But being very much in earnest about doing her duty, not because it was her duty, but as a means toward an end, Psyche fell to work with a will, hoping to serve both masters at once. So she might have done, perhaps, if flesh and blood had been as plastic as clay, but the live models were so exacting14 in their demands upon her time and strength, that the poor statues went to the wall. Sculpture and sewing, calls and crayons, Ruskin and receipt-books, didn't work well together, and poor Psyche found duties and desires desperately15 antagonistic16. Take a day as a sample.
"The washing and ironing are well over, thank goodness, mother quiet, the boys out of the way, and May comfortable, so I'll indulge myself in a blissful day after my own heart," Psyche said, as she shut herself into her little studio, and prepared to enjoy a few hours of hard study and happy day-dreams.
With a book on her lap, and her own round white arm going through all manner of queer evolutions, she was placidly18 repeating, "Deltoides, Biceps, Triceps, Pronator, Supinator, Palmanis, Flexor carpi ulnaris—"
"Here's Flexis what-you-call-ums for you," interrupted a voice, which began in a shrill19 falsetto and ended in a gruff bass20, as a flushed, dusty, long-legged boy burst in, with a bleeding hand obligingly extended for inspection21.
"Mercy on us, Harry22! what have you done to yourself now? Split your fingers with a cricket-ball again?" cried Psyche, as her arms went up and her book went down.
"I just thrashed one of the fellows because he got mad and said father was going to fail."
"O Harry, is he?"
"Of course he isn't! It's hard times for every one, but father will pull through all right. No use to try and explain it all; girls can't understand business; so you just tie me up, and don't worry," was the characteristic reply of the young man, who, being three years her junior, of course treated the weaker vessel23 with lordly condescension24.
"What a dreadful wound! I hope nothing is broken, for I haven't studied the hand much yet, and may do mischief25 doing it up," said Psyche, examining the great grimy paw with tender solicitude26.
"Much good your biceps, and deltoids, and things do you, if you can't right up a little cut like that," squeaked27 the ungrateful hero.
"I'm not going to be a surgeon, thank heaven; I intend to make perfect hands and arms, not mend damaged ones," retorted Psyche, in a dignified28 tone, somewhat marred29 by a great piece of court-plaster on her tongue.
"I should say a surgeon could improve that perfect thing, if he didn't die a-laughing before he began," growled30 Harry, pointing with a scornful grin at a clay arm humpy with muscles, all carefully developed in the wrong places.
"Don't sneer31, Hal, for you don't know anything about it. Wait a few years and see if you're not proud of me."
"Sculp away and do something, then I'll hurrah32 for your mud-pies like a good one;" with which cheering promise the youth left, having effectually disturbed his sister's peaceful mood.
Anxious thoughts of her father rendered "biceps, deltoids, and things" uninteresting, and hoping to compose her mind, she took up The Old Painters and went on with the story of Claude Lorraine. She had just reached the tender scene where,—
"Calista gazed with enthusiasm, while she looked like a being of heaven rather than earth. 'My friend,' she cried, 'I read in thy picture thy immortality33!' As she spoke34, her head sunk upon his bosom35, and it was several moments before Claude perceived that he supported a lifeless form."
"How sweet!" said Psyche, with a romantic sigh.
"Faith, and swate it is, thin!" echoed Katy, whose red head had just appeared round the half opened door. "It's gingy-bread I'm making the day, miss, and will I be puttin' purlash or sallyrathis into it, if ye plase?"
"Purlash, by all means," returned the girl, keeping her countenance36, fearing to enrage37 Katy by a laugh; for the angry passions of the red-haired one rose more quickly than her bread.
As she departed with alacrity38 to add a spoonful of starch39 and a pinch of whiting to her cake, Psyche, feeling better for her story and her smile, put on her bib and paper cap and fell to work on the deformed40 arm. An hour of bliss17, then came a ring at the door-bell, followed by Biddy to announce callers, and add that as "the mistress was in her bed, miss must go and take care of 'em." Whereat "miss" cast down her tools in despair, threw her cap one way, her bib another, and went in to her guests with anything but a rapturous welcome.
Dinner being accomplished41 after much rushing up and down stairs with trays and messages for Mrs. Dean, Psyche fled again to her studio, ordering no one to approach under pain of a scolding. All went well till, going in search of something, she found her little sister sitting on the floor with her cheek against the studio door.
"I didn't mean to be naughty, Sy, but mother is asleep, and the boys all gone, so I just came to be near you; it's so lonely everywhere," she said, apologetically, as she lifted up the heavy head that always ached.
"The boys are very thoughtless. Come in and stay with me; you are such a mouse you won't disturb me. Wouldn't you like to play be a model and let me draw your arm, and tell you all about the nice little bones and muscles?" asked Psyche, who had the fever very strong upon her just then.
May didn't look as if the proposed amusement overwhelmed her with delight, but meekly42 consented to be perched upon a high stool with one arm propped43 up by a dropsical plaster cherub44, while Psyche drew busily, feeling that duty and pleasure were being delightfully45 combined.
"Can't you hold your arm still, child? It shakes so I can't get it right," she said, rather impatiently.
"No, it will tremble 'cause it's weak. I try hard, Sy, but there doesn't seem to be much strongness in me lately."
"That's better; keep it so a few minutes and I'll be done," cried the artist, forgetting that a few minutes may seem ages.
"My arm is so thin you can see the bunches nicely,—can't you?"
"Yes, dear."
Psyche glanced up at the wasted limb, and when she drew again there was a blur46 before her eyes for a minute.
"I wish I was as fat as this white boy; but I get thinner every day somehow, and pretty soon there won't be any of me left but my little bones," said the child, looking at the winged cherub with sorrowful envy.
"Don't, my darling; don't say that," cried Psyche, dropping her work with a sudden pang47 at her heart. "I'm a sinful, selfish girl to keep you here! you're weak for want of air; come out and see the chickens, and pick dandelions, and have a good romp48 with the boys."
The weak arms were strong enough to clasp Psyche's neck, and the tired face brightened beautifully as the child exclaimed, with grateful delight,—
"Oh, I'd like it very much! I wanted to go dreadfully; but everybody is so busy all the time. I don't want to play, Sy; but just to lie on the grass with my head in your lap while you tell stories and draw me pretty things as you used to."
The studio was deserted49 all that afternoon, for Psyche sat in the orchard50 drawing squirrels on the wall, pert robins51 hopping52 by, buttercups and mosses53, elves and angels; while May lay contentedly54 enjoying sun and air, sisterly care, and the "pretty things" she loved so well. Psyche did not find the task a hard one; for this time her heart was in it, and if she needed any reward she surely found it; for the little face on her knee lost its weary look, and the peace and beauty of nature soothed55 her own troubled spirit, cheered her heart, and did her more good than hours of solitary56 study.
Finding, much to her own surprise, that her fancy was teeming57 with lovely conceits58, she did hope for a quiet evening. But mother wanted a bit of gossip, father must have his papers read to him, the boys had lessons and rips and grievances59 to be attended to, May's lullaby could not be forgotten, and the maids had to be looked after, lest burly "cousins" should be hidden in the boiler60, or lucifer matches among the shavings. So Psyche's day ended, leaving her very tired, rather discouraged, and almost heart-sick with the shadow of a coming sorrow.
All summer she did her best, but accomplished very little, as she thought; yet this was the teaching she most needed, and in time she came to see it. In the autumn May died, whispering, with her arms about her sister's neck,—
"You make me so happy, Sy, I wouldn't mind the pain if I could stay a little longer. But if I can't, good-by, dear, good-by."
Her last look and word and kiss were all for Psyche, who felt then with grateful tears that her summer had not been wasted; for the smile upon the little dead face was more to her than any marble perfection her hands could have carved.
In the solemn pause which death makes in every family, Psyche said, with the sweet self-forgetfulness of a strong yet tender nature,—
"I must not think of myself, but try to comfort them;" and with this resolution she gave herself heart and soul to duty, never thinking of reward.
A busy, anxious, humdrum61 winter, for, as Harry said, "it was hard times for every one." Mr. Dean grew gray with the weight of business cares about which he never spoke; Mrs. Dean, laboring62 under the delusion63 that an invalid64 was a necessary appendage65 to the family, installed herself in the place the child's death left vacant, and the boys needed much comforting, for the poor lads never knew how much they loved "the baby" till the little chair stood empty. All turned to Sy for help and consolation66, and her strength seemed to increase with the demand upon it. Patience and cheerfulness, courage and skill came at her call like good fairies who had bided67 their time. Housekeeping ceased to be hateful, and peace reigned68 in parlor69 and kitchen while Mrs. Dean, shrouded70 in shawls, read Hahnemann's Lesser71 Writings on her sofa. Mr. Dean sometimes forgot his mills when a bright face came to meet him, a gentle hand smoothed the wrinkles out of his anxious forehead, and a daughterly heart sympathized with all his cares. The boys found home very pleasant with Sy always there ready to "lend a hand," whether it was to make fancy ties, help conjugate72 "a confounded verb," pull candy, or sing sweetly in the twilight73 when all thought of little May and grew quiet.
The studio door remained locked till her brothers begged Psyche to open it and make a bust11 of the child. A flush of joy swept over her face at the request, and her patient eyes grew bright and eager, as a thirsty traveller's might at the sight or sound of water. Then it faded as she shook her head, saying with a regretful sigh, "I'm afraid I've lost the little skill I ever had."
But she tried, and with great wonder and delight discovered that she could work as she had never done before. She thought the newly found power lay in her longing74 to see the little face again; for it grew like magic under her loving hands, while every tender memory, sweet thought, and devout75 hope she had ever cherished, seemed to lend their aid. But when it was done and welcomed with tears and smiles, and praise more precious than any the world could give, then Psyche said within herself, like one who saw light at last,—
"He was right; doing one's duty is the way to feed heart, soul, and imagination; for if one is good, one is happy, and if happy, one can work well."
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