She was a daughter of shame. Even inexperience could see that as she wandered up and down the streets of the town, desperate, impelled2 to go on by a force too strong for her to resist. She trod the pavement, yet loathed3 the necessity and hated herself for her compliance4. She had only to look forward to the jail or the hospital; yet there was always the river. Had it come to that? Was there nothing else?
She lifted her eyes from the stone walk as hard as the heart of the world, and found herself opposite a brightly lighted building. She leaned against the door. From within came the sound of music, the strains of a hymn5, words of prayer. The light streamed about her face from the stained window. This was a Church of God. Stained window, stained woman, confronting each other in the night!
There was no God for her. There might have been once, but she had committed the unpardonable sin against society and society was God. There was no place for her anywhere, save the jail or the hospital or the river. That last was the best. The street was deserted6. She had thought it not a good place in which to ply7 her trade! She made a step forward and stopped.
In her pathway stood a figure seen dimly in the darkness. It stood in the shadow beyond the broad light from the painted window. There was something strangely familiar about it. She glanced up at that window. Had the figure there stepped down and embodied8 itself vaguely9 on the walk before her?
She laid her hand upon the knob of the church door.
She laid her hand upon the knob of the church door.
What was this strange figure? Who was he? As she stared, the outline drew nearer. A man vested in long white draperies confronted her. He was bareheaded and appeared insensible to the cold in which she shivered. She put out her hand and something folded it back upon her breast. She opened her lips and something sealed them.
As she watched, the figure slowly moved. It bent10 forward and went slowly down on its knees on the sidewalk. The white hand began to trace strange, mysterious, unknown, incomprehensible characters upon the pavement. She watched with bated breath, some memory of another sinful woman of whom she had heard in childhood coming back to her prostrate11 mind. Yes, and there behind the figure stood others, hateful and hating, very violent, passionate12 men. She stared from the handwriting in the dust to these others and they faded away. She was alone with the kneeling figure and, as she looked, it too vanished in the chill air.
She bent over the pavement. There was nothing there, yet she had received a message. After a last glance she turned away, new courage, new life, new hope in her heart.
She mounted the steps, she laid her hand upon the knob of the church door, she turned it and went bravely within.
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1 condemn | |
vt.谴责,指责;宣判(罪犯),判刑 | |
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2 impelled | |
v.推动、推进或敦促某人做某事( impel的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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3 loathed | |
v.憎恨,厌恶( loathe的过去式和过去分词 );极不喜欢 | |
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4 compliance | |
n.顺从;服从;附和;屈从 | |
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5 hymn | |
n.赞美诗,圣歌,颂歌 | |
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6 deserted | |
adj.荒芜的,荒废的,无人的,被遗弃的 | |
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v.(搬运工等)等候顾客,弯曲 | |
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8 embodied | |
v.表现( embody的过去式和过去分词 );象征;包括;包含 | |
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n.爱好,癖好;adj.弯的;决心的,一心的 | |
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v.拜倒,平卧,衰竭;adj.拜倒的,平卧的,衰竭的 | |
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adj.热情的,热烈的,激昂的,易动情的,易怒的,性情暴躁的 | |
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