Our position is unfortunate for me. Our return to the Utopian equivalent of Lucerne revives in him all the melancholy21 distresses22 that so preoccupied23 him when first we were transferred to this better planet. One day, while we are still waiting there for the public office to decide about us, he broaches24 the matter. It is early evening, and we are walking beside the lake after our simple dinner. “About here,” he says, “the quays25 would run and all those big hotels would be along here, looking out on the lake. It’s so strange to have seen them so recently, and now not to see them at all. . . . Where have they gone?”
“Vanished by hypothesis.”
“What?”
“Oh! They’re there still. It’s we that have come hither.”
“Of course. I forgot. But still —— You know, there was an avenue of little trees along this quay26 with seats, and she was sitting looking out upon the lake. . . . I hadn’t seen her for ten years.”
He looks about him still a little perplexed27. “Now we are here,” he says, “it seems as though that meeting and the talk we had must have been a dream.”
He falls musing28.
Presently he says: “I knew her at once. I saw her in profile. But, you know, I didn’t speak to her directly. I walked past her seat and on for a little way, trying to control myself. . . . Then I turned back and sat down beside her, very quietly. She looked up at me. Everything came back — everything. For a moment or so I felt I was going to cry. . . . ”
That seems to give him a sort of satisfaction even in the reminiscence.
“We talked for a time just like casual acquaintances — about the view and the weather, and things like that.”
He muses29 again.
“In Utopia everything would have been different,” I say.
“I suppose it would.”
He goes on before I can say anything more.
“Then, you know, there was a pause. I had a sort of intuition that the moment was coming. So I think had she. You may scoff30, of course, at these intuitions ——”
I don’t, as a matter of fact. Instead, I swear secretly. Always this sort of man keeps up the pretence31 of highly distinguished32 and remarkable33 mental processes, whereas — have not I, in my own composition, the whole diapason of emotional fool? Is not the suppression of these notes my perpetual effort, my undying despair? And then, am I to be accused of poverty?
But to his story.
“She said, quite abruptly34, ‘I am not happy,’ and I told her, ‘I knew that the instant I saw you.’ Then, you know, she began to talk to me very quietly, very frankly, about everything. It was only afterwards I began to feel just what it meant, her talking to me like that.”
I cannot listen to this!
“Don’t you understand,” I cry, “that we are in Utopia. She may be bound unhappily upon earth and you may be bound, but not here. Here I think it will be different. Here the laws that control all these things will be humane35 and just. So that all you said and did, over there, does not signify here — does not signify here!”
He looks up for a moment at my face, and then carelessly at my wonderful new world.
“Yes,” he says, without interest, with something of the tone of an abstracted elder speaking to a child, “I dare say it will be all very fine here.” And he lapses36, thwarted37 from his confidences, into musing.
There is something almost dignified38 in this withdrawal39 into himself. For a moment I entertain an illusion that really I am unworthy to hear the impalpable inconclusiveness of what he said to her and of what she said to him.
I am snubbed. I am also amazed to find myself snubbed. I become breathless with indignation. We walk along side by side, but now profoundly estranged40.
I regard the facade41 of the Utopian public offices of Lucerne — I had meant to call his attention to some of the architectural features of these — with a changed eye, with all the spirit gone out of my vision. I wish I had never brought this introspective carcass, this mental ingrate42, with me.
I incline to fatalistic submission43. I suppose I had no power to leave him behind. . . . I wonder and I wonder. The old Utopists never had to encumber44 themselves with this sort of man.

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