If the revolver had been an ordinary one, or if the muscles of Bessie Harlan’s fingers had been firmer and stronger, she must have taken her own life then and there, before her companion could have done aught to prevent it. But the weapon was of the double-action pattern; more than that, the action was firm and strong, so that it required a considerable exertion2 of the muscles of the fingers to work it.
Then again, the position in which she was obliged to hold it strained the muscles of the right hand in such a position that the feat3 of pulling the trigger sufficiently4 to raise the hammer past the catch was twice difficult. Double-action revolvers are not the best in the world for the uses of people with suicidal intent.
As has already been said, the muzzle of the weapon was already against her temple, before the count fully5 realized her intent; but then he leaped forward with a sudden cry. Perhaps his sudden action, together with the cry he uttered, had something to do with disconcerting her; at all events, he was in time.
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It is doubtful, too, if she realized what she was about to do.
A creature of impulses always, the count’s words of love spoken at such a time, and bringing to mind, as they did, that the time was not far distant in the past when she had consented to listen to him, and when she had not repulsed6 him—when even she had secretly convinced herself that she might some day love this man—filled her with such horror of her present position that death seemed to be the only way of escape.
It is certain that she intended to kill herself. It is certain that she intended to send the bullet through her brain and thus to escape at once and for all time the horror of her present surroundings. It is also certain that the sudden activity of the count prevented her from carrying her impulse to a fatal termination.
It will be remembered that the table was between them; that she stood facing him at one side of it, while he was half-way across the cabin from her, at the opposite side. But his leap toward her was like the spring of a panther, and the cry he uttered was so filled with horror, amazement7, terror, and remorse8 for bringing her to such a pass, that it startled even her, wrapped up as she was in her fatal resolve.
As he leaped forward he threw himself bodily across the table, scattering9 the books and papers, and the electric drop-light that stood in the center of it, in every direction, and upon every side.
And he managed, somehow, to reach her arm and hand. He managed, somehow, to seize the wrist of the[150] hand which held the weapon—to deflect10 it, and to knock it from her grasp with such force that it was sent hurling11 across the room, where it fell, clattering12, against the mahogany bulkhead. It was not even discharged.
The hammer, which her tender muscles had been unable to raise, fell again into place without touching13 the cartridge14 in the chamber15, and Bessie stood for an instant, abashed16, before him.
The table was still between them. He remained, leaning upon it with both hands, and with his face thrust forward toward her, speechless with dismay, alarm, and with thanksgiving for his power to prevent the consummation of her terrible act.
And she stood opposite him, a few feet away, white and staring—herself speechless from the terror of the thing which had approached her so closely, and yet had passed her by.
For a moment it was a tableau17 which neither of them comprehended; and then the count did the only thing he could have done under the circumstances, to help her to regain18 her composure, and to convince her that she was not in the terrible danger she dreaded19 from his presence.
He straightened himself back upon his feet, calmly and slowly, until he stood upright before her. Then he folded his arms across his chest, and looked into her eyes silently. Presently he pointed20 with one finger toward the weapon where it was lying against the bulkhead, and he said slowly:
“Yonder is your weapon, Miss Harlan. Let me suggest that you resume possession of it, in order that you[151] may still have the means about you to protect yourself against a danger which exists only in your imagination.”
She did not move, and after a moment he continued:
“I have assured you that you are safe here—as safe as any honored guest might be anywhere in the world. While we are aboard this vessel21 together, while you are a passenger upon it, I should like to have free access to this cabin—in short, I should be glad if you will consider it a common meeting-place between us. But yonder”—he pointed toward the portières which divided the cabin from the passageway—“yonder, beyond those curtains, is a portion of the Shadow which you may regard as your personal domain22. Beyond that point no human being save yourself shall penetrate23, so long as you are my guest.
“And there,” he continued, “you will find every convenience, and every article of wearing-apparel, which you can require. The clothing belonged to Madame Cadillac, the wife of my brother, as good and true and splendid a woman as ever drew breath. You know something about her, for you have heard Nick Carter talk about her; you have heard the husband of your sister describe her.
“You are the only woman aboard this vessel, but that need make no difference. You have but to touch the button yonder to secure the services of the steward24, who will serve you, at any time, with anything you require, which he possesses.
“And now, Miss Harlan, I will bid you good night. Until some time to-morrow, at least, you will not be again intruded25 upon.”
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He turned swiftly and would have disappeared through the door had she not held up one hand in a gesture to detain him.
“Wait,” she said simply.
“Yes?” he said, in reply.
“You have convinced me,” she said, “that you intend me no immediate26 personal harm.”
He bowed his head, without replying in words.
“And I doubt,” she continued, “if you realize the incalculable and terrible injury you inflict27 upon me with every additional moment I pass aboard this vessel.”
“I have taken that into consideration,” he replied calmly. “I know how you view it. It is too late now, however, to remedy it. If it were not too late, I would set you back aboard the Goalong. As it is——”
“As it is,” she interrupted, “permit me to doubt your word in that respect, Count Cadillac.”
Again he bowed without replying.
“I wish you to tell me where you are taking me,” she said.
“To Anjou,” he replied laconically28.
“To your château in France?”
“Yes.”
“For what purpose?”
“To make you my wife, when we arrive there, if in the meantime I am permitted to win your consent.”
“You are at least frank.”
“Yes.”
“And if you do not succeed in winning my consent—what[153] disposition29 do you intend to make of me in that case?”
“I intend to return you to your friends.”
“Indeed! Would it not have been better to have left me with my friends? Do you think it possible to win my regard under such monstrous30 circumstances as those with which you have surrounded me?”
“I think I shall at least succeed in winning your respect.”
“What! Win my respect, when you have stolen from me all the respect and esteem31 with which I have ever been regarded by the friends from whom you have stolen me?”
“Miss Harlan, you are as safe here as——”
“Stop, sir! You are, perhaps, positive of the truth of that statement, and I will admit that you have partially32 convinced me of it; but are you so ingenuous33, so unsophisticated in regard to worldly matters, as to suppose for a moment that others will regard my present plight34 in that manner? It would have been better, much better for me, Count Cadillac, had you murdered me in cold blood before you brought me here as you have done. It would have been better for you had you permitted me to make use of that weapon which I just now turned upon myself, to end my life, and afterward35 used it for the same purpose upon yourself; and it would have been much better for both of us had you met the fate of your brother, who is now a convict.
“Wait, sir, I have not done. I will finish what I have[154] to say, and then I will thank you if you will leave me to myself.
“I shall not take my own life now, Count Cadillac; I shall live. Back yonder in New York there is a man toward whom my brother is now speeding, with all the power the engines of his yacht contain. You know to whom I refer.”
“Nick Carter!”
“Aye, Nick Carter. Do you remember him, Count Cadillac? Do you doubt that he will search for me and find me? Do you doubt that he will also search for you and find you? And do you doubt, for one moment, what will happen to you when he does find you?
“Ah! sir, it does not matter now, in your case, how soon you set me at liberty—you have committed this act of wrong against me, and Nick Carter will hunt you down for it as surely as you stand there now. He will find you, if you are in France, in Anjou, in Patagonia, or at the north pole. He will find you, and he will hold you to strict account for your work this night. Be assured of that much!
“And I have said that I will not again attempt my own life. I will not. I will live and wait—live and hope for the coming of that hour when you will find yourself face to face with him—face to face with Nick Carter. And now, sir, good night. I have no doubt that you will enjoy pleasant dreams.”
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