You felt, for the most part of your stay in this country, flushed and hot and uncomfortable and unbelievably awkward, and you were mercilessly bedeviled there; but not for all the accumulated wealth of Samarkand and Ind and Ophir would you have had it otherwise. Ah, no, not otherwise in the least trifle. For now uplifted to a rosy5 zone of acquiescence6, you partook incuriously at table of nectar and ambrosia7, and noted8 abroad, without any surprise, that you trod upon a more verdant9 grass than usual, and that someone had polished up the sun a bit; and, in fine, you snatched a fearful joy from the performance of the most trivial functions of life.
Yet always he remembered that it could not last; always he remembered that in the autumn Patricia was to marry Lord Pevensey. She sometimes gave him letters to mail which were addressed to that nobleman. He wondered savagely10 what was in them; he posted them with a vicious shove; and, for the time, they caused him acute twinges of misery11. But not for long; no, for, in sober earnest, if some fantastic sequence of events had made his one chance of winning Patricia Stapylton dependent on his spending a miserable12 half-hour in her company, Rudolph Musgrave could not have done it.
As for Miss Stapylton, she appeared to delight in the cloistered13, easy-going life of Lichfield. The quaint14 and beautiful old town fell short in nothing of her expectations, in spite of the fact that she had previously15 read John Charteris's tales of Lichfield,—"those effusions which" (if the Lichfield Courier-Herald is to be trusted) "have builded, by the strength and witchery of record and rhyme, romance and poem, a myriad-windowed temple in Lichfield's honor—exquisite, luminous16, and enduring—for all the world to see."
Miss Stapylton appeared to delight in the cloistered easy-going life of Lichfield,—that town which was once, as the outside world has half-forgotten now, the center of America's wealth, politics and culture, the town to which Europeans compiling "impressions" of America devoted17 one of their longest chapters in the heyday18 of Elijah Pogram and Jefferson Brick. But the War between the States has changed all that, and Lichfield endures to-day only as a pleasant backwater.
Very pleasant, too, it was in the days of Patricia's advent19. There were strikingly few young men about, to be sure; most of them on reaching maturity20 had settled in more bustling21 regions. But many maidens22 remained whom memory delights to catalogue,—tall, brilliant Lizzie Allardyce, the lovely and cattish Marian Winwood, to whom Felix Kennaston wrote those wonderful love-letters which she published when he married Kathleen Saumarez, the rich Baugh heiresses from Georgia, the Pride twins, and Mattie Ferneyhaugh, whom even rival beauties loved, they say, and other damsels by the score,—all in due time to be wooed and won, and then to pass out of the old town's life.
Among the men of Rudolph Musgrave's generation—those gallant23 oldsters who were born and bred, and meant to die, in Lichfield,—Patricia did not lack for admirers. Tom May was one of them, of course; rarely a pretty face escaped the tribute of at least one proposal from Tom May. Then there was Roderick Taunton, he with the leonine mane, who spared her none of his forensic24 eloquence25, but found Patricia less tractable26 than the most stubborn of juries. Bluff27 Walter Thurman, too, who was said to know more of Dickens, whist and criminal law than any other man living, came to worship at her shrine28, as likewise did huge red-faced Ashby Bland29, famed for that cavalry30 charge which history-books tell you that he led, and at which he actually was not present, for reasons all Lichfield knew and chuckled31 over. And Courtney Thorpe and Charles Maupin, doctors of the flesh and the spirit severally, were others among the rivals who gathered about Patricia at decorous festivals when, candles lighted, the butler and his underlings came with trays of delectable things to eat, and the "nests" of tables were set out, and pleasant chatter32 abounded33.
And among Patricia's attendants Colonel Musgrave, it is needless to relate, was preëminently pertinacious34. The two found a deal to talk about, somehow, though it is doubtful if many of their comments were of sufficient importance or novelty to merit record. Then, also, he often read aloud to her from lovely books, for the colonel read admirably and did not scruple35 to give emotional passages their value. Trilby, published the preceding spring in book form, was one of these books, for all this was at a very remote period; and the Rubaiyat was another, for that poem was as yet unhackneyed and hardly wellknown enough to be parodied36 in those happy days.
Once he read to her that wonderful sad tale of Hans Christian37 Andersen's which treats of the china chimney-sweep and the shepherdess, who eloped from their bedizened tiny parlor38-table, and were frightened by the vastness of the world outside, and crept ignominiously39 back to their fit home. "And so," the colonel ended, "the little china people remained together, and were thankful for the rivet40 in grandfather's neck, and continued to love each other until they were broken to pieces."
"It was really a very lucky thing," Patricia estimated, "that the grandfather had a rivet in his neck and couldn't nod to the billy-goat-legged person to take the shepherdess away into his cupboard. I don't doubt the little china people were glad of it. But after climbing so far—and seeing the stars,—I think they ought to have had more to be glad for." Her voice was quaintly41 wistful.
"I will let you into a secret—er—Patricia. That rivet was made out of the strongest material in the whole universe. And the old grandfather was glad, at bottom, he had it in his neck so that he couldn't nod and separate the shepherdess from the chimney-sweep."
"Yes,—I guess he had been rather a rip among the bric-à-brac in his day and sympathized with them?"
"No, it wasn't just that. You see these little china people had forsaken42 their orderly comfortable world on the parlor table to climb very high. It was a brave thing to do, even though they faltered43 and came back after a while. It is what we all want to do, Patricia—to climb toward the stars,—even those of us who are too lazy or too cowardly to attempt it. And when others try it, we are envious44 and a little uncomfortable, and we probably scoff45; but we can't help admiring, and there is a rivet in the neck of all of us which prevents us from interfering46. Oh, yes, we little china people have a variety of rivets47, thank God, to prevent too frequent nodding and too cowardly a compromise with baseness,—rivets that are a part of us and force us into flashes of upright living, almost in spite of ourselves, when duty and inclination48 grapple. There is always the thing one cannot do for the reason that one is constituted as one is. That, I take it, is the real rivet in grandfather's neck and everybody else's."
He spoke49 disjointedly, vaguely50, but the girl nodded. "I think I understand, Olaf. Only, it is a two-edged rivet—to mix metaphors—and keeps us stiffnecked against all sorts of calls. No, I am not sure that the thing one cannot do because one is what one is, proves to be always a cause for international jubilations and fireworks on the lawn."
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