"For the sake of peace," I replied, "and in self-protection, since as long as you stay obdurate7 I shall continue to importune8, and by and by I shall pester9 you to death."
"Indeed, I think it more than probable," she returned; "for you dog me like a bailiff. I am cordially a-weary, Captain Audaine, of your incessant10 persecutions; and, after all, marrying you is perhaps the civilest way to be rid of both them and you."
But by this I held each velvet-soft and tiny hand. "Nay," I dissented11; "the subject is somewhat too sacred for jest. I am no modish12 lover, dearest and best of creatures, to regard marriage as the thrifty13 purchase of an estate, and the lady as so much bed-furniture thrown in with the mansion14. I love you with completeness: and give me leave to assure you, madam, with a freedom which I think permissible15 on so serious an occasion that, even as beautiful as you are, I could never be contented16 with your person without your heart."
She sat with eyes downcast, all one blush. Miss Dorothy Allonby was in the bloom of nineteen, and shone with every charm peculiar17 to her sex. But I have no mind to weary you with poetical18 rhodomontades till, as most lovers do, I have proven her a paragon19 and myself an imbecile: it suffices to say that her face, and shape, and mien20, and wit, alike astounded21 and engaged all those who had the happiness to know her; and had long ago rendered her the object of my entire adoration22 and the target of my daily rhapsodies. Now I viewed her with a dissension of the liveliest hopes and fears; for she had hesitated, and had by this hesitation23 conceded my addresses to be not irretrievably repugnant; and within the instant I knew that any life undevoted to her service and protection could be but a lingering disease.
But by and by, "You shall have your answer this evening," she said, and so left me.
I fathomed24 the meaning of "this evening" well enough. For my adored Dorothy was all romance, and by preference granted me rendezvous25 in the back garden, where she would tantalize26 me nightly, from her balcony, after the example of the Veronese lady in Shakespeare's spirited tragedy, which she prodigiously27 admired. As concerns myself, a reasonable liking28 for romance had been of late somewhat tempered by the inclemency29 of the weather and the obvious unfriendliness of the dog; but there is no resisting a lady's commands; and clear or foul30, you might at any twilight's death have found me under her window, where a host of lyric31 phrases asserted the devotion which a cold in the head confirmed.
This night was black as a coal-pit. Strolling beneath the casement32, well wrapt in my cloak (for it drizzled), I meditated33 impartially34 upon the perfections of my dear mistress and the tyrannic despotism of love. Being the source of our existence, 'tis not unreasonably35, perhaps, that this passion assumes the proprietorship36 of our destinies and exacts of all mankind a common tribute. To-night, at least, I viewed the world as a brave pavilion, lighted by the stars and swept by the clean winds of heaven, wherein we enacted37 varied38 rôles with God as audience; where, in turn, we strutted39 or cringed about the stage, where, in turn, we were beset40 and rent by an infinity41 of passions; but where every man must play the part of lover. That passion alone, I said, is universal; it set wise Solomon a-jigging in criminal byways, and sinewy42 Hercules himself was no stranger to its inquietudes and joys. And I cried aloud with the Roman, Parce precor! and afterward43 upon high Heaven to make me a little worthier44 of Dorothy.

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