She felt a sense of dismay.
"Even mother is beginning to keep things from me," she said to herself. "It is all George, of course! They did not expect me home to-day, so they are having a particularly good dinner. Is it possible that even mother would try to deceive me? Oh, dear, dear! how changed all our life is, now that father is no longer here!"
There had never been the faintest shadow of concealment2 about the honest doctor, and while with her husband Mrs. Staunton was the most straightforward3 woman imaginable; but, alas5! her character was a weak one—she was now completely under George's influence, and George had learned to walk in those crooked6 paths which those who begin to do wrong are always tempted7 to follow.
He came in presently, looking particularly handsome and manly8. He had on a nice new coat; and his beautifully got-up collar showed off his fresh young face to the best possible advantage.124
Mrs. Staunton called him up at once for Effie to criticise9.
"Doesn't he look well in a white silk tie?" she said. "I like white ties better than colored ones for him, and they are not so expensive either, for I can wash them myself."
"I wonder all that washing does not fag you, mother," said Effie.
Before Mrs. Staunton could reply, Mrs. Robinson appeared with the dinner, and the family sat down to an excellent meal.
Effie saw quite plainly that it would be useless for her to attempt to expostulate. Mrs. Staunton, after her first start of unconcealed dismay, was very affectionate to her daughter. She told Effie that she thought she looked a little pale, and wondered whether all that nursing was not too much for her.
"No, mother, I love the work," said Effie.
"But that is not the question, my love," said Mrs. Staunton, shaking her head. "The question is this: is it undermining your health?"
"Well, in any case I should have to earn my living," said Effie. "I could not possibly afford to do nothing at home. As well earn it as a nurse as in any other way, and I love nursing beyond anything else in the world."
"You always were an obstinate10 dear little girl, was she not, George? But, after all, Effie——" Here Mrs. Staunton paused and looked at her son. "I think I might tell Effie?" she said, giving him a bright nod.
"Oh, I don't suppose there is anything to make a fuss over," replied George. He colored as he spoke11, and looked out of the window. He could easily hoodwink his mother, but it was difficult to meet Effie's clear eyes and not to feel sure that she was125 reading him through, and seeing him as he really was.
Agnes jumped up, saying it was full time to go to Sunday school; she carried off the children with her, and George, his mother, and Effie were alone.
"Sit down in your usual chair, George," said his mother. He did so, bringing up the port wine as he spoke, and pouring out a glass, which he insisted on his mother drinking. He tossed off one or two glasses himself, after which his eyes grew bright and steady, and a color came into his cheeks.
"Yes, tell Effie," he said.
"I think you might do so, George; I am so proud of you."
"No, mother. I like to hear you describing me; you make me feel such an awfully12 fine fellow."
George laughed as he spoke.
"Well, then, Effie," said his mother, "you will in future learn to appreciate our dear George as he deserves. The fact is this: he has just got a rise in his salary of a whole hundred a year. George is now earning two hundred a year; and he has arranged, dear fellow, to give me one hundred a year, in order that I may have those little comforts which he thinks I require."
"Is that really true?" said Effie, coloring. "Oh, what splendid news!" She looked eagerly at George as she spoke. She longed to jump up, throw her arms round his neck, and kiss him.
"Is this true?" she repeated. "Oh, I am so glad! We do want the money so badly."
George stooped to flick13 off a speck14 of dust which had settled on his immaculate shirt-cuff; his eyes would not meet Effie's.
"Of course it is true," he said in a bravado15 sort of voice. "You don't suppose I would tell mother a lie, do you?"126
"Oh, Effie! how could you doubt him?" said Mrs. Staunton, almost crying.
"No, mother, I don't doubt him," Effie replied. She walked to the window. Her momentary16 pleasure was over; she knew, just as well as if George had told her, that the whole thing was a fabrication. If he had more money, he was not getting it in his situation. His look, his attitude, joined to the few words Lawson had said to her, made Effie quite certain on that point. Burning words half rose to her lips, but she checked them. She did not doubt George. She read the truth in his eyes; what fell from his lips was nothing.
Mrs. Staunton kept on talking. "We shall have real comforts at home now," she said. "I am, as my boy says, a wonderful manager."
"The best in all the world," interrupted George; "there never was such a mother."
Mrs. Staunton's eyes quite shone with pleasure.
"What I was thinking was this, Effie," she continued, "that if you really are not strong enough to go on with your work, we can now afford to keep you at home."
"Of course we can," said George.
He had scarcely said these words, half turning his back on Effie as he spoke, when the room door was opened by Mrs. Robinson, and Lawson was announced.
When he saw his friend, George suddenly turned pale. He recovered himself in a moment, however, and went forward to meet him, speaking in a loud and bragging18 voice.
"Is that you, Lawson? Welcome, old chap. We did not expect you to-day, but we are right glad to see you, of course."
"You will stay and have tea with us, won't you,127 Mr. Lawson?" said Mrs. Staunton in her sweet voice.
"Yes, certainly," said Lawson.
He had given Effie his hand when he came into the room, but he scarcely looked at her.
He sat down near Mrs. Staunton, and began to talk to her in his usual bright way. She yielded after a moment to his charm. Lawson was a young fellow with a great amount of general information; he had also abundance of tact19, and he knew how to suit his words to Mrs. Staunton's requirements.
When George saw his friend talking to his mother, he went up to Effie and stood near her.
"Come to this end of the room," he said abruptly20.
Effie followed him.
"I am likely to make quite a pile of money," he said, speaking in a low voice and glancing toward his mother. "I know you think badly of me,—it's awfully hard on a fellow when his sister thinks badly of him,—but, nevertheless, I am likely to be in a real good way of business soon. And what I want to say now is this, Effie. I am anxious to pay back that ￡250 which you borrowed for me."
"I wish you would," said Effie.
"Well, I dare say I can give you fifty pounds toward it this week. Squire21 Harvey won't require the whole of the money back at once."
"Oh, he doesn't require it at all," said Effie. "It is I who require it. It is my honor and the honor of my dead father that demands it. It ought to be paid back, and you ought to do it."
"Don't speak so loudly—you do get so excited about things," said George.
Effie lowered her voice. Lawson, as he talked to Mrs. Staunton, glanced sharply at her.
Tea was brought in, and Effie had to take her place128 at the tea-tray. George's words had made her feel more uncomfortable than ever. It was absolute nonsense to suppose that he could be earning money at this rate.
After tea, Effie had to go back to the hospital.
"Good-by mother," she said. "I won't see you now for a fortnight."
Mrs. Staunton got up and put her feeble old arms round her daughter's neck. "Good-by, my darling," she said. "Take care of yourself; don't overwork yourself. Remember it is unnecessary. You have got a home, and a dear, noble, faithful brother to provide for you."
"Yes, Effie, you are heartily22 welcome to all that I can give you," said George in a lofty tone.
Effie pressed her lips to her mother's, kept her arms for one moment round her neck, and then turned away with tears in her eyes.
"Good-by, George," she said, holding out her hand.
"I'll see you back to the hospital," said George.
"Don't do that. It is a beautiful evening; mother would like you to take a walk with her."
"And I'd have the greatest pleasure in seeing Miss Effie home, if she would let me," said Lawson.
George hesitated for a moment. For some reason, which was more than evident, he did not want Effie to be alone with his friend.
He looked at his mother. She did not catch his eye, or she would have read his wish by instinct. The evening was really very fine, and she liked to walk round the square leaning on George's arm. When well enough, too, she liked him to take her to church.
"I think I'd enjoy a little walk with you, George," she said. "The evening is quite like spring—Wonderful weather for so near Christmas; the air is as129 mild and soft as milk; and as Mr. Lawson has so kindly23 promised to see Effie back, perhaps you'd come?"
"All right," said George. "By-by, Effie; you'll hear from me, perhaps, in the course of the week."
Effie went downstairs, followed by Lawson. As soon as ever they got out, he looked her full in the face.
"You must be greatly amazed," he said, "at my presuming to bother you about your family affairs."
"Oh, no!" she replied. "I think you are kind, but your words have made me very anxious."
"Then," said Lawson, "you see for yourself that things are not all right."
"I have known that for some time."
"George is a great friend of mine," continued Lawson. "We saw a good deal of each other when he first came to town—he was a right jolly sort of fellow then; it was only about six months ago that, all of a sudden, he seemed to change. I suppose he took up with some bad companions, but I really can't say for certain."
"But what about him now?" said Effie, in a voice almost irritable24 with anxiety. "Have you anything fresh to tell me?"
"You heard him, probably, say to your mother that he had a rise of salary?"
"Yes."
"The fact is," continued Lawson, "I know that not to be true."
Effie also in her heart of hearts knew it not to be true, but she could not bear to hear a stranger abuse her brother.
"How can you be sure?" she said, somewhat inconsistently.
"How can I be sure?" he retorted. "This is not130 a matter of sentiment, I happen to know. George is working with a relative, it is true, but Mr. Gering is one of the hardest men in the City. Everyone who understands him knows the system on which he works, and a relative has no more chance with him than another. George will have to take his rise step by step at something like the rate of ten pounds a year. Perhaps he has told your mother that he has had quite a large rise."
"He said a hundred a year; he said he was now receiving two hundred a year."
"What is to be done?" said Lawson, "Something ought to be done to stop it. Your mother will certainly live beyond her means, and then you will all get into no end of a mess. Do forgive me for taking an interest; the fact is, George was a great friend of mine once."
"Oh, please don't give him up!" said Effie. "If good men turn against him, what chance has he, poor fellow?"
"I won't, if you wish me to look after him," said Lawson, giving her a quick glance.
At this moment two nurses from St. Joseph's Hospital, who were crossing the street, saw Effie. They noticed her earnest face, the sparkle in her eyes; they also observed the glance which the handsome young medical student gave her. The women nudged one another, smiled, and went on.
Effie never saw them.
"Let us walk a little faster," said Lawson, who was not so unobservant. He felt vexed25 that the women should see him with Effie, but now that he was with her he must at least unburden his mind.
"George told me," said Effie,—"perhaps it is not wrong to repeat it to you,—that he is likely to make a great deal of money."131
"Did he? Did he tell you that—did he happen to say how much?"
"Well, he spoke as if money were very easily earned," said Effie. "He said something about getting fifty pounds this week."
"I must tell you the truth," said Lawson. "There's no help for it. Your brother will go straight to the bad if he is not rescued, and that at once."
"What do you mean? Oh, how you frighten me!"
Effie's face was as white as a sheet.
"I am ever so sorry," said Lawson; "but what is the use of keeping back the truth? George has had no rise of salary—indeed, if he is not careful, he is mother has gone far beyond our means. She hasn't [Transcriber's note: text of this paragraph in original is as shown and ends abruptly at this point.]
"Then how does he get his money?"
"He gets it by gambling26."
"Gambling! Oh, no! oh, no!" said Effie.
She had the horror of that vice27 which a pure-minded, well-brought-up girl must ever have.
"It is true," said Lawson; "it gives me the greatest pain to tell you anything so bad of your brother, but there's no help for it."
"But how do you know?" interrupted Effie.
"I know by the best of evidence. I have had my suspicions for some time, but I happened to see him coming out of one of those places last week—yes, I must tell you, I saw him coming out of a gambling den17. I think he goes night after night. At present he is winning more than he loses, but that is always the game for drawing fellows on."
"It must be stopped," said Effie. She felt quite faint and sick. If her mother knew this it would kill her on the spot.
They had nearly reached the hospital, and Effie turned and faced Lawson.132
"You don't half know what this means to me," she said. "George is not exactly like an ordinary brother. When my father died quite suddenly of diphtheria some months ago, he left my mother in George's care. If George goes to the bad now, she will certainly die; you must have noticed for yourself how she is wrapped up in him."
"Yes; no one could fail to notice it. I think her love for him beautiful; and he loves her, too. Poor fellow! that is his great redeeming28 point."
"Oh, I don't call it real love," said Effie, almost with passion—"to deceive her as he does—to do wrong, and that sort of wrong. Oh, I think my heart will break!"
Tears choked her voice, she had the greatest possible difficulty in keeping them back. Lawson took out his watch.
"You are not late," he said. "Let us take a turn round this square."
They had entered an old-fashioned square where there were very few people. They walked round and round the dismal29 central garden for some time. Lawson talked, and Effie listened. After a time they decided30 that George's perilous31 downward career must be stopped at any cost. Lawson said he would make it his business to see George the following evening, to tell him quite frankly32 what he knew, and, in short, to compel him, if necessary, to do what was right.
"He'll be obstinate," said Effie—"I know he'll be hard to deal with. Oh, what shall we do?—what shall we do? I am quite certain that already my mother has gone far beyond our means. She hasn't been half careful enough since I left her. If George stops getting money in this way she'll wonder and133 question. I doubt very much whether you can have the least influence over him. What is to be done?"
"Don't be so down-hearted," said Lawson. "He requires a man to tackle him—a man who really knows the temptations young fellows meet. If you'll allow me to say so, Miss Staunton, I don't think the case quite hopeless; anyhow, you may be quite sure I'll do my best for him."
"Thank you," said poor Effie; "you are more than good, and I do trust you." She hurried back to the hospital; but, to her dismay, when she got there, found that she was a quarter of an hour late.
Absolute punctuality in returning from any outdoor pleasure is expected from all nurses. She hurried upstairs, hoping that she might gain her room, put on her cap and apron33, and return to the ward4 before Sister Kate had time to miss her. This might have been the case—for Sister Kate had been very much occupied with some anxious cases during the afternoon—had not one of the nurses, who had a spite against Effie for being prettier and cleverer than herself, drawn34 Sister Kate's attention, to the fact that the young probationer was behind her time. This nurse had seen Effie walking with Lawson. Immediately her spirit of jealousy35 and envy was up in arms; she did not for a moment consider what injury she might do the poor girl by her false and unkind words.
"Nurse Staunton is late," she said. "I don't know how I am possibly to get the ward in order for the night unless I have some help."
"I must speak to her," said Sister Kate, glancing at the clock, and looking a little annoyed. "This wasn't her Sunday to go out, either. I cannot let the rules be broken in this way. Let me know as soon as ever she comes in."134
"I suppose there's some excuse to be made for her," said the nurse, speaking in a knowing way. "She's a very careful, good sort of girl, but there are times when the best of us forget ourselves."
The woman knew that Sister Kate would interpret her words as she wished her to do. She went off in a hurry to perform her duties, and when Effie entered the ward, Sister Kate received her with marked coldness.
"You are very late, nurse," she said. "Where have you been?"
"I have been at home with my mother."
"Was your mother ill? Is that your excuse for being behind your time?"
"No; mother was well—better than she has been for some time."
"Then why are you late?"
"The fact is, I was walking with a friend, and forgot to notice the hour."
"That's no excuse. You have certainly behaved very carelessly, and have put the other nurses out by not being in time to take your duties. Who was the friend with whom you were walking?"
Sister Kate had no right to ask this question, but she felt much provoked at the moment, and the color which rushed all over Effie's face excited her curiosity.
"Perhaps you'll think I did wrong," said Effie, looking up at her almost defiantly36. "The friend was Mr. Lawson. He knows my brother very well; he was talking to me about him. I cannot refuse to speak to him when I see him out of doors, can I?"
"Don't be pert, nurse! You know it is one of the strictest rules of the hospital that none of the nurses are to speak to the medical students."135
"I know; and I don't wish to speak to him in the hospital."
"See you don't, or you'll be dismissed at once; in fact, the less you know of any of the medical students, the better for you. I am very sorry that this young man knows your brother. I should not have had anything to do with you, had I been aware of this fact."
"How absurd and unjust!" murmured Effie under her breath. She turned away—she felt absolutely cross.
Sister Kate called her back.
"Now, bustle37 about," she said. "The supper-trays want to be taken away; the women are perfectly38 tired of waiting to be settled for the night."
Effie moved mechanically about her duties. Her heart felt sick. She did not think she could remain much longer under Sister Kate's care. "If she treats me like this," thought the proud girl, "I cannot endure it. Mr. Lawson is nothing to me—he is only my brother's friend. He is good, and wants to help us in an hour of great perplexity. What shall I do? I feel tied and fettered39 in every way."
She laid her head on her pillow only to burst into tears. She cried herself to sleep. All the world seemed black to her.
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