Preface to ‘The Master of Ballantrae’
1889.
Although an old, consistent exile, the editor of the following pages revisits now and again the city of which he exults1 to be a native; and there are few things more strange, more painful, or more salutary, than such revisitations. Outside, in foreign spots, he comes by surprise and awakens2 more attention than he had expected; in his own city, the relation is reversed, and he stands amazed to be so little recollected3. Elsewhere he is refreshed to see attractive faces, to remark possible friends; there he scouts4 the long streets, with a pang5 at heart, for the faces and friends that are no more. Elsewhere he is delighted with the presence of what is new, there tormented6 by the absence of what is old. Elsewhere he is content to be his present self; there he is smitten7 with an equal regret for what he once was and for what he once hoped to be.
He was feeling all this dimly, as he drove from the station, on his last visit; he was feeling it still as he alighted at the door of his friend Mr. Johnstone Thomson, W.S., with whom he was to stay. A hearty8 welcome, a face not altogether changed, a few words that sounded of old days, a laugh provoked and shared, a glimpse in passing of the snowy cloth and bright decanters and the Piranesis on the dining-room wall, brought him to his bed-room with a somewhat lightened cheer, and when he and Mr. Thomson sat down a few minutes later, cheek by jowl, and pledged the past in a preliminary bumper9, he was already almost consoled, he had already almost forgiven himself his two unpardonable errors, that he should ever have left his native city, or ever returned to it.
‘I have something quite in your way,’ said Mr. Thomson. ‘I wished to do honour to your arrival; because, my dear fellow, it is my own youth that comes back along with you; in a very tattered10 and withered11 state, to be sure, but — well!— all that’s left of it.’
‘A great deal better than nothing,’ said the editor. ‘But what is this which is quite in my way?’
‘I was coming to that,’ said Mr. Thomson: ‘Fate has put it in my power to honour your arrival with something really original by way of dessert. A mystery.’
‘A mystery?’ I repeated.
‘Yes,’ said his friend, ‘a mystery. It may prove to be nothing, and it may prove to be a great deal. But in the meanwhile it is truly mysterious, no eye having looked on it for near a hundred years; it is highly genteel, for it treats of a titled family; and it ought to be melodramatic, for (according to the superscription) it is concerned with death.’
‘I think I rarely heard a more obscure or a more promising12 annunciation,’ the other remarked. ‘But what is It?’
‘You remember my predecessor’s, old Peter M’Brair’s business?’
‘I remember him acutely; he could not look at me without a pang of reprobation13, and he could not feel the pang without betraying it. He was to me a man of a great historical interest, but the interest was not returned.’
‘Ah well, we go beyond him,’ said Mr. Thomson. ‘I daresay old Peter knew as little about this as I do. You see, I succeeded to a prodigious14 accumulation of old law-papers and old tin boxes, some of them of Peter’s hoarding15, some of his father’s, John, first of the dynasty, a great man in his day. Among other collections were all the papers of the Durrisdeers.’
‘The Durrisdeers!’ cried I. ‘My dear fellow, these may be of the greatest interest. One of them was out in the ‘45; one had some strange passages with the devil — you will find a note of it in Law’s Memorials, I think; and there was an unexplained tragedy, I know not what, much later, about a hundred years ago —’
‘More than a hundred years ago,’ said Mr. Thomson. ‘In 1783.’
‘How do you know that? I mean some death.’
‘Yes, the lamentable16 deaths of my lord Durrisdeer and his brother, the Master of Ballantrae (attainted in the troubles),’ said Mr. Thomson with something the tone of a man quoting. ‘Is that it?’
‘To say truth,’ said I, ‘I have only seen some dim reference to the things in memoirs17; and heard some traditions dimmer still, through my uncle (whom I think you knew). My uncle lived when he was a boy in the neighbourhood of St. Bride’s; he has often told me of the avenue closed up and grown over with grass, the great gates never opened, the last lord and his old maid sister who lived in the back parts of the house, a quiet, plain, poor, hum-drum couple it would seem — but pathetic too, as the last of that stirring and brave house — and, to the country folk, faintly terrible from some deformed18 traditions.’
‘Yes,’ said Mr. Thomson. Henry Graeme Durie, the last lord, died in 1820; his sister, the Honourable19 Miss Katherine Durie, in ‘27; so much I know; and by what I have been going over the last few days, they were what you say, decent, quiet people and not rich. To say truth, it was a letter of my lord’s that put me on the search for the packet we are going to open this evening. Some papers could not be found; and he wrote to Jack20 M’Brair suggesting they might be among those sealed up by a Mr. Mackellar. M’Brair answered, that the papers in question were all in Mackellar’s own hand, all (as the writer understood) of a purely21 narrative22 character; and besides, said he, “I am bound not to open them before the year 1889.” You may fancy if these words struck me: I instituted a hunt through all the M’Brair repositories; and at last hit upon that packet which (if you have had enough wine) I propose to show you at once.’
In the smoking-room, to which my host now led me, was a packet, fastened with many seals and enclosed in a single sheet of strong paper thus endorsed:—
Papers relating to the lives and lamentable deaths of the late Lord Durisdeer, and his elder brother James, commonly called Master of Ballantrae, attainted in the troubles: entrusted23 into the hands of John M’Brair in the Lawnmarket of Edinburgh, W.S.; this 20th day of September Anno Domini 1789; by him to be kept secret until the revolution of one hundred years complete, or until the 20th day of September 1889: the same compiled and written by me,
EPHRAIM MACKELLAR,
For near forty years Land Steward24 on the estates of His Lordship.
As Mr. Thomson is a married man, I will not say what hour had struck when we laid down the last of the following pages; but I will give a few words of what ensued.
‘Here,’ said Mr. Thomson, ‘is a novel ready to your hand: all you have to do is to work up the scenery, develop the characters, and improve the style.’
‘My dear fellow,’ said I, ‘they are just the three things that I would rather die than set my hand to. It shall be published as it stands.’
‘But it’s so bald,’ objected Mr. Thomson.
‘I believe there is nothing so noble as baldness,’ replied I, ‘and I am sure there is nothing so interesting. I would have all literature bald, and all authors (if you like) but one.’
‘Well, well,’ said Mr. Thomson, ‘we shall see.’
The End
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