Before the month of March was quite run out, the captain's worthy14 relative, who had entertained him at his home in Clovelly after the loss of the brig, partly on foot, partly by waggon15, partly by coach, accomplished16 that difficult thing in those days, a journey to London; designing, as far as possible, to be a minister of instruction and comfort to the condemned17 man. He found the captain so altered in appearance as to be scarcely recognizable, especially in his prison dress. Instead of the robust18 and ruddy man of former days, he saw before him a sallow, shrunken being, with hollow eyes and cheeks, and wretchedness traceable in every feature. In his inner man, however, but little change had at that time taken place, though he admitted with much humility19 and self-reproach that the more he considered it, the more inexplicable20 and insane his conduct appeared.
'You did very wrong, Stauncy,' said the cousin, 'in refusing to listen to your wife's advice. One duty cannot be performed by breaking another to perform it. If you thought it a duty to screen the merchant, you should have thought it a duty to screen yourself; and the love we owe to our neighbour must be regulated by the love we owe to ourselves. As Mary told you, it's a greater sin to keep a bad promise than to break it.'
'It may be, William,' replied the captain; 'but don't trouble me with that now. Things right in themselves become wrong whenever they are done in opposition21 to our convictions, and my conscience bid me do as I have done. I haven't any compunction to feel on that score; and what must be, must.'
'Don't say that, James; "what must be must" is as deplorably false in one sense as it is righteously true in another, and, with regard to conscience, your remark cuts two ways. A thing that is evil cannot be made good by any erroneous conceptions of ours respecting it. Our consciences frequently stimulate22 us to what is wrong, under the false notion that we are right. They are not safe guides without the light of life.'
'No doubt you're right, cousin, but a man must take his conscience as it is, and be faithful to it. If I saw as you did, I should reason in the same way.'
'I wish you had seen differently, James; but now the sentence cannot be reversed. If we form a wrong judgment23 of the quality of our actions, we form a wrong judgment of all associated with and resulting from them. But I will not say any more on that matter. I came up here not to argue with you on such points, but to show you God's argument when He says, "As I live, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked. Come now, and let us reason together: though your sins be as scarlet24, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson25 they shall be as wool."' And so he went on to preach in a prison, as an apostle had done before him, the glorious gospel of the blessed God. Day after day he visited the cell, and read and conversed26 on that word which enlightens the eyes and converts the soul. Nor were his efforts unavailing. The truth as it is in Jesus came to the condemned seaman27 in demonstration28 of the Spirit. It dissipated darkness. It showed the way of life. It rectified29 false conceptions of right and wrong. It caused 'old things to pass away, and all things to become new.'
'What a mystery,' he said to his cousin, at their last interview, 'is the human heart! deceitful truly above all things. Worse than the man who makes a deity30 out of a log of wood, I created within me a false sense of duty and worshipped it. I truly deserve to suffer; and now I turn away from the mystery of my own ignorance and depravity, to the mystery of godliness—God in Christ reconciling the world unto Himself. What a comforting contrast to my case is the story of the cross! It was from no motive31 of affection that I, as guilty as Phillipson, stood in his place; but "God commendeth His love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us, the Just for the unjust, to bring us to God." My only concern now is about Mary and the children; but with your word of promise I know I have your heart of affection, and you will look after them in my stead.'
The last night set in, and passed but tardily32 in the apprehension33 of the prisoner, who counted the hours with strangely mingled34 emotions, as they were told out by iron tongues in all directions, until the morning dawned, penetrating35 the cell with its golden light. A clearer sky or a brighter sun the face of nature never saw. A lovely May morning poured forth36 a flood of brightness on the scaffold, as though it would surround it with some token of heaven's mercy, whilst it bore so melancholy37 a testimony to earth's justice.
A noisy crowd, composed principally of the lowest and worst of characters, assembled to witness the sad spectacle. It might have been a holiday, so light and mirthful was the throng38, so hearty39 was their laugh, so ribald their conversation. Instead of the impressive awe40 and the deterring41 fear which such an occasion ought to have brought with it, the looks, the words, the acts of that jostling mass were expressive42 only of reckless hardihood and of wanton inhumanity.
As the captain ascended43 the scaffold he was greeted with a yell by the crowd, but it did not discompose him; and there, in the bright light of early day, suffusing44 the scene with genial45 glow, he forfeited46 the life he might have preserved. His last words were words of intercession for Mary, for the little ones, for himself; and ere the final syllable47 left those trembling lips his spirit had fled from its earthly tabernacle. He was a mistaken man, who sacrificed himself on what he considered the altar of duty; but he was a renewed man, plucked by the hand of mercy as a brand from the burning.
On the outskirts48 of the crowd the kind-hearted cousin continued to linger, enduring much mental anguish49 as he gazed on the lifeless remains50 of his relative. He could scarcely realize the fact that he was attending an execution, and that James Stauncy was no more, and continued to pace up and down, lost in thought, until the body was removed.
'I've seen the last of him in this life, poor fellow,' he said aloud; 'and now farewell, till we meet in a better!'
With a heavy heart he turned his face westward51, and, knowing that coach or waggon would overtake him some time, walked on until nightfall, and then took up his quarters in an inn by the roadside. Heated and wearied with his journey, the damp bed assigned him as his place of rest proved all the more fatal in its chilling effects; and ere he reached his home the checked tide of life had already begun to ebb52. Feebler and feebler, shadowy and more shadowy, the poor man grew. The colour departed from his cheek, the lustre53 faded from his eye; and sooner than he had thought, when speaking of a reunion in another world, did a reunion take place; for when the autumn sun smiled blandly54 and benign55 on blooming gardens and golden fields, its mellow56 rays fell brightly on the sod which covered the reposing57 dust of William Hockeridge.
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