that were rotting into chaos under the 49influence of the Arab and European invasions, chaos from which a few honest Englishmen might yet rescue a group of splendid peoples.
He could be loyal all through; it was his nature. And he loved her—as Arthur had never loved her. With a gleam of fierceness. As though there was a streak205 of anger in his love.
“Why do you endure it?” he fretted206. “Why do you endure it?”
But he was irritable207, absurd about many little things. He could lose his temper over games; particularly if Arthur played too.
Yet there was a power about Oswald. It was a quality that made her fear him and herself. She feared for the freedom of her spirit. If ever she became Oswald’s she would become his much more than she had ever been Arthur’s. There was something about him that was real and commanding, in a sense in which nothing was real about Arthur.
She had a dread208, which made her very wary209, that one day Oswald would seize upon her, that he would take her in his arms and kiss her. This possibility accumulated. She had a feeling that it would be something very dreadful, painful and enormous; that it would be like being branded, that therewith Arthur would be abolished for her.... At the thought she realized that she did not want Arthur to be abolished. She had an enormous kindliness210 for Arthur that would have been impossible without a little streak of humorous superiority. If Oswald threatened her with his latent mastery, Arthur had the appeal of much dependence211.
And apart from Oswald or Arthur, something else in her protested, an instinct or a deeply-rooted tradition. The thought of a second man was like thinking of the dislocation of her soul. It involved a nightmare of overlapping212, of partial obliteration213, of contrast and replacement214, in things that she felt could have no honour or dignity unless they are as simple and natural as inadvertent actions....
The thing that swayed her most towards Oswald, oddly enough, was his mutilated face. That held her back from any decision against him. “If I do not go with him,” she 50thought, “he will think it is that.” She could not endure that he should be so wounded.
Then, least personal and selfish thought of all, was the question of Joan and Peter. What would happen to them? In any case, Dolly knew they would come to her. There was no bitter vindictiveness216 in Arthur, and he shirked every responsibility he could. She could leave him and go to Uganda and return to them. She knew there would be no attempt to deprive her of Peter. Oswald would be as good a father as Arthur. The children weighed on neither side.
Dolly’s mind had become discontinuous as it had never been discontinuous before. None of these things were in her mind all the time; sometimes one aspect was uppermost and sometimes another. Sometimes she was ruled by nothing but vindictive215 pride which urged her to put herself on a level with Arthur. At times again her pride was white and tight-lipped, exhorting217 her above all things not to put herself on a level with Arthur. When Oswald pressed her, her every impulse was to resist; when he was away and she felt her loneliness—and his—her heart went out to him.
She had given herself to Arthur, that seemed conclusive218. But Arthur had dishonoured219 the gift. She had a great sense of obligation to Oswald. She had loved Oswald before she had ever seen Arthur; years ago she had given her cousin the hope and claim that burnt accusingly in his eye today.
“Come with me, Dolly,” he said. “Come with me. Share my life. This isn’t life here.”
“But could I come with you?”
“If you dared. Not to Blantyre, perhaps. That’s—respectable. Church and women and chatter148. Blantyre’s over. But there’s Uganda. Baker220 took a wife there. It’s still a land of wild romance. And I must go soon. I must get to Uganda. So much is happening. Muir says this Soudanese trouble won’t wait.... But I hang on here, day after day. I can’t leave you to it, Dolly. I can’t endure that.”
“You have to leave me,” she said.
“No. Come with me. This soft grey-green countryside is no place for you. I want you in a royal leopard221 skin with a rifle in your hand. You are pale for want of the sun. 51And while we were out there he could divorce you. He would divorce you—and marry some other copper222 puncher. Some Craftswoman. And stencil223 like hell. Then we could marry.”
He gripped her wrists across the stone table. “Dolly, my darling!” he said; “don’t let me go back alone.”
“But what of Peter and Joan?”
“Leave them to nurses for a year or so and then bring them out to the sun. If the boy stays here, he will grow up—some sort of fiddling224 artist. He will punch copper and play about with book-binding.”
She struggled suddenly to free her wrists, and he gripped them tighter until he saw that she was looking towards the house. At last he realized that Arthur approached.
“Oh, damn!” said Oswald....
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Dolly cut this knot she could not untie225, and as soon as she had cut it she began to repent62.
Indecision may become an unendurable torment157. On the one hand that dark strong life in the African sunblaze with this man she feared in spite of his unconcealed worship, called to a long-suppressed vein of courage in her being; on the other hand was her sense of duty, her fastidious cleanness, this English home with its thousand gentle associations and Arthur, Arthur who had suddenly abandoned neglect, become attentive226, mutely apologetic, but who had said not a word, since he had put himself out of court, about Oswald.
He had said nothing, but he had become grave in his manner. Once or twice she had watched him when he had not known she watched him, and she had tried to fathom227 what was now in his mind. Did he want her?
This and that pulled her.
One night in the middle of the night she lay awake, unable to sleep, unable to decide. She went to her window and pressed her forehead against the pane228 and stared at the garden in a mist of moonlight. “I must end it,” she said. “I must end it.”
She went to the door that separated her room from Arthur’s, 52and unlocked it noisily. She walked across the room and stood by the window. Arthur was awake too. He leant up upon his elbow and regarded her without a word.
“Arthur,” she said, “am I to go to Africa or am I to stay with you?”
Arthur answered after a little while. “I want you to stay with me.”
“On my conditions?”
“I have been a fool, Dolly. It’s over....”
They were both trembling, and their voices were unsteady.
“Can I believe you, Arthur?” she asked weakly....
He came across the moonlight to her, and as he spoke229 his tears came. Old, tender, well-remembered phrases were on his lips. “Dolly! Little sweet Dolly,” he said, and took her hungrily into his arms....
There remained nothing now of the knot but to tell Oswald that she had made her irrevocable decision.
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Arthur was eloquent230 about their reconciliation231. What became of her rival Dolly never learnt, nor greatly cared; she was turned out of Arthur’s heart, it would seem, rather as one turns a superfluous232 cat out of doors. Arthur alluded233 to the emotional situation generally as “this mess.” “If I’d had proper work to do and some outlet234 for my energy this mess wouldn’t have happened,” he said. He announced in phrases only too obviously derivative235 that he must find something real to do. “Something that will take me and use me.”
But Dolly was manifestly unhappy. He decided that the crisis had overtaxed her. Oswald must have worried her tremendously. (He thought it was splendid of her that she never blamed Oswald.) The garden, the place, was full now of painful associations—and moreover the rejected cat was well within the range of a chance meeting. Travel among beautiful scenery seemed the remedy indicated. Their income happened to be a little overspent, but it only added to his sense of rising to a great emotional emergency that he should have to draw upon his capital. They started upon a sort of recrudescence of their honeymoon236, beginning with Rome.
53Aunt Phyllis and Aunt Phœbe came to mind the house and Joan and Peter. Aunt Phœbe was writing a little wise poetical237 book about education, mostly out of her inner consciousness, and she seized the opportunity of this experience very gladly....
Dolly was a thing of moods for all that journey.
At times she was extravagantly238 hilarious239, she was wild, as she had never been before. She would start out to scamper240 about a twilit town after a long day’s travel, so that it was hard for Arthur to keep pace with her flitting energy; she would pretend to be Tarantula-bitten in some chestnut241 grove242 and dance love dances and flee like a dryad to be pursued and caught. And at other times she sat white and still as though she had a broken heart. Never did an entirely virtuous243 decision give a woman so much heartache. They went up Vesuvius by night on mules244 from Pompeii, and as they stood on the black edge of the crater245, the guide called her attention to the vast steely extent of the moonlit southward sea.
She heard herself whisper “Africa,” and wondered if Arthur too had heard.
And at Capri Arthur had a dispute with a boatman. The boat was taken at the Marina Grande. The boatman proposed the tour of the island and all the grottos246, and from the Marina Grande the project seemed reasonable enough. The sea, though not glassy smooth, was quite a practicable sea. But a point had to be explained very carefully. The boatman put it in slow and simple Italian with much helpful gesture. If the wind rose to a storm so that they would have to return before completing this “giro,” they would still pay the same fee.
“Oh quite,” said Arthur carelessly in English, and the bargain was made.
They worked round the corner of the island, under the Salto di Tiberio, that towering cliff down which the legend says Tiberius flung his victims, and as soon as they came out from under the lee of the island Arthur discovered a cheat. The gathering247 wind beyond the shelter of the cliffs was cutting up the blue water into a disorderly system of tumbling white-capped waves. The boat headed straight into a storm. It lifted and fell and swayed and staggered; the boatman at 54his oar248 dramatically exaggerated his difficulties. “He knew of this,” said Arthur savagely249. “He thinks we shall want to give in. Well, let’s see who gives in first. Let’s put him through his program and see how he likes it.”
Arthur had taken off his hat, and clutched it to save it from the wind. He looked very fine with his hair blowing back. “Buona aria,” he said, grinning cheerfully to the boatman. “Bellissima!”
The boatman was understood to say that the wind was rising and that it was going to be worse presently.
“Bellissima!” said Arthur, patting Dolly’s back.
The boatman was seized with solicitude250 for the lady.
Dolly surveyed the great cliffs that towered overhead and the frothy crests252 against which the boat smacked253 and lifted. “Bellissima,” she agreed, smiling at the boatman’s consternation254. “Avanti!”
The boat plunged255 and ploughed its way for a little while in silence. The boatman suggested that things were getting dangerous. Could the signora swim?
Arthur assured him that she could swim like a fish.
And the capitano?
Arthur accepted his promotion256 cheerfully and assured the boatman that his swimming was only second to Dolly’s.
The boatman informed them that he himself could scarcely swim at all. He was not properly a seafaring man. He had come to Capri for his health; his lungs were weak. He had been a stonemason at Alessandria, but the dust had been bad for his lungs. He could not swim. He could not manage a boat very well in stormy weather. And he was an orphan257.
“Io Orfano!” cried Arthur, greatly delighted, and stabbing himself with an elucidatory258 forefinger259. “Io Orfano anche.”
The boatman lapsed260 into gloom. In a little while they had beaten round the headland into view of the Faraglione, that big outstanding rock which is pierced by a great arch, upon the south-eastern side of the island. The passage through this Arco Naturale was in the boatman’s agreement. They could see the swirl261 of the waters now through that natural gateway262, rising, pouring almost to the top of the arch 55and then swirling263 down to the trough of the wave. The west wind whipped the orphan’s blue-black curls about his ears. He began to cry off his bargain.
“We go through that arch,” said Arthur, “or my name is not Stubland.”
The boatman argued his case. The wind was rising; the further they went the more they came into the weather. He had not the skill of a man born to the sea.
“You made the bargain,” said Arthur.
“Let us return while we are still safe,” the boatman protested.
“Go through the arch,” said Arthur. The boatman looked at the arch, the sky, the endless onslaught of advancing waves to seaward and Arthur, and then with a gesture of despair turned the boat towards the arch.
“He’s frightened, Arthur,” said Dolly.
“Serve him right. He won’t try this game again in a hurry,” said Arthur, and then relenting: “Go through the arch and we will return....”
The boatman baulked at the arch twice. It was evident they must go through just behind the crest251 of a wave. He headed in just a moment or so too soon, got through on the very crest, bent264 double to save his head, made a clumsy lunge with his oar that struck the rock and threw him sideways. Then they were rushing with incredible swiftness out of the arch down a blue-green slope of water, and the Faraglione rose again before Dolly’s eyes like a thing relieved after a moment of intense concentration. But suddenly everything was sideways. Everything was askew265. The boat was half overturned and the boatman was sitting unsteadily on the gunwale, clutching at the opposite side which was rising, rising. The man, she realized, was going overboard, and Arthur’s swift grab at him did but complete the capsize. The side of the boat was below her where the floor should be, and that gave way to streaming bubbling water into which one man plunged on the top of the other....
Dolly leapt clear of the overturned boat, went under and came up....
She tossed the wet hair from her head and looked about her. The Faraglione was already thirty yards or more away 56and receding266 fast. The boat was keel upward and rolling away towards the cliff. There were no signs of Arthur or the boatman.
What must she do? Just before the accident she had noted267 the Piccola Marina away to the north-west. That would mean a hard swim against the waves, but it would be the best thing to do. It could not be half a mile away. And Arthur? Arthur would look after himself. He would do that all right. She would only encumber268 him by swimming around. Perhaps he would get the man on to the boat. Perhaps people had seen them from the Piccola Marina. If so boats would come out to them.
She struck out shoreward.
How light one’s clothes made one feel! But presently they would drag. (Never meet trouble half-way.) It was going to be a long swim. Even if there should be no current....
She swam....
Then she had doubts. Ought she to go back and look for Arthur? She could not be much good to him even if she found him. It was her first duty to save herself. Peter was not old enough to be left. No one would care for Joan and him as she could care for them. It was a long enough swim without looking for Arthur. It was going to be a very long swim....
She wished she could get a glimpse of Arthur. She looked this way and that. It would be easier to swim side by side. But in this choppy sea he might be quite close and still be hidden.... Best not to bother about things—just swim.
For a long time she swam like a machine....
After a time she began to think of her clothes again. The waves now seemed to be trying to get them off. She was being tugged269 back by her clothes. Could she get some of them off? Not in this rough water. It would be more exhausting than helpful. Clothes ought to be easier to get off; not so much tying and pinning....
The waves were coming faster now. The wind must be freshening. They were more numerous and less regular.
Splash! That last wave was a trencherous beast—no!—treacherous 57beast.... Phew, ugh! Salt in the mouth. Salt in the eyes. And here was another, too soon!... Oh fight!
It was hard to see the Piccola Marina. Wait for the lift of the next wave.... She was going too much to the left, ever so much too much to the left....
One must exert oneself for Peter’s sake.
What was Arthur doing?
It seemed a long time now since she had got into the water, and the shore was still a long way off. There was nobody there at all that she could see.... Boats drawn270 high and dry. Plenty of boats. Extraordinary people these Italians—they let stonemasons take charge of boats. Extortionate stonemasons.... She was horribly tired. Not in good fettle.... She looked at the Faraglione over her shoulder. It was still disgustingly near and big. She had hardly swum a third of the way yet. Or else there was a current. Better not think of currents. She had to stick to it. Perhaps it was the worst third of the way she had done. But what infinite joy and relief it would be just to stop swimming and spread one’s arms and feet!
She had to stick to it for little Peter’s sake. For little Peter’s sake. Peter too young to be left....
Arthur? Best not to think about Arthur just yet. It had been silly to insist on the Arco Naturale....
What a burthen and bother dress was to a woman! What a leaden burthen!...
She must not think. She must not think. She must swim like a machine. Like a machine. One.... Two.... One.... Two.... Slow and even.
She fell asleep. For some moments she was fast asleep. She woke up with the water rising over her head and struck out again.
There was a sound of many waters in her ears and an enormous indolence in her limbs against which she struggled in vain. She did struggle, and the thought that spurred her to struggle was still the thought of Peter.
“Peter is too young to be left yet,” sang like a refrain in her head as she roused herself for her last fight with the water. Peter was too young to be left yet. Peter, her little 58son. But the salt blinded her now; she was altogether out of step with the slow and resolute rhythm of the waves. They broke foaming271 upon her and beat upon her, and presently turned her about and over like a leaf in an eddy272.
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